Chapter 379: Depth of Thought

The hospital dormitory is very close to the hotel, and the car is just a corner away. After getting out of the car, Paul gently honked his horn and drove away, disappearing into the busy street in the blink of an eye.

Hu Shishi hugged Zhen Fei's arm, he could have dodged, but he didn't dare to dodge, for fear that the drunk Hu Shishi would fall, such a delicate beauty fell to the ground It was too unsightly, and Zhen Fei, who had always been pitiful and cherished, was worried that Hu Shishi would be injured. The soft chest leaned on his muscular arms, which made Zhen Fei's heart even hotter.

Hu Shishi, whose body was still shaky, said: "Doctor Zhen, you can go with me, it's too early to go back." ”

"Okay, I'll walk with you." Zhen Fei is very busy, he has time to study "Medicine", look at the medical records, he is rigorous in his studies, always in pursuit of the simplest and fastest treatment plan, the progress of these medical skills can not be done with a smart brain, it requires experience and thoughtfulness, Zhen Fei's diligence is the most among all doctors, he can achieve the current achievements, it is definitely accumulated step by step, and science can not be slackened in the slightest.

But his feelings about Hu Shishi are very complicated, there are some vague expectations, and some hazy ambiguous feelings after close contact, in his heart, he can't give himself the most accurate definition, for Hu Shishi is more intense, or the essence of a man's lust, his personality is also changing unconsciously.

Walking along the street for a while, Hu Shishi suddenly said: "Actually, I envy the gender of boys. ”

"Why? Are you still sexist? Zhen Fei said with a smile.

"You won't know how difficult it is for a girl to work hard in society, especially a beautiful girl, there are traps and obstacles everywhere, one thing that other boys can successfully complete, when it comes to girls, there is resistance, to tell you the truth, when I was in school, there were teachers who hinted to me, saying that as long as I am willing to pay some price, I will have a green light all the way in my studies, saving a lot of effort than others. I knew that that kind of effort was not a sacrifice of strength and energy, but a need to accept the sacrifice of trampling on dignity and doing something that made me feel disgusting, and I rejected this offer, and in the future, I would work more than twice as hard as other boys in my studies to get the same grades. ”

Sighing deeply, Hu Shishi said: "I worked hard, but some people still don't understand, behind my back said that I was eyebrow-to-eye with a certain teacher, and a flying smile with a certain director, their eyes were blind, and they couldn't see that I even went to the toilet with English books to memorize, that's it, I could have been admitted to a medical university, but I could only choose nursing school, after graduation, I worked hard, but I still couldn't avoid the fact of being harassed, and the leaders in the hospital only saw my beautiful face, The cadres of the Department of Health saw my young and beautiful youth, and they all looked at me, but I was walking on thin ice, and I didn't dare to deviate a little bit step by step, and finally got into the position of head nurse, and I could earn more worries. My boyfriend said that I could sleep with other men because of this, but he refused to do intimate things with him, and after I scolded him fiercely, he was not in a good mood and my mood was ruined. ”

"There's such an inside story." Zhen Fei thought of Qin Ying and the others, just because they were beautiful, they were taken by the Nine Shadows Old Monsters, and then they were taken back and sucked their bodies dry with spells. Their experience is very similar to Hu Shishi's. Men and women are in the same position of power, but in terms of the guarantee of survival, they are in a weak position, and once they are favored by a very capable man, they basically cannot escape.

Girls like Lang Man, eager to soar in the free space with their beloved. In fact, it is good to be able to achieve an ideal life, only one in a hundred, most of them have gradually changed their naΓ―ve ideals in a society where men are in power, or they have lost themselves in the crowd, or they have been forced to compromise, resulting in a serious distrust of men, or they have been destroyed by men by various means, and have become heartbreaking petals falling to the ground.

"That's why I say you don't know the inner world of girls." Hu Shishi scoffed.

Life is a complex process, and each person has a variety of different encounters, and these encounters have made each person have a different outlook on life and worldview.

Among the girls Zhen Fei has come into contact with, Leng Xiao is the one who has been in contact with each other for the longest time, and they know each other, are familiar with each other, and trust each other.

But Leng Xiao's background is a scholarly family, belonging to a middle-class family, her father is a senior scholar, very socially status, other men just want to fight Leng Xiao's idea, and they have to weigh their own weight, don't look at Leng Hum but he doesn't have the right to be prominent, but many of Leng Hu's students are important people in the government, and they have a lot of power, it should be said that Leng Xiao has a very good background, and ordinary people can't afford to mess with her.

Not to mention Qiao Huizi, although the background is not very deep, but it is very famous, and people with status can afford to provoke Qiao Huizi, but they have to worry about their own energy, whether they can withstand the full blow of Qiao Huizi's loyal fans. No matter how long the arms of ordinary people are, they can't reach Qiao Huizi's grade.

Other Wen Xiaoge, Zhong Xiaolan, Sun Xiaoli and others have a low social status, but their ideas are shallow compared with Hu Shishi, and they have never thought deeply like Hu Shishi. Wen Xiaoge, Zhong Xiaolan and others are lucky, they met Zhen Fei in the most brilliant time of their lives, and now there are people who want to possess them, and they are far from being their opponents in terms of ability.

Zhen Fei heard Hu Shishi say that he didn't understand girls, and defended: "Then you don't know boys either, a boy and a girl need to understand each other, only communicate and say what is in their hearts, if you use prevarication and false words to mediate, you can't achieve the purpose of communication in your life." ”

"Yes, you're right, there are too few and too few people in this world who are worthy of real trust, sometimes you will be fooled if you are not careful, and you can't turn over for a lifetime, more often it is better to learn to be numb, after learning to be numb, all the pain becomes lighter, as if you are drunk."

"So, do you really trust me that much?" Zhen Fei felt that Hu Shishi didn't seem to be as simple as she appeared, she should know something about Zhen Fei. Many girls regard a rich and career-rich person like Zhen Fei as their favorite object, and they unknowingly deliver it for life. But some girls only consider external factors, and don't understand Zhen Fei's inner world, and they don't care about spiritual communication.

"One day, I saw you give money to an old man in the outpatient clinic." After Hu Shishi said this. Zhen Fei immediately remembered that he had indeed given some money to an old man who was curled up and sleeping in a chair in the outpatient clinic in tattered clothes.

This is the case in the outpatient department, some family members who come from other places to accompany sometimes live in the ward, close to their relatives, some wards are full, there is no place to rest, if the condition of the relatives is not very serious, then let the patient live in the hospital by himself, and the family can open a room outside to live.

But it costs a lot of money to open a room in a hotel, not all of the people who come to Shanghai from other places for treatment are rich, most of them are very poor, some people lie on the chair in the outpatient clinic for a night, the chair is hard, not to mention, it is easy to cause poor blood flow in the body, which is not good for the health of the accompanying family members, such a situation can be seen every day. Zhen Fei didn't care too much, the accompanying family members he saw that day were older and their hair was gray, and he couldn't bear it for a while, so he took out some money and let the old man go to live in a nearby hotel, which was just seen by Hu Shishi on duty.

Hu Shishi said: "Seeing that scene, my heart was touched, I know that you are very rich, but I am still very excited to help an old man who has never known his life, so I conclude that you will not take advantage of me, at that time, I will forgive you for taking a bath, I am very lonely, there is no person who speaks in my heart, I am very relieved to you." ”

"Why are you reassuring me?" Zhen Fei laughed.

"Because you don't want me to do anything, I have it, you have girlfriends, and it's better than mine, Dr. Zhen, let's be good friends, okay?"

"Can it really be done?" Zhen Fei couldn't help but shake his head, it seems that Hu Shishi is very shrewd and has found her position, but Zhen Fei can't find his place yet, he can't be sure whether he has more respect for Hu Shishi or more desire lurking in his heart. He didn't carefully analyze how different there were.

At a glance, Zhen Fei saw Leng Xiao's car slowly slowing down and stopping nearby, Zhen Fei's phone was equipped with a GPS tracking device, Leng Xiao could track Zhen Fei's phone signal according to the instruments on board, and he could quickly find his location.

Hu Shishi also noticed that a car stopped nearby for no reason, and she said nervously: "It can't be someone watching, right?" ”

"It's a friend of mine, we've been walking for so long, it's time to rest, get in the car, and introduce a doctor to you."

After getting in the car, Hu Shishi found that the driver was a charming beauty, but it was not Tang Xiaoxiao and Qiao Huizi, and her mouth opened wide in surprise. Zhen Fei said with a smile: "This one is my confidante and old classmate, Leng Xiao, the chief physician of the civilian hospital, and this one is Hu Shishi." ”

Leng Xiao shook hands with Hu Shishi and said elegantly: "I also happened to pass by here and found Dr. Zhen and Miss Hu together, and I don't dare to disturb you, if he can't see me, I'll walk away, won't disturb the interest of the two, right?" ”

"Let's just talk casually, don't worry about Doctor Leng." Hu Shishi sensitively sensed that the relationship between Leng Xiao and Zhen Fei was not simple, this was not a judgment based on anything, it was entirely because of the girl's sixth sense.