Chapter 177: All or Nothing
When Xiao Zheng returned to cross the courtyard, he looked at the empty room and felt a desolation in his heart. Fang Shaxiang was frightened, crying and crying and already asleep, her palm-sized face was very pale, which made Xiao Zheng's heart throb and hurt.
"Am I really doing something wrong? Just because he was born in the belly of a lowly aunt, he will suffer and suffer for the rest of his life, and he will never be able to turn over again! Xiao Zheng's nails were fiercely embedded in his palm, and he gritted his teeth and said.
From childhood to adulthood, although his mother-in-law treated herself and her sister-in-law seemed to be no different, Xiao Zheng's heart knew deeply that her mother-in-law looked at her eyes with hooks, and she hated to abandon herself in a dark corner to get damp and moldy until she died, just like those concubines who died quietly in the backyard of the Zheng family.
But how can you be willing, how can you be willing, she is her father's daughter, Zheng Yunzhi can live a nourishing life under the care of her father, and she has to rely on Zheng Yunzhi to survive in Zheng's mansion, and even only by relying on her can she climb into a similar family business.
Xiao Zheng sat on the edge of the bed in a daze, looking at his daughter who was so frightened in her sleep that she couldn't help but snort twice, Xiao Zheng only felt that his heart hurt like a knife. Saka is so beautiful and so cute, how can she be willing to let her suffer what she has suffered, the time when she is not treated in her mother's house and suffers in her mother-in-law's house is really fed up.
"Even if it's for Saka, I can't just go back to my hometown, where will I still have my way to live when the time comes!" Xiao Zheng's tears fell down, now Mama Huang has turned her back on herself, if she returns to her hometown like this, not only herself, but even Shaxiang will definitely be tightly pinched in the palm of her hand by her mother-in-law and will not let go.
Moreover, this is still when the grandmother doesn't know that she is going to poison her sister-in-law, once she knows, she will be dead!
Thinking of the suffering he had suffered since he was a child, and thinking of the days he would have to face in the future, Xiao Zheng couldn't help but tremble. "No, no, you can't go back, no matter what. Even if the dead-faced Lai is in the capital, he must not go back! ”
"Calm down, you must calm down!" Xiao Zheng pinched his arm fiercely, and held back the tears that were about to burst out of his eyes, only three days. No matter what, you can't panic, as long as you mess up, there will be no future.
But the fear overflowing in her heart was not Xiao Zheng's saying that if she didn't mess up, she pinched herself several times, but she still couldn't suppress the trembling of her body, so she simply asked someone to take a jar of wine back, and after patting the mud seal, she poured the wine into her mouth fiercely.
The spicy sensation rushed to the throat and instantly spread into heat. When Xiao Zheng's throat was hot and painful, the effect of alcohol also gave her a moment of peace.
"Wine, what a good thing!" Xiao Zheng's heart was very flustered, after a sip of wine, her body was not so trembling, and after three or five sips of wine, her body began to heat up, and her thoughts began to slow down. She gently patted the small wine jar, smiled wryly and sighed, but her heart moved suddenly.
Wine is this thing. can make people confused, even if Zhao Erye doesn't have himself in his heart, as long as he drinks and adds some ingredients to the sobering tea. I'm not afraid that he won't do something to himself. If Second Master Zhao took him, the Zheng family would definitely be so angry that he would die, and even if he was uncomfortable at that time, he would not be able to send himself back to his hometown.
Xiao Zheng's eyes lit up, but then he shook his head again, if so. Even if he can stay in the Zhao family, he can only be a disgraceful concubine, and it sounds good for sisters to serve a husband, but it is good if it is a wife in the main house, otherwise even if it is a concubine, it is also a concubine, isn't it?
Xiao Zheng frowned and thought about whether to be the concubine of Zhao Erye in the capital, and then fight with Zheng and Huiya, waiting for an opportunity to steal the position of Zheng's wife, or to go back to Hai'an and live by his mother's side, both choices are bad, but there is no better way.
"Let's fight it, if you can take the opportunity to kill the Zheng family, even if it doesn't work, you must have a place to stay." Xiao Zheng squeezed his fists fiercely to cheer himself up. In her hometown, although Xiao Zheng's family has fertile land and a house, and her biological father is there, because her mother-in-law holds the power of the family, it is difficult for her to even have a chance to breathe.
Although there is no name in Beijing, but there is a way to live, Xiao Zheng thought for a long time, and has made up his mind, no matter what means he uses, he must stay in Beijing and stay in Zhaofu. The rest is how to arrange the design, so that you and Zhao Erye have a skin-to-skin relationship.
Xiao Zheng's eyes flashed with a light of calculation, and suddenly she turned around and walked to her bed, and took out a one-foot-square flat box from the secret compartment of the bed, and opened the box to see that it was full of a pile of paper.
Xiao Zheng looked at all his family backgrounds, including the land deeds, house deeds and shop contracts in his hometown, as well as a stack of silver tickets. Thinking that his dead ghost husband tried his last breath before he died in order to make his mother and mother live a good life, and he also had to hand over all the silver ticket and field deeds accumulated by the Fang family to his hands, Xiao Zheng's tears still couldn't help but gush out.
"Dead ghost, even if I was high-spirited and disgusted with you when I married you, but after so many years, it is really true that you are really good to me. Why did you say that you went so early, leaving us orphans and widows to be bullied......" Xiao Zheng thought that although his deceased husband was rude, he was obedient to himself, and when he was dying, he couldn't help but feel sad.
If her husband is still around, what if she is just a vulgar hermitage? Xiao Zheng's was full of struggles and contradictions for a while, whether to take these silver tickets and fly away with Fang Shaxiang, or to cling to the status quo and get involved in the infinite battle of the inner house, Xiao Zheng suddenly felt a little confused.
But the confusion was only a matter of a moment, thinking of Zhao Erye's handsomeness, how much stronger than his dead ghost husband I don't know, Xiao Zheng's heart suddenly became hard. Obviously, they grew up together, obviously they and Zheng Yunzhi are both the green plums of Second Brother Zhao, why can Zheng Yunzhi enjoy wealth and prosperity, and he will be a disgraceful mouse, Xiao Zheng beat his leg hard, and he is unwilling to say anything!
Zheng Yunzhi, when I climb into the bed of Second Brother Zhao and become a member of the Zhao family, see what you will do, how else can you get rid of me! (To be continued.) )