Chapter 81: Forever Girlhood
Hurried to the outside of the Girls' Generation's practice room, and before he could go inside, Kim Woo-seung heard Jessica's almost hysterical shouts coming from inside. Jin Yucheng knew that the tense nerves of the girls had finally exploded recently, and their pressure was too great.
Jin Yucheng raised his head, "God, why do you want to make people's lives so tormented, is it true that human beings were created in the first place to see our lives so tormented every day?" He took a deep breath, and then the corners of Jin Yucheng's mouth barely pretended to smile, how could he be tired at this time?
Pushing open the door, nine girls sat on the floor in the practice room, each looking depressed and her eyes red, while Jessica was lying in Taeyeon's arms and whimpering quietly.
Seeing Jin Yucheng, the girls immediately wiped their eyes, and then showed a reluctant smile at Jin Yucheng. Seeing this scene, a trace of pain flashed in Jin Yucheng's eyes, but it was only a flash.
Jin Yucheng walked over and put the bag in his hand in front of the girls, and said with a smile, "You're all hungry, today's dinner is guaranteed that you will like it, hurry up and eat, only when you are full will you have time to do other things."
After Kim Woo-seung finished speaking, he walked towards Jessica, and when he saw Kim Woo-seung, Taeyeon immediately got up.
Jessica also saw Kim Woo-seung, and immediately turned her head, turned her back to Kim Woo-seung, and kept wiping her tears with her hands.
Jin Yucheng gently sat next to Jessica, then reached out and put his hand around Jessica's waist and legs, put Jessica on his lap, and then held Jessica's cheeks with both hands, looked at Jessica's red and swollen eyes that did not dare to look at him, and slowly wiped the tears on Jessica's face with two thumbs.
Kim Woo-seung looked at Jessica and said softly, "Why do you want to do this? You know? Seeing you crying, I'm the one who feels the most distressed. Kim Woo-seung held Jessica's cheek like that, "Do you know how precious our Suyeon's tears are?" I never dared to let her cry because it was so precious, but why did I shed these precious tears today? ”
Jessica looked at Kim Woo-seung, listened to Kim Woo-seung's voice, felt Kim Woo-seung's hug, distressed look, gentle words, and warm breath made Jessica seem to have found a support, and suddenly threw herself into Kim Woo-seung's arms and cried even louder.
She is really tired these days, so tired, the sisters left the original company for her, for themselves, they abandoned their dreams, their future. My boyfriend left the coffee house for himself, and every day no matter day or night, no matter whether it was windy or rainy, he had to accompany himself after a day of work, and even went to shoot for himself.
Jessica has always told herself that she must do well, she must do well, because she is not working hard for herself, and her sisters, and her boyfriend, she has been working hard, not lazy, not running away, but always doing her best, but, why, why is it just not good?
A simple dance step, practiced over and over again, why I just can't cooperate well, why I always make mistakes, why I always miss the beat, why I can't keep in line with my sisters.
Obviously, I have been so attentive, I am practicing every day, and I am clearly ......
A new album is about to be released, and Girls' Generation has come to this point, how can you give up all your efforts because of yourself. But what to do? She just can't do it. The sisters' comfort was more like a slender rope around her neck, leaving her breathless.
I'm going to dance for the MV tomorrow.,But I still can't.,When she dances the wrong step again.,Jessica can't control herself anymore.,But,No matter how unwilling.,How remorseful.,In addition to a cry that makes her sister boyfriend more worried.,What else can she do besides crying? She has already done everything she can do!
Jessica completely vented her remorse, her unwillingness, and her grievances the moment she saw Kim Woo-seung. At this moment, she suddenly found that her grievances, her unwillingness, to her friends, sisters, and family, she had no way to say, and she suddenly found that the only thing she could rely on now was this boyfriend who had paid too much for herself.
She really wanted to hold back her tears, because she knew that her tears would only make her lover more distressed, and she wanted to pretend that nothing happened, because she knew that Kim Woo-seung had already done too much for her, and she couldn't let him worry about herself anymore.
But hearing Kim Woo-seung's voice and feeling Kim Woo-seung's gentleness and comfort, all her persistence collapsed in an instant. She's not an iron lady, she's not a strong woman, she's just a girl, a little willful, a little insistent, a girl with a cold appearance and a weak heart, she really, she really isn't as strong as she imagined.
Jessica cried, tears wet Kim Woo-seung's clothes and didn't stop, she cried so loudly that the whole practice room echoed, she cried so sadly, that she cried Kim Woo-seung's eyes red, cried out the tears of other girls, she cried so sincerely, because it contained all the grievances and all the fatigue she had been in the past few days.
Jessica cried so much, she didn't know if she would feel better after crying, she didn't know what to do next after crying, she just cried, cried, cried......
I don't know how long it took, Jessica was tired of crying, exhausted, tired, and gradually lost her voice, just buried her head in Kim Woo-seung's arms, her shoulders kept shaking, and she sobbed.
Kim Woo-seung wiped away the tears that hadn't fallen for a long time from the corner of his eyes, and gently patted his back with his hand until Jessica stopped sobbing, Kim Woo-seung slowly helped Jessica up, wiped the tears from Jessica's face again, and said softly, "You know? Now I really want to pull you away, get out of here, get out of Korea, and find a place that no longer stresses you out."
"But, I can't, I know you can't let go, you can't leave your sister, there's no way to forget your feelings, so, the only thing I can do now is to go down with you" said Kim Woo-seung and pulled Jessica to her feet.
Kim Woo-seung took Jessica's hand and came to the side stereo and pressed start, and the background music of Girls' Generation's title song "comeback" played in the lounge. Kim Woo-seung dragged Jessica to the mirror in the lounge.
Inside the big mirror is Jessica, whose eyes are red and swollen, and behind her is Kim Woo-seung, whose eyes are red. Kim Woo-seung hugged Jessica tightly, stretched out his hand and grabbed Jessica's wrist, slowly lifted it, very light, very soft, and then slowly fell, while putting his hand on Jessica's waist, his left leg bent and his waist twisted.
"I don't know why this dance makes you so sad, but Su-yeon, now that we're together, we'll always be together like this, both now and in the future. If this dance makes you sad, now I will face this sadness with you, and if we can't overcome it, then let's cry together. ”
"Remember, I am your boyfriend, I will be your husband in the future, your only man, your life, I will spend my life with you, cry with you, laugh with you, live with you, and die with you"
Kim Woo-seung said as he danced with Jessica, just like Kim Woo-seung said, at this moment they were no longer two people, they had completely merged into one, their bodies were tightly together, and then Kim Woo-seung let go of Jessica's hand.
They swing their arms together, twist their waists together, rotate together, no matter what kind of height, no matter what kind of amplitude, no matter what kind of movement, they are always close together, without even a trace of separation, as if even the breathing of two people remains the same. Then the two of them slowly closed their eyes together.
What a beautiful dance! What a beautiful dancing arm, soft as a willow branch that has just grown, swaying in the breeze;
What a gorgeous spin, Kim Woo-seung wrapped around Jessica's arm, like the dancer in the music box, who was forever spinning in the snow;
What a perfect lower back, Jessica leaned against Kim Woo-seung's chest, as if there was the most solid support there, so that she could show the weakness of her slender waist without any scruples, and the jet-black hair that flowed down made Kim Woo-seung snort slightly.
The girls watched from the side, gradually intoxicated, and then Hyoyeon stood up, Yuri stood up, Yoona stood up, Seohyun stood up, Pani stood up, Taeyeon stood up, Sunny stood up, Suyoung stood up, and all eight girls stood up, and they gently walked behind Jessica and Kim Woo-seung and danced.
There were ten people in the room jumping to their heart's content, their faces were no longer worried, no nervous, no confused, nothing left, just smiling softly, laughing so enjoyably.
Ten people were dancing, it was ten people, but it seemed to be one person, and then I don't know when there were only nine people left, Kim Woo-seung stood on the side and looked at the nine fairy-like girls in the center of the practice room, watching them dance flawlessly, he finally laughed.
Although he said just now that he would accompany Jessica through his life, but now he slowly withdrew, because he knew that it was not only one person who could accompany Jessica through his life, and his eyes swept over the nine girls in the room.
Kim Taeyeon, Jessica, sunny, Tiffany, yuri, Kim Hyo-yeon, Choi so-young, Lim Yoon-a, Seo Joo-hyun, they will inevitably accompany each other all the way, and even no one can intervene in the middle, not even him. Because Girls' Generation is nine people, and it will always be nine people, because, now is Girls' Generation, and in the future, it will always be Girls' Generation!
Now, Girls' Generation is one, and they will move forward together, no matter what awaits them in front of them!