Not only that, but afterwards, Uncle Wenren would take me out whenever he had the chance.

It's not a resort or a cruise.

There is also a trip to the Grand Theatre to see a theatrical performance.

It's all very interesting things.

However, I felt very strange in my heart, and I always felt that Uncle Wenren had some purpose.

I didn't ask, I really wanted to ask, but the Master said that a gentleman should hide and not reveal it, and I can't always show my doubts.

Luckily, I couldn't ask, but, someone asked for me.

Uncle Mo asked Uncle Wenren suspiciously, "I said, you have been very strange lately, why did you give all these family resources to the palace...... Well, I mean Rui'er ran again? ”

I heard Uncle Mo ask, and looked up.

Because, I would like to know too.

Uncle Wenren looked at me, touched my head, and said to Uncle Mo, "I'm protecting myself, haven't you seen this little guy's eyes?" It's a combination of his father and mother, I'm afraid that if I don't tell him now, after he succeeds to the throne, he will destroy me directly! I don't know that most of my property is his mother's shares! ”

"Clever, sure enough, no business, no treachery!"

Uncle Mo should be praising Uncle Wenren.

I bowed my head.

It turns out that my uncle knows what I think.

Since that's the case, I won't pretend, and say to Uncle Wenren, "Uncle Wenren, my mother is involved in these?" ”

"Yes, little one, you finally stopped pretending to be gloomy? Don't worry, all of Uncle Wenren's things are in your mother's hands, so my things will be in the treasury in the future, you know? ”

Of course, I still have some doubts, because I have my own ideas.

However, I think that there must be a reason for the queen mother to do this, so I nodded, and in the future, I will not touch my uncle.

"My mother, she seems to be a very powerful person."

Uncle Wenren smiled, "Yes......"

Well, a powerful woman is really scary, and I decided that in the future, I must not find such a powerful woman.

……

Recently, I have been thinking a lot, the father of the country has been in order, and my mother is also peaceful and stable every day, so what should I do?

I asked my sister this question, but my sister, a single-celled creature, apparently didn't understand my troubles.

However, seeing my sister's happy appearance, I won't talk about her.

We used to sit on top of the "tortoise" and let the tortoise carry us around the palace.

I was holding my sister in front of me, and my sister was holding "Squeak" in front of me.

This is my favorite day...... However, I heard that Squeak didn't live long.

He's old.

Also, because he has been injured before, there is no way to live long.

I know all these things, but my sister doesn't know, and my sister also likes to squeak, and I can't bear to tell her.

Sure enough, in less than a year, Squeak passed away.

As usual, we went to find Squeak to play, but my sister couldn't wake Squeak, and when I found the palace, I found out that Squeak was dead.

My sister is very sad, she cries very sadly, and I want to cry too, but I am afraid that if I cry, my sister will be even sadder.

I heard that Squeak saved his father and mother, so he is the mascot in the palace.

He died, and the queen mother was also very sad, and I could see it in the face of the queen mother.

This is the first time I have realized the meaning of "death", which is that we can no longer play together.

I don't want anyone to die again, my father, my mother, my sister, or even anyone around me, but, I know, it's impossible.

But I really don't want to face it.

"The queen mother, squeak away...... I won't see a squeak again, then, my father, ......"

I didn't say everything, but the queen mother could understand me, "Cheng'er, do you know why we do everything in front of you?" ”

I seem to know, but I don't, so I don't know whether to nod or shake my head.

"Cheng'er, your father and queen mother can't be with you all the time."

"Why?" I was anxious, "Can't the queen mother?" ”

I prefer the queen mother to my father.

Or maybe it's because when did I know that I can't rely on my father, because my father will come and leave me, but what about the queen mother?

Why did the queen mother say the same?

The queen mother smiled very softly, she said to me, "Cheng'er, in fact, the queen mother does not belong to this time and space, but it belongs to your father, it didn't matter before, since the reason I stayed was because of him, then, it is really not interesting to go for so many more years of life." ”

"Why isn't it interesting? Mother, don't you still have a child? If you don't want to take your child, then, what about your sister? ”

I don't know why the queen mother is so cruel, since she gave birth to us, how can she ignore us.

"Cheng'er."

I didn't want to hear the queen mother's words for the first time, so I pushed her away, "Queen mother, you are so selfish. ”

I knew what it meant to die, and I knew what they had been doing in front of me all along, and what they were doing for it.

I know!

They think that I can accept everything calmly, including the country left by my father, and all the responsibilities, and they don't let me be sad or willful.

They are so selfish!

It turned out that from the very beginning, they were nurturing me like this.

After I knew that, I was like I was going to rebel.

I didn't want to study, I didn't want to learn to be a responsible person, I wanted my mother to be by my side, I wanted my father to be by my side, I wanted my father to accompany me to ride a horse and shoot arrows, and I wanted to eat and sleep with my mother......

I want to be like my sister!

I don't want to, I do everything alone.

After this thought, I did it, and I also thought that my father and mother would be very angry and would blame me.

But, again, I was wrong.

I never knew what my father and mother were thinking.

The queen mother said to me, "It's okay, if you don't want to take over, then don't do it, just live the way you want to live!" This country, your father can give it to someone you can trust. ”

"Queen Mother...... "I feel as if I have done something wrong again.

However, I also know that the queen mother is not telling jokes, and that's what she meant.

If I don't want the country, they can give it to someone else.

It was a strange idea, but it came out of the mouth of the Queen Mother, and I knew that they could do it.

I have read from many ancient books that the country, of course, is inherited by one's own children and grandchildren, and it has never been like the father and the queen mother.

I really don't understand.

However, because I want to be angry with my mother, I feel like she said, to find the life I want.

But......

I can't find it.

I asked Uncle Ling, "Uncle Ling, what kind of life do you want?" ”

Uncle Ling handed over Ling Xuanye, and I heard that he was also a very powerful figure before.

"Little guy, why did you suddenly use such an esoteric question, this is because I am afraid that others will not know that you are the child of those two monsters!"

I got angry, "Uncle Ling, I'm asking you very seriously. ”

"Oh...... Okay, then I'm serious. Uncle Ling stiffened his face to show his seriousness, "Do whatever you want." ”

"Whatever you want?"

"Well, whatever you want!" Uncle Ling patted me on the head, "What I said casually is not to make you careless, but to make you stumble." ”