Chapter 31: Confused Memory
Leng Lone Star is indeed dreaming, a very long dream. At first, it seemed to be in a very large house, but he became smaller, and the house became taller and more empty.
There was no one in the house, he was very thirsty and wanted water, but there was no one to help him, so he had to find water himself. The things in the house were strange and familiar, he probably hadn't seen them before, but he knew how to use them.
Finally found the water, the faucet was so high that his small body couldn't reach it. He hadn't seen it, but he knew that if he opened it, he would have water to drink.
I found a chair, stepped on it, and finally turned on the faucet, and then drank the water. He was also hungry, but he couldn't find anything to eat.
He walked around the house for a long time, until he had exhausted his strength and could no longer walk, so he lay straight on the not cool floor, looking at the crystal lamp on the ceiling that stinged his eyes, and he wanted to cry.
Later, a woman walked into the house and glanced at him disdainfully, "If you want to die, die elsewhere, your father can't take care of you anyway, it's better to find your dead mother, but that's fine, I can earn more money"
Leng Lone Star suddenly remembered that he had a very ambitious father, and when his mother died, his father was holding a very important meeting and was not present.
After my mother died, my father was very busy, and I usually didn't see him for a month or two, which is normal. The father didn't have time to take care of his only son, so he hired someone to take care of him, and this woman was the Nth one his father invited.
The previous nanny was dismissed by his father for various reasons, but people always have a nemesis, and this woman is his nemesis.
She won't chase him to eat like other nannies, won't coax him, won't obey him. He doesn't think the food is delicious, so this woman doesn't cook, and he doesn't even put anything that can be eaten at home, and when the woman wants to cook, he will gobble up everything.
From this woman, he tasted a kind of cold violence, but he couldn't even go to his father to complain. His dad was working on a big project recently, and he didn't have time to answer his calls, but he just gave him a lot of money, but for a five-year-old child, how could he take it and spend it?
Later, when he grew up, he was about twelve or thirteen years old, and all he could control was money. He drove the woman out, but he still felt that there was a shadow in his heart, so he found her back again, and tried all kinds of ways to fix her, but he still felt that his heart was not satisfied, and he drove her out again.
In a person's life, if there is nothing but money, it is really sad, you can go wherever you want to go, you can buy anything you want, but there is only a lack of someone who will accompany you to see all the red dust.
Leng Lone Star's dream was full of sorrow, tears dripped out of the corners of his eyes, and they slid into his sideburns in a flash, looking at the shallow traces, Qingxue was sure that he was not mistaken. What did he dream about, how could there be such a deep sorrow, they all said that the man did not flick when he had tears, it turned out that it was only because he did not reach the sad place.
Leng Lone Star was struggling in his dreams, how could these strange and familiar pictures not be able to break free, this shackle trapped him firmly.
Later, something even more terrible happened. His car collided with an oncoming red car, and the terrible impact plunged him into darkness all at once.
This scene appeared when he was on the lotus lake, but the people who came later were a little vague and couldn't hear what he said clearly. This time, he clearly heard the doctor say to his family, his father, "Vegetative, probably won't wake up"
Are you talking about me? But don't I live well in this world now? Why is there another memory? Was that my past life? Leng Lone Star fell into these doubts again, couldn't find an exit, and couldn't rush out.
In reality, on the other side of the city where Su Mo is located.
This is a high-end villa area built on the mountain, in the highest place, the best scenery of the villa, the largest and brightest room on the second floor, in the light blue sheets, light blue quilt, a pale face, thin man sleeps peacefully.
If you ignore the medical equipment placed around you, if it weren't for the unusual paleness of the man's face, everyone would probably think that he was just asleep, reflecting the faint moonlight and twinkling stars outside the window, sleeping peacefully.
It's just that the instrument next to the bed suddenly made a sharp "tick------" sound, and the sound rang one after another. In less than a minute, the door to the room opened, and several medical staff rushed in, panickedly checking the condition of the man on the bed.
"What's wrong? What happened to Xing'er? The door opened again, and a gray-haired man entered. Although the pace is still steady, and the face is still so majestic, there is still a hint of anxiety in the voice.
The first few medical staff were still doing examinations, and one of them replied, "It may be caused by some stimulus and fluctuation of mental power"
"Is that Xing'er going to wake up?" said the man cautiously, for fear of being disappointed again.
In the quilt that was lifted, on the exposed body, in addition to medical equipment, there were some other induction patches, and if you looked closely, there was a faint watermark with the word 'inheritance' written on it.
The doctor shook his head and said uncertainly, "At present, it seems that he may have been stimulated by something in the game, and his mental power fluctuated, causing the real brain waves to be stimulated, and the machine would react." It's hard to say whether the degree of stimulation will cause the patient to wake up."
The man's face was gloomy, and his steps staggered a little, and he sat down on the sofa next to him.
Looking at the person on the bed with melancholy eyes, until the instrument no longer made a sharp sound, and the medical staff all withdrew from here, the man still looked at it stupidly, as if the person on the bed would wake up in the next second, even if he was cold to himself, even if he didn't want to call him 'Dad', at least he could still see him against him and raise his eyebrows at him. It's just that his hopes have been disappointed again.
A smell of disinfectant water came, and a pair of eyes appeared in front of Leng Lone Star's eyes, which were very clear and bright, and could dispel the haze of people's hearts.
The one who had these eyes was a girl, sixteen or seventeen years old, wearing a white knee-length skirt, and in the smell of disinfectant water, there was a faint fragrance accompanied by a faint smell of blood.
He wanted to get close to her, he wanted to think about it, but she didn't see him in her eyes, because she was crying.
He remembered that it was when he was in a hospital a few years ago.
It was very cold in the hospital at night, he was hospitalized here because of stomach bleeding, and he couldn't sleep in the middle of the night to go out for a walk, and he saw a lonely girl sitting on the bench outside the operating room, and there were large blood stains on her white skirt.
At that time, the girl was very helpless, he knew that the girl now was like himself many years ago, and he wanted to comfort her, but his footsteps stopped there, and he couldn't move forward.
He knew that the girl now did not want the comfort of his stranger, she was a wounded little beast who needed to lick her wounds before she could get up again and face the storm ahead.
He just stood there, looking at the girl, until a woman came with a boy who looked like a college student. The woman hugged the girl, with tears in her eyes, and couldn't stop comforting her. He suddenly realized that he had been standing here for a long time before he left there in a hurry, but the girl was imprinted in his heart.
Leng Lone Star suddenly understood why he wanted to leave with Mo Qingxue, she was very much like her, very much like her, although the background and clothes were different, but those eyes and temperament were the same.
The two space-time and identity, alternately, Leng Lone Star is very confused, he doesn't know where he belongs and which one is real.
There was a cloud of fog around him, a fog that he couldn't get out of, and then he saw those eyes again, and he followed those eyes, only to find that the owner of those eyes was Mo Qingxue.
yes, he should go back to guard her, she will be worried if she is gone, right? Will it? Well, yes, definitely.
Leng Lone Xing sat up suddenly, only to find himself lying on a wooden bed, on a chair two steps away, Mo Qingxue was sitting on it, one hand supporting the table against his forehead, and the eyes that led him out were closed, he should be asleep.
I couldn't tell what time it was outside, but there was no sun, and I didn't know if it was just dawn or almost dark.
Leng Lone Star lay back again, gently, afraid of making a noise to Mo Qingxue, and opened his eyes to recall the dream just now. Everything is so real, it seems like I have experienced it myself, so where is it? The rooms, furnishings, and clothes there are all different from what they are now, but which one is the real thing? Leng Lone Star kept asking himself in the bottom of his heart.
remembered a long time ago, maybe it was when this world was just conscious, at that time he didn't have a name, and said such a sentence "Only one star left can only be a lone star, then call it a cold lone star", but this matter was deliberately forgotten by him.
Xingchen, Leng Xingchen, the self in the dream is called Leng Xingchen, which means that the dream may be true, so why did you come here? Where is this again?
Leng Lone Star has been looking at the roof for a long time, for a long time, before turning his head slightly. I happened to see Mo Qingxue who was still asleep, and thought of the girl in the dream, could that girl be her? It's really like that!
Qingxue took care of Leng Lone Star for a day, and the situation was more stable in the afternoon.
I haven't slept all night, and I've been tense my nerves, and now that my heart is relaxed, I feel very tired, so I sat down on the chair next to me, but I didn't expect to fall asleep.
Qingxue slept very lightly, and then she always felt that there was a gaze looking at her, and she opened her eyes suddenly, just in time to meet the gaze that Leng Lone Star didn't have time to retract. The gaze was complicated, and Qingxue felt that Leng Lone Star was looking at another person through herself.
Qingxue didn't pay much attention to it, got up and came to the bedside, stretched out her hand to test the temperature of his forehead, and checked his pulse again, "Fortunately, the fever has subsided, Brother Leng Shi, what do you think now?" What else is uncomfortable? It's all my carelessness, I didn't expect your baggage to be wet, there is no clothes to add, and there is no medicine, if I had found out earlier, I would have found out and found a way to give you some medicine to ward off the cold, it would not be so serious" Qingxue said, pouring a glass of water for Leng Lone Star.