The messy bedroom, the dim lighting, the heavy breathing, the delicate and soft hands under the hands, the snow-white skin with pearl powder, the thin sweat is a little dazzling under the reflection of the light. His throat was so dry and thirsty, and the impatient friction of the people below him was like the most sincere and seductive invitation, and the arms around his neck were tightly wrapped like vines. A hand touched the round and soft, and the person under him made a thin sound like a cat, tickling his heart, and the fire in his heart was scratched, and he couldn't press it anymore, and his hands were getting harder and harder. In his eyes, he could only see the beautiful scenery in front of him, and in his ears, he could only hear urges with a thick nasal voice and crying. All this is such a beautiful fit, the fire in the heart seems to have found the direction of venting, the voice of the person under him is getting more and more urgent, and he needs to be more intimate and go in, here is so warm and so tight, and the intruder is still desperately restricting! The man below him resembled a drowning fish, his hands and feet tightly entwined, his head tilted back, and his body tense like a bow with a full string. The long waterfall-like hair was spread out, like a filament tightly wrapped around the heart, unable to walk away or run away. Who's this? Is it an elf? Goblin? Trying to depict the appearance of the person under him, but he couldn't see anything clearly in a thick fog, but the breath was so familiar, this scene seemed familiar, where had you seen it before? The voice under him is getting more and more sultry, the brain can't continue to function, and can only go in by instinct, the people under him seem to be unable to stand it, and the tension of the body seems to be able to be cut off at any time.

"Brother Ziyi, Brother Ziyi, lightly, Xiangxiang can't stand it!; One; Root; Read, the novel yb+du! ”

"Ahh Kan Zi also sat up sweating profusely, Xiangxiang, how can it be Xiangxiang again!

“****！” Kan Zi also jumped out of bed and took clean pajama pants to the bathroom to clean up.

After cleaning up, Kan Zi also lay on the bed, the moon was very bright tonight, and the house could be seen clearly without turning on the lights. Kan Zi also felt that there was still a residual smell in this room, all of which made him uneasy, he opened the window in distraught, and the cool breeze of the night blew away a lot of irritability in his heart.

This dream is not the first time, every time it appears at the end, it is Xiangxiang's face, although she is obviously not what she is now, but Kan Zi also knows that person is Gu Yuanxiang.

Kan Zi also looked at the moon, the scene in the dream was so real, her voice, her long hair, her bewitching figure, everything was so compatible, but she was a sister, she was still a child!

He threw the pillow off the bed irritably, this dream is like Pandora's box, it looks so beautiful, heartwarming, if you can't withstand its temptation, open the magic box and finally release a monster, bringing disaster.

Kan Ziyi's heart was hot and irritable, and he comforted himself by saying that he was actually overreacting and making a fuss. This is what every boy will encounter when he grows up to a certain stage, this is a sign of growth, it is a normal physiological phenomenon, with a scientific attitude, everyone has to dream at night, but the content of the dream is different. Every night, you will go through a non-REM period, a light sleep period, and a deep sleep period, and after about 1 hour or so, you will enter the REM period, and this time the dream will occur. There are about 4-5 sleep cycles every night, and the time of REM is also extended with the change of cycles, if you wake up in REM period, you will be awake to remember the scene in the dream, if you wake up in other stages, you may not remember what to dream, we dream every night, some people remember and some people don't remember because the stage of waking up is different. Every time I wake up during the REM period, I can clearly remember the scene in the dream and those details, which is a normal physiological response. Kan Zi also kept convincing himself that this was just a normal event, but he couldn't help but think about how it could be Xiangxiang, it was her every time, only her, she was obviously still a child! How can you be so dirty, like a pedophile pervert! Every time I woke up from a dream, thinking of her crying begging for mercy in the dream, Kan Zi felt that the fire in my heart seemed to start rushing in one direction again.

During this time, he fell into a deep entanglement, he couldn't accept that he had become a pedophile, and he was really satisfied in his dreams, and sometimes he couldn't help but think that it would be good if it was true. Every time he thought about it, he hated himself even more, he felt that he was about to be torn in two, and he didn't even know which was the real self.

Kan Zi also began to be uneasy from the first time he realized this dream, and he consulted a large number of books explaining the dream because of the uneasiness of unknown changes. Book Freud's theory is "pansexuality", he believes that dreams are used to protect sleep, when we are asleep, self-vigilance will be relaxed, those suppressed subconscious thoughts that are not accepted by social morality are deeply suppressed during the day, and at night when sleeping through the form of dreams, this kind of unconscious desire into dreams of the imagination process is the work of dreams. The things that appear in dreams are often disguised and presented in a different image, which is often an image that can be recognized by people in daily life. Seeking and revealing the mysteries of sex is something that teenagers yearn for, so everything around them will have a different impact on them, and when they are awake, they will be suppressed in the bottom of their hearts without expression, but when they are asleep, the brain control temporarily disappears, and the sexual instinct and ** will react in the dream, and the person who appears in the dream may be a person who has always been in love or an irrelevant person or even a stranger, which is a normal situation under the combined effect of psychology and physiology. Kan Zi also compared his own situation and found that it didn't seem to match him, his dream didn't come out of any disguise, it was straightforward and scary, and there was no one else who was only one person from beginning to end, could it be that he had a deep love for Xiangxiang? This idea frightened Kan Ziyi's hairs all over her body.

Foreigners' works are not quite in line with the national conditions, Kan Zi also decided that he should still look at Zhou Gong's interpretation of dreams, Zhou Gong's interpretation of dreams is full of awkward ancient texts, like a dictionary of dreams, there are entries and then to explain, different scenes and different things represent different meanings, Zhou Gong's interpretation of dreams can also be divided into different types according to different forms. Many of the explanations from thousands of years ago are not quite suitable for the current situation, perhaps because my understanding is too shallow, and I didn't get the explanation I wanted from this ancient book anyway. Kan Zi also looked at all the book theories he could find, from medical books to everyone's treatises to ancient books, and finally could only barely draw the conclusion from these works that he had a bad idea of Xiangxiang!

Kan Zi was also frightened, and he carefully recalled the first time this happened, whether he had received any irritation or abnormal events that day. That day was about two months ago, after Gu's father and Gu's mother came back, their family moved away from the old house, our contact was obviously much less than before, and we gradually got used to the situation of less contact, she returned to the old house that day, and we didn't see each other for two weeks. When he saw her, she smiled so brightly and ran into her arms, dazzled by her smile, and when he hugged Xiangxiang in his arms, his heartbeat suddenly went wrong. I had my first dream that night.

Kan Zi also thought that they would not see each other for a long time during the summer vacation, but since Xiangxiang moved out of the compound, he felt that Xiangxiang was getting farther and farther away from him, and when he came up with these thoughts, he comforted himself, these are nothing, things in the world are like this, no matter how good the friends are, they can't be together forever. But even if Xiangxiang moves away, she won't be able to see people for a long time, Grandma Gu misses her very much, and she often goes back to the old house, basically once a day or two. I haven't seen each other for two weeks, and I haven't seen each other for a long time when I usually go to school, but I didn't feel anything abnormal in these two weeks, I missed it a lot, I just felt that I couldn't do anything, and my heart was empty. When Xiangxiang rushed over and hugged her in her arms, her heart was suddenly full, and her heartbeat didn't even beat out of tune a few times.

Since that night, I have done this dream more than once, and the fragrance in the dream is pure and charming, not the childish fragrance of the current face. But so what, even if it's not the way it is now, you can still tell it, it's still fragrant! Xiangxiang trusts and attaches to herself so much, but she thinks of her like this in her dreams, and even when she picked up Xiangxiang during the day today, she actually crossed her mind in her dreams and wrapped herself like a vine like this! Seeing Xiangxiang's innocent and clear eyes, Kan Zi suddenly felt that he was very shameful and dirty!

The moonlight shone coldly on his body, and Kan Zi also hugged himself in pain, as if this would alleviate the pain of tearing, once Pandora's box was opened, he would be greeted by destruction! Kan Zi also felt that he couldn't go on like this, he couldn't deceive himself like this, since he couldn't stop his thoughts from flying wildly, he would still meet Xiangxiang less in the future.

This semester, I will graduate from junior high school in a few months and take the high school entrance examination. Although the high school entrance examination is not difficult, you still have to prepare carefully, and since I was a child, my grandfather said that you can't ignore any problem, even if you think it's not worth mentioning. Since you have to study hard and work hard in your studies, you will be busy, and you can't be by her side as long as Xiangxiang needs to be like before. Well, learning is the most important, there is not so much time to play with Xiangxiang, she should be able to understand, it doesn't matter if she doesn't understand, it can only be like this at present.

My pride can't accept such a dirty and perverted self, there is no way to give up without making any effort, the more Xiangxiang trusts, the more simple and more she shows her ugliness, she can't go on like this, she can't blaspheme her beauty like this! Let's get all this over quickly, and if you've already opened the box, try to close it as much as you can. Kan Zi also closed the window and stared at the ceiling, meditating in his heart.