Chapter Ninety-Eight: Kang Jae-hee and Kim Tae-yeon's Decision
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Due to the X-Files incident, major economic companies and individual artists have suspended their upcoming acting plans, and of course, those with contracts must go.
Because of this, Kang Jae-hee's album that he planned to release on February 14 was also stranded because of this, according to Yu Yongzhen's words, as for when it will be released, it depends on the development of the situation, even if the turmoil really hasn't passed, then he must not be the first person to release an album.
Although he is a little depressed, in this way, Kang Jae-hee can stay in Jeonju with peace of mind. So Kim Taeyeon also decided to stay in Jeonju for a few more days, but Hwang Mi-young's child was a little bitter.
However, Hwang Mi-young has an advantage, that is, she is forgetful and fast, she is still worried that she should go back to the company to continue training in order to make a quick debut, and the next second she can pull Kim Taeyeon to yell at traditional Korean crafts. Kang Jae-hee, who saw the speed of this face change, was dumbfounded. And this kind of performance made Kang Jae-hee wonder if Huang Meiying had reported the wrong birthday, she was not a Leo but a Gemini......
After coming down a few times, Kang Jae-hee was not worried about the depression that this child was living here, and originally planned to comfort her when she was distressed, although she didn't understand it very well, but now that she thinks about the first time Hwang Mi-young had such a reaction and Kim Taeyeon was so bland, you should be able to guess that this American girl is purely habitual. It's only because Kang Jae-hee is not familiar with Hwang Mi-young after all, and her reaction when she has a seizure is a little big, that he ignores Kim Tae-yeon's performance.
However, no matter how leisurely the days are, there is a time to end, and after a few days of laziness, several people have reached the time when they must go back to Seoul.
After a deep conversation with Yu Yongzhen, Kang Jae-hee decided to apply for Berklee College of Music, although it is true that there is some idea that 'foreign monks are good at chanting', but more importantly, he hopes to get in touch with the world's most popular music system. The Korean music industry is still a bit narrow, basically there are three categories, national unique trot, K-pop dance music to the world, and then sad lyrical songs, other such as R&B, rock, soul music and even reggae, not nothing, but it is too niche. Regardless of the land area and population, as a developed country, such a remote music circle is indeed a bit unusual.
During the period when there was no film and singing, Kang Jae-hee began to prepare for the composition department, thinking that next year would not only delay for a year, but also take the cruel college entrance examination, Kang Jae-hee felt that it would be better to take the exam this summer. As a student, what I hate the most is the exam, and what I hope the most is to stay away from school as soon as possible. It's just that after entering the society, such a desire will instead want to go back to school. I have to say that people are creatures who have a lot of troubles because they think too much.
What are the requirements for applying for the composition department? Kang Jae-hee asked Kenzie before he realized that it was so troublesome...... Although the content of the exam varies from year to year, the basic things do not change.
There is no need to say much about the professional aspect, the composition department will ask you to write a piece of music according to the topic, usually the topic is not too difficult, as long as you write down the score without too many mistakes and too far from the topic, there will not be much problem. The foundation of harmony also needs to be assessed, although it is a composition, but a good sense of musicality will make you get twice the result with half the effort, of course, it does not mean that people with a bad sense of musicality must not be able to test, there is a great musician in history who still created immortal music after being deaf. But if the musicality is good and the creation is not bad, then it is naturally the best.
The most headache for Jiang Zaixi is English, that is, TOEFL and IELTS, although Berklee is a school in the United States, (all schools in the United States recognize TOEFL scores, but only some recognize IELTS scores) but Berklee College of Music happens to be the part of the school that recognizes IELTS scores, that is to say, TOEFL or IELTS, as long as the score is qualified, it can be.
Both exams are divided into four sections: Listening, Speaking, Reading, and Writing. In Eastern countries, reading and writing are not difficult tasks, but listening and speaking are the more difficult parts due to pronunciation problems.
So in the days when he didn't release a record, Kang Jae-hee began a life of shamelessly talking to people in English......
In fact, among the people Jiang Jae-hee knows, there are many people who speak English very well, but the relationship is quite good (at least he thinks so...... Then it's just Jung so-yeon and Hwang Mi-young. After weighing it again, Kang Jae-hee decided to ask Hwang Mi-young for help.
As for why she didn't look for Zheng Xiuyan, there are many reasons, but the most important one is that this girl will ignore people...... Whether consciously or unconsciously. But Huang Meiying is different, even if she is angry, she will talk to you even more angrily, and she will never give up if she doesn't say anything about you. And in this way, it is just with Jiang Zaixi.
It's just that his move made Kim Taeyeon's child even more entangled...... Originally, I just had a lot of contact with Cui Xiuying, but no matter what, I could at least understand it when I was there, but now I can't understand the content of the chat with my roommate! In addition to yes, no, there are some simple words, and the others crackle and say a big call, and the sound is completely foggy.
Although Kim Tae-yeon also knows that Kang Jae-hee doesn't have any other thoughts about his roommate, no one likes that the person he cares about is as close as other members of the opposite sex, let alone being deaf...... But Kim Taeyeon didn't know how to express it, she was afraid that if she said that she cared, she would be considered cautious, but if she didn't express it, she was entangled and uncomfortable......
In short, Kim Taeyeon spent the past few days expressionlessly......
On February 22, 2005, before the X-Files turmoil passed, another sensational event occurred in the Korean entertainment industry.
Lee Eun-joo, who had just won the South Korean MBC TV Drama Acting Award for the TV series "Firebird" at the end of 2004 and won the "Best Couple Award" with Lee Seo-jin, hanged himself.
This makes the dark clouds on the top of the entertainment industry that have not yet dispersed thickened again. She is not a small artist, she has been making appointments in the past few years, and the movies and TV series broadcast have also received a good response. But, a month after the X-file incident, he committed suicide.
After investigation, the suicide was undoubted, and the conclusion was given that he was suffering from depression and thus committing suicide. However, the most widely circulated among the people and the most credible are Lee Eun-joo's mother and the godfather of rock and roll.
Kang Jae-hee has been accompanying Kim Tae-yeon for the rest of the time in addition to normal classes and training these days. This girl has a big heart, and most things will not have any impact on her, but this child has a bad characteristic, that is, he is easy to get into the horns of a thing that he can't think of.
After learning the news of Lee Eun-joo, or the news from the people, Kang Jae-hee obviously noticed that Kim Tae-yeon's face was very bad, and he was distracted from time to time.
"What's wrong with you these days? Feeling bad because of Lee Eun-joo's affair? Kang Jae-hee deliberately took Kim Tae-yeon back to his original residence to have dinner with her that night, otherwise there would always be different people around to disturb her.
"Did you think she was really driven to death by that rock 'n' roll godfather?" Kim Tae-yeon has heard all kinds of rumors in the entertainment industry, and she has also heard some things in the company from others. Even this time the X-file has some bad things to say about the BOA. This made her think about whether she would encounter such a thing in the future, and if she encountered such a thing, what should she do? Kang Jae-hee plans to go to school in the United States, and he also told them about the family when he was in Jeonju. This news made Kim Tae-yeon panic after the Lee Eun-joo incident. When people are panicked and helpless, what they want most is that the closest person can be by their side, although she also knows Jiang Zhijian, her teacher is also very good to her, and she has also met a lot of trainee friends, but these are not the closest people in Kim Tae-yeon's heart.
"How to say it, the occurrence of an event, especially a major event, cannot have only one reason, it must be the superposition of many factors, resulting in a qualitative change, which will lead to the occurrence of the event. If Lee Eun-joo is not depressed, then it is just the harassment of a rock godfather, I believe it will not be able to do anything to her, after all, in the entertainment industry, such problems can always be encountered. "Kang Jae-hee didn't want Kim Taeyeon to give up his life as a trainee, he believes that as long as he really speaks out and makes some promises, Kim Taeyeon is not impossible to give up, as for the memory of 'Girls' Generation', Kang Jae-hee believes that even if Kim Taeyeon is really not in this group, 'Girls' Generation' will still appear, and with the strong operation ability of S.M Company, this group will still be popular.
It's just that whenever Kang Jae-hee sees the joy and devotion that Kim Taeyeon shows from the bottom of his heart when he sings, these words can no longer be spoken. Maybe Kang Jae-hee will continue to develop according to the current trajectory, and in the future, he can make Kim Taeyeon stand on the stage again by himself, but how many years will it take? Could it be that after so many years in the middle, Kim Taeyeon has been waiting stupidly? And once she gives up being a trainee, can she still continue to sing training? And Kim Taeyeon, who can't sing, will still be the one who is complete?
Maybe Kang Jae-hee can't tell the difference between liking and loving until now, but he knows the difference between picking flowers and protecting flowers, and what he wants to see is Kim Tae-yeon's smile when he gets affirmation and praise from Kang Jae-hee and others after singing, rather than Kim Tae-yeon's perfunctory smile when a group of people chat together.
This is one of the reasons why Kang Jae-hee decided to go to the United States. Some people feel that they should live for themselves. But people live for a lifetime, and there will always be various ways of life. At least Kang Jae-hee feels that there is nothing wrong with living like this. Kang Jae-hee also really likes music, although he is not as crazy as Kim Tae-yeon, but the satisfaction that comes from the psychology of making a piece of music he likes is not comparable to other things.
"You say, will I encounter something like this in the future?" Kim Taeyeon still asked the question she was most afraid of, she was afraid that her parents would stop her because they were worried about her safety, and she was even more afraid that Kang Jae-hee would stop her because of this, but at the same time, she was also afraid that something like that would really happen.
"What are you now...... I don't think so. Kang Jae-hee looked up and down with a critical eye, and when he saw Kim Tae-yeon's eyes starting to widen, he hurriedly put away his smile: "But if you want to become better in the future, such a thing will happen sooner or later." ”
"What should I do if something like that happens?"
"Look for me."
"But you're going to the United States." Just as Kang Jae-hee will not stop Kim Tae-yeon's singing career, Kim Tae-yeon can't say anything like asking Kang Jae-hee not to go to the United States to stay with him. They all know very well that the choices made by the other party are much better than their own requirements.
"I'll be back."
"But what if something like this happens to me when you go to the United States?"
Kang Jae-hee wants to say that 2 years later is 2007, and at that time you haven't debuted yet, but Jiang Jae-hee still thinks it's better not to say it if it hits enthusiasm like this and has some magic sticks. "You can find my uncle, or you can find your teacher."
"What if they all happen to be absent?"
"Taeyeon, you have to know that when a person doesn't have a **, he is invincible." If this incident does not reassure Kim Taeyeon today, Kang Jae-hee believes that for many days to come, this Ni-ja will still be immersed in this fantasy of encountering an accident.
"With **, it will be taken advantage of by some people, in the face of harassment, you can report, in the face of those who are somewhat direct, you can completely resist. A lot of things in the company happen because some trainees have various requirements. As long as you don't want to, the dark thoughts of those people are in vain. Just like those martyrs and betrayers of the past (traitors are almost punched here...... In modern society, especially in the circle in which we live, it is almost impossible to sacrifice one's life for the sake of one's ideals. And your worst results,
It's because you refuse some unreasonable requests that you will encounter some setbacks. But as long as you are excellent, more and more excellent, excellent to the top of the company, my teacher, Li Xiuman's teacher attaches great importance to it, and other people in the company can treat you? And how dare you take it? ”
"And after you make your debut as an artist, as long as you can still get better and better, so good that the directors of the three major TV stations like you very much, are your fans, and even people in the government like you, the president, and the prime minister are also your fans, at that time, in the whole of South Korea, who would dare to treat you like that!?" Although these words are a bit idealistic, it is best to build confidence in Kim Taeyeon at this time.
"I went to Berkeley to study composition, even if someone in the company made it difficult for you not to sing, they didn't give it, I could give it."
As Kang Jae-hee said one sentence after another, Kim Tae-yeon's eyes became brighter and brighter, and in the end, he was completely stupid looking at Kang Jae-hee. She believes that Kang Jae-hee will not lie to himself, because he has never deceived himself since he was a child. Maybe what he said just now is difficult to do, but Kim Taeyeon is still willing to believe him.
If it's a big deal, I'll leave the company, and then wait for him to write a song for me to sing later!
This is the most resolute and devastating decision that Kim Taeyeon has made so far.
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Yesterday, well, it should be said that the day before yesterday, I went home and went to sleep after eating and washing......
And then today this chapter...... Some had difficult births. I want to speed up the progress before New Year's Day, but I can't always speed up......