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Sioux City boss, Liu Jianglong.

Provincial and Taiwan leaders, Lu Mingqi.

The leader of the health and drug industry in Sioux City, Qi Ming.

These people are all New Year's friends made by Chu Feng when he came to Sioux City at the beginning of the year.

Friends of the same generation, the ones who can get together tonight are the brother and sister Liu Mubai and Liu Yan.

At that time, the father of the two brothers and sisters of the Liu family died in an accident due to the Sioux City Dam project, and the family fell into the middle of the road.

Subsequently, Liu Mubai got Chu Feng to pass down the "Book of Heaven", and went to the Tibetan snow field to develop.

Over the years, Liu Mubai has used what he has learned from the "Book of Heaven" to engage in pharmaceutical planting, animal husbandry and other industries, and has achieved a small success, and has gradually risen his head.

Liu Mubai returned to the mainland from the west this time, firstly, for Chu Feng's marriage, and secondly, to ask Chu Feng for in-depth advice on some obscure and difficult points about the practice of the "Book of Heaven".

At that time, Li Laoqi, the leader of the gangsters who did not know Chu Feng on the antique street, is now one of the middle-level managers of the "Mei Chef Niang" chain brand store. is no longer the second bastard who only fought on the street back then, the brothers who followed him back then have been constantly learning to recharge over the years, slowly washing away the gas of the ancient well, and successfully turning positive.

Tonight, Li Laoqi came to the banquet with Ran Qing, the supreme manager of the "beautiful chef".

Before the banquet began, Li Laoqi was busy opening bottles and pouring wine for everyone, and giving cigarettes and alcohol.

Tonight's Ran Qing changed her ordinary appearance of wearing big black-framed glasses in front of people, and dressed up to attend.

Chu Feng, Ran Qing, Liu Mubai, Liu Jianglong, Lu Mingqi, Qi Mingyi, Liu Yan, Li Laoqi, one seat, eight people, came one after another.

After some polite excuses, everyone sat down according to their priorities, the eldest and youngest, and Ran Qing accompanied Chu Feng to help Chu Feng take care of all the guests.

Su Su is now the host of Sioux City TV. With her family background and her own work performance, she could have been promoted to the provincial level a long time ago.

However, after a few years, Su Su still stayed in Sioux City.

At Chu Feng's banquet tonight, this girl did not appear.

Most of the people present knew about the past between Chu Feng and Su Su. Liu Yan was Su Su's best friend, so when she saw that Su Su didn't come, she asked Chu Feng more in surprise.

"She's probably busy, so I didn't let her know. Then I'll make a special trip to her to talk to her......"

In response to Liu Yan, Chu Feng was quite unnaturally vague. Her brother Liu Mubai, who was standing beside her at the time, glanced at her anxiously, and pulled her away, not letting her and Chu Feng say more.

During the banquet, everyone watched Chu Feng entertain the guests and friends, but there was a hint of melancholy between their eyebrows. Everyone also had a tacit understanding, and they didn't ask a lot of questions, but just said a lot of blessings. I hope that Chu Feng's career and family will have a bumper harvest, and he will eventually start a family and enter a new life course.

After three rounds of drinking, when the heart was hearty, everyone was enthusiastic and toasted each other.

Chu Feng, the host of tonight's banquet, was also able to take a moment of leisure. Liu Mubai, who was sitting on the side, brought two cups of hot tea and warm water, glanced at him, and the two came to the balcony window of the banquet hall, drank tea to relieve hangover, chatted and lit cigarettes.

Approaching the end of the year, the winter is cold. The two stood outside the balcony window of the hotel, looking at the cold night and winter, and were silent for a while.

"I think I've mentioned it to you before, right? On the side of the navy snowfield, I met a girl. After I met her, I was not like a few years ago, when we first met, we spent all day outside messing with flowers and grass, indulging in blind play. ”

handed Chu Feng a cigarette, smoked one himself, and after everyone lit a cigarette, Liu Mubai took a deep breath, looked at the thick ink night in the distance, and whispered leisurely.

"Well, I remember that when we went to the province to read the girl who was reading the bud, you also brought a little girlfriend, it seems that it was the school flower or the department flower of which school?"

Hearing Liu Mubai mention the affairs of the past year, Chu Feng's fingers flicked down the ashes, there was a look of remembrance in his eyes, and he recalled in a whisper.

"Haha, yes. At that time, I was rich, young, and had no worries about food and clothing, and our family did not have such a big change, it was the time of youth and enthusiasm. But in this blink of an eye, I'm almost a three-year-old person. I'm going to get married in the next year, a few months after you. At that time, there will be a new upward period in the career, and at the same time, there will be an explanation for the girl. ”

Speaking of young romance, Liu Mubai laughed.

As he spoke, his voice grew lower, the laughter faded away, and he touched a sad matter.

Gradually, the tone was low, then silent.

Take a deep breath of cigarette and slowly exhale a silky smoke, as if you are spitting out a few sorrows and depressions in your heart......

"Brother Chu, you are different from me, although you have also experienced some love women, but by no means as much as I have experienced. Do you remember some of the things I said to you when you first talked to Jia Guqing? I said, I envy you and hope you can cherish the moment. Because, no one knows how far they can go together with the people around them, and how much fate they can have. No one can say for sure, maybe tomorrow, maybe in a casual moment, the fate between the two people will be broken......"

Liu Mubai's voice was a little low, full of memories. Reflecting the cold wind of the winter night, it roars past the courtyard of the high-rise building, revealing the coolness and penetrating into the heart.

Two people, silently smoking cigarettes.

The fireworks are flickering and extinguishing, and in the cold winter night, the gray glow is inconspicuous.

And, close at hand, the wine banquet across the window is lively and noisy.

It seems to be a two-world ......

Memories are loneliness deep in the bones? Or is it cold?

In the silence, there are only light points that are bright and dark from cigarette butts, showing this moment, not the solidification of dead silence, but the fact that time is here, slowing down the passage.

Perhaps, both of them are in the silent darkness, reflecting their memories.

"You didn't say it tonight, but being a brother and friend understands, understands. You go back to this place and think of those people back then. Jia Guqing and Su Su, these two girls are good girls. But brother, there is something I still want to advise you. Some things, some people, not us, or others, did something wrong. It can only be said that there is no fate, there is no fate, and the world makes people ......"

Smoke, burning to the fingers.

Liu Mubai's words didn't seem to be finished.

took out another cigarette and handed it to Chu Feng. Chu Feng caught the cigarette, but gently patted Liu Mubai's arm with his hand, signaling that he knew everything.

Use the burn-out cigarette butt and press it on the new cigarette. Bow your head and inhale a little bit, light a new cigarette, and snuff out the burned-out cigarette butt.

"Gu Qing, now we have lost contact. Now that I have decided to marry Shu Shi, then I should not disturb her world anymore. Su Su is a good girl, and when I went to the navy snow field before, I also found an opportunity to explain to her what happened between me and her. I know what she wants. But I can't bear the affection of this good girl. Tonight, I deliberately didn't invite her. ”

Speaking of this, Chu Feng took another deep breath of the cigarette, and then after a long time, he exhaled and slowly exhaled the cigarette.

Seeing that Chu Feng understood what he was about to say, Liu Mubai didn't say anything anymore, but just patted Chu Feng on the shoulder.

"Although I don't have as much experience as you emotionally, I also know when and how to deal with my feelings. Shu Shi is a good woman. I've done a lot to me, I'm ...... I'm a little unworthy of her. Because of his own business, he knows. So when I decided to marry her and give her an answer, I hesitated and thought about it for a long time. In the end, this decision was made. ”

Chu Feng held the guardrail of the balcony with both hands, looking up at the starry sky on a winter night in the distance. The cigarette, between Chu Feng's right fingers, was inconspicuous, shining with a dark red light.

Behind him, the bright light of the banquet hall reflected half of Chu Feng's face.

Or the cold winter night, or thinking about the past, a little touching. At this moment, Liu Mubai saw a kind of loneliness and loneliness in Chu Feng, as well as a very complex and opposite perseverance.

"Since you have decided to marry this woman, you must use your best efforts to give her the best happiness and life. Therefore, before marriage, I came out alone to deliver the wedding card, also in order to deal with my personal affairs thoroughly. Give yourself an explanation, and give an explanation to the woman who is going to marry you. If you don't cut off the past and deal with your past grievances clearly, how can you live a good life in the future with a new look? ”

Whispering leisurely, revealing how much loneliness and helplessness.

In the end, as if he had made up his mind, and as if he was spitting out the thoughts that were pressed in the deepest part of his heart, Chu Feng fiercely threw the residual smoke in his hand into the distant night.

"So, I'm going to cut off the past and break off the relationship. Be ruthless and cut through the mess quickly. ”

Looking at Chu Feng's appearance, Liu Mubai shook his head and smiled bitterly.

"Let's go, go back to drink, and stay with you today without getting drunk."

patting Chu Feng on the shoulder, Liu Mubai beckoned Chu Feng to return to the hall.

"Be ruthless, slash others, and even more slash yourself. If you hurt others, you hurt yourself even more. What the fuck is here! ”

Liu Mubai scolded angrily in his heart, but he didn't say this sentence, and Chu Feng listened.

Perhaps, in the bottom of Chu Feng's heart, he will also have such feelings?

In the relationship, there is no difference in experience.

Love to the depths, own feelings.

This night, Chu Feng was drunk and talked nonsense.

When he was finally saved in the hotel room, he still cried for another bottle of old wine, and he was hearty before he drank it.

It's late at night, drunk people, talking nonsense.

The people and things that are pressed in the depths of my mind are like floating shadows, vividly in my mind, hovering in my mind, and lingering.

The day was about to dawn, and those who did not go to the feast wept until dawn.

Close your eyes and tears.

Open your eyes, helpless, and gaze into the night.

Ask yourself, what is the reason for all this?

Chu Feng's drunken night.

It was also Su Su, who tossed and turned, and cried all night.

It's getting brighter.

My thoughts are gradually coming to my senses.

The masks of indifference or strength in front of each other will also be put on again.

Hide everything in your heart and seal it in your memory.

Cut off that section of the past, cut off that section of the front edge.

After this and again, the catastrophe of life.

Chop that knife after knife, I want to be reborn in Nirvana and go to a new life in the future.

But this knife after knife is like the traces of time left on the century-old wind rock......

Exhausted and exhausted.