readx; My name is Zhang Jun, and I am a man of the year at West Point. Pen ~ fun ~ Pavilion www.biquge.info of course, this man of the year was given to me by others, I always thought that I was very ordinary, at most a little more diligent than others, a little harder, a little lucky, just because of these points, I became a rare material in the eyes of the teacher, and the students were envious and jealous of the perverted wizard. They only know to be amazed, and how do they know that I have shed more blood and sweat than they combined?

Actually, I'm just a little more savvy than them, and Nudo is a little bit more than them.

When they were spoiled in the arms of my parents, I had already carried my own life on my own; When they were crying out, I gritted my teeth in silence; While they were chatting with their sisters, I was doing devilish training alone......

Since everyone insists that these are lucky, then right?

I thought I would be lucky until one day I was called to the principal's office.

There were several figures in military uniforms with red poles sitting in the principal's room, all with solemn expressions, and the principal was reluctant to cut his love, and I knew in my heart that my days as Zhang Jun had come to an end on this day.

I have a few brothers and sisters who I know very well, but they disappeared from our sight after walking into the principal's office. No one knows where they went. I only know that they are all outstanding and outstanding.

Perhaps, this is the price of excellence, a kind of fate, a kind of pride, and a kind of honor. It's better than obscurity.

I chose to leave on a sunny day. The four big characters of West Point shine in the sun. I packed my bags and walked out of West Point. I've never been an amorous person, and I just want to remember my youth when I look back.

No one knows if I will have the life to come back after leaving this time.

On that day, it was the beginning of the school year, and the school gate was full of new students, parents of new students, old students who picked up new students, classmates looking for classmates, looking for fellow villagers, girls looking at two more handsome guys, and boys chatting by the way, of course, the beautiful ones were soaked.

With a complicated and indescribable feeling, I looked at the students who happily walked into the school gate, and I was envious in my heart.

But who knows, their tomorrow will be my today? From this day on, I knew that my destiny would change completely. With mixed feelings of sorrow and honor, I slowly swept through these proud sons of heaven who walked into West Point.

So, in the vast sea of people, I saw her at a glance.

Her appearance is not the kind of explosion, and I don't really care about it. Just as I was passing by her, I heard her say:

"Shen Zexi, do you have to wait until your parents die before you are willing to forgive him?"

Both parents are dead!

These four words embedded in the bone marrow instantly touched the deepest nerves in my heart, and I couldn't help but turn my head to look at her, and then turned around and walked out of the campus without looking back.

Since I'm a passerby, I won't linger too much.

My first stop was the casino.

I spent my days and nights in the casino, waiting for the person I was looking for to show up.

On this day, I reached out and nudged the bets on the table up a notch. The owner of the bet immediately glared at me with red eyes.

"What are you doing?" He glared at me menacingly.

"It's yours if you win, it's mine if you lose." I say.

He obviously didn't believe anything good could happen, and continued to stare at me with murderous eyes.

"You've lost for three days and three nights, and even if you lose this time, it's nothing." I looked at him lightly.

Xu was the firmness in my eyes that gave him confidence, and he didn't push the bet back.

As a result, as I expected, he won.

"How did you do that?" He followed me like a chicken.

"Guess." I turned around, "Also, don't follow me." ”

"You can give me another try." He said. 、

I held out a palm to him.

Fifty percent commission.

"The highest is 30%." This is the rule of conduct, and he understands it.

I held out a finger and shook it, no!

"Young man, ruthless enough." He stared for a moment with bloodshot eyes, and finally compromised.

***

Having earned my first pot of gold, I took them and wandered around the colorful red light districts, splurging them to my heart's content, and then going to the casinos to make money. As I expected, I quickly became a famous gold finger in the casino, and I never disappointed the wealthy owners who approached me to help them gamble.

That night, as soon as I walked out of the casino, I was attacked by a group of people. I was brought to a middle-aged man, I had seen his profile, and it was exactly the person I was waiting for.

"Chop off his hands for me." The middle-aged man said expressionlessly.

The man next to him walked towards me with a sharp knife.

I looked at the young man with the knife sympathetically, and thought to myself, where is ****?

The knife slashed down, but it was the young man's two fingers. The severed hand is really ugly, so let's cut off two fingers! Don't cut it, people think I'm a bully, cut too much, I'm embarrassed, after all, people have no grievances with me in the past, and there is no enmity in the near future.

The middle-aged man's face turned white instantly, and he didn't dare to move.

"What's it like to be held at gunpoint to your head?" I asked him.

He was still in shock, I don't know if he was scared or surprised why his gun got into my hand, when we were five or six meters apart.

"How you feel now is what I just tasted." I didn't bother to wait for him to react from the shock, so I answered for him directly.

He was worthy of the black / Dao brother, and soon he calmed down and threw the hydrangea to me.

"Young man, let's do it together!"

As usual, I held out a palm - fifty-fifty points.

"Thirty-seven." He obviously didn't expect me to open my mouth.

"It's my rule." I took the gun and threw it to his bodyguard.

Almost all the owners in the casino know my rules, and I believe that he knows me better than I know Zhang Long, who is now named Zhang Long.

I picked up the coat that had been ripped by his bodyguard and walked out.

"Won't you ask what?" He had apparently made up his mind to take me under his command.

"Man dies for wealth, and birds die for food. It's the same when you come out to mix. I said in a casual tone without looking back.

Someone like me, who doesn't care about his life, is clearly what he wants most. He looked at my back and hesitated for a moment, and said two words: "Deal." ”

I paused, and the word "deal" was like a judge's hammer, which sealed the dark life I was about to face.

The middle-aged man, known as Brother K, is the biggest drug lord and arms smuggling boss in Southeast Asia.

***

Two years later, the people on the black and white road only knew Tyrannosaurus rex, not Zhang Long, and since then, Tyrannosaurus has become my name.

Tyrannosaurus rex was a large carnivorous and ferocious dinosaur, making it one of the last and largest carnivorous dinosaurs on Earth.

The Tyrannosaurus rex, which survived to the end in the animal world of the jungle, can imagine what it experienced. If the Tyrannosaurus rex is not ferocious and ruthless, is it the last one to move?

Brother K is very satisfied with me, and the military is even more satisfied with me.

Thankfully, after two dark years, I still haven't changed my mind. I fell into the darkness, but my heart still longed for the bright sunshine - I still had a pure and clean heart.

I asked the organization to return to the team and put an end to this dark life that I hated from the bottom of my heart.

At that time, I didn't know I couldn't go back.

There was no reply for a long time.

I slowly began to feel uneasy.

Finally, I waited for the news.

I was abandoned again.

This is the second time I have been abandoned.

The first time they abandoned me were my parents. My father died in the line of duty, and my grief-stricken mother was thrown down from a tall building in front of me. How old was I? 8 years old! I'm still a child, I just know that my relatives don't want me anymore, and I have to jump down with my mother, so they can't do without me, right?

If it weren't for my relatives pulling me in time, there would have been no Zhang Jun in this world.

Maybe it's because I'm too famous, maybe it's something else, and the organization is distancing itself from me out of reputation. Reputation or something, it's the best way to use it as a rhetoric.

The night I received the news, I sat at the head of my bed all night, and the ashtray at the head of the bed was changed one after another. I feel like I go back to the night when I was 8 years old, and the pain in my heart spreads little by little to my whole body.

I didn't sleep that night, and when I walked out of the house, my temperament changed dramatically. Anyway, my heart has fallen into eternal darkness, and I can no longer see the bright sun.

Once I do this, I can only do it to the end, and I can't do it alone. Washing my feet and going to the field, without the protection of the organization, I am a former black/Taoist boss, and there is only one way to die - even if Brother K doesn't kill me, the other bosses won't let me live.

I had to go down one path and work until it was dark.

I hate it in my heart, I hate being abandoned.

I used all my resources to constantly oppose the military, and even pushed them into a corner again and again. They began to be afraid, since they had completely given up on me, they naturally would not let my cancer exist in this world.

So, they sent an undercover agent to assassinate me, and when they failed, they resorted to beauty tricks.

Anyone who knows the tyrannosaurus knows that the tyrannosaurus life is debauched and erosive, and there are countless women, and there are no women.

Four beauties in a row, I have no mercy.

I lived a life of debauchery and gradually lost my heart.

Until, the fifth beauty appeared.

It's her!

Even though it was someone who came to ask for my life, I felt a ray of sunshine shining in my dark heart that I hadn't seen for a long time. Although it is only a faint ray of light, it can shine into the bottom of my winter heart, driving away the boundless cold and darkness.

The night we first met at a one-night stand bar, she signed her name on my snow-white shirt.

Lu Man.

When I got home, I struggled a few times and finally threw my shirt away.

Nothing is more important than one's own life.

She's an excellent undercover agent, with a near-perfect performance.

Perfect, because she's clumsy. It is this clumsiness that pleases me. Pleasing me doesn't mean she'll save her life.

Every time I wanted to start, the words "both parents died" she said when I first met pierced my heart.

I checked her information, and like me, she was a child abandoned by fate since childhood.

Forget it, let her live a few more days, I'll watch the play on the sidelines, it's too boring to save the days. I admit that her arrival has made my life less lonely.

Who knows, this view is five years. The actors have not yet entered the play, and the people who watch the play have already entered the play.

I don't do it anymore.

It was she who made me gradually regain my lost original intention. I no longer hang out at nights and bars, I don't look at women with heavy makeup, my life is in a regular way, and there is only one center of life - and that is her.

I knew her task, so I cooperated with her to complete it, and one by one I leveled the right-hand men around me, and in the end only she and the sheep remained.

What kind of powder is priceless in the eyes of the black and Taoist, I poured it into the sea without hesitation.

"Wife, I love you! You are the most beloved woman in my life. I cautiously tested her, with a grin on my face, and only I knew how serious I was.

"Aaron, you are also the most beloved man in my life." She squinted at me.

She answered too quickly, and of course I understood that it wasn't what she was talking about.

It's been five years, and I still haven't warmed her cold heart.

Is it because of that man? I know his name, and it's Watson.

How can that hypocritical man who looks like a shore be worthy of her?

But they are childhood sweethearts.

She received the final order - it was my life.

Suddenly, exhaustion crept over me.

It's time for this kind of day to come to an end.

"Manman, after making this order, we will settle in Las Vegas and live incognito." I had already found a way out for myself, as long as she had me in her heart, everything would not be a problem.

"Okay, I promise you."

She promised me, but my heart sank.

"Go to a place where no one knows us." I continued to weave dreams for the future, "and then have a lot of children and form a football team." ”

She looked at me without saying a word.

My nose ached, and I hugged her tightly and said, "Each child has many children, and the grass is full, and we bask in the shade of the trees and watch them run all over the grass." ”

She looked at the grass in the distance, her eyes were confused for a moment, and her eyes were not focused.

That fleeting confusion made me ecstatic, and she - also liked me a little, right?

At the end of the last transaction, I killed the sheep. I cultivated the sheep single-handedly, and after I left, with his ability and strength, he would one day become the second Tyrannosaurus.

Then, it was the last time for me and her.

If there is no more of her in the future, then what is the point of my life?

Seeing so much squalor and the world, I really don't have a lot of nostalgia for this world. Abandoned again and again, I could no longer find a reason to live.

What else is there to be nostalgic for me besides her?

I've been alone since I was a child, alone and cold, and only she can keep warm.

So, I bet again, with my life, on her true heart.

As a result, I lost!

The gunshot rang out in her hand, and I collapsed in a pool of blood. It seems to be expected, and it seems to be unexpected.

I lost badly. After betting so many times, this is the first time I have lost.

Obviously, my heart hurts, but I am not sad. Only boundless loneliness hits.

But I don't complain, I don't regret, I don't hate. Maybe I should have died when the organization issued the first hunt order, and I picked up the happiest days of my life for five years, what do I have to complain about?

But I'm not reconciled!

At the last moment of separation, why could she still be so indifferent and heartbroken?

Could it be that the bits and pieces of love in the past five years, lingering love, have not even rippled on her cold heart?

Looking at the indifference in her eyes, I was still unwilling, knowing that it was extravagant, or with unrealistic hopes, I asked her: "What do you think you ...... Have you ever had me? ”

Knowing that her real name was Lu Man, he couldn't help but ask her, "What is your real name?" "Just for her eyes to stay on me a little longer.

Seeing a black pistol raised coldly behind her, an overwhelming sadness suddenly came over me.

I want to close my eyes and shut myself from the scene.

I'm not sad that she died, after all, at this time, I can't turn my fate around. I was saddened that she would turn around and see the familiar eyes behind her. It made my heart ache to the point of suffocation.

I used the last of my strength to raise my gun...... (To be continued.) )