Chapter Ninety-Three: You Are Not the King You Used To Be
It's not that Wang Zhi didn't want to ask his mother this question before, but the relationship between the two was still quite rusty after all, although blood is thicker than water, but the relationship also needs time and chance to slowly merge, and now the opportunity seems to have come, at least when Wang Zhi faces her, he will no longer feel embarrassed and rusty, and he really has attachment and love for his mother.
Wang Xiling put down his hand and leaned back in the chair: "Why did you suddenly ask about this?" ”
"Because you are my mother, I am especially worried about whether your accident will also be related to Liu Bi." Wang Zhi's worry is not unreasonable, judging from the situation that Liu Bi has arranged now, even if all this is calculated earlier, it is not impossible.
Wang Xiling was silent for a while, and when Wang Zhi thought she wouldn't answer, she said slowly: "At that time, although the matter was complicated, it should not be related to the six arms. Back then, I was pregnant with you, and I was happy to go to him, I originally thought that with you in my belly, we could break through all obstacles and come together, but I didn't expect that when I saw him again, he had officially set a date for marriage with Xinyin. ”
"You just gave up?" Wang Zhi's heart couldn't help but feel sour for a while, he could even imagine how uncomfortable Wang Xiling was when she faced Zhao Wulin and Jiang Xinyin, and they said that they were going to get married.
"What can I do? One is the man I love the most, and the other is my best sister, not to mention, the two of them have been engaged since they were children, and I am the one who intervenes. Wang Xiling's face was sad, but she didn't look too sad, maybe it was because the incident had been too long, and the wound had already formed a thick scar, or maybe it was just countless heartbreaks, which had made her feel numb.
"You didn't even tell him that you already had me?"
Wang Xiling nodded: "If I said it at that time, the three of us would be ruined." ”
"But now the three of you are also ruined!" Wang Zhi was a little angry when he heard this, he originally heard others say how arrogant his aunt Wang Xiling was, and he always thought that she was a person who was not afraid of heaven and earth, but he didn't expect that in this matter, she was still so indecisive, decades have passed, this relationship has been torn apart, and she has not mustered up the courage.
Wang Xiling avoided talking about the present, and his thoughts extended back to more than forty years ago: "I didn't say anything in the end, and I didn't have the courage to watch them get married, so I made an excuse and left. ”
Wang Zhi was shocked when he heard this, and finally couldn't help but pounce forward, grabbed Wang Xiling's hand and said, "Why?" ”
"Because I am the daughter of the great elder of Kunlun Mountain, a figure with a head and a face, originally high, not a princess, better than a princess, from childhood to adulthood, everything is smooth, how can I have suffered such an unforgettable blow! The man I love the most is married to the best sister, and I am pregnant with that man's child! Wang Xiling said that he finally couldn't help but roll down tears, it was a feeling that really hurt his heart, even Wang Zhi could only imagine, but couldn't really feel the despair.
He held Wang Xiling's hand tightly, held back his tears, and shouted: "Mom." ”
Wang Xiling raised his hand to wipe away his tears, and tried to show a smile and said: "Later, I finally carried it over, I at least still have you, I thought, it's good to have you with me for a lifetime, I plan to find a place where no one botheres, give birth to you, and then raise you, not for anything else, because I believe that you are my own flesh and blood, and you are the only person in this world who will not betray me!" ”
Wang Zhi's tears had rolled down, he couldn't help but bypass the table, came to Wang Xiling's face, and knelt down directly, until now, the mother and son can be regarded as a real heart-to-heart, although Wang Zhi knew that Wang Xiling was not easy to be alone, but he had never said anything serious to her, how could he know this, a heart was like trembling and about to break.
Wang Xiling helped him up and asked him to sit down on the chair next to him, Wang Zhi raised his hand and wiped his tears and said, "What about later?" Why did you go up to the sky again? ”
Wang Xiling cleaned up his mood and slowed down his tone and said: "At that time, I made a plan, looking all the way, wanting to find a quiet place to give birth to you and raise you, but later I thought of going to sea to find a secluded island, so I set off from Chongqing and wanted to go to sea by boat, but when I passed by Dongting, I met Zheng Kuang, originally Zheng Kuang and I didn't have much friendship, but when we were in the world, we met twice, and we were acquaintances, so he invited me to be a guest in Dongting, I was in a bad mood, Someone invited me, and he followed without thinking too much, but he didn't want to, but he didn't lead me to Dongting Shuiyun Pavilion, but wanted to offend me halfway. ”
"This!" No matter who anyone hears his mother say this, he can't calm down, Wang Zhi's fists clenched and gurgled, he now remembers, when he took himself into the valley behind his hometown, he also said these words, at that time, he was at a loss for his life experience, and he didn't feel much about Wang Xiling's things to him, although today's content is similar, but he still can't accept it when he says it from his mother's mouth.
Wang Xiling rubbed his head and said: "It's okay, your mother is such a good bully, Zheng Kuang not only didn't take advantage, but was cut in two by me, thanks to his strange demon method in Dongting, otherwise he would have died on the spot, but unfortunately, I was also hit by his cold methamphetamine at that time, originally, with my own cultivation, it didn't take long to force the poison out, but what I didn't expect was that you were almost stillborn because of this poison." ”
Wang Zhi nodded and said, "I've heard some of this from the ring master, so how did you get into trouble with Thundercloud later?" ”
"I didn't provoke the thundercloud, he came to help me, I knew that you were poisoned, and you may be stillborn, at this time, the news of Zhao Wulin and Jiang Xinyin's marriage came again, my mood was crazy to the extreme, I felt like I was crazy, I made a big fuss in Hunan, I wanted to find out Zheng Kuang, I wanted to find Dongting Shuiyun Pavilion, I don't know how many people I killed, demons, but I have never been able to find the whereabouts of Shuiyun Pavilion, I have been making trouble in Jiangnan, during which my father and brother have come to persuade me to give up on you, Go back to Kunlun with them, anyway, your existence, only a few of us know, when I go back to Kunlun, I will still be the princess of Kunlun, but I started with them, swearing to leave Kunlun Mountain, and from then on each passerby. ”
Wang Zhi let out a long sigh when he heard this, Wang Xiling sacrificed for himself, that was something he couldn't imagine, at this moment, he could even understand why Wang Lijian didn't like him, he was indeed a stain on Kunlun shame and trouble, the originally high Princess Kunlun suddenly became the laughing stock of the world.
Wang Xiling held Wang Zhi's hand, but a smile appeared on his face: "Don't think too much, these are not your fault, this road is my own choice, I can naturally bear everything on this road." ”
Wang Zhi nodded, but he was speechless, he really didn't know what to say in order to express the complexity of his heart.
"Later, you still came to the world, but unfortunately you were injured in the womb, and even if you were born, I was afraid that I couldn't save you, so I looked around for a way to save you, and for this reason, I even went back to Kunlun Mountain."
Wang Zhi held Wang Xiling's hand tightly, and his teeth were clenched tightly to prevent himself from crying.
"In this world, no one can save you, and no one will save you, just when I was disheartened, Lei Yun found me, it was he who ignited me, let me let go of the obsession in my heart, and let me let go of my hand, and later, I entrusted you to the ring body, I am not too familiar with him, I just think he is a person who can be trusted, the most important thing, because I really thought you were no longer saved."
Wang Zhi's face was already wet with tears, his eyes were blurred, he held Wang Xiling's hand tightly, shook and said: "Mom, it's okay, it's all over, aren't I okay now, in the future, our mother and son will be together, no one will want to bully us!" ”
"Hmm!" Wang Xiling only responded shallowly, as if she had used up all her strength to lift the scar that had been sealed for decades.
The mother and son sat for a while, and their moods gradually calmed down, Wang Zhi originally wanted to ask about Zhao Wulin, but now looking at the state of his mother, it is really not good to talk more, so he can only persuade her to go back and rest first.
Although he was hungry, after a conversation with his mother, he had no appetite at all, and he got up and went back to his room.
As a result, in the room, Zheng Likai was reading alone, and Wang Zhi wiped away the tears on his face and said, "Why are you the only one?" ”
Daddy put down the book and said with a dry laugh: "Princess Youqi is sleeping, I originally wanted to go back to the soul plate, but I found that you were too busy, so I waited here." ”
Wang Zhi looked at the table and some pastries, casually grabbed them and ate two bites, the original cakes of Kunlun Mountain, that is naturally the best in the world, but at this time in the mouth, it is no different from the white flour buns outside, there is no taste at all, Wang Zhi swallowed the bite he ate, threw the rest back, sat on the stool weakly and said: "In the past two days in Kunlun, I feel that many things have become different, what do you think?" ”
The old ghost smiled kindly: "Wang Zhi, now you are no longer the Wang Zhi of the past, there are some things, if you have an idea in your heart, you can do it with confidence, those of us who are gods can help you, I am afraid that there will be less and less." ”
"Why?" Wang Zhi was a little puzzled.
"It's like your elementary school teacher, when you were a kid, you think he can tell you everything, if one day, when you go to college and get a doctorate, will you ask him everything? Just now, you and Mu Wang, as well as my aunt's words, I actually listened to them, Mu Wang is right, you are already standing too high, and you need to rely more on yourself in the future, we can only follow you behind you and help you. ”