Chapter 562: I'm sorry Yang Fan, I'm sorry
Linglong took the initiative to kiss, and Yang Fan was also taken aback.
In fact, this is not the first time Linglong has done this, the last time was in the disaster area, at that time, CARS was raging, and Yang Fan had direct contact with the patient and didn't know if he would be infected, so he kept Linglong away from him, but Linglong pounced on her, hugged Yang Fan tightly, and gave Yang Fan a kiss.
But this time the situation is also a little different, the two of them are now innocent, but the atmosphere is a little ambiguous. The situation was urgent last time, and Linglong had such a reaction, Yang Fan could still understand it. But this time...... Could it be that Linglong is really enlightened?
Yang Fan was thinking about how to proceed to the next step, and Linglong seemed to have come to her senses, and pushed Yang Fan away violently.
After pushing Yang Fan away, Linglong seemed to feel that this didn't seem very reasonable, she took the initiative herself, and then took the initiative to push others away? It can be clearly seen that he was stunned for a moment, and then a little at a loss.
"May I ask what happened?" Yang Fan smiled and said, "Frankly speaking, I'm a little blind." ”
Linglong seemed to be even more dazed, her cheeks were still slightly red, she glanced at Yang Fan and then turned her head to look elsewhere. She didn't expect that she would take the initiative to kiss Yang Fan. Although the kiss is very jerky, there is no skill at all.
But at that moment, she looked at Yang Fan's face and talking lips, but the thoughts in her heart were so firm. She is indeed a little shy, but she does not regret it.
Yang Fan looked at Linglong's appearance, and suddenly felt a sense of guilt in his heart. That's right, it's guilt, and the more you look at it, the stronger it gets. For Linglong, Yang Fan didn't know if the current state was good or bad for her.
For Linglong, she doesn't really need a man. Her dream is even to take over the wolf soul and make it stronger and bigger, which is her father's dream and the responsibility she received from the iron wolf. But Yang Fan's appearance broke her originally calm and monotonous life. Especially the last time Yang Fan told her to quit the wolf soul, Linglong has been struggling.
Linglong will not give up the wolf soul, but she is reluctant to Yang Fan now.
What to do?
Not only Yang Fan was thinking, but Linglong, who was originally extremely firm, hesitated.
Yang Fan put Linglong down from his body and put it on the bed, Yang Fan got out of bed and moved a stool, sat opposite Linglong, and held Linglong's book.
Linglong looked at Yang Fan, her eyes were full of doubts, and she didn't know what Yang Fan was going to do.
"Shall we talk?" Yang Fan held Linglong's slightly cool hands and said, "Let's talk openly, I want to know what you think, is it okay?" ”
Linglong was very hesitant, she wanted to talk to Yang Fan, but she didn't know what to say, so she was a little sleepy and overwhelmed in her thinking.
"I don't know......" Linglong hesitated and spoke.
"It's okay, if I ask you, just answer you." Yang Fan said: "Just answer your inner thoughts, we are communicating rather than persecution, you can say what you want, and you can say whatever you want." I know it's a bit difficult for you, but you have to try, right, and it's not as difficult as the mission, right? ”
Linglong nodded and said, "Okay." ”
Yang Fan thought for a moment and said, "What kind of attitude do you have towards me?" ”
When Linglong heard this question, she frowned slightly, as if she had encountered the most difficult question in the world, and there was no answer for a long time.
"Do you not know, or do you not know how to answer?" Yang Fan asked.
"I don't know how to answer." Linglong said honestly.
"Then let me ask a different question," Yang Fan held Linglong's hand, rubbed it gently, and wanted to wrap her cool hand in a layer of warmth, and said, "Do you want to leave me?" ”
"I don't want to!" This time, Linglong answered quickly, indicating that her answer was very clear.
Yang Fan showed a smile and said, "I'm very happy to hear this, so don't you see that I will miss me?" ”
"Think...... What does it look like? Linglong hesitated.
Originally, when Linglong said the previous sentence, Yang Fan laughed, but when she heard the latter sentence, she sighed helplessly, Linglong seemed to be uncivilized, and she was still very vague about many questions, and she didn't know what it felt like.
"I want to be ...... When I'm not here, you'll want to know where I'm there and what I'm doing. Yang Fan explained.
Linglong nodded.
"Then you like me, don't you?" Yang Fan felt very ridiculous after asking this sentence, how could Linglong know, and said: "Let me tell you, you like me, just like I like you." I am willing to protect you, I am willing to be with you, I want you to be happy, I want you to be safe, I will worry when you go on a mission, and I will feel distressed if you are injured. ”
Such love words, Linglong is still difficult to digest for a while, but she still understands the sincere friendship contained in Yang Fan.
After confirming Linglong's intentions, Yang Fan hesitated for a moment and said, "Linglong, I actually know that as the master said, it is impossible for me to stay in the wolf soul forever. I don't know what my identity is, but I don't think it's too bad to be able to ask the wolf soul to come forward to protect me. If one day the truth about my identity is revealed, it will be difficult for me to continue to stay in the wolf soul. ”
Linglong pursed her lips and looked at Yang Fan, with some emotions in her eyes that Yang Fan couldn't understand.
"So, I asked you last time, would you like to quit the wolf soul." Yang Fan paused and continued: "Because I can't keep you in such a dangerous state, I don't want to worry about you every day, but I can't force you to leave the wolf soul, I know this is your dream." I don't want to force you, but I don't want to lose you. ”
"I know I'm greedy, it's like I've provoked other girls besides you, I don't want to force you to be with me, but I don't want to lose you." Yang Fan suddenly smiled and continued: "I'm actually very confused now, do you know your relationship with the other girls. ”
"I understand!" Linglong actually held Yang Fan's hand and said, "Although I don't understand many things, I'm not stupid, I can see some of it, but I didn't say anything, because I know that I can't always be by your side." ”
Yang Fan was stunned for a moment, and then his eyes widened, he didn't expect that Linglong would hide such feelings in his heart.
"There's no way I'm going to leave the wolf soul, absolutely impossible, the wolf soul is like my life." Linglong said firmly: "Yang Fan, I'm sorry, this is my last choice." If you don't show up, I'll just be the Linglong of the wolf soul for the rest of my life, but now some of them have become Yang Fan's Linglong, I don't regret it, but I can't all become Yang Fan's Linglong, I'm sorry. ”
Yang Fan wanted to speak, but was preempted by Linglong and said: "The reason why I didn't ask you about other things, on the one hand, is that I really can't figure out what I have, and on the other hand, because I know that I will die sooner than you, and much earlier." My life is that of the wolf soul, and the life of the wolf soul is only more than twenty years, and I have been destined since birth. ”
"Linglong-" Yang Fan only called out his name, but didn't say anything else.
"I plucked up the courage to say so much, which I hadn't done before, and I wouldn't have said it if it wasn't you." Linglong hugged Yang Fan at once and said, "From today on, I will learn to be a girlfriend, and I will study very seriously." As for the rest, I don't want to say more, I'm afraid I'll not be firm enough, okay? ”
As soon as we said a few words, Yang Fan's eyes instantly moistened. No matter how powerful a person is, there are times when he can't do anything.
"I'm sorry Yang Fan, I'm sorry." Linglong murmured softly.