047 Repeatedly

My mother's words calmed my worried heart at once. Now that I've decided to put my mother on duty during the day, I have to teach her how to feed before I leave. At seven o'clock in the morning, I demonstrated and explained. I left the hospital after I was convinced that my mother had the essentials.

As soon as the mind relaxes, the consciousness begins to fog. I don't remember how I got back, whether I washed or not, and I don't know what I ate in the morning. I guess I crawled into bed on instinct. This night, I slept so soundly and so fragrantly! I slept at my sister's house. For my sister's cooking outside the room, after my wife came over, the two chatted while doing housework, and my nephew went home...... I don't know anything about it. I guess even if there is a lot of noise outside, I will not know it when I am asleep.

After twelve o'clock in the afternoon, I finally woke up. I warmed the cold food in the microwave and ate it with a gulp. During the meal, I heard from my sister that my brother-in-law went to school today. So, after eating, I hurried to the hospital to replace my mother.

"Why are you here, why don't you sleep more?" As soon as my mother saw me, she asked puzzled.

"My brother-in-law went to school. Mom, go back to dinner! I briefly explained, and then urged.

"Okay, I'll go back. As soon as I'm done, I'll come over! ”

I knew what my mother meant, she wanted to finish her meal as quickly as she could, and then come over and go back to bed for me. So, I hurriedly added, "Mom, don't come over after eating." Get a good night's rest at noon. Maybe my brother-in-law won't be able to come over in the evening. If you don't nourish your spirit, how can you have energy at night? "I knew that my mother had a habit of taking a nap, so I deliberately took care of my brother-in-law. Actually, I know that my brother-in-law will definitely come over in the evening, but if I don't say that, then my mother will not stay at home to rest anyway.

Although I didn't sleep long in the morning, the difference between resting and not resting is obviously huge. I had been on duty all afternoon, and there was no sign of a repeat of the drowsy bug infested the night before.

Mother must have taken a nap at my sister's house because she hadn't been here all afternoon. I feel very relieved. Anyway, I don't want my mother to work too hard. If I can bear it, I will do my best to bear it.

When it was time for dinner, it was still my mother who came.

"Mom, why are you still here? What about my sister? I asked, very confused.

"He hasn't come back yet. I don't know when I'm going to get it. You go back first. Anyway, I've already taken a nap today, even if he doesn't come, I can handle it alone. The mother explained in detail.

Although I feel a little unhappy in my heart, what else can I do now? I went back to my sister's house depressed. While I was having dinner, my brother-in-law came back sweating profusely. I asked him if he was going to the hospital tonight, and he said yes. But when he has finished bathing and having dinner, he will have to rest, in his own words, and it will not be too early. I can't say anything. After all, he is a brother-in-law. It wasn't his father who was lying in the hospital, and it wasn't easy for him to get to where he is now. My brother-in-law was able to take care of my father at night, which was already very gratifying to me.

After dinner, I went back to my home with my wife and children. I feel sorry for my wife, so I ask me about everything as usual, even though I take a shower and go to bed by myself. These days, accidents are no longer accidents, because whenever I am at home, I must be the first to sleep. It seems that I have been the number one child for a long time.

The next day, I was still the first to get out of bed. Boil water, wash up, eat (canned eight-treasure porridge is heated in the microwave for breakfast), go to the toilet, and ...... After the busy, it was already past six o'clock. It took a lot of time to ride to my sister's house again. But that's it, it wasn't even seven o'clock when I got to my sister's house.

My sister and nephew hadn't gotten up yet, and my mother was boiling soup alone. After a little waiting, I set off with a thermos full of bone broth.

In a hurry, when I came to the ward, it was only just after seven o'clock. When my husband saw my arrival, he went home with a tired face. After that, except for lunch and dinner, my mother came to replace me and went back to eat, and the rest of the time, I stayed in the ward. There is no such thing as complaining, because I know that as a father's only son, this is what I should do. If I don't do my best, who will? Once I am a little lazy, it is my mother who suffers, and it is my father who suffers. At this moment, I have a responsibility on my shoulders that cannot be shirked.

This night, with enough experience, with the help of cold tap water, I did not have the terrible phenomenon of "free fall" in my head. I do my best to take care of it, and I will not allow any negligence to exist. The body is tired, but the spirit is pleasant. Because, as time went by, my father's body and spirit got better and better. In the end, as long as my father can recover his health, all the effort and effort will be worth it.

Then my mother came over to replace me, and I usually rested for a morning, then fought for another afternoon, and finally slept soundly for the whole night without any disturbance. Of course, my brother-in-law will occasionally come over to replace me when there are no classes during the day. Mentally refreshed, I would devote myself to the "battle" that followed almost 24 hours as quickly as possible the next morning.

During my father's hospitalization, our duty was almost fixed like this. Day after day, we guard, rest, guard, and rest in a cycle...... Make move. This went on for almost a month.

I am amazed that I was able to do that kind of high-intensity guarding work for so long. If it hadn't really happened, I would have thought that everything was illusory. I know myself best, and I know very well that under normal circumstances, it will be difficult for me to do it. Why does something almost unreal come true? After thinking about it for a long time, I finally discovered the mystery. "Love"! Under the magic of "love", anything is possible! If it weren't for the infinite "love" for my father, then I believe that my thin little body would never be able to withstand such an intense guardian work. If there is no "love" for my father, then let alone a month, the sleepless super-intensity guard a few days ago also tired me down. It was precisely because of my "love" for my father that I not only did not lie down, but persevered to the end with great perseverance. For me, it's almost a miracle!