Chapter 57: I grew up in your absence

"I ate two egg scones this morning, a bowl of tofu brain, two custard steamed buns, and a boiled egg, what did you eat in the morning."

It was already dark, the night was quiet, and the room was full of warm lights, only showing a black humanoid silhouette in the bay window where Gu Yuanxiang was sitting. Gu Yuanxiang took his mobile phone from what he ate for breakfast to what he ate for dinner, from what the weather was like today to which knowledge point he had learned, he said whatever he wanted, and the two of them didn't feel that the current conversation was very nutritious, and they talked about trivial things for a long time with great interest, and listened carefully to what they said. Gu Yuanxiang knew that he was eager to share every little thing that happened around him with him, and it turned out that thinking about love could really erode bones.

After Kan Zi also confessed to Gu Yuanxiang that day, the relationship between the two quickly warmed up, Gu Yuanxiang felt that there was always an indescribable gap between the two, and the distance between the two had been kept within reach and an arm's length. Although the two of them don't have any particularly intimate actions now, their eyes are completely different from the aura around them, Gu Yuanxiang skipped class for the first time, no, she found a reason to take a half-day off, she went to see Kan Ziyi, it seems that she just came back yesterday but is leaving today, Gu Yuanxiang is very unhappy in his heart. The two were reluctant to part at the airport, and thousands of thoughts turned into sentences, until the female voice on the airport radio urged them to board, and Kan Zi also hugged Gu Yuanxiang and left a gentle kiss on her forehead. Gu Yuanxiang touched her forehead stupidly, and when she came back to her senses, she couldn't find Kan Ziyi's *one* book* reading*little* saying ybdu, she hurriedly ran away, only to see the plane taking off from the runway and rushing into the blue sky. Gu Yuanxiang sat paralyzed on the ground, covering her eyes with her hands, tears kept flowing out of her fingers, it seemed that her heart had also left her with the whistling plane, otherwise how could it be so empty, so astringent, as if endless darkness was surging towards her, only crying could calm her heart a little.

After the two of them separated, Gu Yuanxiang could feel that it was obviously different from before, she would always think of him inadvertently, wondering what he was doing, and wanting to hear his voice. But it was inconvenient for him to use the phone, so he could only call him on weekends, Gu Yuanxiang began to write to him when he was fine, and every day he wrote a few sentences when he remembered something, which was a bit like a diary, and he sent it after filling three pieces of stationery. Kan Zi is the same, but usually Gu Yuanxiang sent three or four letters before he could receive a letter from him, this ancient way of passing on the book by Hongyan, Gu Yuanxiang felt that it was even better, she and Wu Ziyan would also write letters to each other, but Kan Ziyi's feeling was completely different, every time he received a letter, he opened it carefully with anticipation, and saw the familiar font, as if he was talking to himself in front of him, and he could touch it, and he could really feel it.

Gu Yuanxiang is happy every day, even the mathematics and physics that give her a headache are a lot cuter, and I don't know what Kan Ziyi has done Gu Yuanxiang receives all kinds of letterheads every day, and Gu Yuanxiang doesn't care, with Brother Ziyi, those floating clouds will disperse. However, Gu Yuanxiang was distressed that the love letters she collected were confiscated by Kan Zi, she couldn't show off with her children and grandchildren when she was old, and her grandmother was also a delicate flower when she was young, and was liked by so many young guys, but she saw Kan Zi's ugly face when she saw the small box full of fluttering envelopes, she immediately stopped to fight for these letterheads, and pleaded for these letters, and had a good attitude, and carefully checked it to show that she really had no private collection.

Gu Yuanxiang's daily life is very fulfilling, and the fulfillment makes her a little unbearable, and she resolutely chooses liberal arts and abandons physics when she is divided into arts and sciences. She felt that Kan Zi was not just going to military school, he seemed to be very busy, sometimes there was no news for a month, he basically didn't come back during the holidays, he didn't come back during the New Year, and he only came back for a few days at the end of the winter vacation. Gu Yuanxiang completely understood why Kan Ziyi destroyed her collection humanely last time, and why he suddenly confessed to her, because this kind of distance and connection will really make people feel very insecure! His approach is obviously to strike first, settle down and talk about the rest slowly. Gu Yuanxiang has no objection to this approach, otherwise in this kind of situation, although his heart is firm and loyal, he will be suspicious of him.

For the Gu family, the biggest thing recently is Gu Yuanfeng's college entrance examination, and at home, he has always been a little transparent, and he has brushed out his sense of existence before the college entrance examination. Gu's father didn't have a big heart to go to the college entrance examination as usual to take the exam casually, the family still took his diet and paid attention to his body very carefully, Gu Yuanfeng was rarely received by the family with such a high standard, especially the examination supplies brought by the college entrance examination were checked three times by Gu's mother, Gu's father, and Gu Yuanxiang.

After the college entrance examination, Gu Yuanfeng exhaled deeply, it was finally over, waiting for the scores to come out and fill in the volunteers, he didn't have a clear ambition like Kan Zi, this kind of annoying thing should be thought about in a few days. In the summer vacation after the college entrance examination, Gu Yuanfeng is like a bird out of the cage, he almost doesn't touch his home during the day, and he is really suffocated in the third year of high school, and he is discussing going out to play these days. During the summer vacation, Gu Yuanxiang and Kan Ziyi's contact was unilaterally cut off by Kan Ziyi, and she still wrote to him every day, but she didn't receive a reply for a long time. Gu Yuanxiang saw that his brother's life was so colorful recently, and he didn't want to stay at home every day, so he wanted to go out with Gu Yuanfeng, and his sister controlled his brother to hear his sister's appeal was 10,000 in favor, but there were some places where he didn't dare to take his sister there, if it was a suitable place, he would take her along, Gu Yuanxiang didn't want to go out all day, so going out to play once a few days was exactly what she wanted.

Gu Yuanfeng's travel Gu Yuanxiang also wanted to participate very much, but in the end she still didn't make it, Gu's father read their travel plan and listed more than ten reasons why it was not suitable to participate, there were all kinds of things, and finally Gu Yuanfeng promised to bring his sister more local specialties before wiping his sweat and leaving.

After the start of the new semester, Gu Yuanxiang was a little uncomfortable, her brother was also taken away, and she became a person in school, and she was the only one in the apartment to eat and rest, she felt that she was not used to how she suddenly became a person. The only thing worth being happy about is that she is in the same class as Qin Ting after the sub-subject exam, Qin Ting has played exceptionally well in the sub-subject exam, and the crane tail has been admitted to the only experimental class in the liberal arts, and Jiang Yeqi is not so lucky. Jiang Yeqi felt abandoned after knowing that they were in the same class, and shouted for the two to invite guests to comfort her devastated little heart, and the three of them went out to eat and play with Gu Yuanxiang during this period of discomfort.

After graduating from the liberal arts and sciences division, Gu Yuanxiang felt that the pressure on studying suddenly became much less, and she put most of her energy on mathematics. One problem is better than two problems to solve, it should be said that one is better than two to lag behind, after the division of subjects, her grades have been stable in the top three of the grade, and the perverted high scores of other subjects are indispensable.

Although Gu's father is not often at home, he also feels the changes in his family, his son went to college, although he usually doesn't talk much when he is at home, and his university is also in the city, but after all, it is not like a family together like in high school, and the child will always leave his parents when he is older. Gu's father thought that his daughter would soon have to take the college entrance examination and then leave him, so he especially regretted his decision to let her go to school in the morning, otherwise his daughter would still be a junior high school student, and it would be too early to go to college! Gu's father's fatherly heart once again occupied the whole brain, and he cared about his daughter in all kinds of ways, and he personally drove him to and from school every day whenever he had time.

Gu Yuanxiang is accustomed to her father's fatherly heart from time to time, Yao Wenyuan has already taken the college entrance examination in advance this year, she feels that she is about to grow up suddenly, is it going to be accompanied by the pain of growing up, it turns out that the lively life of the flowers is like a stage play after the curtain call, only she is still in the audience watching the end of the song. This sense of loneliness Gu Yuanxiang is very uncomfortable, and the familiar people in the originally familiar environment have started their new lives, but he is still alone in the same place.

This kind of discomfort made Gu Yuanxiang quickly devote all her energy to studying, people are easy to think cranky when they are free, and they have no time to be sad when their living arrangements are full, and she even began to study the courses of the third year of high school by herself. This year was probably the hardest year for Gu Yuanxiang to study since she went to school, and she even signed up for the art student professional exam at the end of the year. Kan Zi was not late for this year's winter vacation, and Gu Yuanfeng did not go out with his classmates under Grandma Gu's repeated orders, and went home honestly for the New Year. Gu Yuanxiang is very happy, she likes the feeling of reunion after separation, but she is very busy, she is still studying hard during the winter vacation, she usually stays at Kan Ziyi's house to study, and only goes back when she eats. The family knew that she was going to take the college entrance examination this year, and they didn't approve of it, what if the exam was gone, this probability was very high, Gu Yuanxiang repeatedly said that even if the exam was gone, he would choose a school in this city, this time mainly to warm up for the college entrance examination. Gu Yuanxiang There are not many students who take the college entrance examination in the second year of high school in their school, many of them take the exam with the attitude of accumulating experience, and the school also approves of this approach, they think that Gu Yuanfeng also took the exam when he was a sophomore in high school, but the results of the exam were miserable, and it was not good to oppose Gu Yuanxiang's decision too much, so he acquiesced in her approach.

Kan Zi also stayed at home every day to study with her, and the two sat together sometimes without saying a word for half a day, but the two had a tacit understanding. Gu Yuanxiang likes this atmosphere very much, sometimes she asks him for the solution of math problems, sometimes she silently recites the knowledge points of politics and history to him, and the two people don't need too much to be together, as long as they are by each other's side, they will be satisfied.