"It's okay, you don't have to worry. How are you these days? Qingxue held back the emotion in her heart and tried to calm down and asked.

"I've walked a lot these days, and I don't have any fixed places to stay, what about you, when you fell off the cliff, it must not have been you who stumbled and fell, it was Dai Yahe?"

Leng Lone Star rarely asks about these things, and this time he talked to her like a casual chat, which made Qingxue a little stunned, before she reacted, looked at him and replied seriously, "You seem to be a little different, I wanted to talk to you before, but unfortunately I was in a hurry, did you have something to do in the tower at the beginning?" ”

Leng Lone Star thought for a while before saying, "It's nothing, it's just that some scenes remind me of something, and I felt a lot less trapped in the fog before." ”

"Remember?" This word makes Qingxue think of the baby sensitively, isn't it?

Leng Lone Star nodded, "All along, I didn't know who I really was, why I was here, I am a person who has no past and no future."

When I first met you, I felt a sense of familiarity, so I decided to follow you out of the village, wanting to see if I could find the past from you. Even if I can't find the past in the end, at least I have to find a way for me to persevere, I'm afraid, I'm about to lose it."

When Qingxue heard this, she couldn't bear to look over, she had been walking for so long, she didn't know anything, but she made this person believe it so much.

Leng Lone Star still didn't have any expression, and even his tone didn't change, as if he was talking about someone else's business, "When I fell into the water on the lotus lake, and when I was sick later." There are indeed some clips, but I can't see them clearly, and some I don't understand them. Until the bits and pieces along the way. There are also some fragments that I saw in the Futu Tower, which finally reminded me of something."

And now? Do you know where your future goes? Qingxue wanted to ask this, but she couldn't ask anything. She wanted to ask why she was telling her this now, but was there any point in asking? No, the answer is no, so why ask?

The room was filled with silence for a while, and Leng Lone Star sat alone for a while. So he got up and walked out. Even he didn't know why he told her about this, he just said it when he wanted to, and that's it.

Qingxue sat alone for a long time. Her mind was full of people she knew, and she thought she knew them well, but now it seemed that she knew only a little about them. Not even fur.

A sense of self-blame and powerlessness pervaded her. She hopes so much that the people she cherishes can be happy, but behind everyone is full of helplessness; The reason why she worked so hard to learn medical skills was just to prevent them from hurting, but the hurt in her heart was something she couldn't do.

What she can bring to them is trouble, it is trouble, why is it the current helpless situation, why everything is counterproductive. Why is she destined to be only an unfortunate person, but she cannot bring happiness?

There was another knock outside the door. rescued Qingxue from this deep helplessness, rubbed the muscles on his face, and it was he who looked like everything was normal, and then said, "Please come in!" ”

Yi Jian's face has a thick exhaustion, he hasn't rested well these days, the dark circles under his eyes have not subsided, and there are other emotions on his face, Qingxue can't see it really, and he can't understand it.

With the sword coming in, there was also Wushuang, and as soon as Wushuang came in, he threw himself on the side of Qingxue's bed, and there seemed to be worry in his eyes. Qingxue gave it a smile "I'm fine, you don't have to worry"

Seeing that Wushuang was really fine, Qingxue also put her mind at ease, watching Wushuang lie down on the side of the bed, Qingxue looked at Yijian again, and Yijian pulled out a smile, "I thought you might want to see Wushuang, it just so happens that Wushuang is safer in the house, so I brought it over"

Qingxue nodded, obviously they were people who had gone through hardships together, but they didn't know what to say at this time. After being silent for a while, Yijian turned around, "You rest, I'll go out first"

Seeing that he was about to walk to the door, Qingxue was anxious, but she still opened her mouth and asked, "Yijian, are you or something?" ”

Déjà vu, when she was on the top of the lonely peak in the night sky, she had called him that too, when she said, 'What is your purpose?' and he said that his purpose was her. This time, he just paused, didn't say anything, and walked out.

Yi Jian didn't know what was awkward in his heart, since the arrival of Lou Hongyue and Leng Lone Star after entering the city, there was a feeling of unease in his heart, the arrival of more and more people proved that Qingxue's safety was more and more guaranteed, but at the same time, it also made her farther away from him.

Everyone, there was a chasm between them, and when so many people gathered in the room just now, he was obviously so close to her, but it seemed very far away. At the end of the world, he finally experienced that feeling.

Just now, I really wanted to see how she was doing, so I said a few words to her alone, waves of people came in and out, and I finally found an opportunity, and I pulled the excuse of Wushuang and went inside, but I didn't know what to say or what to say.

He didn't even dare to stay in the house for long, for fear that Qingxue would say that he was no longer needed and asked him to leave. He almost escaped from that room in such an embarrassment, which he had never experienced before, as if he had experienced a lot of 'unprecedented' since he met Qingxue.

I've always been chic and calm.,I'm calm about everything.,I'm afraid.,And there's a lot of things to be afraid of.。 Fear that I can't protect her, fear that she will get hurt, fear that she will drive away from herself. He couldn't figure out what these mixed feelings were, and he didn't want to sort them out. He believes that as long as he is by her side, he will one day know the reason.

But now that Leng Lone Star is back, there is also the gang leader of the Nine Heavens Longhua, Mu Yan, the young head of the Shen family, and the heir of the medical family, so many people are around her, do you still have your own place? He wasn't sure, and he didn't even dare to ask.

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The last person to visit was Hua Aoba, and it was also the person who made Qingxue's heart calm and peaceful, Hua Qingye didn't say anything, just gave her a pulse, took medicine and went out, only said to let her have a good rest.

Qingxue took the medicine, probably because of the effect of the medicine, and soon fell asleep, but coincidentally, no one came to disturb her, so she slept well. This sleep was even wrong for dinner, Yuxi came over to take a look, and saw that she was still asleep, so he didn't wake her up, but just told Xiao Er to prepare a meal at any time.

Until late at night, there was a burst of piano sound outside, which was distant and quiet, and the smell made people feel quiet and peaceful. Qingxue also slowly woke up, closed her eyes and listened to the sound of the piano, she knew whose hand it was, she had heard it before.

For a while, Qingxue slowly got up, dressed neatly, and as soon as she opened the door, she couldn't help but shudder, and the cloak on her body seemed to be unable to withstand the chill of the night. From a distance, a little snow white slowly fell in the dark night sky, and it turned out to be snowing.

I couldn't help but reach out and catch a snowflake, and the crystal snowflake melted into my hand, leaving only a trace of cold water. I couldn't help but sigh in my heart: what should not be kept is always unkept, and what is held in my hand will also slip away, why bother?

Walking along the corridor in front of the door to the place where the sound of the piano came from, the sound was not far from her, and in the courtyard next to it on the other side, the white fur was already dyed with snowflakes, but he continued to stroke the piano without care.

Qingxue didn't come forward, just stood quietly on the corridor and listened, although she had also taught herself, but it was far less moving than the sound of the piano. It wasn't until the end of the song that Qingxue sighed, and the voice of Huaqingye also came at the same time, and it was some doting "Girl, don't go to sleep so late, what are you doing here" When she turned around and saw Qingxue, the remaining half of the sentence was swallowed back.

"Brother Huashi's piano sound is too moving, Qingxue can't help but come over, disturbed" Qingxue looked at Hua Qingye with a smile, she knew that he must have thought it was Hua Dongling just now.

Hua Qingye frowned and said, "Your injuries have not healed, why can't you rest?" It's really inappropriate to come out on this cold night in the depths of winter."

Qingxue shook her head and said, "I'm not so expensive, don't I know my own body?" ”

Hua Qingye thought about it too, so he nodded, "Okay, now that Qin has heard it, I heard that you didn't have dinner, you go back first, and I'll let Xiao Er prepare some food for you."

Qingxue shook her head, "I still want to see this snow again, after leaving Ice Lotus Peak, I haven't seen such a beautiful snow scene for a long time"

"It often snows in Tianshu City, so let's see it later, go back to the room to rest now, don't let my medicine go to waste, okay?" Hua Qingye saw that Qingxue refused to go back, so he had to persuade in another way.

Qingxue saw that Aoba was really insisting, so she had no choice but to nod and turn around and walk towards her room. After a while, there was a knock on the door outside, and Hua Qingye was holding a tray in his hand, a bowl of gruel, two plates of side dishes, very simple style, but very delicious, just like in Plum Blossom Village before.

"You haven't eaten for so long, so I asked Xiao Er to prepare some gruel, you know, I won't talk nonsense, hurry up and eat it while it's hot" Hua Qingye set these dishes and chopsticks in front of Qingxue, and sat aside and stopped talking, this is the rule of the Hua family, food is silent, Qingxue doesn't care, there is indeed some hunger in the stomach, and he eats by himself.

Qingxue eats very slowly, anyway, after sleeping for so long, she is not tired, late at night and during the day. Hua Qingye also watched her eat patiently, and didn't speak, just sat quietly and watched. Every time Qingxue's movement was a little bigger, he would pull the wound, and he couldn't help frowning, and then he looked as usual and continued to eat.

Hua Qingye couldn't help but sigh in her heart: This woman, her ability to endure pain is really very unattainable!

In Qingxue's impression, Hua Qingye has always been a quiet person, quietly studying medicine, quietly practicing martial arts, quietly cooking, and quietly playing the piano, no matter when he is so quiet and peaceful, when he is with him, Qingxue can not deliberately look for topics, just sit quietly like this.

After Qingxue finished eating, Hua Qingye packed up the dishes and chopsticks and went out, without staying long or saying anything. Qingxue didn't care, walked to the bedside and opened the window, hugged the quilt and looked at the snowy night outside, and didn't move for a long time. (To be continued......)