Chapter 165: Dead Silence
Qin Luo won the lawsuit, and Su Rou's family was happy and prosperous. Ling Zihan also specially bought champagne and brought Molly to Su's house to celebrate.
The adults were busy cooking outside, and Qin Ziming took Molly to do homework in his room. Molly heard her uncle talk about Qin Ziming, and there was something that made this seven-year-old girl very confused. Asked: "Qin Ziming, do you really hate your father?" ”
Qin Ziming stopped his pen and said thoughtfully: "There used to be a little, but when I left today, I saw him seem to be crying." ”
"And you regret it now?" Molly asked, blinking wide-eyed.
"That's not it, I just don't want him to be too upset." Qin Ziming recalled that when he first met Gao Benxi, he was much fatter than he is now. When I saw him in court yesterday, although he deliberately dressed up, I still saw that he had lost a lot of weight.
"Then you can go see him!"
Qin Ziming thought so, but lowered his head and said, "But I don't know where his house is, if I ask my mother, I'm afraid she will be unhappy." ”
Molly covered her mouth and smiled, saying, "I don't know where he lives, but I know he works there." ”
"Really?"
"Well, my uncle took me there once." Molly said
Qin Ziming was in trouble again and said, "But when will you go?" Are you free to accompany me? ”
Molly's eyes rolled, and she whispered in Qin Ziming's ear: "How about this Friday, I told my mother that my uncle would pick me up, and I told my uncle that my mother would pick me up." So I'll be free to go with you. ”
"But what about me?"
Molly frowned and said, "You just tell your mother that my uncle will take us to play, and when you see your father, let him send the two of us to the door, no one knows." ”
"Okay, that's it, Hook." Qin Ziming was so happy that he was talking to Molly about his little abacus.
On Friday, the two children lied to their parents as agreed. After school, I held hands and took a bus to find Gaobenxi. Su Rou heard that Qin Ziming was going out with Ling Zihan, and was a little worried that he was naughty, so she called Ling Zihan. only to know that Qin Ziming lied to him. In a panic, he began to look around.
Su's father and Su's mother, when I heard Su Rou say that the child was missing, I called Su Yi while looking for it near the community. Su Yi didn't know why, but he heard that the child was gone. I thought of Gaobenxi and drove to Gaobenxi's company.
Qin Ziming was led by Molly and soon came to the place where Gao Benxi worked. It just so happened that Gao Benxi was about to go out at this time, and he happened to see Qin Ziming who was looking through the door. "Ziming." Gao Benxi called out to him.
Qin Ziming followed the direction of the sound and saw Gao Benxi. Running over with a smile, seeing that Gao Benxi hadn't had time to speak in a hurry. Just look at Gao Benxi being punched far away. Qin Ziming ran to Gao Benxi's side and squatted down, helped Gao Benxi to see the adult's face clearly, and said, "Uncle." ”
Su Yi shouted at the people on the ground: "Gao Benxi, it seems that I, Su Yi, look down on you." I didn't expect you to get Ziming's custody, so you came to steal it. ”
Gao Benxi has known that Su Rou has returned to Beijing, and his health has deteriorated day by day, day by day. Su Yi's punch made Gao Benxi spit out a mouthful of blood. Qin Ziming was distressed when he saw this, frowned and said, "It wasn't my father who brought me here, it was I who wanted to come and see him." ”
Ling Zihan guessed that Qin Ziming was lying, and he might have come to find Gao Benxi. took Su Rou over to take a look, and as soon as he entered the door, he really saw Qin Ziming. Su Rou, who was anxious, grabbed Qin Ziming and beat him. "Let you run around, let you run around."
Qin Ziming cried out aggrievedly and said, "I just feel that he is thinner than before, and I want to come and see him." He pointed to the high Benxi on the ground.
Gao Benxi ignored the blood in his mouth, swallowed it in his stomach, and staggered to his feet. looked at Qin Ziming and said, "Don't cry, didn't you say that you are a man?" If you miss me, call me. I'll go see you at school. So saying, he walked to the door.
Su Rou looked at Gao Benxi's back and found that he had really lost a lot of weight. In the past few months, I have been worried that Qin Ziming will be snatched away by him, but I have never noticed that he has become so haggard.
When Gao Benxi returned home, the blood on the corner of his mouth had not dried. Zhang Xiaoling saw it in her eyes and was anxious in her heart. "Benxi, what's wrong with you?"
"Nothing, go eat, I'm hungry." Speaking, he came to the dinner table and began the standard movements of this time. Stuff it in your mouth first, then swallow it more around your neck. At first, I thought that Gao Benxi wanted to open it, and it took a while. She finally understood that instead of getting better, he was getting worse and worse. Looking at Gaoben Creek like a dead silence, walking like a zombie. Zhang Xiaoling finally collapsed. snatched the chopsticks from Gao Benxi's hand and threw them out. "Don't eat it." A hoarse shout.
Gao Benxi was still expressionless, and asked lightly: "What are you doing?" ”
"What do I do? I want to ask what you're doing? Zhang Xiaoling shouted and shed tears. Do you torture yourself so much that you think I don't feel it? Judging by the way you look now, you might as well kill me. ”
Seeing Zhang Xiaoling's out-of-control appearance, Gao Benxi stood up and took her in his arms. "Calm down, everything will be fine, everything will pass."
Feeling the temperature in Gao Benxi's arms, Zhang Xiaoling was not happy, but her heart was painful to death. Pushing him away with all his might, he yelled, "Don't lie to yourself, you can't get better, can't you get by, can't you?" So saying, he sat on the ground and cried, saying, "Let's divorce, let's divorce." ”
Gao Benxi picked up Zhang Xiaoling on the ground, put her on the sofa, and said, "You are the one I willingly marry into the door, and I will not abandon you." He thought Zhang Xiaoling was worried that he would give up on her, and comforted. But sometimes the exile of the mind is more painful than the separation of the body.
"Willingly, is it a last resort? You don't love me at all, you don't love me at all. He looked at Gao Benxi with a resentful face.
Gao Benxi didn't avoid her eyes and said, "You knew this from the beginning, didn't you?" ”
"Yes, yes, I was wrong. I shouldn't have blocked Su Rou's sister's phone, and I shouldn't have told you that she had called. I thought time would make you fall in love with me, but I was wrong, I was wrong. He covered his face and cried for a while, and then looked at Gao Benxi. Now that you know what that call was all about, you hate me, don't you? You're starting to hate me, aren't you? ”
"There are some things that you don't do alone that can affect the consequences." Gao Benxi said lightly.
Zhang Xiaoling looked at Gao Benxi's appearance and didn't ask at all: "You already knew, didn't you?" ”
"Do you know, what does it matter. I'm tired, you should go to bed early. "I was really tired, so I got up and went back to my room.
Looking at the back of Gao Benxi leaving, Zhang Xiaoling asked herself. Is this what you want? Now that you're by his side, is that what you originally wanted?