Chapter 94: If I Want to Live, I Will Live

In the following days, Huang Yi continued to go to school, and Huang Qiusheng tried to find a way to continue to keep the department store open, but the unconscious Lin Jingyu became a problem, and after some consideration, Huang Qiusheng decided to take him to the department store.

Make a corner in the department store, use a baffle to separate a small cubicle, just the size of a bunk bed, and prepare a folding bed and place it in the cubicle.

With this cubicle, Lin Jingyu's affairs are much easier, Huang Qiusheng puts him in this cubicle every morning, and takes care of Lin Jingyu while opening a shop.

In the evening, Huang Qiusheng took Lin Jingyu home again and fed him a little glucose water every day, just like that, several days passed quietly, and Huang Qiusheng began to get used to this kind of life.

It's strange to say, for several days, Lin Jingyu, who only drinks a little glucose water every day, has no haggard or weak expression on his face, and his face is still so ruddy.

Seeing this sign, Huang Qiusheng couldn't help but feel relieved, isn't this a miracle?

According to common sense, the little glucose that Lin Jingyu is fed every day is definitely not enough to provide the needs of normal people, and of course it cannot meet the needs of patients, but it is not that Huang Qiusheng does not want to give Lin Jingyu food, but after eating a certain amount of glucose water, he will no longer continue to eat, no matter how he feeds it, it will not help, it will only flow out.

This should be regarded as a miracle, something that basically won't happen, but now it happened to Lin Jingyu, Huang Qiusheng has reason to believe that in the near future, Lin Jingyu's body will definitely have a miracle again, and he will wake up.

After so many days, Huang Qiusheng has always had a doubt in his heart, it has been so long since Lin Jingyu killed Boss Mo, why hasn't anyone come to the door yet, and even the police haven't come to investigate?

It stands to reason that it shouldn't be, Huang Yi, as the party, was kidnapped by Boss Mo, and Lin Jingyu, as the person who killed Boss Mo, is all safe at the moment, nothing happened, and the whole thing is strange.

Whenever she came home from school, Huang Yi would stay by Lin Jingyu's side, talk to him, or she was talking to herself, and the doctor said that this was also a form of treatment, which could stimulate the patient's sobriety through communication with the patient.

But then again, talking to Lin Jingyu is also what Huang Yi wants to do, the first thing he does when he gets home is to complete all the homework arranged by the school first, and the second thing is to come to Lin Jingyu's bed and share what happened in the day to him.

Listening to the loud and small and chirping daughter's voice in the room, Huang Qiusheng couldn't help but shake his head, he was a little worried, if Huang Yi continued like this, would he become a chatterbox, and would he form a habit of talking to himself.

However, for Huang Yi, speaking to the unconscious Lin Jingyu, there are joys and sorrows, of course she is happy to talk to Lin Jingyu like this, but when she speaks to Lin Jingyu, who is motionless and unconscious, every word she says can not be answered, and Huang Yi is not happy.

Soon, nearly two weeks passed.

Huang Qiusheng and Huang Yi's father and daughter, as well as Lin Jingyu, the three of them almost lived the same life, repeating every day, Huang Qiusheng was used to taking care of Lin Jingyu, and Huang Yi was used to talking to Lin Jingyu and did not respond.

Lin Jingyu is still like that, his complexion is ruddy, his breathing is steady, but he is motionless, his vital signs are stable and normal, but he can't wake up.

"Dad, do you think that if you let Cousin Jingyu go back to his rental house for a day or two, it will help his condition?" Huang Yi said suddenly, this is also what she came up with on a whim.

It was the weekend, and Huang Yi had more free time, so she thought about taking Lin Jingyu out for a walk, and she quickly thought that since Lin Jingyu fell into a coma, he had never returned to his own rental house, and it was time to go back and have a look.

Hearing Huang Yi's proposal, Huang Qiusheng couldn't help but nodded.

"This is a pretty good idea, maybe there will be a touch of the scene or something, and it will really have some effect." Huang Qiusheng agreed.

Huang Yi's face was overjoyed.

"How about we send him back to the rental house now?" Huang Yi said.

"No problem."

On weekends, although Huang Yi doesn't have to go to school, Huang Qiusheng needs to see the store, so Huang Qiusheng left after sending Lin Jingyu to his rental house and returned to his department store.

During the period when Lin Jingyu was in a coma, Master Lei Minglei came to visit several times, and he was very surprised to see Lin Jingyu's appearance, and then felt very helpless and regretful, the world is impermanent, a good person, who was hit in the head in a fight with others, is now unconscious, and it seems that it is difficult to wake up again.

However, Lei Ming also felt depressed, although he didn't know Lin Jingyu very well, but he had more or less some contact, after all, after working together for so many days, it stands to reason that Lin Jingyu is not a reckless person, but why fight with others? And it was beaten like this.

The fight was told to him by Huang Qiusheng, Lin Jingyu was in a coma, and Huang Qiusheng was his closest person, so Lei Ming basically believed what he said.

While feeling sorry in his heart, he could only secretly pray that Lin Jingyu would wake up soon, as long as he was sober, nothing would matter, because it could be seen that Lin Jingyu was not a mediocre person, and he would soar in the future.

Having said that, now in Lin Jingyu's rental house, only Lin Jingyu and Huang Yi are left, one is unconscious, the other seems to be talking to himself, talking to a motionless person, babbling, and never responding.

"Cousin Jingyu, when will you wake up?"

Huang Yi looked at Lin Jingyu's face blankly, at this moment he was lying on his iron frame bed, although it looked hard, but it was very stable, and people sleeping on it were even more secure than mattresses and the like.

"Cousin Jingyu, I heard others say that some people who faint can actually hear people outside, but he can't wake up, is that so?" Huang Yi asked, "Then now that I am talking to you, can you hear my voice, and if so, can you nod your head?" ”

"Yes, Cousin Jingyu can't nod now, he can't even open his eyes, what can I do?"

Huang Yi suddenly realized this, and couldn't help but feel disappointed, she really wanted Lin Jingyu to wake up, "Cousin Jingyu, otherwise, you told me in your dream, how can you wake up, or tell me when you have to wait until you wake up, so that my father and I can be prepared, otherwise you wake up all of a sudden, it will be a surprise in a surprise, I, I'm afraid I can't bear it......"

Speaking of the back, Huang Yi's voice became very small, as if she was afraid of being heard by others, but at this moment, except for herself, there was only Lin Jingyu in the room......

……

From being hit in the head by Boss Mo, the irresistible feeling of dizziness and pain came, and his consciousness was sharply blurred, and after Lin Jingyu passed out, he seemed to have had a long dream and began to dream.

However, he didn't know if it was a dream or not, because in the dream, he couldn't tell that it was actually a dream, only that it was real life.

After fainting, he fell straight to the ground, he didn't know anything about the outside world, Lin Jingyu also started another journey of his, the so-called journey is just a kind of relief, because there is nothing easy at all, on the contrary, it is a kind of torment.

Falling to the ground, Lin Jingyu felt that he was falling, very deep, constantly falling, very fast, swish, he knew that after falling, it would definitely cause not very good consequences, either he fell to the ground, his body fell to pieces, or he kept falling, there was no landing point, and he was always falling......

For Lin Jingyu, the result of being smashed to pieces seems to be better than the never-ending whereabouts, the long pain is better than the short pain, and it is better to end his life in a short moment than to die alone in the fall.

End of life?

Lin Jingyu suddenly grasped this crucial point, of course this is his own focus, really want to end his life?

Maybe it's over, maybe it's not over.

In this way, he has been falling endlessly, there is no wind in his ears, and there will be occasional bumps, why there are bumps He doesn't know, there are no bumps, bumps out of thin air.

I don't know how long it has been, Lin Jingyu's will is being worn out little by little, the inner struggle is no longer continuing, and death is getting closer and closer......

……

"Xiao Yu ......"

Ethereal voice, fuzzy.

Lin Jingyu opened his eyes, yes, he heard the voice, but he couldn't hear it clearly, because it was vague.

"Xiao Yu ......"

Heard again, where did the sound come from and from whom?

This time, the voice was clearer than the previous one, and there was a familiar feeling, whose voice was it?

"Xiaoyu, do you want to end your life?"

The voice sounded again, this was an old voice, coming clearly from his head, Lin Jingyu was shocked, this voice was too familiar, wasn't it Grandpa's voice?

This voice, which was older than when I heard my grandfather's voice in the mountains, was much weaker than before, as if an old man had become older.

However, no matter what, Grandpa's voice has left an indelible impression on Lin Jingyu's mind, and he can distinguish it even if he is old and weak.

"Grandpa, is that you, is it really you?"

Lin Jingyu hurriedly shouted, he felt a burst of tears coming to him, this was an instinctive reaction after not seeing his relatives for many years, "Grandpa, I feel very helpless now, should I end my life?" ”

There was a pause.

"Xiaoyu, ending your life can't solve any problems, as the old saying goes, it's better to die than to live, you should understand this truth, and you don't forget, what did you say to your grandfather in the past, what did you come out of the mountain for, do you remember it now?" The old voice asked.

"Xiaoyu always remembers that I want to find my father, and I am fearless of difficulties and dangers, but, but grandpa, now I can't decide anything, I, I can't do anything." Lin Jingyu said aggrievedly.

"Hehe......"

The old man's voice smiled slightly, making Lin Jingyu feel an incomparably warm breath, and the old voice said, "Xiaoyu, in fact, you can decide a lot of things, remember Grandpa's words, life, and death, just in one thought, if you want to live, you will live, you will die, and the next moment it will be wiped out!" ”

"Life and death are only ...... in a single thought"

Lin Jingyu repeated this sentence, thinking in his heart.

"Grandpa, I don't quite understand what this means." Lin Jingyu couldn't help but ask.

“……”

No response.

"Grandpa?"

Lin Jingyu became nervous and emotional, "Grandpa, where have you been, grandpa?" ”

The surroundings became silent, deathly silent, the old voice no longer appeared, Lin Jingyu's face was lost and disappointed, some felt missing for his grandfather's departure, and some were confused about the subtlety between life and death.

"Yes, I can't die, grandpa is right, I still have a task to complete, mission, mission, mission, mission, finding my father is my mission, it is my mission, I want to live!"

"Life and death are only in a thought, if I want to live, I will live, and if I want to die, I will die!"

"Life and death are only in a thought, if I want to live, I will live, and if I want to die, I will die!"

Lin Jingyu muttered to himself, his expression becoming more and more excited.

At the same time, Lin Jingyu gradually showed a look of joy, as if he had seen through something, seen through, and saw through......

"Ah~~~~~~h

Lin Jingyu looked up to the sky and roared, and his voice resounded throughout the void, "I, desire, life, then, birth ......"

(This is the second chapter of today, sorry it's a little late, there is a third chapter in the early morning, good night everyone, get up tomorrow and read it)