Chapter 4 You're Not Really Happy
The other girls saw Taeyeon, whose eyes were red and she was holding back tears, and her eyes were red unconsciously.
The name of Girls' Generation has long been ingrained in their bone marrow! Now it is very likely that there will be one less person, how to make them calm down.
They are not the character who likes to cry outside, twice in the Black Sea that year. Even in the acting, even in the face of suffocating darkness, you can still hold back your tears and finish singing.
They have their own pride, but at this moment, they finally couldn't hold back.
They once heard the phrase "Girlhood now, girlhood in the future, and girlhood forever!" ”
But now, Sika's side hustle still angers the company after all! Looking at the current form, even if Sika gives up the trendy brand store, the company will still expel her from Girls' Generation!
is like a Chinese idiom, "kill chickens and make an example of monkeys" Today's girlhood is like TVXQ at the beginning, no matter how popular you are and how many fans you have. As long as it touches the interests of the company, or the company's bottom line, it will definitely be closed. Kill you to the end, no matter how much money it will cost them, they feel that without Girls' Generation, they can still cultivate the next super group. In their eyes, except for Bao'er, their artists are all chess pieces that can be discarded at any time!
This is the way of life of S.M company, or the way of life of the real boss of the company, the tyrant Li Xiuman!
Excellence is very scoffing at this. If you don't see the artists as real family, how can people treat the company as writers.
All Koreans know, or the whole world knows, that no matter where you are, if you don't reach the level of Michael Jackson as a singer, then you can't make a female idol a lifelong career.
After all, people grow old over time, and a combination can't last forever. So the side hustle is very important, it is what they make for the future. After all, in this era, girls no longer regard relying on men as the only choice in life. They hope that they can also rely on their own efforts to support the day.
Excellence can also understand that there are many girls around who think like this, such as Tyler Chrissy and so on, all of them are like this.
But in South Korea, entertainment companies are afraid that the artists under them will become bigger and stronger, and they don't want to have a strong artist like Rain. S.M, in particular, manages in this area, and they are definitely the best among them. They don't want the artists below to do any side hustle at the age when they can best attract money for the company, even if it doesn't affect their work.
This is where the most infuriating part.
has been carefully observing Yun'er's excellence, looking at her with red eyes, looking at her unconsciously revealing exhaustion and pain and sadness. He was furious! Very angry!
The feelings that have not been expressed to Yun'er have always been carefully hidden in the heart by Excellence. He felt that since Yuna chose Lee Seung-gi, then Lee Seung-gi should have the obligation to help Yoon-a share her pain, and he couldn't make Yoon-a so sad and sad anymore.
But now Yun'er's helplessness and sadness make Excellence's heart twist like a knife, and she feels like she has slapped herself in the mouth.
It turned out that she was not happy.
It turned out that she hadn't found the other half who could help her share her sadness.
Yes, Lee Seung Gi is so busy, there are countless advertisements to cooperate with him every year, hehe, but his seemingly busy career, which seems to be piled up, is not as much as the advertising commission that Nike gives himself in a year. Why did he let himself be beautiful, but let Yun'a bear these pains alone.
A Korean, stranded in Japan every day, befriending the Japanese. Leaving his girlfriend alone in South Korea is the first love period.
And this guy Sika, why didn't you just tell me about this! I don't know if I'm worried about her!
Further down, Excellence didn't dare to think about it, and he didn't want to think about it.
Now he is like an angry lion!
may not want to let such a side be shown in front of the girls, and the outstanding force endures the anger in his heart and squeezes out a smile. Smiled and comforted them.
"Hey, I said why do you do this, you are the strongest girlhood, as long as you are really united, believe me, a miracle will happen, I swear! Okay, don't act so sad, okay! Let sone see you like this, and think that I bullied you~~ Then I'll be finished, and I can be eliminated by sone in South Korea every minute. I'm scared. ”
After speaking, he deliberately made their own representative cute expressions to the girls.
All of a sudden, these girls who were still immersed in sadness made them laugh. No wonder Jessica is so sad about him, he's really a good friend! And he really looks like a super fan of them, and there are some cute expressions that don't appear often, he knows them all clearly, and he learns them well. Taeyeon even smiled at her amazing aunty smile, scorching Excellence Ray's exterior and tenderness. It's incredible, how can such a petite and cute girl laugh and smoke, so powerful.
At this moment, a laugh rang out that made Excellence instantly regret making such an expression. Damn, it's time to finish the calf, let those two bad friends see such a side of themselves. In the rest of his life, Excellence sees a darkness!
Sure enough, behind Girls' Generation, Ronaldo and Kaka were looking at Excellence with strange expressions on their faces.
"I thought you were so sad and sad that you cheated on my feelings and caused me and my coach to apply for vacation." Kaka looked at Excellence with disdain, as if he didn't want to be happy friends with him.
"I said why did you come to pub, this is your forbidden area! In the past, the game was over, and every time I pulled you and Kaka, I just didn't go. Two big men actually went to the teahouse to drink tea together, just thinking about it makes people evil! It turns out that there are beautiful women in company! Ronaldo had a strange expression. Then he looked disgusted, as if he could know two brothers like this.
"Ah, on the way here, didn't you say that we are in a group!" Kaka saw that his friend had lost even himself, and he was a little anxious. In front of acquaintances, he will unconsciously reveal a chattering look, that is his true nature
Kaka nodded at the girls, as if it were a greeting. Among them, he only knew Lin Yuna and Jessica, because one of them was Excellence's crush for many years. No one knew that the remarkable villa in Madrid was full of photos of Lin Yun'er, and several walls were painted with Yun'er's appearance. The other is the girl who often accompanies him when Excellence is most lost, Jessica has a crush on Excellence, and Kaka they all know.
Ronaldo is different, he seems to have been born to live for girls, and when he sees a beautiful woman, he will be like a piece of iron attracted by a large magnet. If it's glued, it's hard to separate.
Seeing Ronaldo walking towards girlhood, Excellence stood up, and now if he doesn't take action to stop it, he can't tell what will happen.
I didn't use crutches, it was a little difficult, and I staggered to Ronaldo's side. grabbed him and glanced at Kaka, who also stepped forward to hold Ronaldo's shoulder. The trio said goodbye to Girls' Generation and walked towards the bar.
Originally, when they saw Ronaldo and Kaka, they wanted to come forward to greet and introduce themselves, but when they saw the two of them being pulled away by Excellence, they had no choice but to sit down, and several girls quietly looked at the three people who were clinking glasses in the distance, and whispered something.
"Didn't you hear that both Excellence OPPA and Kaka don't like to go to pubs?" Yuna is a little curious about excellence now, and she unconsciously wants to know more about him.
"It seems that it is rumored that Excellence OPPA and Kaka rarely drink, only Ronaldo often goes in and out of nightclubs, and in football circles, Ronaldo has the title of the little prince of nightclubs." Xiuying lowered her voice and glanced at the three people who were still drinking, it was the first time that she was talking about others behind her back like this! She felt very excited
"How can the relationship between the three of them be so iron-clad when their personalities are completely different?" Yuri's face was full of questions, she didn't know much about excellence, judging from the performance just now, he was still a very amiable senior.
"Do you know what kind of personality they have? Are you familiar with them? Excellence OPPA has only just been recognized! Sunny wrinkled her cute little nose and looked at Yuri speechlessly.
"Their respective official websites have relevant introductions, okay?" Yuri suddenly thought that they obviously all had their own science, and then looked at Sunny like a stupid person.
"Ah, I actually looked at Ernie like this, my courage has grown recently, okay, look at how Ernie teaches you" The little short body instantly pounced on Yuri, scratching an itch on Yuri's body.
Several girls saw that the three men in the distance did not look this way, and they also pounced, and sure enough, when it came to playing, they were all elites, even Xu Xian, who was usually very quiet.
The crowd is crying, you just want to be transparent colors.
You'll never have dreams or heartaches again.
You've decided, you've decided.
You endure quietly, clenching yesterday tightly in the heart of your fist.
And the sweeter the memories, the more hurtful they are.
The more it is left in the palm of your hand, the denser and deeper and shallow knife cuts.
You're not really happy, and your smile is just a protective color for you to wear. You decided not to hate, you decided not to love the world that locked your soul in a forever locked shell, so you laughed together as a group, when survival is the rule, not your choice, so you stumbled with tears in your eyes! You're not really happy, your smile is just the protective color you wear, and you've decided not to hate, and you've decided not to love the body that keeps your soul locked up forever. You are not really happy, your wounds never heal completely, and I stand on your left side, but it is like the Milky Way. Do you really hold regrets until you are old, and then regret that you deserve to be truly happy, and you should take off the protective color you wear. Why should you be punished if you lose it? Can we just let all the grief end here? Start alive again!
When the first lyrics are sung from excellence. The girls stopped playing. Neatly cast his eyes on the excellence who sat on the standing podium at some point.
The song sung by Excellence was written on January 2 of this year, when he was extremely sad and sad. It has never been published, and even Cristiano Ronaldo is listening to it for the first time. Although I can't understand Korean, I can feel the sadness from my excellent facial expressions. (Forgive me Mayday, Ashin I'm your fan, just forgive me!) )
Imagining that Excellence was in such a state to complete the song, Ronaldo listened quietly like this.
Halfway through this, Kaka stood up and walked towards the booth he had made in his childhood. He decided to be a bad guy once, even if he would be blamed by Excellence, he really didn't want his friend to be so cowardly again.
"Do you know what this song is called?" Kaka sat down next to Lin Yun'er and asked in English.
"Huh?" Lin Yun'er looked at Kaka suspiciously.
"This song calls you not really happy!"
Without giving Lin Yun'er a chance to speak, Kaka continued to speak to herself.
'It's the second time I've heard it and Ronaldo is probably the first. On January 2 of this year, I heard it at his home, and he told me that it was written for himself. Imagining the performance of excellence and self-deception at that time, it strengthened his belief that he wanted to derive all his beliefs, "But I know that he lied to me, this is the girl he wrote to him for 7 years, that girl is called Lin Yun'er!" ”
After all, I still said it, since you can't choose what you are struggling with, let your brother help you complete it.
Kaka's English is very slow, probably because she is afraid that Lin Yun'er will not be able to understand the meaning because of her speaking too fast.
Lin Yun'er looked incredulous, and then turned her head to look at the excellence on the stand.
Excellence has a habit of singing and likes to sing with his eyes closed, so he doesn't know what's going on underneath.
He was already immersed in his songs, and he couldn't help himself.
ps: I'm voluntarily passing on this chapter for Xiaohai Tofu, don't blame me for the broken chapter, tomorrow's New Year's Day. The most four less