Chapter 31: Tears of Happiness
I was very happy to receive a birthday gift from a book friend today.
"Nuan Nuan" café, in Jessica's bedroom, from September 30th to the present, Girls' Generation has once again gathered together as nine people, but this is only temporary, and Girls' Generation is not nine people now. After a night of discussion, Taeyeon finally decides to come to Jessica, even if it costs anything.
But when I met Jessica, even though I had a thousand words in my heart, I always had a feeling of "I love you in my heart". It's not like there hasn't been a quarrel between the sisters, Taeyeon once even almost got into a fight with Pani, Pani was isolated for a while, and Taeyeon and Pani's conflict almost hurt Taeyeon. But at that time, girlhood was one, just like husband and wife, there was no overnight feud.
This time the change came too quickly and too suddenly, so that the girls were a little at a loss. However, seeing that the sister from the past was in front of her, thinking that she might lose this sister after today, Yuna finally couldn't help but be the first to speak, "Sikaoni, can you come back to Girls' Generation?" I really missed Ernie after Ernie left. I promise you, I won't play pranks on you again when you come back, and the sofa will be given to you, so come back. ”
Yun'a's words were like a fuse, and the other girls also spoke one after another, Xiaoyuan said: "Sika, in fact, we really don't know about you, the company told us that you were leaving Girls' Generation because you wanted to make your own career, and we didn't expect the company to lie to us at all, so forgive us." ”
Yuri also continued, "Sika, we've been sisters for so many years, you know? In fact, when we heard the director of the company say that you were going to quit Girls' Generation, we were all very sad and angry, thinking that you had betrayed us. So Sika, things are not what you think, isn't our relationship for so many years still worthy of your trust? ”
Jessica didn't have any expression on her face when she listened to Yun'a, Hyo-yeon and Yuri's words, and said coldly after the three of them finished speaking, "You know that I, Jessica, don't have any nostalgia for Girls' Generation and that entertainment industry, and the reason why I've been staying there is because of you, and now I'm kicked out by Girls' Generation, you just don't know?" Is my relationship so cheap? ”
Jessica's coldness surprised all the girls, although Jessica was called a "tyrant" in the past, but they all knew what kind of person she was, such a cold side was something they had never seen, even the angry Jessica would just hide in the room and cry alone, and never be so cruel to them.
"Sika you" Pani looked at Jessica in surprise, but halfway through the words, he took a breath and said calmly, "Sika you know we don't mean that, we just want to tell you that we didn't betray you, you will always be the dearest sister in our hearts, we hope you can come back, we are still the same as before".
Xiuying also continued, "Sika, we have all come through so many years of ups and downs, this time the matter may just be a little more fierce wind and waves, think about our past, at that time the nine of us were one heart, any difficulties can be overcome, and now it is the same, come back, we will definitely be able to overcome this difficulty as before." ”
Jessica chuckled, "Huh, like before?" If the ruler is broken, even if it is reglued together, there will be cracks, are you sure that we can still do the same when I go back now? At least I can't, in my heart I will never forget that you abandoned me, and watching you every day will only make my memory more and more profound."
"Sika, how did you end up like this?" Sunny shouted loudly, "I didn't care if I heard Xiaoxian say that you have changed, but I didn't expect you to become so strange and terrifying!" Even if it's our fault this time, but we've come to apologize, we've put down our posture, we'd better prepare for the worst, but are you just like this to us? ”
Jessica also raised her voice, "Then what do you want me to do to you?" Hearing you apologize and forget the past, hug you and cry, and then say that we will always be good sisters, go back together, and go back to the place where I was humiliated? I tell you I can't! ”
The girls didn't expect things to come to this point anyway, although they also thought that this time might not work, but next time, next time they believed that as long as they were as soft and hard as before, they would definitely make Jessica change her mind. However, seeing Sika like this, they were sad and disheartened.
There's no need to stay any longer, it will only make things worse, Taeyeon slowly stood up and whispered to Jessica, "Sika, it's not too early, we'll go back first, and in the end, no matter what, Sika I'm sorry" Taeyeon actually bowed ninety degrees to Jessica and apologized.
A hint of surprise flashed in Jessica's eyes, and her whole body trembled unconsciously, but she immediately changed to that kind of indifferent look. Seeing Jessica's appearance, the girls became even more sad, and they all stood up and turned to leave. Seo Hyun, who was walking at the end, looked at Jessica, who was still sitting there, and whispered, "Ernie, for you, Taeyeon Oni, they are ready to terminate the contract with the company." ”
Jessica's hand shook as she held the coffee, and some of the coffee spilled out of the cup and slid down the rim of the cup onto Jessica's hand, and Jessica just replied lightly, "That's your own decision, it has nothing to do with me."
Xu Xian's eyes were also full of disappointment and turned to leave, but no one noticed that at the moment when the girls just left, two lines of tears in Jessica's eyes immediately slipped down, but she was smiling, smiling very happily, very happy. The intersection of tears and smiles left behind Jessica's soft words, "Sisters, as long as you are doing well, I will be happy".
Jin Yucheng watched Xiaomei do her homework below, and when she heard a voice behind her, she turned her head and found that it was the girlhood that had just come, but it was different from the beginning, and now their eyes all contained more or less sadness, disappointment and anger. Only Taeyeon at the front looked like an ancient well, and when he saw this, Kim Woo-seung knew what should have happened, so he immediately stood up and said, "Well, are you leaving?" How was the chat with Su-yeon? ”
"Humph! What to talk about, it's just that we are making our own feelings! Yuri's words confirmed Kim Woo-seung's conjecture.
After hesitating for a moment, when the girls were about to leave, Kim Woo-seung suddenly shouted, "That, Kim Tae-yeon, can you wait?" ”……
Kim Woo-seung walked upstairs gently, then came to the door of Jessica's bedroom and quietly stuck his head out to look inside the door, and when he saw the situation inside, his eyes immediately widened. I saw Jessica sitting on the bed, holding a girlhood pillow in her arms, her face was already full of water, and her tears were intertwined, but the strangest thing was that she was smiling.
With his own knowledge of Jessica, Kim Woo-seung can be sure that Jessica is smiling, and it is a happy smile from the heart. Seeing this scene, Jin Yucheng was also puzzled, is this crying with joy? But I clearly remember the last time I gave Jessica a necklace and asked, "People say that girls cry when they are moved, why don't you cry?" ”
Jessica's answer at the time was, "Ah, are you stupid?" Why cry when you're happy? Thinking back to Jessica's words, looking at Jessica's appearance now, Kim Woo-seung was confused, what is going on with Su-yeon now? Is it sad? Or happy? Just as he was thinking like this, he suddenly heard Jessica's somewhat hoarse voice from the room, "Ah, come in if you want to come in, what are you doing standing stupidly outside?" ”
Jin Yucheng smiled stupidly when he heard Jessica's words, then gently pushed open the door and walked in, came to Jessica's side, looked at Jessica's appearance and said, "Xiuyan, what's wrong with you?" Did Girlhood bully you? Or are you sad to see them? It doesn't matter, we don't care about them anyway, and it's not the same girlhood anymore, there's no need to shed tears for a group of unrelated people, our tears are still quite precious, aren't they? ”
Hearing Jin Yucheng's lame comfort, Jessica suddenly laughed, and reached out to pinch Jin Yucheng's body, but when she saw that Jin Yucheng seemed to be in pain, she immediately gently rubbed it again where she pinched herself, "Don't talk nonsense, no one bullied me, I'm happy, crying with joy, you know?" ”
"But didn't you say you were happy," before the words were finished, Kim Woo-seung immediately closed his mouth when he saw Jessica's eyes.
Jessica gave Kim Woo-seung a look that counts as your acquaintance, then took Kim Woo-seung's arm in her arms, leaned her head on Kim Woo-seung's shoulder, and whispered, "You know what? We've known each other for more than 10 years, except for SUNNY when I was founded when I was a girl, everyone else has been around for more than 10 years, and even SUNNY has been around for 9 years."
"After such a long time of getting along day and night, even wood will have feelings. I'm telling you, you know all of your girls' generation, right? But you don't know them in private, and if you do, you'll be surprised. The nine of us are super foodies, don't look outside and say that we eat very little, in order to keep in shape or something, in fact, although there is the idea of keeping in shape in our dictionary, it is definitely not that important. ”
"Being able to know them and live with them for so many years is probably the happiest thing I've ever done in my ridiculous twenty years," said Jessica, who suddenly looked at Kim Woo-seung very seriously and said, "So Woo-seung, I hope you can know that they will always be my dearest sisters, and I will always be a member of Girls' Generation." ”