I saw that the young man's father threw a very special look at my father. There is gratitude, but more of an impulse to refer the father to a confidant. He had been conquered by a simple word from his father. I think at that time, he had the feeling of seeing his father late. From then on, it was not only the young man's mother who praised his father, because there was another one more convincing him.

The young man's mother must have wanted to say, "Don't stink", but the young man stopped her in time with her eyes.

"Dad, it's a good thing to be optimistic." The young man is 100% supportive of his father," the attending physician said, and only by maintaining an optimistic attitude can he recover better. ”

"yes, yes!" At the critical moment, how can I be missing," you are all so optimistic and open-minded, I think it won't be long before you can fully recover. "I'm not just seconding it! Not only did he satisfy the vanity of the two elders, but he also lost no time in outlining a bright future for them.

"Whether you can recover or not, how can it be completely determined by your mentality?" My father was a smart man, and as soon as I finished speaking, he objected, "If that's the case, then we won't need to go under the knife." Just keep an optimistic mindset at home. ”

"Dad!" I shouted dissatisfiedly, "Our attending physician also said that if you want to recover well, you must not have a psychological burden. ”

Of course, my father could understand what I meant. "I know you mean well. Rest assured, we have no psychological burden. However, whether you can recover or not depends on the situation. It's hard to say whether the cancer cells have metastasized. If you relapse, then no matter how good your mentality is, you will definitely not recover! ”

"There's no need to worry about that!" Hearing this, the young man immediately came to his senses, and said in a very affirmative tone, "Before the operation, if it is found that it has spread, then the attending physician will definitely not operate on you." After the surgery, the attending physician will also take the removed tumor, the associated parts, and blood for laboratory tests. I don't know if you've seen it, but I've checked it anyway. My father's examination was normal, and no signs of spread were found. ”

I knew that the young man's words to my father were false, and that the real purpose was to comfort his own father's heart. Hearing the young man's words, his father was really refreshed, and the expression on his face became more relaxed.

"So-and-so (my father's name for me), have you gone to see it?" In contrast to the young man's father, my father's expression became noticeably nervous.

I know that my father was a little worried, after all, no one wants to have a recurrence of his old illness soon after surgery. "Nope." I replied matter-of-factly.

"Why don't you go and see it?" Father asked in a slightly reproachful tone.

"Because I didn't even know there was such a thing."

My father must have been able to tell that I was telling the truth, but because he was so concerned about his condition, he couldn't help but speak in a more serious tone. "Now you know!"

"Got it!" I replied with some dejection.

"Then why don't you go check it out!" Father urged in an unkind tone.

"But, you're getting an infusion now! I've got to watch you. ”

"What do you see? Won't I see it myself? You hurry up and see what the hell is going on? ”

It seemed that my father was on the verge of exploding.

On the bed in the south, seeing that something was wrong, they said that they would help me take care of it. The implication is, you better hurry up.

I know my father's temper best. If I don't put it off, then my father will never give up. So, after saying "please" to the bed on the south side, I quickly left the ward.

I searched around the 21st floor, but I couldn't help but feel relieved that I didn't find my father's attending physician.

As soon as I entered the ward, my father couldn't wait to ask, "How is it?" ”

"I don't know. I didn't find anyone at all. ”

Hearing my words, my father's expression was a little strange. It can be seen that my father should be more than disappointed in his heart.

"You don't have to go to the attending physician yourself, you also have to find an assistant. I just got the results from my assistant. The lad reminded very enthusiastically.

"Do you want to stop looking?" Father's tone was noticeably less firm than it had just been.

"No, I've searched it all, not even his two assistants."

"What day of the week is today?" Father asked thoughtfully.

"Thursday." I answer in the affirmative.

"Oh, I see. They must have had surgery! My father looked abrupt, "If I'm not mistaken, I had the surgery on Thursday." ”

"That's right! Dad, you did have surgery on Thursday, and it looks like they did have surgery. "I was relieved. At that time, I inexplicably felt a sense of relief.

My father didn't dwell too much on the matter, but reminded me that I should definitely go to the attending physician to see the results of his lab report when I had time.

I finally had a free time and deeply felt my feelings. I feel "scared" very clearly! I knew I was a little scared to see the lab report. Because, I was afraid that the result of the test report would be "metastasis, recurrence". If that's the case, then I doubt I'll be able to withstand such a heavy blow. So subconsciously, in the absence of the attending physician and his two assistants, I "couldn't help but breathe a sigh of relief". Now, I can understand my father's "somewhat strange expression" at that time. Because my father was also a little scared in his heart. So at that time, the father was "more than disappointed". Later, the tone of urging me was not as "firm" as before.

At that time, my father and I were a little conflicted. I wanted to see the test report and get a thorough understanding of my father's condition, but I was also a little "scared" to see the results I didn't want to see. If what you see is really bad news, then it is better to know later. It is precisely because of the same mentality that my father's subsequent urgings are not as eager and fiery as the first time. However, my father's "want to see" mentality eventually overcame the "scared" mentality, so every time he saw me appear, my father would urge me. I had the absolute upper hand with the "scared" mentality, so I just coping with it a few times later, but I didn't go to the attending physician and his assistant at all. At the time, I was probably based on the principle that one day is a day. On more than one occasion, I comforted my father and said, "Don't worry, if the situation is not good, then the attending physician will definitely take the initiative to inform us." "Actually, at the time, I wasn't sure if the attending physician would do this.