In fact, it was a long time before I understood what fate was.

In the past, or all the time, Feng Yi was a very caring person, no matter where he went, he would hold me in the palm of his hand.

When I was in the Father's class, He would put me on the table hidden in the leaf and listen to the Father's lecture together.

At the end of class, he would hold me and take me to see the girl in the wilderness. When she saw the girls, Feng Yi was careful and would not make them unhappy.

Chengruo, like Feng Yi, is a good-looking person. The girls in the wilderness like Chengruo very much, and often look at him secretly.

Sometimes I'm curious, but every time I don't have time to take a closer look, Feng Yi blocks my view. Every time, Feng Yi was angry.

Feng Yi said: "Don't like Chengruo!" ”

I thought for a moment and asked, "Don't you like him?" "Then I was a little puzzled, if you look good? Why would Feng Yi not like it?

Feng Yi didn't answer me, but I was still obedient and didn't look at Chengruo. Even if I think he's good-looking. But Feng Yi said that if you don't like it, then don't be good.

The first time I knew about love was when Narcissus told me.

Narcissus said, "Feng Yi likes me. ”

I said, "Well, I know Feng Yi likes you, and Feng Yi also said that he likes me." ”

Then Narcissus said again: "It's not the kind of love you said, it's love, Fengyi loves me." ”

I wondered and asked, "What is love?" ”

Narcissus told me that love is a matter of two people, and that two people who love each other will always be together, will reproduce together, and then nurture their offspring together.

I said, "I also love Fengyi, and I want to be with him forever, reproduce and nurture with him." ”

Narcissus laughs. She said I was a man. Feng Yi is also a man. Men and men cannot love each other, nor can they reproduce together.

I didn't believe it, and she said I could go and ask the Father.

Then, I really found the Father, and the Father affirmed it.

Suddenly, I felt like I was missing a piece in my heart, and I felt uncomfortably tight. Even if I stood in front of Feng Yi and watched him look for his "stepping song" everywhere, I didn't dare to let him know that I had changed my shape, and I was a man, the kind he had always disliked, the kind of man who was very beautiful.

I hope that Feng Yi can forget about "stepping on songs" so that I don't have to run around every day to reconcile, even if he finds out that I have become a beautiful man.

When I first started, I was depressed. But God took me into the Enlightenment School, and I could see him every day. It made me feel a little better.

Later, I told myself that it would be good to look at him from a distance and not up close. It's just that what I didn't expect was that the desired happiness would be so short-lived. I didn't expect Feng Yi to hate me like that.

As soon as I was distracted in class, he would raise his hand to look at Father and point at me: "Master, he is distracted in class." ”

When I look at him, he glares at me in disgust.

At the end of class, he would deliberately stretch out one foot to trip me, and then look at me as I fell to the ground and laugh and call me stupid.

Later, I even started stuffing all kinds of garbage and disgusting things into my drawers, and I just smiled bitterly.

Sometimes after class, when he is in a good mood or in a bad mood, he likes to ask me out and beat me up with his strong strength. He said that this is the rule of the Enlightenment School, and every new student must receive the experience.

I knew that all he had done was because a few of the girls who had been around him had given up on him and started peeking at me and writing me love letters.

But I could do nothing but reject those women.

A lot of the time, I would hate myself and hate why I wasn't a girl. I think if I were a woman, I would be with Feng Yi forever.

During this time, Feng Yi has never given up looking for "stepping songs". And I, like a fart, will silently follow him, following him to find "stepping song." ”

Feng Yi said that the branches and leaves of the song are tall and beautiful, and she must be the most beautiful girl in the wilderness when she transforms into a new shape. As I listened, I could only smile bitterly in my heart.

Feng Yi also said that maybe plant cultivation is different from fetal repair, maybe Tage is falling into a dormant period and is ready to transform.

I forgot to mention that at that time, the thorns were already able to shape.

I looked at Feng Yi and opened my mouth suddenly, not saying yes or no.

In this way, after a period of time, Feng Yi returned to her old appearance, looking around at the good-looking girl.

When Narcissus came to me again, I had already made up my mind and followed Feng Yi silently, even though he really hated me, even if he liked to frame me after stealing the intimate clothes of the nuns, even if he liked to let me be blackened after all kinds of pranks. But as long as it's him, that's enough.

"Wutong, come here."

On this day, Feng Yi suddenly called me with a smile. I was somewhat flattered.

My heart was pounding, and I couldn't hold back the excitement in my heart, and I came to him: "Is there something wrong with Brother Fengyi?" ”

Feng Yi laughed very wickedly at that time, but I didn't feel it, I just felt that my face was hot, it seemed that it had been a long time, since I turned into a human form, he hadn't smiled at me.

After a long time, whenever I think about it, my heart is full of emotion.

Feng Yi was very bold, and he asked me to come out secretly to meet at night. I wondered, but I didn't object, so I agreed.

Feeling dark, I sneaked out. When I was leaving, I happened to bump into the thorns that had come back from the fight, and I was nervous, but unexpectedly, he just glanced at me, and then resumed his body to enjoy his night.

The place where Feng Yi asked me to meet was some distance from the Enlightenment School. I haven't been transforming for a long time, I've only been around for hundreds of years, so I can't run as fast as them, and when I arrived, Feng Yi was already waiting there.

I was slightly sorry in my heart, so I accepted Feng Yi's next count with a guilty heart.

I've imagined a thousand possibilities, but I don't have one.

"Let's practice." Feng Yi's tone of voice seemed to be a little impatient.

I thought he was going to beat me again, but I felt a little bitter in my heart, but I didn't resist, and waited quietly for him to do it.

Feng Yi has never been as gentle as she is to those women, and when she asks me alone, most of them want to cut me down.

Feng Yi said that men are not more delicate and beautiful than women, and they need to be cared for, on the contrary, most men have rough skin and thick meat, and they need to practice more and cut them to grow strong and strong. Especially someone like me, who looks like a little white face.

Actually, I really want to refute, I'm not a little white face, I just look at him, white and clean, and I look better than others. But I also understand that all this is just Feng Yi's excuse, he just can't get used to those women always peeking at me.

I feel that Feng Yi scolding my little white face is the same as scolding Shuoyuan God.

It's just that this time, Feng Yi's behavior surprised me and flattered me.

"Let you play a few tricks and come out to see, why don't you do it yet?" Looking at me, Feng Yi was full of dissatisfaction.

I wondered, so I made two tricks. As expected, Feng Yi quickly attacked me.

"Hurry up, don't act like a girl." Feng Yi urged.

I wondered again in my heart, Feng Yi never let me do it when she beat me in the past, but today not only let me do it, but also let me move faster.

I couldn't figure it out, but looking at Feng Yi's dissatisfied face, I thought about it for a moment and even sped up the speed in my hand.

"--Perhaps, he's been taking a liking to hit me lately." Inside, I said this to myself.

At that time, I always felt that Feng Yi's mood must be extremely bad, otherwise it wouldn't be like that, forcing me to fight him with all my mana.

Actually, I didn't really want to fight him, not because I was afraid of hurting him, but because the attack technique in my hand couldn't be opened on him at all.

So much so that later, Feng Yi looked at me and was very angry, and set up a circle around me that outsiders couldn't see and couldn't enter, and I couldn't get out, so I was encircled in this wilderness and left. But outsiders can't see inside, but I can see outside, and occasionally a night breeze blows, stirring up a ghost crying wolf, and I am often scared to death.

It's a pity that at this time, Feng Yi has already left.

I don't know how to break through the barrier set by Feng Yi to get out, I've thought about it for a long time, and I've tried all the methods I can try, but in the end I failed.

Feng Yi reappeared because Thorn found out that I was missing and asked Feng Yi to find it. I wondered for a long time that if it wasn't for the thorns who remembered me, would I have been trapped there all the time and slowly died in everyone's oblivion?

Probably, that's going to be it.

Later, I heard that Thorn was very angry about this matter, and beat Feng Yi severely, and threatened that if he dared to bully me, he would make him disappear from this world forever.

Sure enough, the thorn's intimidation was very powerful. Later, Feng Yi not only stopped bullying me, but often took care of me and asked me to practice together.

At that time, I felt that Feng Yi must have been too frightened by the thorns.

But Feng Yi's words overturned my speculation. Feng Yi said that he asked me to help him do something, and that thing must have a certain strength to do it, and now I am too weak to do anything.

The first time I heard Feng Yi ask me about something, in my heart, I was actually very happy. Therefore, in the following days, I will study the art of enchantment and the spell of connection very carefully.

Feng Yi didn't leave either, and practiced with me from morning to night. At that time, I unconsciously indulged in this warmth that accompanies me day and night.

There are some things that you don't get, and it's just a pity to lose them. There are some things that you get and then lose again, and you will be reluctant to give up. It's just that there are still some things in this world, you think you got them, but in fact you never got them, and when you finally find out that what you think you got are actually other people's things, then it is no longer regret and no longer heartache.