Chapter 181: Do You Really Love Him?
The third brother said that the matter of the Pillar of Heaven has been resolved, but another three months have passed, and Gushan has not appeared, I feel a little puzzled, but thinking that he may have returned to the Bangkok God Realm temporarily, I didn't care, and I was a little panicked.
I endured it until another three months passed, and I couldn't help it, so I asked the third brother where Gushan went.
The third brother smiled, reached out and touched the top of my head, and said, "Are you unhappy at home?" ”
Hearing this, I shook my head, looked at the third brother, thought about it, and finally didn't hold back, and said, "Third brother, I miss him." ”
There was a fierce shock all over his body, but it was only an instant, and the third brother resumed his smile again, and immediately put away the folding fan in his hand, almost without a pause, and knocked on the top of my head with a familiar movement, and said: "It is said that the daughter who married out spilled the water, and my sister is no longer at home before she gets married." As he spoke, the third brother looked at me with a sad look on his clothes and said, "What should you do if you call me an elder brother?" ”
The corners of my mouth twitched slightly, I looked at the third brother, I wanted to roll my eyes like before, but I found that I really didn't have that mood in my heart, sighed softly, and said helplessly and seriously: "Third brother! ”
Smiling, the third brother looked at me carefully, but his brows were slightly furrowed, and just when I was puzzled, I heard the third brother say in doubt: "Girl, why are you still like that?" Have you taken the pill? ”
Hearing this, I smiled, pinched the pill without a trace with my hand shrunk in my sleeve, and said, "Third brother, you want to change the topic again." ”
If I had seen me like this before, the third brother would have been playing swing with me, but to my surprise, the third brother looked at me with a solemn face and said, "Have you taken the pill?" ”
Hearing this, I smiled wryly and said, "Why does the third brother care about this today." ”
Looking at me deeply, for a long time, the third brother finally sighed, looked at me very disappointed, and said: "Girl, the emperor didn't notice your sincerity and ignored you, but later, in order to save you, he betrayed his oath to his father and suffered a curse, after the curse, he should have immediately slept and repaired, but he couldn't rest assured of you, and he followed your broken soul to the chaos realm." ”
Sighing, the third brother glanced at me deeply again, then looked away again, frowned and stopped for a long time, before he opened his mouth and continued: "Later, although I cut off your immortal root, I was also forced to do it, why do you have to be so stubborn and indifferent, now, for you"
After a pause, the third brother looked at me and sighed again, and the Empress Dowager patted me on the shoulder and said, "That pill, that pill is the emperor's last heart for you, you should cherish it, don't waste it anymore." After saying that, without looking at my shocked appearance, the third brother went straight to himself and left with a sigh.
The last thoughts, the last thoughts, what did the third brother say, the last thoughts, Gushan's last thoughts to me, Gushan has decided not to want me? Why? Why?
My heart suddenly hurts, why didn't Gu Shan come to me, why didn't he come to me, he clearly said, he loves me, and when he reaches the upper realm, he will never be separated from me again.
I admit that because of the matter of Haotian Divine Sword cutting off my tendons, I have never been able to mind Gu Shan, and I am not as intimate with him as I was at the beginning, but I have always stood in place, waiting for him, waiting for him to give me an explanation.
Why, he wanted to be like this, without an explanation, he dropped a pill and said what his last thoughts.
In a trance, I clenched the pill in my palm and chased the third brother out, "Third brother, tell me clearly, what's going on?" What the hell is going on? "When I opened my mouth, I felt that I must be embarrassed at this moment.
Looking at me, the third brother smiled, for a long time, sighed again, and said: "Girl, some things will pass in the past, don't be too entangled, live a good life in the future." ”
Shaking my head anxiously, I stared at the third brother's eyes tightly, and said, "Third brother, what is the matter, why, what is the last thought, Gushan?" Where is Gushan? ”
Hearing this, the third brother touched the top of my head with some distress, for a long time, let go of his mouth, and comforted him with a slightly helpless tone: "Girl, look at it, after the emperor leaves the Buddha realm, he will go to the Bangkok God Realm, and he will not come back." ”
Frowning, I grabbed the third brother's hand, but he didn't want to say a word.
In a panic, I tried my best to restrain my emotions, and walked around the seed return to the countryside, and the unanimous caliber I got was that the emperor had returned to the Bangkok God Realm.
A few more days have passed, originally, I wanted to tell myself, let it go, don't continue to be stubborn, but I was unwilling in my heart, I wanted to go to the Bangkok God Realm to find him, but I couldn't cross the line, I wanted the third brother to send me, but the three of them didn't want to.
Again, I came to the interface between the divine realm and the heavenly realm, and stood at the entrance, and I wanted to go in, but I couldn't get in.
In this way, guarding the entrance, it has been a hundred years in the blink of an eye, except for the third brother who occasionally comes to see me, there is no sound here.
The third brother always persuaded me that the past was like smoke, and I had a good today, but I didn't want to let go like this, I already understood that I had a lot of willfulness in the past, and I also broke Gushan's heart several times, but I didn't want to let go like this.
A little heart, a little love. The notice that Furuyama left at the beginning, I still haven't been able to understand it, Furuyama said, someone who cares will understand it, will give him the answer he wants.
I always feel that Gushan's little heart and love are related to me, but I have never understood what it means, what does Gushan want? A little heart, a little love, Gushan, am I the one who bears your love?
Fingers gently scratched the wall, a hundred years, I carved a little heart on the wall, a little love, but never understood, I know that the ancient mountain and me, just across this boundary, but I can't enter.
I thought that I would never be able to enter until I grew old, died, and turned into dry bones, and I would never see Gushan again, and Gushan would never want to see me again.
The pill that Gushan gave me, I have always kept it by my side, I don't know why, there is always a faint breath that belongs to Gushan on the pill, every time I hold the pill and feel the breath that belongs to Gushan above, I feel that he has not gone far, he is still here, just by my side.
I went in two hundred years later, two hundred years after I stood guard at the gate.
That day, Feng Yi suddenly appeared at the boundary gate, and she just asked me, "Do you really love him?" ”
I nodded, and told Feng Yi for sure that I love Gushan very much, so she didn't say anything more and took me in.
I thought that Feng Yi was going to take me to see Gushan, but unexpectedly, she just let me live in a courtyard and didn't care about me.
Feng Yi said that this is the garden of the ancient mountain, called Qingpu Garden.