Chapter Seventy-Eight: Going Their Own Way

1. Unspeakable pain

Yinhua pushed a wheelchair to walk around the sea, this kind of boring and monotonous days have been long, and Yinhua is a little tired of it. Pen ~ fun ~ Ge www.biquge.info her physical health has a precursor to depression, boredom, insomnia, forgetfulness and early menopause are mixed together. It makes her body feel uncomfortable all the time.

She used to work in the Song family's mansion, she was busy all day long, she only felt tired at night, and she slept well, and she fell asleep as soon as she lay down.

One night, I don't know what the reason is, Yinhua couldn't sleep after tossing and turning, and cranky thoughts followed. She was very excited and energetic when she saw Mr. Song taking an injection when he was in pain, and she was thinking that she would go over to his glass cabinet and bring the needle to get an injection herself.

She saw that Mr. Song was asleep, so she walked out of the room lightly, and came to the glass cabinet in the next room, she opened the cabinet door, sucked the liquid medicine into the needle according to Mr. Song's example, and then pierced the needle into a blood vessel in her arm, "Ah------。 She whispered and pushed the liquid from the needle into the veins.

After a short period of time, she had a strange feeling all over her body, and when she slept in bed again, she felt very refreshed, and there was a feeling of fluttering fairy.

Later, she tried it for a few more nights, and her mental condition changed greatly. When she was walking on the beach in a wheelchair, suddenly, there was an inexplicable and strange uncomfortable feeling all over her body, sneezing, saliva, and pumping one after another, as if there were ants gnawing on her body.

She stopped and sat lewdly on the ground, coughing and panting, spitting white phlegm in her mouth. Mr. Song was immediately shocked when he looked at her.

Mr. Song asked in a low voice, "Did you use my needle?" Jin Yinhua said uncomfortably: "I used your needle and liquid medicine to inject a few injections into my body. ”

Mr. Song asked again, "How many days have you been?"

Yinhua said: "It's been three nights. ”

Mr. Song knocked his hand on the wheelchair in pain and said, "How can you be like this? He almost burst into tears of pain.

When Yinhua saw this scene, she asked in surprise, "What kind of medicine is in your syringe?" He responded by saying, "It's heroin." "Ahh

He said bitterly: "This also blames me, when we got married, I hid an unspeakable pain from you. At this point, he shook his head bitterly, unable to continue.

Yinhua said: "Then you say that I am also addicted to drugs?"

After a pause, he added: "I suffered from severe neuralgia due to a car accident, and the previously injured part of my body hurt like a knife when the pain occurred, and the doctor asked Wu Qiang to inject me with morphine every day to relieve my pain. However, as time went on, the morphine became less and less effective, and finally the doctor had no choice but to let me inject heroin to relieve the pain. ”

When he said this, he raised his head and said bitterly to the heavens with tears in his eyes: "God, what bad things have I done in my life, and you have made me suffer such a painful punishment, and I am now a walking corpse." ”

Yinhua immediately stood up, she took out a handkerchief to wipe Mr. Song's tears, she said: "I know that you take drugs to suppress nerve pain, although you are still worried about the country, the people, and the world despite such great pain, you are really a great person, now see if you can find any good way to quit your drug addiction." ”

Mr. Song said dismally: "I can't quit the pain when I quit drug addiction, and the pain is inseparable from drug addiction, so God has arranged a path of no return for me to die." ”

Yinhua's eyes widened and asked, "Now that science and technology are so advanced, there is no cure for pain and drug addiction?"

Mr. Song shook his head helplessly and said, "This is an unsolvable problem, and there is no such solution yet." ”

Yinhua asked again: "I still don't know what the process of taking drugs and harming people is like?" Mr. Song raised his arm, and he reached out and pulled up the sleeve on his left arm, revealing the scar and induration marks on the needle hole on his arm.

He said bitterly: "Every needle is a needle's eye, and the blood vessels near each needle's eye will gradually harden, and if most of the exposed blood vessels in my body harden, I will die." ”