061 The Confusion of Love
When I got home from school and had dinner, I went to my house, but Sun Qingrong stopped her, and Sun Qingrong said, "Xiaoyu, you stop for a while, we still have something to talk to you about." ”
Zuo Xiaoyu asked, "What's the matter?" ”
Sun Qingrong said: "Xiaoyu, I want to talk to you about you and Zhang Chaoyang, Zhang Chaoyang, I have already said it, the flower head is limited." I've always disliked it, of course, you're my daughter, and for your sake, I'll let you go. Now is the new society, and marriage is free! However, you should keep your eyes open and see clearly before making a decision. We want you to come back on your own. Zhang Chaoyang has now left Yiyang to go to the countryside to help the poor, you live in two places, and you don't guarantee that he will not change his mind, so don't drag it out, give up on him, and find a promising one again, with your conditions, it is no problem to find a partner, there are many good people in Yiyang. Your aunt Wang introduced you to a very good person like that He Dazhuang! ”
Although Zhang Chaoyang left Yiyang for just over a week, Sun Qingrong had already proposed in front of her several times to let her leave Zhang Chaoyang, so Zuo Xiaoyu was very annoyed when she heard Sun Qingrong mention letting her leave Zhang Chaoyang again, especially when Sun Qingrong mentioned He Dazhuang again, she was even more annoyed, so she said angrily: "Isn't He Dazhuang just a nouveau riche, what's the good?" Even if I break up with Zhang Chaoyang, I won't like him, let alone accept him, you just die of that heart. ”
Sun Qingrong said bitterly: "Xiaoyu, think about it for me, what kind of society is it now?" Now is a money society, everything has to look at money, in the future, you get married, buy a house, buy furniture, buy household necessities, and have children in the future, children go to school, what kind of money does not need money? If you don't have money, you can't move an inch, of course, you can't get an official position without money. But that Zhang Chaoyang, whose family is in the countryside, his family is poor, and he works in the Qingshui Yamen of the Personnel Bureau, and now he has been squeezed out of the Personnel Bureau and sent to the grassroots level to help the poor, what will he use to start a family in the future? Even if we put it on this home, it doesn't look good! Besides, our family's conditions are not good! If you want to follow Zhang Chaoyang, you will be poor for the rest of your life! If Zhang Chaoyang can really be a bureau chief or something in the future, he can change the situation, but he looks like that, I can't see what he will do! ”
Zuo Xiaoyu retorted: "Who said that Zhang Chaoyang would definitely not be promising?" People can't be good-looking, the sea can't fight, Zhang Chaoyang has nothing to show for now, but one day he will be promising, as long as he works hard, maybe one day he will become the director of the bureau and the section chief. ”
Sun Qingrong said: "That's also an impossibility, there are so many cadres in the organ, and they are all performing very well, is everyone a bureau chief and a section chief?" Therefore, the future is uncertain, and the most stable thing is to look at the present, see whether his family conditions are good, and see if he is promising now. ”
Zuo Buhua also helped Sun Qingrong on the side, and persuaded Zuo Xiaoyu bitterly to make Zuo Xiaoyu more realistic and leave Zhang Chaoyang as soon as possible.
Zuo Xiaoyu couldn't say anything about Sun Qingrong and Zuo Buhua, turned around and returned to his room in anger, closed the door, and threw himself on the bed and cried.
However, she didn't dare to cry loudly, for fear of being heard by Zuo Buhua and Sun Qingrong, she just choked in a low voice, cried for a while before getting up from the bed, picked up the photo left by Zhang Chaoyang, and whispered to the photo: "Chaoyang, when will you come back?" When will you be able to make a living? When will we get back together? ”
As he spoke, tears welled up again.
How eager she is for Zhang Chaoyang to appear in front of her immediately, and to tell her in person that he has returned to Yiyang and will never leave her again, it is best to be promoted and reused now, and become the director of which bureau he has into, in that case, her parents will not force her to leave Zhang Chaoyang again, in that case, she can talk to Zhang Chaoyang every day.
As she got older, she felt more and more that there were fewer people to talk to.
Parents only know how to make requests and talk about opinions, but they are not friends. A few good classmates and friends have limited content to speak, and they all have partners, and some of them are even married and have children. She feels that only the future one, only her lover, is the best friend and the most perfect sustenance. She likes to read novels, especially Qiong Yao's novels, and she feels that the love described in those novels is the most precious emotion in the world. She saw it in the novel, and then put it down, and she has been pursuing, fantasizing.
Zhang Chaoyang is the person in her fantasy, and she admires it a little bit at school, so when Zhang Chaoyang threw the rugby of love to her, he immediately took it in his arms. And she firmly believes that as long as she can be with someone like Zhang Chaoyang in this life and this life, happiness will follow. She had no other aspirations.
But now she feels very lost, really lost.
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