When I woke up, it was only five o'clock, I opened my eyes, the first feeling was very hungry, a little heartburn, the second feeling was that I was tired and had no energy at all, the third feeling was dizziness, and the fourth feeling was holding back the urine, I really didn't want to get out of this warm quilt in this winter, I was trying to let Wang Yujia come to pee for me at the moment, but I was afraid that I would become a eunuch, Wang Yujie just counted, too simple

Exhausted, I stretched and took out a cigarette and put it in my mouth, then lit the fire, it was quiet outside, and then I shouted Wang Yujia twice? Wang Yujie? ”

But no one cares about me, these two people are not going anywhere, and Dalong and Brother Jiao are not there, I am alone, a little lonely and cold, in fact, Wang Yujia If I am at home, I will definitely not be bored, after all, I live alone with two beauties, it still feels no, but I was thinking at the time, if the two of them were replaced with small faces, how good it would be, it would be easy to be sad for a while when I got in bed together, skimmed off the cigarette butt after smoking, and then reluctantly got out of the bed and got dressed, yawned, and walked out, I went to the bathroom to relieve myself for a while, and then brushed my teeth and washed my face and hair, and I habitually looked in a long mirror, and then showed a little tattoo, damn, the more I looked at it, the less I looked like a good person, and then I walked out with a hula hair, I didn't want to go out when it was so cold, and I shouldn't watch anything to watch TV, and then I thought about the computer, and then I went and sat on the computer chair, turned on the host, the display screen, connected to the Internet, and waited for dozens of seconds to turn on the computer, and then I went on QQ, before I thought about whose message I could receive, Of course, the most anticipated thing is the little face.,Just a few seconds on QQ, I thought about a lot of small faces, if I talk to me, I should face the way.,There are sensational and chic,But after the line, I didn't receive the message of the little face at all.,And few people are looking for me.,But there's Xiaoxin and Summer.,I forgot that there's a person in Summer.,No, she and Shengzi are still nowhere to go.,But I guess.,It should be a split.,I hesitated.,I wanted to cancel the flash.,But after thinking about it.,Let's open it and take a look.。

So I opened the summer chat window first.

Summer only sent three words: what are you doing?

And I looked at the date, which was also two months ago.

looked at Xiaoxin's again: It's been like recently, I haven't seen you for a long time.

It was also more than a month ago, and I thought it would be bad if I didn't reply, so I simply replied no. ”

As a result, as soon as I closed the window, it sounded dripping, and I opened it to see that it was Xiaoxin, and you replied really fast. ”

"yes, that's what I think." Since I haven't played on the computer for a long time, typing is a little rusty.

"Still so poor, hehe, did you see the news?" No mistakes, no word skipping. Xiaoxin replied.

"What's the news?"

"Someone has taken your pen, and now he's sentenced to death."

I paused, didn't Brother Hong say that his death would be suspended, but my Brother Hong must have a way to rescue him.

I simply replied, oh, look, isn't it a good thing to take the blame for me. ”

"Who is your scapegoat?" No mistakes, no word skipping.

"No, you?" I asked.

After five minutes, Xiaoxin replied that neither would I, but I would do your business. ”

"Oh, what's it like?"

"No, I miss you very much." Xiaoxin replied.

I was a little helpless, listening to the sad song and answering what I wanted to do, what was there to think, it wasn't who was so ruthless at the beginning, I had to share it with me and then I found a rich and handsome man the next day. ”

After sending it, I felt a little uncomfortable in my heart, and all kinds of memories of Xiaoxin came to mind, if I look back now, is it too late? I shook my head vigorously, good horses don't eat back grass, and good men don't eat old goods.

Then it took a long time for her to reply that if it weren't for what you did, would I be so ruthless? "No mistakes, no skipping words.

I paused, I really did it first, otherwise it wouldn't have happened so much, I really regret it if I think about it, Xiaoxin is a good girl, so I replied I wish you happiness and find a good man. ”

"It doesn't matter if I'm looking for it now or not, when are you? Can you stay with me for a day? My new number is 15 ......, and I hope you can contact me later, okay, I only have such a small request. ”

I'm really a little confused, looking at the chat history, Xiaoxin's good suddenly became very clear, I thought about it, in fact, I was sorry for her, I should be responsible from the first time I asked her for the first time, instead of experiencing the feeling of stealing, in the end, there were no more, when I used to mix in society, there were several motivations, one of them was to give Xiaoxin a good life, but I didn't expect to give her a good life, but it ruined her life, the most important first time, I really regret being so impulsive at the beginning, But I, whether I've done it or not, it's all right, there is no regret pill or time travel machine in this world.

"Safe." I replied to her with those two words.

Xiaoxin sent a cute expression at this time. ”

"You're not going to school today, are you?" I replied.

"If you don't want to go, you won't go."

"Why don't you want to go? Aren't you good at studying? ”

"If you don't want to go, you don't want to go, there's no reason."

At this time, I shouldn't say it, I think the atmosphere is very stiff again, I picked up and wrote down the string of numbers, and then bored into the space of the little face, habitually clicking on the album, there are many more photos, and the picture looks very social, I clicked the first one, and saw Xiaoxin inside, shawl hair, wearing only a bra, and several butterflies were tattooed on the chest with the shoulder, and she also had a cigarette in her hand, her face had lost a lot of weight, her figure had become a lot better, and she posed in a variety of coquettish poses, I'm a little shocked to see this photo, Xiaoxin will become such a person, impossible, this is obviously different from a chicken? I'm a little afraid to look at this photo anymore, but I still read it carefully, there are grooves in each chapter, and even some photos are not dressed at all but just blocked with their hands, I probably took a look, there are no nude photos, that's good.

But I'm still sad in my heart, I can really change a person completely from the inside out, like Xiaoxin used to be like a good girl, a sunny girl, what is it because of her that she became like this? Is it because of me? It's impossible, I can't be sentimental, I turned off the space, stared at the blue computer screen in a daze, and felt a little indescribable in my heart, like playing a five-flavor bottle, plus listening to sad songs, my heart was even more uncomfortable.

Just when I was stunned, QQ rang again, it was still Xiaoxin's, and the three words ran away. ”

"Xiaoxin, you shouldn't be such a girl, why do you want to take such a photo?" I still asked puzzled.

"I'm willing to shoot, right?"

"No, it's just uncomfortable to look at." I'll reply.

"Hehe, don't you men all have a unified reaction when they see such photos, are they uncomfortable? Isn't it sexy enough? Am I wearing too much? ”

I'm even more sad Don't be like this, change, didn't you once want me to change back to the old heaven, and now you are again? Smoking, getting tattoos, wearing leaks, wearing makeup, it's not really you, so, change it. ”

"I can't change, I'm in love with what I am now, how?"

"You can do whatever you want, I can't persuade me, and I'm not qualified to persuade you, you will regret it if you get a tattoo."

"I don't want to get a tattoo, but the scar on my body is so ugly that I have no choice but to cover it with a tattoo."

"If you can wash it, wash it, Yang Mengxin, I'll play with you later, I hope to see you not like this, that's all." Immediately after that, I got off QQ.

I felt a lot of emotion in my heart, lit a cigarette, I can't tell if this is the feeling, yes, it's useless to think so much, and it's not me who changes.

I thought so in my head but I still couldn't fool her, really, I felt sorry for her, if she was in front of me now I would definitely give her a big mouth and then hug her, comfort her, and whisper to her.

But this can only be a fantasy, never become a reality, after all, she is just a memory of mine, accompanied me to see a small piece of scenery, and what I really like now is a small face, I can't be so frivolous anymore, I like who loves whom I know in my heart, although I can't be together but I have to remember to forget, that's enough, people should move forward, even if they turn back, they still have to walk that road after all.

Smoking a cigarette, the door suddenly opened, and I looked back to see Wang Yujia and the others carrying large bags of snacks and some vegetables and meat.

Wang Yujia looked at me stunned, why didn't you hurry up and help, and sank to death. ”

I got up with a cigarette in my mouth, walked up to them, helped them carry them to the kitchen, and took a bag of potato chips out and sat down in front of the computer, eating and playing minesweeper, but I didn't think it was much fun.

"You're still playing minesweeper, aren't you naïve, I'll play it later, let me get on QQ first." Wang Yujia shouted.

Then ran directly to my side, forcibly occupied my mouse and keyboard, and then got on QQ, her QQ is still more trendy, and then she looked at the space, replied to a few people's messages, I inadvertently saw her message more than 60,000, this ruthless.

Then she opened my QQ again, and then glanced at me at the real soil. ”

[119] Xiaoxin's changes

[119] Xiaoxin's change is played by the member's hand,