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"No money? Can't you make money doing this? Didn't you say that Brother Ma gave you a lot of money? ”

"There's really no money ......"

"Look for him to ask for it, he made your belly bigger, let him take you to the abortion!" I took a puff on my cigarette. Biquge.infoi^

"I took the initiative to ask not to use contraceptives, and now that I am pregnant, I can't rely on him, I can only rely on myself." Xiao Xin lowered her head as she spoke.

I sighed: "Don't worry, I still have some money, I'll take you to the abortion." ”

"This time, even if I borrow it from you, I will definitely pay it back in the future, don't worry......"

"Okay, okay, don't mention not to mention that you can't pay it back, you have to do this line of work if you repay the money, it's not good to have a big belly, it's better to stop, I can wonder, shouldn't your family be in good condition? How did you end up in this field? What about your parents? Where have they all gone? ”

"It's a secret I don't want to tell, it's been hidden for years, my God, although I want to talk to someone, I don't know who to talk to." As she spoke, she slowly raised her head and met my gaze, tears flashing with a look of grievance and sadness, "Would you like to listen?" I'll tell you about it now. ”

"I'll listen to what you say, say it." I took a puff of my cigarette and listened carefully to every word that Xiaoxin said.

"Four years ago, my parents divorced, but because of what, I don't know, and has been kept in the dark, and after living for so many years, I have barely seen my dad a few times, only know how to contact him, after my parents divorced, my mother hid in the house and cried for a day and a night, at that time I really felt sorry for her, so I hated my dad in my heart, after the two of them divorced, my mother took me and my grandma and grandpa moved here to live, the year before last, my mother suffered from terminal lung cancer, and our family conditions were not good, So my mother refused to be treated, when I left, in my arms, I felt that everything was not important, my mother said to me before leaving, daughter, after my mother left, your grandma and grandpa will be entrusted to you, take good care of them, after speaking, my mother left with a smile, very peaceful closed her eyes, my brain was blank at that time, I didn't think of things happened so real in front of my eyes, I used to be so dependent on my mother, I have to sleep with her every day, I had to hug her to fall asleep, but after my mother left, I felt that everything about me was gone, I even thought about sleeping with my mother who was cold, but I knew I couldn't do it, my grandfather also fell ill because of my mother's departure, and he didn't live for a few days, my grandmother used all the family's savings to bury my mother and grandfather, she was also older, but she still worked outside to support me and provide for me to go to school, I also thought about finding my father, but I knew I couldn't do it, because it was all caused by him, I hated him, I hate it to the bones, but I don't have the ability to retaliate, just last summer, my grandmother finally exhausted her body, I was just a freshman in high school, I really didn't know what to do, life was helpless, and then there was no way, I went to a nightclub, the first time I went to a mixed place, and then, where to accompany the wine, at that time I just did this business, because I knew that I couldn't sell my body, at that time it was to go to school during the day, where to accompany the wine at night, to catch up with Saturday and Sunday is also very busy, but also to go to the door, But the money is really not less, but grandma is hospitalized for two or three thousand a day, I am really tired, every day I have to let people tip, be touched, beaten, these, I can endure it, just when I was helpless, I met you again, but when I saw you, you were following people to fight, so I kept texting you, who knew that you turned off the phone, and then we got in touch, and I haven't told you these things, and you took this road, I'm worried, and I like you very much, so I thought about begging my dad, but you don't want to, after being with you, although I am already very tired, but I feel that you have helped me share half of it, much more comfortable, and very happy, for you, I dedicated my first time, I feel that it is worth it, because I feel that you are a person worthy of my effort, but what I didn't expect is that even you will do that kind of thing, at that time I was completely desperate, since I have no first time, then why should I care about the second and third time? Hehe, I don't want to talk about the rest...... You know that, too. %&”; ”

After Xiaoxin finished speaking, she wiped the tears that had come out of her eyes with the back of her hand.

I was stunned for a long time, and looked at her with some distress: "You should have told me the matter earlier, because I still have the ability to help you." ”

"Saying to you? Hehe, what is there to say, you have nothing to do with me anymore, why should I ask you, I thought that I wouldn't miss you anymore after the breakup, who knew that every night you would appear in my mind, and when I was pressed under a man, I would also close my eyes and fantasize about him as you, so that I wouldn't be so uncomfortable......"

I covered her mouth and motioned for her to stop talking, and I gasped: "Don't say it, let's go, I'll take you to beat the child." ”

"Don't worry, will you sit with me?"

"What's there to sit on, let's beat your child first, hey, by the way, what about your grandma?"

"Gone, too, not so long ago!" Xiaoxin finally couldn't help it, wow wow burst into tears, then grabbed my arm and pulled me back to the sofa, threw herself directly into my arms, and screamed: "I can't rely on anyone now!" Life is just me, the people I love the most and the people closest to me are gone, why is this happening! Who the hell am I messing with! Why do you want to do this to me! ”

"Everything will be fine, cry, cry out much better." I put my arms around her as I spoke.

She must have had a lot of things in her heart, and she cried so much that my clothes were soaked with tears, and she was still crying in my arms.

At this moment, my phone rang, I took it out and looked at it, picked it up, and said in a low voice, "What's wrong, Brother Hong." ”

"It's okay, just ask if you can't come back, there is still so much wine and so many dishes." Brother Hong said.

"Don't go back, I have something."

"Why is your voice so low, who is crying next to you, it's not who you have made someone's belly bigger, you can't do this in the future."

"Got it, Brother Hong." I said, I didn't explain much.

After hanging up the phone, I still sat quietly and motionless, letting Xiaoxin beat my nose and wipe my tears.

I took a cigarette, craned my neck, looked at the ceiling, why did I listen to her, I felt so sad in my heart, I thought of many, many things, I remember the time I saw Xiaoxin in super shorts in Yexuan, I should have noticed something at that time, hey, it seems that during the time she was with me, she also went out to drink every day, but I didn't know about it.

I feel very sorry for this girl in my arms, she used to be so innocent and lovely, but now she is carrying so much by herself, if it wasn't for her own waves, she should still be the original Xiaoxin now.

Thinking about this, I can't help but want to slap myself in the face.

After taking a few puffs of cigarette and calming my head, I asked, "Who is your father, I want to talk to him." ”

"I don't know, I don't know anything."

"Tell me, I'll talk to him, you can't always be like this in the future, let him raise you." I say.

"No, I have the ability to support myself on my own, I don't need anyone's help, I don't need it." Xiaoxin was still unwilling, and then continued to cry.

Crying and crying, she was quiet, and then fell asleep quietly in my arms, I carefully put her flat on the sofa, and then covered a layer of sheets, I stood up, turned around, and inadvertently walked into Xiaoxin's bedroom, which was very neatly furnished, after I walked in, there was nothing else in it except a wardrobe, a bed, but there was a photo on the top of the wardrobe, I took it down and took a look, it should be a photo of their family, she looked very small at that time, But I can still recognize it, the smile is so sweet, the man and woman next to her should be her parents, I glanced at her father's appearance, it was a normal man, and then I looked at her mother, it was beautiful, and then I put the photo back in its original position.

Out of the room, I sat back to Xiaoxin's side, stayed for a while, she slept peacefully, then her phone rang suddenly, but she was not awakened, I Xiaoxin took it out of her pocket, glanced at the notes, Brother Wei, I picked up.

A rough man's voice came from inside: "Hey, Xiaoxin! You Brother Wei, I miss you, I haven't been looking for you all this time, what are you doing, do you have time to accompany me? ”

"Yes." Then I paused, "You're paralyzed." ”

The other side was obviously stunned for a moment: "Who are you?" How to speak? ”

"I'm your father."

"Who the hell are you! Can't speak! What about Xiaoxin? ”

"Xiaoxin is your mother, don't talk very thinly, Lao Tzu doesn't want to talk to you more, if you dare to contact Xiaoxin in the future, I will discount your legs."

"Load B! If you have the ability, come! Little cubs. ”

"Fuck you scolded the guy next door, get out of the way, don't bother Lao Tzu, listen well, dare to contact her in the future, if I don't let you kneel down and call Dad, Lao Tzu won't be called Datian!" After saying that, I hung up the phone.

Putting the phone aside, I found that Xiaoxin had opened her eyes, and she had been staring at me, motionless.

It scared me: "Why are you awake?" ”

"I woke up when the phone rang." Xiaoxin said in a nasal voice.

"Then why don't you get up?"

"I'll see if you can answer the phone and what you'll say when you answer the phone."

I was helpless: "Do you hear it now?" It's all swearing, what's so good. ”

"No, that's good." Xiao Xin suddenly showed a hint of a smile.

I also laughed: "Hurry up, take you to the hospital, and beat your child." ”