Chapter 73: Anatomy of Feelings

Park Shiyun's brain crashed, and his mind went blank. He never thought that Li Juli would take the initiative to confess to himself, which caught him off guard, and he didn't know how to deal with it for a while.

To say that he has no feelings for Li Juli must be a lie. Li Juli has a hot body, a good face, and a cheerful personality, and is a man who wants to have such a girlfriend. But it came so suddenly that Park Shiyun couldn't make a decision for a while, and he didn't know what to do.

Cruel rejection of her? Park Shiyun immediately passed this idea, first of all, he himself is a person who is not very easy to reject others, especially in matters of the relationship between men and women. Secondly, he has a good impression of Li Juli from the bottom of his heart, especially during the period of living with her, the relationship between the two has grown rapidly unconsciously.

Accept her? Park Shi-yoon also passed this idea. Feelings can't be because the other party is beautiful or handsome, and when she (he) proposes to date, she (he) will agree to it without a brain.

Park Shiyun is not an emotional person, on the contrary, he is also very rational. But in this kind of situation, no matter how rational it is, it is useless to say yes.

"Uh, you're too sudden, can you give me a moment to think about it?" Park Shiyun said stiffly.

"Consider!" Li Juli looked a little lost, she let go of Park Shiyun and said, "Do you already have someone you like in your heart?" It's that Xu Xian. ”

Park Shiyun turned to look at her and said, "No, I just feel that all this happened suddenly, and I don't know what to do." I've never been in a relationship with a girl before. I don't deny that I have a crush on you too, but it was too sudden. You give me some time to digest it! ”

Li Juli looked at him seriously and said, "I am also dignified." You have to think about it, I can give you a day to think, but tonight you have to give me an answer, I don't want to drag it out endlessly! ”

"Okay, I'll give you an answer today!" Park Shiyun nodded solemnly, and suddenly screamed again, "Oops, the porridge is going to be mushy"

Seeing Park Shiyun's panicked and anxious appearance, Li Juli couldn't help but smile, and some of the nervous mood at the beginning also calmed down. Take the initiative to confess. This is something that Li Juli has never thought about before, but when the bits and pieces of living with Park Shiyun come to mind, Li Juli suddenly has an urge not to lose him, and under the domination of this impulse, she made an instinctive move without thinking through her brain, that is, she took the initiative to confess.

"It's okay, it's okay, it's okay, the porridge is not mushy, you go out first, wait for me to serve it!" Park Shi-yoon pushed Lee Ju-ri out of the kitchen, and then served porridge in the kitchen alone.

Besides. Park Shi-yoon kept thinking about Lee Ju-ri in his mind, and at the same time thought of Seo-hyun. He can't tell which kind of relationship is called liking and what kind of feeling is called friend. He blurs the lines between friends and lovers. He likes Seo Hyun, but is that kind of liking really between men and women? He and Li Juli are very close friends, but is that kind of intimacy really just between normal friends?

Soon. Park Shiyun walked out with a small bowl and put the hot red dates and white rice porridge in front of Li Juli. "Taste it, how does it taste!"

Li Juli picked up the spoon. After scooping a small spoonful and blowing it cold, he handed it into his mouth, looked for a while and said in surprise: "It tastes really good, sweet, silky and smooth, and delicious!" ”

"Then you can eat more!" Park Shiyun smiled with satisfaction.

"Aren't you going to eat?" Li Juli asked.

Park Shiyun shook his head, how could he still have the heart to eat now, his brain was already in a mess, and he couldn't even feel the hunger from his stomach.

Li Juli seemed to be really hungry, and ate two bowls at once. After eating, Park Shiyun urged her to rest, her fever had not subsided, and the doctor told her to rest more and drink more cold and white.

It was already past eleven o'clock at noon after finishing everything, and Park Shiyun saw Li Juli lying on the bed and sleeping soundly, so he closed the bedroom door and retreated.

The moment he closed the door, he didn't see Li Juli's eyes open all of a sudden. At this time, Li Juli had no mind to sleep, and she was speculating about Park Shiyun's thoughts.

Will he say yes? Will he refuse? These two sentences have been repeating in Li Juli's mind.

At this moment, Li Juli heard the sound of the door closing, and wondered in her heart, why did he go out? Could it be that you are looking for Xu Xian?

Where is Park Shiyun going, of course he is not looking for Seo Hyun. In this case, how could he go to Xu Xian, he just wanted to find someone who came over to give him some advice and suggestions for his first brother in the love field.

Park Shiyun filtered all the people he knew in Seoul in his mind, Lao Zhao is not good, Brother Hei is not good, Kim Taeyeon is not good, and in the end he can only go to Guo Daoyuan again.

When he came to Daoyuan's studio, Park Shiyun had two more bottles of soju with an alcohol content of more than 40. He knew that Guo Daoyuan was good at this, so he went to the supermarket on the way to buy these two bottles of soju.

"Why are you here? Didn't announce it today? Park Shi-yoon usually only comes to the studio in the evening, and never appears at noon, Guo Daoyuan looked at him in surprise.

Park Shiyun smiled, put the soju on the table, and said, "Today is a day off, so I came to visit you, the teacher!" ”

Guo Daoyuan squinted at him, with his old and spicy eyes, how could he not see that Park Shiyun had something to do.

"Don't lie to me, what's the matter with you?" Guo Daoyuan crossed Erlang's legs and said with a smile. Park Shiyun usually doesn't have a big deal to find himself, but it must be a troublesome thing that makes him distressed, which Guo Daoyuan has long seen through.

Park Shiyun scratched her hair in embarrassment, smiled and said, "It's still a great teacher, but I still can't hide the teacher's eyes from this little bit of caution!" ”

"Okay, let's talk about it quickly, isn't that Li Meiyuan asking you to take on any endorsements you don't like?" Guo Daoyuan asked.

Park Shiyun shook his head and said, "It's not a private matter this time, but also an emotional matter."

Next, Park Shiyun told Guo Daoyuan about himself and Li Juli and his feelings for Xu Xian, "Teacher, I don't know what to do, I'm very troubled, that's why I came to you and wanted you to give me a little guidance, after all, you are from the past, and you must have rich experience in this kind of thing!" ”

After Guo Daoyuan listened, he laughed and said, "I really didn't expect that you would come to consult me about this kind of thing."

"Teacher, don't make fun of me!" Park Shiyun looked embarrassed.

"You're a Virgo, right?" Guo Daoyuan asked.

"Virgo? yes, what's wrong! Park Shiyun looked at him puzzled, what does it have to do with this matter that he is a Virgo.

Guo Daoyuan said with a smile: "I have always heard that Virgo people will become hesitant once they face their feelings, and a very rational person will also become a mess and dare not face their true emotions"

"Really? Teacher, you're not in a black Virgo, are you? Park Shiyun looked at him suspiciously.

"Well, I'm not an expert on relationships, but I've been in love a few times. Since you've found me, I'll give you some advice, I'll ask you a question first, do you think you like Seo Hyun? Guo Daoyuan asked.

Park Shiyun thought about it seriously and nodded solemnly.

"Okay, let me ask you again, do you think it will be possible for you and Xu Xian?" Guo Daoyuan asked again.

Park Shiyun hesitated for a moment and said, "I don't know this, I really don't know!" ”

"Seo Hyun is a member of Girls' Generation, and Girls' Generation is the third generation of girl groups that S.M is currently working hard to create, and romance is a fatal blow to each of them. Kim Min Young and Lee so-man have always been notoriously hardliners in the entertainment industry, especially the latter, it is conceivable that if someone in Girls' Generation dares to fall in love now, then the end will definitely be hidden in the snow So in my opinion, there is no possibility for you and Seo Hyun, at least not for three years! Guo Daoyuan analyzed.

Park Shiyun nodded, and Guo Daoyuan continued: "You said that you like Seo Hyun, then let me ask you, how many times a week can you meet her?" How many times do you count it at work and in private? ”

Park Shi-yoon thought for a while and said, "Four times I have participated in "Popular Songs", "Music Center", "Music Bank" and "M! Countdown, meet in the hallway of the break room! Privately, it's almost none! ”

Guo Daoyuan shook his head with a smile and said, "Then do you think you know her?" Do you know what she likes to eat, what colors she likes, what style of clothes she likes to wear, what brand of perfume and lipstick she likes to use, what books and movies she likes to read, what style of songs she likes to listen to, who her idol is, etc., do you know all of this? ”

Park Shiyun shook his head, he knew some of the questions, but more than 90 percent of them were not clear.

"Then she helped you, so you think she's a good girl, a girl worthy of your liking. You subconsciously see her as the object of your pursuit, so you take this feeling as liking. But in fact, you don't know her at all, and your liking is only based on the fact that she has helped you, and it is based on gratitude. It's not like, or it's not the kind of like between men and women, it's like I like you too, it's the same feeling as you like Xu Xian, you confuse the two feelings of ordinary like and like between men and women, so you mistakenly think that you like Xu Xian! Guo Daoyuan said bluntly.

Park Shiyun suddenly fell into deep thought. (To be continued......)