Chapter 151: Ghost Shadow Huaixiang

Qingxue was unmoved, the tip of her sword was against her, and her voice was cold, "You answer my question first"

"I see that the girl has a kind face, not as good as an ordinary reckless man, why don't the girl sit down first?"

Seeing that this person was always so flat, there was no fluctuation in his tone, which also calmed Qingxue's heart a little, and the long sword was still sheathed, Qingxue turned around and walked to the other side of the table and sat down, looking up at the woman opposite.

There seemed to be a mist on the face of the woman opposite, Rao is Qingxue was so close to her, she still couldn't see her face really, but her intuition told her that this person's appearance must be good. "I inadvertently broke in, and I also asked the owner Haihan, but I didn't ask the owner of the village to take his name?"

The woman opposite was still busy making tea in her hand, and replied, "The world calls me a ghost, and you can also call me Huaixiang"

Glancing at the locust flowers mixed in the tea she brewed, Qingxue praised, "The locust tree raised outside the owner is really fragrant, if it weren't for this locust fragrance, I wouldn't be here."

The woman seemed a little surprised, glanced at her, nodded and said, "I didn't expect it to be a fateful person, even so, girl, please drink a cup of tea."

Glancing at the teacup in front of her slender hand, Qingxue didn't move, if she wasn't vigilant, she wouldn't be able to live now, maybe she wouldn't be able to get involved with Leng Lone Star in the end. Thinking of this, his eyes were a little gloomy, and he then asked, "Master Huaixiang Village, just outside the village, that child blocked me from coming in, was he afraid that I would disturb the owner?" ”

"No, he's just a little worried. It seems that Xiao Zuo likes girls very much."

I knew in my heart that it wouldn't be that simple. But I didn't expect Huaixiang to admit it so calmly, Qingxue was stunned, and couldn't help asking, "So to speak." Could it be that the owner of Huaixiang Village is preparing to do my favor? ”

Huai Xiang seemed to be thinking about how to answer this question, and waited for a while before answering an ambiguous answer "yes and no"

Qingxue raised her eyebrows, "Oh? I don't know what to say? ”

Huai Xiang didn't answer her words immediately, but asked, "Girl, do you know what kind of place this is?" ”

Qingxue shook her head and smiled, "I really don't know how to answer your question, if I say I don't know, but the plaque outside clearly says the word 'ghost village', if I know, but I really don't know what kind of place this is."

Huai Xiang nodded, "It seems that you really don't know what this place is." Ghost Village. It's just a small part of this area, this area is called the Ghost Domain, a place that doesn't belong to this world. It's a coincidence that you're here."

"Don't belong? If I really didn't belong to this world, I wouldn't be sitting here talking to the owner of Huaixiang Village" Qingxue can't agree with Huaixiang's statement, but she also understands it in her heart. This may be an unopened area. I just want to see if this person can really be so plain all the time.

Regarding Qingxue's words, Huai Xiang was noncommittal, and continued, "You are the third person who can enter the ghost snake and get here, and as for the first two, it was more than ten years ago. Speaking of which, those two people "said this." Huaixiang herself shook her head first, "Let's talk about you first, girl, you can be here." There must be something in your heart that you can't think of, and it has been bothering you, and the more you want to forget and want to be free, the more you bury it deep in your heart.

It will take root and sprout in the bottom of your heart, and when the right opportunity comes, it will continue to thrive and destroy you in one fell swoop. But after all, the girl is different from the ordinary, and she has a strong ability to heal herself, but those are just what you think."

Hearing this, Qingxue's face turned cold, "What do you want to say, you haven't answered my question just now, what is this place, and what's going on with that pool?" ”

"I also know a little bit about the situation in the pool just now, why are you, who have always insisted on pure white clothes, now dressed like this?" Huaixiang seemed to chuckle qingxue couldn t see it really and didn t hear it clearly just had such a feeling and her words. It also made her think deeply.

Huaixiang, you didn't want to wait for Qingxue's reaction, just said to yourself, "Black, it's just for the sake of mourning, paying tribute to those you can't bear, those who sacrificed for you, you blame all those on yourself, and the reason why you are living well now is not for yourself, but to live up to those who have paid for this life."

You think it's because of you that they passed away, and the pure white of the past was dyed with color, so you sacrifice, sacrifice those incompetence and hatred.

You hate them, it's their own protection that makes you feel so incompetent; But you hate yourself even more, it's because you're not strong enough to make them think that you need protection, so you leave, and you leave just to prove that you can live well.

Have you ever thought that their protection of you is only out of their own instinct, and it is your kindness and intelligence that make them have this instinct, and they are willing to give everything to protect you, because you are worth it.

However, I don't know why, I still feel the deepest part of your heart of unconfidence, inferiority, a strong sense of inferiority, firmly occupy the most important position in your heart, can you tell me, what are you inferior? ”

Huaixiang's words were like the thinnest needles, piercing her heart one by one, one by one, painful, but no blood. Every time she spoke, Qingxue's face turned pale, and by the end, there was no trace of blood on her face.

The teeth under the veil bit their lower lip, and a drop of blood seeped into the pure black veil without a trace. It was so painful that she forgot to breathe, until her lungs also ached faintly, and it reminded her to breathe, and every breath doubled the pain, making her unable to stabilize her body, and her upright body collapsed.

Huai Xiang looked at her silently, didn't speak again, didn't try to comfort her, or sat upright as at the beginning, and the tea in her hand didn't seem to be brewing well.

After a long time, Qingxue sat up straight, and her voice was hoarse, "The two people who loved me the most since I was a child left me at the same time, and for a while, I became the most pitiful person in the world, and others looked at me with sympathy, pity and disdain, ridicule, since then, I have been looking at others without eye level, and there will always be something else in the eyes of each other."

I confined myself to a house and two computers, and as long as others couldn't see me and didn't know what was going on with me, I felt like I was still the same as them, the same, the same, not mixed with anything else.

However, those nightmares can only be slowly self-hypnotized by myself, self-anesthetized, and forced myself not to think and forget. I can only rely on myself. I like to be on my own, so that no one is like them, who is going to be affected by me because I am gone. But" Speaking of this, Qingxue seemed to be unable to say any more, and calmed down for a while before continuing, "However, I didn't expect so many things to happen after entering the inheritance. I thought it would be an opportunity for self-healing. Unexpectedly, the greed in my heart, the warmth between those friends, made me forget to stay away, I thought I was strong enough to protect myself and my friends, but I didn't expect that someone would still die for me and leave forever.

I thought that the closest relatives had forgotten the pain of their mother's departure, and they accepted the child so calmly, and I don't blame them for having a blood relationship. But why can the person who has always refused to admit me accept me so calmly, and those love and smiles are so unhesitating, but he is so stingy with me, and he is not willing to give anything to me.

I can only think that maybe I am not good enough, that I am wrong, although I don't know what I am wrong. But someone once said that when everyone thinks a person is bad, then he must have something inadequate. Perhaps, I had something bad that I didn't see, so they left one after another, and he didn't want to admit me."

After saying these words, Qingxue suddenly seemed to have lost all her strength, and the whole person also lost her luster, these words were the deepest secrets she buried in her heart, and she never wanted to mention them to anyone, nor did she want to think about them, she kept telling herself, it's not that they don't want me, but that I've seen everything, and I don't bother to see them, and the pain in my heart is just an illusion.

This thought has been ingrained in her heart, and these shameful inferiority, pain, jealousy, hatred, and all the ugliness she does not want to think about or carry. She is just the pure and kind Su Mo who doesn't care about anything and is indifferent to the world.

But the experiences, excitement and killings of these days make her have to admit that she is also ugly, so she will step back from the white dress and use black to commemorate her past. These words are what she has been echoing in her heart these days, like a flood without an exit, as long as someone gives a tiny opening, it will come out in its entirety.

Huaixiang's voice was close to sighing, "That's why you're here." Here、It will give you a fresh start! ”

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Half a year later, Haitian City.

Although Haitian City is one of the nine main cities in the game, it is the smallest of the nine main cities, but it is also the most prosperous place.

It has the general seaside city style, lively, prosperous, and open people, and you can still see the crowd of people on the street every day until late at night, and the shouts of buying and selling are endless. There are also many liquor stores here, each with a few signature dishes or some special places to attract customers from all over the world.

The signboards and banners of the shops on the street are also innovative, and the colorful ones form a different landscape.

Xingyuan Restaurant is in the best location on the main street of Haitian City, and it is also the most famous restaurant here. It's just that the person who painted this painting is also extraordinary, a wine jar is painted very realistically, just like a real jar placed on it, and the wine jar is also ingenious to draw a plum blossom, everyone who walks by here, seems to be able to smell a plum blossom fragrance. (To be continued......)