The July fire, although it is late at night, but the earth illuminated by the hot sun during the day emits bursts of heat, although the sun has set, its heat continues to spread, and it silently announces the domination of July over the earth in this way.

Gu Yuanxiang was lying on the bed, she didn't turn on the fan, she didn't turn on the air conditioner, but she didn't feel the heat at all, on the contrary, she only felt a burst of cool air running around her bones. It's so cold, how can it be so cold! Gu Yuanxiang hugged the air-conditioning quilt in her hand, bent over with her hands on her knees, and shrunk into the appearance of a fetus in her mother's womb, which seemed to give her a sense of security.

Tears flowed silently, the tightly wrapped quilt had been soaked with tears, endless remorse flowed and spread in Gu Yuanxiang's heart, and the remorse gathered together tore the heart piece by piece and slowly healed, and it was torn and bloody before it healed, until the whole heart could not find the integrity of the piece, and turned into a trace of blood. Gu Yuanxiang couldn't feel the pain in his bones like this, could he still feel the pain? It seemed like all the pain was used up that day, and there was no more pain like that, no more pain. For three days, I couldn't close my eyes, and as soon as I closed my eyes, there was a sky of blood and blood, and my eyes would be drowned at the first sight.

Gu Yuanxiang looked up and saw a small piece of extremely delicate mirror inlaid on the roof, the woman in the mirror had puffy eyes, chapped lips, and no trace of blood on her face. Who's this? Is it me? How could this woman who looks like a crazy woman be me, I have always been beautiful and beautiful! But here is there other than myself (a) (this ~ read (novel) ybdu people, lying on my bed and looking in the same direction as me?

No one, no one, this mirror is still when decorating the house at that time, I smiled and said that I wanted to press a mirror on the roof so that I could see my beautiful self when I lay in bed every night, and I would definitely have a good dream! Later, I looked at many mirrors and was not satisfied, who sent this mirror? Is it Big Brother? Brother? seems to be a tall and wheat-complexed person, he has three-dimensional facial features, a cold temperament, and the temperature will drop a lot when he speaks without expression.

Wrong! He smiled beautifully and even a little silly, and when he spoke, he was soft, as warm as the sun on a spring day. Who is he? I seem to be very familiar, very familiar, so familiar that I usually forget about it. My head hurts so much, I can't think about it, I can't help but think about it, I shouldn't and can't forget him, my mind is a mess. Suddenly, a clear image was clearly revealed in the chaos, and the brain, which was still overturned, suddenly quieted down, and he stared at himself intently and gently as he usually did countless times, Gu Yuanxiang also seemed to be motionless as if he had suddenly been immobilized, and soon spit out four weak but very clear words from his mouth, "Brother Ziyi!" ”

Gu Yuanxiang felt that his soul had left, and the remaining body was already decaying, so it was best to let this end as soon as possible, no matter what the result was, don't continue, don't be so painful and regretful when it's over!

If it weren't so willful, if he hadn't deliberately thrown off those bodyguards that day, if he had gone home instead of wandering outside late at night, if he hadn't been drunk outside, if he had still had the slightest vigilance, if he hadn't indulged himself to the point of complete unconsciousness, he wouldn't have been kidnapped. I don't even know when I was taken away, I don't know where I was, I just remember that I drank too much and fell asleep somewhere, and when I woke up, I realized that I had been kidnapped. Looking at the empty warehouse, the masked and rude kidnappers, regret, fear, and worry came up in a surge, full of anticipation that Brother Ziyi suddenly fell from the sky like a fairy in a colorful cloud to save him. It's a pity that there is no if, it's a pity that I really understood my heart at that time, it turns out that Brother Ziyi has already carved such a deep trace in his heart and he doesn't know that everything has to end before it begins.

The long wait was so tormenting to be tied to a seat, every minute seemed like a year, the warehouse was empty and silent, it was terrifying, as if something terrible was hiding in the shadows, ready to pounce at any moment, bite the throat and swallow the whole person without leaving a trace.

Waiting for Brother Zhongzi to fall from the sky like a hero, his heart was full of joy and anxiety, and his whole heart seemed to be soaked in various flavors for a long time, and he couldn't tell what it tasted like. Brother Ziyi really rushed into the warehouse like a god, untied the rope, and pulled himself out of the door, into the vast and bright world.

At that time, although it was still dangerous, but suddenly settled down, he was my hero, he was mine. Looking at his resolute expression, these thoughts suddenly popped up in his heart, full of sweet joy. It's getting closer and closer to the outside of light and freedom, and it's finally about to leave here, and before I have time to express my joy, suddenly a muffled sound of something into the flesh sounded in my ears, and it seemed that a monster with teeth and claws opened its mouth and devoured everything around it. The man, who had been standing in front of him as safe and calm as a mountain, suddenly fell backwards, subconsciously borrowing his hands forward to borrow his body that was about to fall to the ground, but he couldn't bear the weight of the fall, and he fell to the ground with it.

The man who had been like a god a minute ago lay silently in his arms, his expression as serene as a sleeping baby, but he could no longer breathe. The blood under his hands was still warm, and it kept flowing like that, as if it was going to drain all the blood from his whole body and stain the whole land with blood!

There was also the sound of fighting outside, but it all seemed to be so far away from him, in this place close to the exit, he sat on the ground with his whole body, covered it with his hands, and the blood could not flow anymore!

Looking at the blood on the ground and the gradually cold body in his arms, I only felt that there seemed to be a bullet that had entered the brain, and only the gunshot kept echoing in the world, God must be punishing himself, punishing himself for this bad woman! But why punish Ziyi's brother's life! Hit the heart and didn't even have time to say the last word!

Gu Yuanxiang looked up at the crazy woman in the mirror vacantly, thinking that he had been accustomed to his strong indifference in the past twenty years, and was used to squandering and refusing to give a clear answer, thinking that all this would belong to him forever, and he didn't need to maintain it at all, and he was complacent and enjoyed his own preferential treatment.

These self-righteous pride made it possible to feel that the world instantly collapsed and tore in front of him when he saw Brother Ziyi, who had always had a cold face, smiling at a strange woman on that sunny afternoon.

Such a scene is too dazzling, too dazzling to stay for a second, just want to escape, escape to a safe place, instinctively run away desperately, completely ignoring the shouts from behind.

Gu Yuanxiang recalled that in his short life of twenty years, he seemed to have been willful, relying on the maintenance of his elders' favored brothers to write willfulness into his bones. If it weren't for the fact that he was so willful, he wouldn't have thrown away the bodyguards given by his brother Ziyi when he knew that it was not peaceful recently, and he didn't return late at night to hide in the dilapidated alleys, not wanting to see people, not wanting to hear people's voices, and just wanting to wrap himself tightly alone, leaving no gaps.

These willful accumulations will always have to pay a price, but why is Brother Ziyi sacrificing his life! He is still so young, with that wonderful future and family responsibilities. Everything is self-inflicted, but why is Ziyi's brother to bear the result, it is obviously himself who should die!

Gu Yuanxiang's right hand unconsciously clenched the mutton fat white jade hairpin that Kan Zi had carved for her at the age of eighteen, and the subtle tingling sensation made her come out of the endless memories.

Gu Yuanxiang looked down at this hairpin, which was disliked for carving badly, and the corners of his lips were lightly raised.

The intense wanton recklessness that I have lived in this life is like a fire that burns myself and burns others. Willfulness probably can't be changed in this life, just like now the willfulness only thinks about Brother Ziyi completely ignoring the family, how anxious it should be to not find himself these days, it turns out that I am really a downright and selfish bad girl! Gu Yuanxiang grinned at the girl in the mirror, and the woman in the mirror also replied with a pale and weird smile, Brother Ziyi, you said that you would always accompany me, but you lied to me!

But it doesn't matter, I still remember this promise, if you forget, then I will go to you to accompany you, I hope you don't meet me in the next life, I hope that if we meet again in the next life, I won't lose you again.

With a snap, the white jade mutton fat hairpin shattered into two pieces on the ground, and Gu Yuanxiang only felt a chill rush to his head and lost consciousness with a smile.

Gu Yuanxiang felt as if he had a long, long nightmare, and his eyes were so heavy that he couldn't open them.

I only feel that there are countless flies buzzing in my ears, disturbing people's hearts.

After being bitten by an unknown insect, he opened his eyes angrily and was ready to drive away the annoying mosquitoes, but he vaguely saw the young version of the grandfather and father in front of him, and the mini version of the brothers were staring at him with their heads stretched out.

"My sister has opened her eyes." Little Radish Head No. 1 exclaimed in surprise.

"My sister's eyes are so big and beautiful." Little Radish Head No. 2 turned his head to the elders, his face full of excitement.

"Ahhh Little Radish Head No. 3 went directly to feel his sister's soft and soft skin.

"Bastard, your hands are so heavy, you poke your sister's face red, you are not allowed to poke your sister again." The young man knocked off the little hand that poked his sister's addiction, and with a fierce look on his face, he turned his head and looked at the little guy in front of him with a loving face.

Gu Yuanxiang looked at the black head in front of him, and the corners of his mouth twitched unconsciously, what is wrong with him, where is it! I instantly opened my throat and cried.