Chapter 186: The Poor Girl's Suffering
During this time, Lu Ye thought he saw hope. Pen "Fun" Pavilion www.biquge.info
For a stunning girl like Ran Qing, who came from a poor family, it is simply one in ten thousand. Seeing Ran Qing's stunning beauty in the mall that day made Lu Ye fascinated.
Although Ran Qing said goodbye to him in a somewhat depressed mood after meeting Shu Shi and Chu Feng, Lu Ye still recalled Ran Qing's stunning beauty that day for a long time after he went back.
This kind of stunning color is worth being patient, getting closer and closer little by little, and then getting the other party. What's more, in the deepest part of his heart, Lu Ye regarded Ran Qing as the last straw, and wanted to introduce this stunning beauty to the big guy above, so that he could escape from the responsibility of the Sioux City Dam accident.
Lu Ye knows that for this kind of girl, not only does she need to be gentle and careful in her usual relationship, but she also needs to give the other party a certain attraction and temptation in terms of financial and material resources.
After all, this is human nature, and people need to face reality and consider for the sake of life and livelihood to live.
So even if Ran Qing was lukewarm to him, Lu Ye never gave up, let alone did anything crooked, wanting to slowly melt Ran Qing's ice.
Thinking about it alone, Lu Ye could roughly guess what the reason why Ran Qing changed and came to him. Ran Qing looked for him, nothing more than because she valued his financial ability and wanted to borrow strength from him to deal with Huang Yuncheng.
Therefore, for these things, Lu Ye will show his ability and wealth intentionally or unintentionally, but he will not elaborate on how to help Ran Qing solve Huang Yuncheng's matter.
Lu Ye knows how to grasp the measure, how to get along slowly, and get closer to each other little by little. But Ran Qing's situation is a little troublesome. However, Lu Ye can endure his temperament and knows that if he wants to win the favor of this stunning beauty, he needs warm water to simmer slowly.
Originally, Lu Ye thought that through long-term contact, as time went on, he would slowly influence Ran Qing, a girl, to get him little by little. But who would have thought of it. On this day, Ran Qing found him and returned the clothes and accessories he had bought for Ran Qing in the mall intact.
Ran Qing said very politely, thanking him for his affection and dedication to her, and said that he wanted to be alone for a while and sort out his own affairs.
Observing that Ran Qing was a little hesitant and swaying, Lu Ye did not force it too much, and asked Ran Qing for warmth and warmth in a subtle and gentle manner.
Even if he was reluctant in his heart, Lu Ye knew that the more he was in this situation, the more he couldn't stalk girls. Otherwise, it will only make the other party more disgusted and disgusted. It's better to behave freely and leave some guilt in the other party's heart.
Seeing that the duck that was about to arrive flew away, Lu Ye looked concerned and sent Ran Qing away with a smile, but deep in his heart he was extremely unwilling. The results of the investigation into the Sioux City dam accident are about to be officially announced, and he has reached the last moment of life and death. If he doesn't have enough chips in his hand to impress the bigwigs above, then he will be greeted with extremely severe punishment.
After Ran Qing turned around and left for a long time, Lu Ye, who had been standing in place and watching her leave, gradually turned cold on his face.
The eyes looked viciously at Ran Qing's back and gradually disappeared. Lu Ye had prepared for the worst. If Ran Qing really doesn't change his mind, and he doesn't have the slightest chance, then he will have to use some shady means to kidnap this girl.
At that time, no matter when you are about to fall, you must be a romantic ghost. Or give this Ran Qing stun to the big guy above to enjoy, it's the last resort......
Silently thinking about these things in his heart, at this critical juncture, Lu Ye had to make the final plan to break the boat. Fight again. Even if you can't get out of the culpability of this accident investigation, at least you will encounter a stunning beauty like Ran Qing, and you will not hesitate to possess this beauty. Even death is worth it!
In this world, there is no love for no reason, and there is no hate for no reason.
All the hypocrisy, after the mask of camouflage is removed. All that's left is the ugliness of humanity and the mind of purpose.
This is true for men for women, and it is the same for women for men.
These days are also a painful ordeal for Ran Qing.
The death of her grandfather, who had worked hard since she was a child, hit her very hard. It is said that the children of the poor are in charge of the family at an early age.
Other people's children are wearing new clothes and using new stationery and school bags, but Ran Qing herself has never had a new dress of her own, let alone being cleaned up and dressed up by her father like other girls.
When she was in elementary school, some of the mischievous boys in the school liked to call her a scrap-picking child. At the beginning, the young Ran Qing was still angry, some complained that her grandfather was incompetent, and some hated that she was not taken care of by her parents.
But when I returned home, I watched my grandfather sleeping in the open air, under the scorching sun and heavy rain, taking care of her life and providing her with hard work for her to go to school. Seeing her grandfather's gray hair, dragging his thin figure around to make a living, Ran Qing was a little sad and distressed.
Slowly, I grew up a little more and became more sensible. Ran Qing no longer complained about her poor background in her heart, and no longer complained that her grandfather was incompetent.
At the age of seven or eight, Ran Qing was extremely sensible. Every day, my grandfather went outside to scavenge for a living, worked hard all day, and came back to cook for her and take care of her daily life after a tired day. Ran Qing learned how to cook, at the beginning she helped her grandfather make a fire and boil water, slowly learned to cook some simple meals, and then was able to cook by herself a little bit.
In this way, when grandpa comes back from a hard day, he no longer has to drag his tired body to cook for her and take care of her.
I don't remember when it started, it seems that when she was in the first and second years of junior high school, Ran Qing noticed that some men in the class looked at her and their eyes changed a little. Gradually, some boys approached her and confessed to her.
Knowing that she was from a poor and humble background, listening to her grandfather's advice, Ran Qing knew that only by studying hard could she change her fate in the future. So for things like falling in love, Ran Qing didn't have too many illusions, she was focused on her studies at that time, and she wanted to work hard to make her academic performance better.
However, learning this kind of thing is not just hard work, and sometimes, it takes some talent.
When she was in junior high school, Ran Qing's grades could still rank in the middle and upper reaches of the class.
But after going to high school, Ran Qing felt gradually struggling. The other students in the class, as early as the holidays, were sent by their parents to some tutorial classes and the like to learn some simple knowledge of high school and do some foreshadowing in advance.
From childhood to adulthood, Ran Qing has never attended a tutorial class. It's not like other girls, who have been sent to some dance and other talent interest classes by their parents since they were young......
Gradually, I felt a little struggling in my studies. Approaching the college entrance examination, Ran Qing knew that with her current academic performance, she would only be able to go to an ordinary university at most.
Thinking of her family situation, watching her grandfather get older day by day and his body getting worse and worse, Ran Qing moved her mind to take a break from school and work.
The tense college entrance examination is over, and during the summer vacation, Ran Qing did not completely let go of the pressure of the reins to have fun and relax like other peers. Instead, I looked for some part-time gig jobs and other things to work and earn money.
At this time, Grandpa's physical condition was already very bad. Because of the physical reasons of taking care of the elderly, Ran Qing also had some concerns when looking for a job, and did not look for some jobs that were far away from home or took up too much time. After all, her idea is to work outside to earn money, and at the same time, she can return home to take care of her grandfather's life during the week.
At that time, the idea was very simple, with your own efforts, you can earn less money first. At least I can take care of my own life, no longer reach out to my grandfather to ask for money, and no longer let my grandfather work as hard as he did.
Slowly, out of the campus. Reach out to society. Ran Qing found that society is not as beautiful and simple as she thought.
Looking for a job, some jobs require academic qualifications and majors. She's just a high school graduate who faces this kind of work. I can't even get into the threshold.
And she is not like other young people with good family backgrounds, when she steps into the society to find a job, her relatives and friends will find some acquaintances. Find them a job that is easy and easy to earn money.
Everything can only be done by yourself.
Just like when she was a child, Ran Qing didn't complain too much. In the beginning, I started as a cashier and waiter, and did what I could, and gradually got to know the society.
During the summer vacation, Ran Qing also communicated with her grandfather, mentioning that it may be hopeless to be admitted to a good university, and she wants to take a leave of absence from school to work.
Since she was a child, Ran Qing, a little girl, has never asked him for anything, since she was seven or eight years old, she has become extremely sensible, knowing how to understand the hard work of her family and knowing how to take care of her family. Faced with her choice, Old Man Zheng was silent for a long time, and finally sighed and agreed.
After all, for Ran Qing to go to college for four years, she needs at least twenty or thirty thousand yuan, which is still to say less.
Some people hate that they are old and don't have much ability, so they can't give this child a good family condition. Old Man Zheng thought carefully, hoping that Ran Qing would contact the society earlier, if he was not there one day, Ran Qing would be able to take care of himself and gain a foothold in society.
And in the bottom of his heart, Mr. Zheng also has some ideas, hoping that Ran Qing will step into society as soon as possible and be able to meet a good boy to take care of her.
Some of the children who come out of families like theirs just go out to work after graduating from junior high school. Some of them went to high school, or they took a break from school to work before they finished high school. After all, if you have no talent, and you don't have good family conditions, if you go to college until you graduate, your family won't be able to bear this expense. If you don't succeed in your studies, it's a waste of money.
Of course, if the grades are really excellent, then even if it is to smash the pot and sell iron, it is necessary to provide the child with the ability to complete his studies and try to create a good learning condition for him.
But not all of them are number one, most of them are just ordinary people.
When Ran Qing came out of school to work, she was only seventeen years old. At this age, there is naturally a little hazy and ignorant longing for emotional matters.
After stepping into the social contact work, Ran Qing naturally met many boys who had a good impression of her. It can't be said that it is many, it should be said that it is a lot.
After all, at that time, although Ran Qing was a little silent and low-key, she did not deliberately hide her beautiful appearance as she does now. Although it is not too carefully groomed, nor is it too beautiful to wear, but under the natural beauty, all the boys who see it are all moved.
In the face of so many people's pursuits, Ran Qing was a little distressed and nervous, and some hesitated.
Everyone will have their first love, there will be the person who makes their heart move, and they will be touched by others.
In the end, Ran Qing slowly accepted a boy.
From the initial ignorance and longing, from strangeness to familiarity, from walking to holding hands......
Regarding the relationship between men and women, Ran Qing is extremely conservative. I thought in my heart, I met someone who had a good impression of each other, and then I kept going, got married, had children, and grew old.
But as they spent more time together, the boy came up with the idea of going further into a relationship.
Ran Qing has always adhered to the bottom line and wants to save the best moment for the time of marriage......
But gradually, Ran Qing found that the boy was not as attentive and infatuated with her as he was at the beginning, but became a little swaying, and even felt that he was a little ambiguous about other girls of the opposite sex.
One day, when the two were dating, the guy wanted to use force to get her......
Ran Qing was frightened and rushed out of the door, and since then, she has left a psychological shadow. For those men's thoughts, Ran Qing always thinks that these men always approach her with various purposes, just greedy for her beautiful body.
changed jobs and deliberately covered up his beautiful face, and life gradually calmed down.
For men, for feelings, Ran Qing no longer has too many fantasy expectations.
Working outside the home to find a job, I spent too much energy to take care of my grandfather, who was getting sick, and the money I earned was not enough for the family's living expenses. Slowly, Ran Qing had the idea of doing business and making money on her own.
Seeing that some of the other girls went to open shops to sell clothes, or partner with others, Ran Qing also had such thoughts. But suffering from her family situation, Ran Qing can't have a good starting point like others.
After thinking about it, Ran Qing decided to start from the lowest place, and she and her grandfather simply made a small cart and found a good intersection to set up a small breakfast stall.
In this way, you can start saving money little by little, and your life will always get better.
When Chu Feng met Ran Qing, it was also at this time.
After experiencing so many things at this moment, there were too many entanglements and hesitations in her heart, and Ran Qing finally made a choice to rely on her own efforts to change her life and avenge her grandfather and his family.
Sitting in front of Chu Feng, Ran Qing was silent for a long time and finally said softly to Chu Feng: "I am wearing new clothes, looking at the envious eyes of the people around me, and experiencing the feeling that I have never had before, strolling through the luxury shopping mall, I can go and ask for any beautiful clothes and accessories I want. My family is poor, I have never felt like this, I have lost my enjoyment, and I have also wavered and hesitated. ”
"I also know that if I am with Lu Ye, what he covets me will be, and what the price I need to pay. I don't covet too much vanity, and I don't envy other people's well-off families. I just want to repay my grandfather for raising me since I was a child, and I just want to pay off this debt. This is a kindness that I owe to my elders and relatives as a descendant of the younger generation. Therefore, no matter what the price is, I will let my grandfather in the underworld look at Jiuquan. ”
"Later I figured out that if my grandfather knew that I was doing this, he would definitely be very disappointed and distressed by me. So, I can't let my loved ones down in me, I can't let others look down on me. I can only fight for what I want by my own efforts, not by selling myself in exchange for these things. ”
Ran Qing lowered her head and said slowly.
Listening to her slow whisper, Chu Feng slowly sat up straight, and his expression gradually became solemn and serious. (To be continued.) )