Text: Chapter 93 Finishing

"Kevin. I've said everything I need to say, so you can have an opinion. Hu Qingyu sat on the sofa and relaxed his straight body.

Lu Kaiwen sat in the swivel chair and looked at the simple and boring asbestos board ceiling in a daze.

For three days, Kevin Lu has been walking around the city, and he has traveled around almost every corner. Here he saw the rows of tall buildings, and also saw the darkness in the streets.

What left Kevin Lu to feel the most was those street girls and shampoo girls. The professional smiles on their faces and the teasing gestures of scratching their heads made Lu Kaiwen feel flustered.

Every time he encounters these young girls at the bottom, Kevin Lu can't help but think of the fate of an abandoned orphan girl.

The place where my mother lived was full of vitality and the struggle of grassroots fate.

Kevin Lu restrained the absurd thought of pulling every girl of a similar age to ask, and he felt the hallucinations brought to him by every young girl who passed by.

The daughter who can't find her mother, she can only come to this land, and only be in the flow of people to get closer to the girl she imagined.

Wandering aimlessly, also to get away from the inner irritability. In order to avoid the self-blame that he does not want to face.

Finally, Lu Kaiwen, who felt tired and numb, finally came to his home in X City-Xinhai Ocean World.

Sitting in the general manager's office and listening to Cheng Mingyang's report, he reluctantly found Hu Qingyu. For Hu Qingyu, Lu Kaiwen was a little sorry and a little disappointed.

As always, this face-to-face detailed report brought Lu Kaiwen even greater disappointment. Almost all the girls of the same age in the orphanage were checked, but no clues were found.

Hu Qingyu can't be blamed, he used almost all the means, visiting, pleading, bribes, threats, stealing and other various means. But all the results were disappointing.

The bounty brought Hu Qingyu even greater disappointment and exhaustion. All he gained was a pile of huge appraisal documents that made people smile bitterly.

The only thing that makes Hu Qingyu happy is that these girls have someone who has a special relationship with him, but Hu Qingyu can only be a stealing cat, and he doesn't dare to leak these things to Lu Kaiwen who is being irritable.

"Nearly 300 girls came to ask for identification, and I could only select 40 people whose experiences were closest to your description for identification, and that's how I feel sorry for you. I really don't know how to proceed. It's too expensive, Kevin, are we going to suspend this kind of money-burning appraisal? Hu Qingyu cautiously put forward his opinion.

He's really tired of things like this. The appraisal center had already offered special deals to clients like him, but he still felt like he was splurging. He was reluctant to play a special role in this team, and every time he saw Cheng Mingyang looking at him, he felt that he was an outlier.

"No, as long as you think it's possible, you can't give up the most direct way of identification. It's not about money. Uncle Hu, don't be burdened, and don't feel how embarrassing your role is. In my heart, your work is far more important than fame for them. I just wronged you. Kevin Lu restrained his disappointment, and he tried to be as uplifted as he could.

The corners of Hu Qingyu's eyes were a little moist. He opened his mouth and closed it again. At this point he was reluctant to say a word.

"Kevin, a search on this scale still yields nothing, I don't know whether to say it or not. Will... Hu Qingyu couldn't help but remind him when he was moved.

Lu Kaiwen waved his hand irritably to stop Hu Qingyu's words, he didn't want to listen to it, Hu Qingyu's reminder was not that he hadn't thought about it, but he didn't allow such an idea to be an excuse to give up.

To give up looking is to give up your commitment to your mother, and to give up your mother.

I didn't have the heart to investigate my life experience, I only knew that the mother who raised me gave me all her love. It is her responsibility to let her get news of her daughter in heaven, and making her daughter happy is the only way for her to repay her mother.

Even if her daughter is really no longer alive, she must have a clear answer.

If her daughter starts a family early like the women in those remote places, then she will be on the sidelines to take care of her.

If her daughter is not yet married, then keep her by her side and love like a princess.

This is my life, a mission that suddenly befell me.

Compared with the revenge on Ning Feiyang, Lu Kaiwen knew that this was his mother's wish.

That Ning Feiyang is just an emotional entanglement of her mother, and this daughter who has no trace is everything in her heart.

As for himself, he is nothing more than a lucky outcast. It's just a substitute for that girl. I took possession of the love that the girl should have.

Only by loving the girl who has been ethereal so far, and only by letting go of this heavy debt can you have a complete self.

There is no time for self-blame, and there is no need to blame yourself. Because I don't have a complete soul at all. His soul has long been attached to his mother and Ning Ke'er.

I'm sorry, the girl who was hurt by herself. I can only be an irresponsible hypocrite.

There are too many things in this world that cannot be explained and are fruitless.

Kevin Lu makes thoughts float in the ocean world. He had to give himself an answer, even if it was against his heart's desire.

The waiting hall of the airport is full of people, and people are enthusiastically expressing various emotions of parting.

Su Qing sat in her seat, and she could keep her distance from the others.

The family huddled together not far away and laughed deeply attracted her. Such a family seems to be very close to themselves, but it seems to be far away.

Ning Yue looked very excited, she had a lot of luggage, and most of it was all kinds of snacks and specialties from S City that Xiao Zhuying bought for her.

"Yueyue, you care about your body and life, your mother is not around, you pay attention to yourself." Xiao Zhuying nagged repeatedly.

Su Qing couldn't remember how many times she had listened to Xiao Zhuying's similar chatter in a short period of time. Looking at Ning Yue's impatient perfunctory, Su Qing felt that such a scene was a little unpleasant.

"Is this what mom loves? It's chattering, but it's so real. Why did Ning Yue react like that? Doesn't she know that this kind of love is just a fantasy for some people all their lives? Doesn't she know how precious such love is? Su Qing thought about it in her heart. At this moment, she had a vague figure in her mind, a shadow that she had imagined and her adoptive mother, whom she had never met. It was too vague for her to really grasp the figure.

"Where the hell is my mother? Should she be abroad? Why did you leave me smuggled out of the country? Why didn't you mention where you were going in such a touching letter? Why am I abandoned? Didn't she look for her daughter? What kind of feelings does she have for me? Su Qing had countless questions in her heart, and she had never been so strongly aware of them. It was the scene of Xiao Zhuying bidding farewell to her daughter that awakened such awareness.

It feels so warm to have a mother. But the reality of being abandoned by my mother is so cold. Su Qing struggled with such contradictory emotions.

The emotion for the mother has always been indifferent, and when I saw other people's mothers love their children since I was a child, I was very envious, but I have always been comforted. Her own mother left because of a difficult birth, and she gave herself the last but strongest love. I didn't feel sorry for myself. Because my mother's soul has always been attached to herself.

But until one day I learned about my life experience, the original image of my mother's love in the photo was completely torn.

He became an outcast. It turned out that he had another mother. The mother who talked about the dystocia by herself had nothing to do with herself.

Since then, fate has played tricks on him.

There is only a letter left for himself when he abandoned himself, and the beautiful handwriting and the letter full of love make him always imagine his mother as a beautiful mother, but the fact that he was abandoned also makes him constantly resent such beauty.

Such beauty and the letter's involvement in Ning Feiyang distorted everything.

Since then, he has developed a deep disgust and vigilance for the love of men and women.

Hypocrisy and irresponsibility are my own perceptions of love.

Kevin Lu's teasing of himself made him deeply disappointed in love again.

Maybe I just deserve to be teased like this.

Looking at Ning Feiyang, who was comforting his wife by Xiao Zhuying's side, Su Qing felt a spontaneous emotion. That's funny.

When the warmth is torn apart, it is naked hypocrisy and irony.

Su Qing, who watched coldly, found that she didn't peek into the excitement of others' hearts, she only had fatigue.

I can despise this hypocritical person, but I have to lose my youth.

Struggling to his side step by step just to see the scene in his life, just to see today's scene? Is it worth the cost?

High school and college careers have neglected their own youth. At work, I was toyed with by my overseas Chinese boss. repeatedly hurt Li Xiaobai and deceived his younger brother again and again. All this is for this middle-aged man who has no impression of himself?

At this moment, this middle-aged man is playing the role of a good husband and father not far away. And he was enduring the surging sourness on the one hand.

still can't give up, even if there are more unbearable encounters in life, only to sink with him. Only then will he be made to pay everything back.

Ning Yue's figure running over covered Su Qing's chaotic gaze as she looked at Ning Feiyang's figure in a daze.

Ning Yue's arm wrapped around her shoulder.

"Goodbye, Sister Su Qing. You must promise me to be a member of our family. If I don't come back, you can replace me. Ning Yue's whisper made Su Qing itch for a while.

Su Qing hugged her sister mechanically, her eyes still glancing in Ning Feiyang's direction.

"Let yourself go and let yourself live a life without constraints. Sister bless you. Su Qing's whisper in Ning Yue's ear was more like muttering.

Ning Yue was confused for a short time, and Su Qing's tone was so natural, so kind and moving.

Her whispers were more like a push, and she seemed to be urging herself to make up her mind.

Maybe parting makes people sigh, maybe parting makes people feel excited.

All Ning Yue could do was bury this blessing in her heart.