In the third year of junior high school, my parents died in a car accident, my personality became more and more withdrawn, and my temper became more and more explosive

After I was expelled, I stayed in the empty house where my parents stayed at home, smoking, drinking, and surfing the Internet every day, and soon I spent all the thousands of dollars left by my parents in the closet.

Originally, I was going to enter the bureau, but then I gave a lot of money to the parents of the classmate I stabbed, so the money was much less, and the remaining thousands of dollars still kept me alive for a few months.

I was hungry for two days, I couldn't stand it anymore, and said to a few brothers in junior high school on QQ: Lend me fifty yuan, I've been hungry for many days.

The result was unexpected, no one replied to me, and I immediately changed my signature: Brother is not reliable at all these days, mom, money is the most important thing.

Within a few minutes of changing my signature, a solid friend in the society was named Li Haodong, and I called him Brother Dong, who had been introduced to me by a friend before, and replied to me: "What's wrong brother, I have something to tell my brother."

I was a little moved, but I didn't feel very familiar with him, and then replied: "Brother Dong, it's nothing, I just haven't eaten for a few days, and I want to borrow some money from my brothers in junior high school, but no one replied to me, so I was chilled, so I changed my signature."

Brother Dong seemed to be anxious at that time: Damn, these brothers of you/a/book/read/novel ybdu are all playing, so unrighteous, it's okay Brother has money, you can swipe your bank card for thousands of dollars, where are you now, come out, brother will take you to dinner."

I refused, "Thank you, brother, but don't need it." ”

Brother Dong scolded: Don't you don't treat me as a brother anymore, you don't have money to eat, what are you doing, you want to starve to death.

I said, "It's not my brother, I'm ......."

I was replying, the phone rang, it was Brother Dong's, I picked it up, I didn't speak, Brother Dong said directly: "Come to the door of the Regal Hotel, I have to see you within ten minutes, otherwise I will bear the consequences." ”

I was about to speak, but the phone was hung up.

I cleaned up briefly, looked at myself in the mirror, the dark circles under my eyes were serious, my hair was already oily, my body was sloppy and sloppy, and I was almost skinny.

I couldn't wash my head with cold water, so I washed my face and put on my clothes and went out, and I didn't have any money in my pocket, so I rode my bicycle to the Regal Hotel.

When I was about to arrive, I saw Dong Ge with a moxican hairstyle on his head, sunglasses and a cigarette in his mouth, leaning against a Volkswagen Magotan car, wearing a small shirt, and a gold necklace around his neck.

I stopped and pushed my bike towards him.

Brother Dong's expression was a little weird when he saw me: "Why the are you like this, you are usually a very energetic guy, how can you look like a drug addict now." ”

I paused for a moment and said, "Brother, can you give me a cigarette first, I've been holding it for a few days." ”

Brother Dong was also happy, took out half a box of Yellow Crane Tower from his pocket and threw it at me.

I caught it with my hand, pulled one out, and took several puffs.

Then I handed half a box of Yellow Crane Tower to Brother Dong, who waved his hand at me: "No, you take it, I'm not short of cigarettes."

I had to be cheeky and put the cigarette case in my trouser pocket. ”

Brother Dong looked at me, took the lead and walked to the Regal Hotel.

I didn't move, Brother Dong looked back at me: "What are you stunned about, come in, something delicious to see what you look like now." ”

I was embarrassed: "Brother Dong, just take me to the roadside to eat a bowl of noodles, you don't have to go to such a luxurious restaurant."

Brother Dong rushed to me and slapped me on the head: Look at your little bit of appearance, don't you look in the mirror and see yourself slimming like this? ”

Speechless, I had to follow him behind his ass into the big hotel.

After entering, Brother Dong looked at the menu and ordered a lot of dishes, which were very high-end in my eyes at this time.

It's all meat anyway......

I didn't say a word.

After dozens of minutes, the dishes are all ready.

As if I had never seen these dishes, I ate them directly, but Dong Ge didn't even move his chopsticks.

Keep looking at me.

Halfway through eating, Brother Dong looked at me: "You can't do this every day, why don't you go with me to mix in society." ”

was naïve at the time, raised his head and looked at Brother Dong: "Have you eaten and drunk?" ”

Brother Dong put his face closer: "That's all you have to say?" ”

I didn't speak.

Brother Dong continued to speak: "There must be food and drink, you just say that you don't follow me, when I first met your kid, I felt that you could become a big thing, but I didn't let you follow me when you were in school at that time, and now you are in this situation, instead of starving to death at home, it is better to go with me to work hard in society." ”

After all, Brother Dong invited me to dinner now, and I had nothing to worry about, so in order to repay the favor, I agreed.

Dong Ge is very happy.

That year, I was seventeen years old.

After settling the bill, where the bicycle was thrown, Dong Ge drove me to a community: "I will live here now, and you will live with me in the future." ”

I said, "What about my house?" ”

Brother Dong said: "Sell it, I'll help you, don't worry about the money, I won't move a penny, I'll save it for you." ”

I hesitated for a long time and said, "That's my home." ”

Brother Dong said again: "If you mix in society in the future, you won't have any bullshit home, what's the use of keeping your house, waiting for others to smash it for you in the future?" It's better to sell it, I will never move any money, and I will cheat. ””

I looked up: "I don't have a home?" So what else can I have. ”

Dong Ge pointed to himself: "You have a brother, you have a brother." ”

I muttered in a low voice, "What's the use, brother." ”

Brother Dong heard it and scolded: "You think it's your junior high school waste brothers, do you see them helping you if something happens?" ”

"Fight the gang," I said.

Brother Dong smiled: "Fight Gang, what about money, you have to know that money is the most important thing, and feelings are accumulated with money." ”

"What about you and me." I continued.

Brother Dong picked up a cigarette: "Let's be honest, every time I accept a little brother, my eldest brother will give me a reward, and that reward, of course, is money, otherwise do you think I will help you." ”

I looked up suddenly: "I know." ”

Brother Dong smiled: "What can you know, I said that feelings are accumulated with money, since the money is enough, you are naturally my brother, don't worry, I will cover you if there is anything in the future, you are my brother." ”

The house where Dong Ge lives, as soon as you enter the door, you will see five rooms, which are more than 200 square meters.

It was smoky inside, and five or six shirtless men were smoking cigarettes and sitting on the living room floor playing cards.

The floor was full of beer bottles.

The shouting and scolding continued, and everyone had tattoos on their bodies, in various formats.

As soon as I stepped inside, I saw that it felt out of place for them.

When I went in, they all looked at me.

Then one of them smiled and said, "Mom, Adong, this is the little brother you said you wanted to receive?" Are you going to crutch such a child? ”

Dong Ge scolded: "Get out, you know Mao, this is my younger brother, Ah Mei, look at my newly adopted little brother." ”

At this moment, a woman came out of the crowd, with shawl hair, black stockings, and a cigarette in her hand.

Twisting his ass and walking in front of me.

Several other men also got up from the floor and walked up to me to look me up and down.

This kind of gaze makes me very uncomfortable.

The woman named Ah Mei said: "Husband, why is this child like this, is he taking drugs?" ”

"Older kids also take drugs? Is the hair full? A bald head said.

I shook my head: "It's not drugs, it's a few days...... Didn't eat, couldn't sleep at night. ”

I unconsciously stuttered a little and felt a little incoherent.

Several men laughed at the same time.

"Come in," Dong Ge said.

I walked in.

Brother Dong pointed to the innermost room and said, "Where will you live in the future, I'll buy you toiletries or something later." ”

I nodded: "Thank you, Brother Dong." ”

Haha, they laughed at the same time: "This kid is quite polite. ”

Ah Mei walked up to me and looked at me: "Little brother, is it good to come out and mix in society at such a young age?" Didn't your parents discipline you? ”

Hearing this, I gave her a cold look.

"Look at what? Don't you want to say that? "Ah Mei's smile is really cheap in my eyes.

"Sister." Brother Dong spoke, saying a few words.

Ah Mei has to inch in: "Originally, children who are not disciplined by their parents are not good, hey, these days, children who have not yet grown up will come out to mix in society, and they don't know how to die in the future." ”

At this moment, I picked up a beer bottle from the ground and stared at Ah Mei: "Don't talk about my parents." ”