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?? This is the first time that the grandparents and grandchildren have met in more than 20 years, the atmosphere is not so harmonious, there is a little bit of embarrassment, both sides are silent in it, some don't know what to say, the two are very similar, and they seem to feel that whoever speaks first seems to admit defeat. Pen × fun × Pavilion www. ｂｉｑｕｇｅ。 ｉｎｆｏ

?? In the end, I don't know who opened the mouth first, anyway, there was still a muttering sound in Liu Zhichong's room until one o'clock in the morning, mixed with a few roars of praise from time to time.

Although the people of the Liu family were very curious about what they were talking about, they didn't dare to eavesdrop, unless they wanted to be punished by the rules of the Liu family.

?? As for Shao Zike, he was also tossing and turning in the room at the moment, unable to sleep, and the appearance of willow fluttering appeared in his mind from time to time, slowly, slowly, and the two figures in his mind gradually overlapped.

All along, Shao Zike has worked hard to suppress the sad memories in his heart, but the moment he saw Liu Piaoxu, it seemed that all the previous memories came out, there was sweetness, there was sadness, remembering the appearance of them lying in his arms and dying, Shao Zike's tears flowed down.

?? Over the years, he has been thinking about it all the time, living in painful memories, since following Zhang Xudong, he has gradually suppressed the pain in his heart, but at this moment it is all emerging.

The pain was unforgettable, Shao Zike at this time, like an injured bird, curled up with his body, nested in a corner against the wall, looking so helpless and weak.

?? If it was before, maybe Shao Zike would not hesitate to "shoot", but thinking of the scene when they died in his arms, Shao Zike didn't dare, he was afraid that the tragedy would happen again.

However, that face swayed in front of his eyes, making him a little unable to suppress the longing in his heart.

?? He didn't know if it was looking for a replacement, or making up for his mistakes, but he just couldn't control it, and complex emotions kept entanglement with him.

?? When Zhang Xudong came out of Liu Zhichong's room and came back, he passed by Shao Zike's door, looked at the light inside and was still on, he couldn't help but be slightly stunned, remembering the scene at night, Zhang Xudong stepped forward and knocked on the door, there was no sound inside, and the surprised Zhang Xudong pushed the door and found that the door was not locked, so he pushed the door open and walked in.

?? didn't find Shao Zike's figure, Zhang Xudong couldn't help but be stunned for a moment, his eyes glanced around, and he was even more surprised when he saw Shao Zike curled up in the corner, trembling all over, looking very entangled and painful.

Slowly stepped forward, Zhang Xudong sat down opposite Shao Zike, did not speak, looked at him quietly, took out a cigarette from his arms, lit it, and handed it over.

?? Shao Zike raised his head, his eyes were blank, he silently took the cigarette and took a deep puff, as if he wanted to suppress all his worries.

Zhang Xudong didn't speak, he also took out a cigarette and lit it, smoked silently, didn't speak, just squatted there quietly, looking at Shao Zike.

?? It wasn't until a cigarette was smoked that Zhang Xudong said slowly: "Do you want to drink?" ”

?? Shaking his head slightly, Shao Zike didn't speak, Zhang Xudong smiled slightly, didn't speak, got up, walked out, and didn't take long to take a few bottles of the Liu family's own medicinal wine and walked back.

When he came to Shao Zike's side and pulled him up, Zhang Xudong said: "Drink two glasses with me, I heard that this Liu family's medicinal wine is very good and very replenishing." ”

?? sat down on the sofa, Zhang Xudong opened the wine bottle, and was about to pour wine for Shao Zike, when the latter suddenly snatched it and poured it violently against the wine bottle, until one bottle of wine was drunk, Shao Zike's light fell on the other bottle, and he reached out to take it.

??“ Hey, you're done drinking, what should I drink, although this wine is very tonic, but it's not good to drink too much. Zhang Xudong said.

Shao Zike didn't speak, stopped his movements, his eyes were still the same, his face was still the same sad, Zhang Xudong smiled slightly, poured a glass for Shao Zike, and then poured himself a glass.

?? Shao Zike was still the same, picked up the wine glass, and drank it in one gulp.

Zhang Xudong took a sip slightly, and said slowly: "My emotional road has been going very smoothly, maybe God has taken special care of me, and the women who have given me are very good, they all love me without regrets, although they don't mind me looking for other women, but I know in my heart that in fact, they still hurt in their hearts, just because of their love, so they are willing to bear it, and me?" ”

"Whether it's romantic or lewd, my heart is actually full of guilt for them, and I also know that sometimes what they need is not wealth and glory, not worry-free food and clothing, all they need is very simple things, I can be by their side, but I can't do any of these, however, men have a man's world, men have two lines of tears, one is a common life, and the other is a red face."

?? After a pause, Zhang Xudong took another sip, and then said: "Actually, I have always been very afraid and withdrawn in terms of feelings, because I am a hired handle and may die at any time, so I suppress my feelings, suppress myself from being emotional about women, and in the face of their countless true confessions, I pretend not to know anything, and prevaricate. ”

"But in this way, I know that they are hurt very deeply, until I meet the new, I found out that I am not such a ruthless person, I also have a very strong desire for love in my heart, I can't control it and fall into it, and then they appeared in front of me one by one, each of them selflessly dedicated to me."

"And all I can do is to love them, care for them, protect them, although it is difficult for me to spend much time with them a year, but I know very well that whenever I am by their side, they are the happiest."

?? Speaking of this, Zhang Xudong couldn't help but bring himself into that atmosphere, and his tone became a little sad and guilty.

In fact, Zhang Xudong has always been a person with a lot of feelings, and he has always been full of guilt for Lin Rourou and them, the only thing he can do is to complete his own things as soon as possible, and then, by their side, all the time, grow old together.

?? Drinking all the wine in the cup in one gulp, Zhang Xudong thought that the spicy wine would be poured down his throat and could bring himself out of this emotion.

Zhang Xudong is not a fool, he has been with Shao Zike for a while, he actually understands Shao Zike very well, if there is anything that can make this kid painful, maybe only his two dead girlfriends.

Seeing Shao Zike like this, Zhang Xudong also roughly guessed it, but accidentally even fell into it, and hurriedly hoped to suppress his emotions with the smell of alcohol.

However, as soon as the wine was in his mouth, Zhang Xudong couldn't help but smile bitterly, and almost forgot that this was not wine at all, but water.

?? Borrowing wine to kill his sorrows is even more sorrowful, Shao Zike doesn't need wine, and drinking alcohol at the moment is not good for his health, so what Zhang Xudong brought was actually just water.

Shao Zike drank so much, but he didn't notice it, which shows how chaotic his heart is at this moment.

??“ In fact, a man's eyes should be looking ahead, he can occasionally look back, but he must not let himself be trapped in the memories of the past, that will only consume a man's will, love if he wants to love, be ruthless if he wants to be ruthless, how can there be so many concerns in this world, right? Zhang Xudong said: "Tell me, what happened?" Is it because of my cousin? ”

?? After a long time, Shao Zike raised his distracted eyes and looked at Zhang Xudong, nodded slightly, and said slowly: "Are you interested in hearing my story?" If you don't nag me. ”

?? Shrugging his shoulders slightly, Zhang Xudong said: "Listen to me, I like to listen to stories the most,?? If you want to be a brother with someone, you must know him, and the best way to understand a person is to know the deepest story hidden in his heart. ”

Because, often the most depressed story of each person is his weakness, if a person is willing to expose his weakness in front of you, it means that this person is defenseless against you and is willing to be a brother with you.

?? Although Zhang Xudong learned some things about Shao Zike from the information investigated by Jack and Beitang Ao's mouth, after all, it was still too little and too little, and Zhang Xudong also wanted to know what kind of unforgettable pain was buried in Shao Zike's heart, but Shao Zike was reluctant to say, so he naturally wouldn't ask.

?? Shao Zike still didn't notice that there was a problem with the wine Zhang Xudong took, so he poured a glass and poured it hard.

After a long time, he said slowly: "Presumably Brother Zhang knows that the Shao family is a descendant of the royal family and an orthodox royal family?" Hehe......" smile, a little bitter, Zhang Xudong didn't speak, listened quietly,

??“ My mother was a servant of the Shao family, but she was talented, extraordinary, and very beautiful, and the man fell in love with my mother and made countless promises to him. ”

"After having me, but the Shao family has never recognized my mother, and even remarried a wife for that man, and I, although I have worked harder than anyone since I was a child, but because of the problem of birth, they have always looked down on me, no matter how good I do, in their eyes, I always seem to be a shame for their Shao family."

"My mother committed suicide by jumping off a building on the wedding night of that man and another woman, and I watched her jump with my own eyes, with tears in her eyes, sad and desperate, and I couldn't do anything."