Chapter 18: The Feeling of Happiness

"Xiao Feng, my sister is back." Luo Lin'er greeted Xiao Feng warmly. In fact, Luo Lin'er really wants Xiao Feng to be like an ordinary younger brother, knowing that he will be warmly greeted when he comes back, not like now, because autism spends most of his time hiding in his house every day, treating kittens and puppies.

"Hmm." Luo Qifeng snorted, picked up the scissors to cut the gauze, reached out and touched the kitten's head, the kitten "meowed", and the cry was happier than Luo Qifeng's answer to Luo Lin'er.

"Xiao Feng, look at it, kittens know how to answer questions out loud, why can't you be enthusiastic about your sister." Luo Lin'er looked disappointed and hurt. But his younger brother Xiaofeng was like a deaf person, he didn't say a word anymore, still touching the kitten in front of him, and treated Luo Lin'er as air.

"Sister, eat." A warm and cheerful voice suddenly came from behind him, and as soon as Luo Lin'er turned around, she saw Xiao Lei's handsome face full of sullen smiles, smiling as bright as flowers, and holding a rice shovel in his hand.

"Oh, thanks, I'll go take a shower and change my clothes." For not getting a response from her younger brother, but having Xiao Lei's warm greeting, Luo Lin'er finally balanced her heart. gave Xiao Lei a smile, Luo Lin'er turned around and entered her room, but immediately pushed open the door and shouted at Xiao Lei pretending to be mighty: "Sister change clothes now, don't come in." ”

"Oh, I see." Xiao Lei yelled inexplicably, but he still nodded cutely and obediently, and then raised? One? Root? Read? He went back to the kitchen with his rice shovel.

When Luo Lin'er opened the door again, Xiao Feng was already sitting at the table, and Xiao Lei was untying his apron, but he tied the apron into a dead knot, and he couldn't untie it behind him.

"What's the matter, sister, take a look." Luo Lin'er rubbed her hair and walked over, Xiao Lei pointed behind Luo Lin'er: "Dead knot." ”

Luo Lin'er nodded and bent over to help. But Luo Lin'er had a cramp in her brain for a while, and chose the most stupid way, which was not to let Xiao Lei turn around, but directly reached over from his waist to help him untie the belt behind him. As a result, Luo Lin'er was also sweating profusely for a long time, but there was still no improvement, and when she looked up, she found that Xiao Lei's face was flushed, and he looked at himself stiffly.

"Huh?" Luo Lin'er's face was full of puzzlement, and she looked at Xiao Lei's handsome face flushed in a daze, I don't know if he blamed himself for being stupid or for another reason, but he forgot to withdraw his arm that was still wrapped around Xiao Lei's waist, and the two of them maintained an almost hugging posture, looking at each other in pairs.

With a "click", Luo Lin'er came back to her senses, the apron strap she was holding in her hand had been loosened, and when she pulled it in front of her, she saw that the dead knot was still there, but there was an extra neat cut. The younger brother Xiao Feng held the scissors and looked at Luo Lin'er and Xiao Lei with a cold face, there was something strange in his eyes, Luo Lin'er couldn't understand it, but Xiao Lei's face was getting redder and redder, and he was still stiff in place.

"Okay, it's cut open, why are you still stunned, let's eat." Luo Lin'er took the apron off Xiao Lei's waist, inadvertently glanced at his underneath, and suddenly her face was red and stunned. glared at Xiao Lei fiercely, threw his apron aside, and roared: "Eat." ”

Xiao Lei's narrow waist was tight, the whole person shrank a little, and Nuo Nuo rubbed to the edge of the table and sat down, bowing his head and blushing, like a child who had done something wrong.

Seeing Xiao Lei's appearance, Luo Lin'er couldn't help but laugh again, reached out and rubbed Xiao Lei's head, and roared angrily and laughing: "What's so embarrassing, a man's normal reaction." I remember that when Xiao Feng was fourteen years old, I bathed him, but I accidentally bumped into it, and it was the same. He never asked me to bathe him again. ”

"Sister!" Xiao Feng roared uncharacteristically, and his handsome face was also flushed. He is autistic, not dementia, and such a mess is also taken out to say that Luo Lin'er is not his sister, and he is not ashamed.

"Alright, alright, eat. After dinner, I took you out for a walk, I haven't been out for a long time, and it's not good to be bored at home all the time. Luo Lin'er smiled and served vegetables to Xiao Feng and Xiao Lei, and suddenly felt that such a family of three was really warm.

After the meal, Luo Lin'er really took Xiao Feng and Xiao Lei out for a walk. In her opinion, just like when her mother was alive, it was very pleasant to hold herself with one hand and Xiao Feng with the other hand to walk in this ancient and warm alley. It's just that now she is holding Xiao Feng with one hand and Xiao Lei with the other.

"Oh, Lin'er, you take Xiaofeng out to play, Grandma just cooked old corn, give you and Xiaofeng one...... Who is this? The neighbor's grandmother habitually took out two old corns, but suddenly found that Luo Lin'er had taken one more person out today.

"My brother, distant relative." Luo Lin'er smiled, and actually taught Xiao Lei like a child: "It's called Grandma." ”

"......" Xiao Lei didn't say anything, just glanced back at Luo Lin'er and lowered his head, but an unknown light flashed in his eyes, and he couldn't tell whether it was fierce or disgusted, it seemed that he didn't like such a warm greeting.

"Grandma, he's shy, don't pay attention to him. Thank you for the old corn. Luo Lin'er reached out and took the corn handed over by Grandma, stuffed it into Xiao Feng's hand, turned around and glared at Xiao Lei fiercely, and secretly roared: "If you don't call someone, you won't have your share." ”

"Oh, Lin'er, don't yell, Grandma will give you one more, how good children love each other, don't fight." Grandma smiled and handed over another old corn, this time directly into Xiao Lei's hand.

Maybe the old corn was still a little hot just out of the pot, or Xiao Lei didn't want it at all, so his big hand shook violently and threw the corn on the ground.

"Ahh Xiao Lei, why are you like this! Luo Lin'er was anxious, and yelled at Xiao Lei like a younger brother, and at the same time poked Xiao Lei's chest with her hand, and taught loudly: "Why don't you take the corn that Grandma gave you, what a pity it falls on the ground." ”

"Don't, hate other people's touches." Xiao Lei raised his head violently, and replied in a small but resolute voice. From his eyes, Luo Lin'er saw a burst of momentum, it was a kind of kingly momentum like dominating the world, this is the momentum that only a man who is used to standing at the apex can have, but how could Xiao Lei's originally cute eyes suddenly become like this.

"Damn, you dare to argue with your sister." Luo Lin'er didn't care about the momentum of the king, even if the president of the United States came, she would not make a mistake, and flew up with a kick, which happened to kick Xiao Lei's calf bone, although it was not very hard, but it was enough for him to bend down in pain.

Luo Lin'er slapped him again, slapped him on the head hard, and roared violently: "Apologize to Grandma." We have lived in this alley for decades, and my grandmother has watched my mother grow up, and my grandmother is no one else, understand? ”

"Yes." Xiao Lei yelled at Luo Lin'er without momentum, and said a "understand" and lowered his head, the fierceness in his eyes was gone, and his cute eyes were gone, but there was a look of grievance and indescribable sourness.

"Forget it, forget it, don't be so fierce Lin'er, be careful if you can't find your in-laws." Grandma persuaded with a smile, looking at Luo Lin'er as if she was looking at her little granddaughter. Luo Lin'er is right, for decades, since Luo Lin'er's grandmother brought her mother here, too many things have happened in this family, but now, the two sisters and brothers are still living here, watching this alley change from prosperous to dilapidated, and finally become like a slum, but they still stay here.

"Haha, grandma, don't worry, I'm so beautiful I'm afraid I won't find my in-laws?" Luo Lin'er deliberately made a beautiful and sexy action, and the funny grandma also laughed "haha".

Xiao Lei raised his head when he heard the laughter, just in time to see Luo Lin'er stroking his long hair and smiling sideways, that smile was bright and beautiful, as if a ray of golden sunlight came in from this dark alley, which instantly left Xiao Lei's eyes with only that light left, and he couldn't open his eyes, but he couldn't take his eyes off.

I don't even know how I was dragged back to "home" by Luo Lin'er, Xiao Lei only remembered that Luo Lin'er took himself and Xiao Feng in this alley for a long time as if he was a treasure, and he and Xiao Feng also had a lot of food in their hands, and Luo Lin'er knew all the people in this alley, and they were all very enthusiastic, as long as they saw them, they would greet them warmly.

But Xiao Lei has always been in a semi-free state, there is no other image in his eyes except Luo Lin'er's smile, and only Luo Lin'er's unadorned innocent laughter is left in his ears. Whether it is her smile or her beauty, it makes Xiao Lei feel a kind of truth, as if he has grasped something called "happiness", and a wave of love is surging warmly in his heart.

"Hey, wash and sleep. Little Lei, you remember to sleep on the couch. Luo Lin'er made a gesture of wiping her neck and added: "If you dare to sneak into my bedroom again, I will slaughter you and feed the dog." ”

"Hmm." Xiao Lei nodded silently, quickly glanced at Luo Lin'er's face, and saw her fierce appearance that she deliberately pretended to be, but there was a sweetness in her heart.

"Hmph." The younger brother Xiao Feng unexpectedly expressed his dissatisfaction, and seemed to be very dissatisfied with the activities of walking after dinner today, and he glared at Xiao Lei who was sitting on the sofa honestly, obviously his dissatisfaction was directed at Xiao Lei.

In Xiao Feng's heart, he has realized that this guy is a threat to himself, and the essence of his threat is his sister Luo Lin'er. There seems to be some kind of intuition that makes Xiao Feng feel that this guy will snatch his sister away from him. No, it's not allowed, I definitely can't allow this foreign guy to rob my sister with myself.