Chapter 124: What Can't Be Done But Must Do

Many DNA spiral charts were drawn on the blackboard, and the biology teacher was using the tone of the monks in the temple to recite the scriptures, explaining how each DNA spiral chart, chromosome, and heritage gene was - music - text - small - said -

Many of the students here are taking notes carefully, and of course there are also students sleeping or doing what they like.

Su Sheng looked at the blackboard with her chin in her hands, as if she was listening to the lecture seriously. But the unblinking appearance of his eyes is obviously in a daze.

This is not the first time that Su Sheng has been in a daze during class.

If you're in a daze, you'll have all kinds of things.,And today he's because of the matter of Yunori-san.。

What came to his mind was the strong tone of Hanori-san's tone and the various expressions on his face on that rainy night, when he asked, 'Just tell your secret to others'.

He understood why Hanori-san's tone was so strong and he had such an expression.

Afterwards, he regretted it.

I know that Hanori-san-san was injured in junior high school because of this preference.,But I still said something that didn't take into account the feelings of Hanoyori-san.。

What a person who doesn't know how to think about other people's feelings. ’

At that time, Su Sheng called herself like this in her heart.

Although I apologized after that, I never forgot it.

Even during the cold, Su Shang would think about the question of 'did Hanori-san-san really forgive himself'.

……

"Because we are hostile to Hanori-san, so I will leave the matter of letting him reveal the secret to you. If you can't succeed, then you can only follow our method. After all, we don't want to be troubled by the teacher, and we don't want to be bad after the secret of Hanori-san's being exposed. ”

"Why do you have to let him reveal his secrets, I said before that if you are troubled, I will bear it."

"How can I say it, because Hanori-san-san is sick. We've looked into it. Every school that Hanori's classmate went to in junior high school was exposed by others. And in other schools after the school that bullied Hanori-san, there were still many people who were willing to regard Hanori-san as a friend, and some people stopped the bullies against him, but Hanori-san-san didn't want to accept them, and thought that they were just laughing at themselves.

I think Hanori-san, who was probably very stimulated at the time, so he subconsciously thought that knowing his secret meant that he was being laughed at and something, and a lot of the bad words on the photos were written by himself. I remember medically calling this kind of behavior persecution paranoia. So now it's not about announcing secrets or not revealing secrets, but about curing diseases. It's healing. ”

"Why would the seniors of the Ghost Fourth Courtyard be so sure that Yu Zhilai is sick with him."

"Huh? Because Mai's mother is a psychiatrist, Mayi's mother is a very good person, not only telling us that the best treatment for a situation like Hanori-san's is to let him reveal the secret himself. At that time, she also hugged me into her arms, which was as soft and warm as real clothes. ”

The words of the ghost courtyard for six nights echoed in Su Shang's mind.

……

Persecution paranoia

Thinking of this, Su Sheng moved her gaze from the blackboard to the window.

A scarlet cherry blossom petal floated from his vision from the glass that streaked through the window

There are more and more cherry blossoms in Kyoto, as they are at their peak.

Now the cherry blossoms flying all over the sky can't tell if it's from the school.

I just know that the floor is always covered with a three-color carpet composed of crimson, light white and pink, which is very beautiful. And it has a very clear fragrance.

If you just let it go. Probably in the future, if it is exposed, it will become more serious. It's a headache. I want to stay with him all the time and protect his secrets. But now it seems that there is only something that can be done.

Su Sheng didn't doubt the truth of this matter. Probably because they don't think there is any need for them to joke about this kind of thing for six nights in the ghost courtyard.

Su Shang, who had decided what to do, began to think about what to do.

But just thinking like this, he couldn't help but start imagining the mood of Hanori-san. After being betrayed when I was in middle school, I felt after being really bullied.

……

It seems to be going back in time.

Su Shang's mind came up with the appearance of Yu Zhilai's classmate at that time.

He didn't notice much of it from the current Hano Yori-san, the only difference was that Ha-no-Yori-san was sobbing alone in bed in the dim bedroom, and the helplessness and despair of being betrayed made him fall into the boundless darkness and the darkness that pierced the sky.

While trembling, he repeated why, obviously believing her words.

It seems that at that time, the world of Hanori-san's world ended.

Recognize everything around him, and never go back to the past, like a phantom in the sun, which is usually not seen by others, but when the time comes, it appears in front of him, and people can't help but feel an incredible sadness.

Hanori, who is only fourteen or fifteen years old, is on the side of this phantom and sees the real world, the world that deceived him.

Then, the scene changed.

Hanori's classmates began to be bullied at school, and his bad words and actions forced him to choose to transfer schools.

After transferring schools, his secret is discovered and history begins to repeat itself.

Another transfer, another discovery. However, this time, his friends around him didn't care about his secrets, but the eyes of Hanori-san's eyes changed when they looked at them.

Just one ordinary rhetoric would make him think that he was being sarcastic and bullied. Even if it's laughing together.

Once. Again.

After many school transfers, Hanori-san's classmates became more and more serious, and the classmates around him found him often at his desk

Write strange words.

It was his own disgust with his own actions.

……

Su Shang kept this action like this until the end of school.

Thinking all the time in my head.

Hirasawa and the others don't know what happened when he was in the Wind Discipline Department, only that he had some kind of deal with the Wind Discipline Department.

Shota asked Su Shang this question after the first class.

Because they were worried that the Discipline Department would ask Su Sheng to do something because of the noon incident.

It's just that Su Shang's smile and okay answer made them choose to be silent.

During this period, Su Shang received an email from Hiromi Kujo.

It's not an email asking what happened, but telling Su Sheng 'If you ask him to do something excessive, tell her that she will go to the Ghost Fourth Courtyard for six nights'

Similarly, Su Shang replied 'It's okay'. (To be continued.) (lwxs520。 com))