Chapter Ninety-One: Strong on the Outside and Dry on the Inside

The sparkling moonlight shines on the river, reflecting the cold light, and the fluorescent tubes lined up along the riverbed superimpose the cold more heavily, Hua Qing looked down at the river, and his eyes flowed with the true cowardice hidden in his heart.

"Director Liu, in fact, I am not as perfect as my colleagues imagined, it may be because there are too few men in the neon company, and the sisters have poured too many fantasies into me, if they really come into my life, I am afraid that they will be extremely disappointed."

Hua Qing's voice trembled, just like when he was nervous, although in the cold night of early spring, Hua Qing's palms were full of sweat.

"Because of many factors, I have lived in the accusations of others since I was a child, my mind has not yet matured, but my self-esteem has been ravaged and fragmented, my childhood and adolescence were spent in a corner of solitude, and because of this, my crazy imagination has been achieved, because I love fantasy more than anyone else, I often pass the time of loneliness in crazy fantasies, if I show a little bit of different wisdom in my work, It is nothing more than a continuation of the crazy fantasy that has been cultivated in loneliness. ”

"I'm an autistic child, in front of everyone, I am nervous when I open my mouth, I stutter when I speak, since I was a child, I basically haven't communicated with others in public, four years of college, I haven't participated in any community organizations, during graduate school, I haven't participated in social activities seriously, I also know that I shouldn't run away, but I just can't get out."

"It's the neon sisters who have fulfilled me, their undisguised appreciation, let me slowly have a little self-confidence, despite this, in public, I still inexplicably show nervousness, if in the eyes of others, I am still a well-organized and expressive person, it is only in the state of work to devote myself wholeheartedly, covering up the most genuine cowardice in my heart."

Liu Hui's nose was sour, she didn't expect that this man who was so outstanding at work had such a humility hidden deep in his heart, at that moment, she wanted to hug him tightly and transfer all the warmth in her body to him.

But she can't, she knows that the heavier the inferiority complex, the stronger the self-esteem, if you just pass on your own comfort, he will not only not accept it, but will also circle himself and completely close himself in the personal world.

"Hua Qing, I am a few years older than you, as an older sister, can I express to you my thoughts on your personal love life?"

Hua Qing nodded, with longing in her eyes.

"In the neon company, people who like you have different personalities, but someone like Yan Dan is definitely not suitable for you."

Liu Hui glanced at Hua Qing and continued: "Yan Dan can give up everything, give up everything, and bear everything for you, at the same time, she will use a perfect standard to ask you, and use a great person's standard to shape you, this kind of person, you can be your friend, you can be your colleague, but you can't be your partner in life." ”

Liu Hui's words moved Hua Qing very much, and her statement was completely from the perspective of seeing him as a person with character defects, so she was even more able to think about what he thought.

"Shu Mei's kind is even more unsuitable for you, Shu Mei is a little woman, the man she needs is the kind of man with thick shoulders, and the strength you show at work makes her mistakenly think that you are the shoulder she can rely on in this life."

But Shu Mei can't be hurt, Hua Qing shouted in her heart, to some extent, Shu Mei's heart is as fragile as herself, if she rejects her emotions, it will cast a shadow on her soul that cannot be erased for a lifetime.

"Xiaoqing, this girl is good, she can pick it up and put it down, but if you compare it with Tian Jiayi, her affection is a little superficial."

Hua Qing's heart shook violently, for senior sister Tian Jiayi, he couldn't see that she had such feelings for him at all, but this kind of thing, as if others had said it, Hua Qing recalled it carefully, it seemed to be Yan Dan.

"Tian Jiayi is silently waiting, and she is silently blessing, until you find the person you like, she will always wait silently like now, and even wait for a lifetime."

Hua Qing seemed to understand all of a sudden, hasn't the woman in front of her been waiting silently? To this day, she still holds Li Ao's photo every night to fall asleep.

"Wei Min is the only proud princess among these women, although she is waiting for your active gesture, but in terms of the attention to you behind the scenes, Wei Min is no less than others, as long as you say a word, she will give you everything she has, including her billions of net worth."

When talking about Wei Min, Liu Hui has some instinctive resistance, a woman's pride, must not be confused with her wealth, no matter how much money she has.

Liu Hui looked directly at Hua Qing, and his tone of voice suddenly became solemn: "In my opinion, the one who has the deepest affection for you is Liao Yu." ”

How can it be? Hua Qing almost shouted out, since those stories happened between him and Liao Yu, Liao Yu has always been an evasive attitude towards himself, how can he be so affectionate to himself? Don't?

"Hua Qing, there are some things I have to say today, Liao Yu deliberately avoided it, but she didn't want to make people feel that her feelings for you were imposed by others because of her mother, and she didn't want to make people feel that this competition was unfair, what a free and easy woman Liao Yu is, but for you, she endured unspeakable lovesickness, how many times she silently looked at the tears, how many times she murmured in the haze, have you seen it? Did you hear it all? ”

There was a sobbing voice behind him, Liu Hui and Hua Qing turned around at the same time, and standing behind them was Yin Hua in a bridal outfit.

"Hua Qing." Yin Huacai choked for a long time before he controlled his excitement, "You know what? Like Liao Yu, I have cried for you for eight years, read for you for eight years, and in these eight years, the only person I have missed in my heart is you-Hua Qing. ”

"Maybe I've been as proud as Wei Min, it's this pride that has tormented me for eight years, and this time I can meet you again, it's God's favor for me, I want to let go of all my pride and express my inner emotions to you without reservation."

"Hua Qing, I'm sorry, maybe I was too impulsive, so much so that I caused you a lot of embarrassment, I apologize to your colleagues for my reckless behavior."

"However, I still have to firmly express my love for you, that love, I will be like Tian Jiayi, waiting, waiting for you for a lifetime."

Yin Hua wiped his tears, smiled at Hua Qing, and said in a voice that was almost shouting: "Hua Qing, I will keep waiting, until the sea is dry and the rocks are rotten, until the sky collapses." ”

After saying this, Yin Hua walked into the distance without looking back.

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