I stood there and didn't move, my eyes stared at the three of them for a few seconds, they were also staring at me, I was a little embarrassed, there was an indescribable feeling in my heart, and then I looked at Li Shengqi on the hospital bed, with gauze tied on his head, and there was a plaster cast on his body, he looked at me with fear in his eyes, originally when I first went in, they were still talking and laughing, and as soon as I went in, they were all quiet immediately, and Li Shengqi was gone, lying on the bed and diverting his gaze and no longer looking at me

I paused for a moment, and then looked at Mr. Gao, whose entire face was wrapped in gauze except for his nose and mouth, and only one eye was exposed, also looking at me.

"Woohoo." He exclaimed.

"Don't be stunned, say something good, the old high tooth asked you to knock out a few, apologize first." Then Brother Hai walked to Mr. Gao's side as he spoke, "Old Gao, don't be angry, I will call Da Tian to apologize to you, this matter is over, do you see if you can give this face?" ”

I still didn't move, because since the moment I entered this ward, my mentality was gone, and I saw the little faces again, how can there be such a coincidence in this world, I can meet them anywhere.

I suddenly remembered that when I met Sister Man and Sister Yu yesterday, they said that Little Face was accompanying Li Shengqi in the hospital, but I didn't expect it to be this hospital.

I feel so sadistic at this moment, panicked and uncomfortable, I have always been very fragile in terms of feelings, whether it is family affection or love, as long as a little bit makes me uncomfortable, it can make me drunk, and at this time I am even more sad, the little face really likes Li Shengqi so much, I seem to ask this Li Shengqi is good, can make her so desperate, and what do I count? I wanted to ask, but alas, I couldn't get an answer.

"Da Tian, what are you still stunned about, with you."

Brother Hai's words made me suddenly sober, I looked up and glanced at the little faces, they were still looking at me, Sister Man looked like she wanted to speak and stopped, I only stayed for a moment and turned my eyes to Mr. Gao on the hospital bed, he bent his eyes, looked at me, and didn't want to say anything.

I walked up to him, and I had organized a lot of apology before I came, but at this moment, I couldn't spit out a word, not even a word of sorry, but wanted to beat him up again to vent my anger.

Does my heart hurt, well, it really hurts.

"Da Tian, I'm still stunned, you." Brother Hai looked at me with a frown.

I didn't, but stared at Mr. Gao, and after brewing for a long time, I just couldn't say I'm sorry.

"Grass and mud," I whispered, but Brother Hai heard me, and he gave me a cold look.

But I didn't pay much attention to it, I was still brewing the sorry sentence stuck in my throat, but I couldn't say it anyway, because the little faces were all looking at me, my heart was sour, and my mouth was very bitter, damn, this felt really uncomfortable, I didn't want to stay in this bullshit ward for a second longer.

I suddenly raised my head and said Brother Hai, I really can't say anything, can I forget it today? ”

"Great heavens! I told you today, and you said yes! Brother Hai stood up suddenly, looking fierce and vicious.

"I beg you, I can't really say anything today, okay? Or wait. "I felt like I was gasping for air.

"Are you?" Brother Hai asked.

"It's okay, I'm fine!" With that, I turned around and walked out of the room.

Then leaned against the wall at the door of the ward, lowered my head, felt so uncomfortable, there was an indescribable depression, squeezed my chest, even breathing I felt very laborious, I ignored the eyes of others, picked up a cigarette, and just about to light the fire a sound was heard.

"Hey, smoking is not allowed in the hospital."

I looked up and saw a tall doctor in a white coat walking towards me, and my temper came up at once, and Lao Tzu was smoking here? ”

As soon as I finished speaking, a person walked out of the ward, it was Brother Hai, who hurriedly apologized to the doctor and said sorry, then turned around and pulled my cigarette from my mouth and put the cigarette in my hand.

"Watch for the next time." The doctor walked past me and gave me an unfriendly look.

I looked back at him for a long time, and as soon as I turned around, I slapped me in the face, this slap was very hard, the left side of my face was hot, and my head was a little confused.

Blood slowly flowed from the corners of my mouth.

"God, men have to count, a spit and a nail, you have to bear what you do, and now you have a temper again? I'm bringing you here today to apologize for the good of your kid, even if you don't want to talk about it? Is it that hard? How many pieces of meat can you drop if you say a few nice words? It's not a man! Brother Hai yelled at me, looking really angry.

Actually, I can't say I'm sorry because they interfere with my emotions, and I'm not psychological.

"I'm sorry, Brother Hai." I bowed my head.

"You go and say this to Lao Gao, do you call people like that? It's so hard to say sorry? What if someone else beats you like this? What do you think? You still have to hunt him down all over the world? "Brother Hai's words are reasonable.

It's a pleasure to hit someone, but I didn't think that one day I might be beaten, being beaten and beating people are two different feelings, and I still do.

I took a deep breath Brother Hai, I'm sorry, I want to talk about it later, I really don't have emotions now, I have a reason, but it's a reason, don't ask. ”

As soon as I finished speaking, the door opened again, and Sister Man walked out, looked at me, ignored Brother Hai beside me, and slowly said I want to have a good chat with you. ”

I paused, nodded, and then said to Brother Hai, Brother Hai, you first, I didn't do what I did today, I'll apologize later, don't worry, if I don't apologize this time, you will shoot me with one shot! ”

Brother Hai looked at me, then at Sister Man, sighed, and stretched out his hand to point at me, I hope what you kid said this time can come true. ”

Then he turned around, walked away, and slowly disappeared from my sight.

Immediately after that, Sister Man was about to speak, but I interrupted her and I went to the toilet to smoke a cigarette and talk about it later. ”

Then I turned around and went into the toilet, sat on the toilet and lit a cigarette, and took a few hard puffs, nicotine seemed to completely paralyze me, and I felt like I was smoking, which was good.

It's not a drug it's a taste, but the idea was only for a moment, and then it was shattered.

A cigarette smoked so fast that I smoked almost continuously, puff after puff, so that I was a little lightheaded when I walked.

When I went out, Sister Man was still waiting for me at the door, I didn't leave, she left, and stopped in front of me, are we still? ”

I mumbled, no.

"Why do you always want to avoid seeing us now as if you're seeing a ghost?"

"Nope." I replied.

Sister Man kept staring at me, and then he said twice, leaning against the wall because the people around her are always changing, saying that the more they get along, the deeper the feelings, and I feel that some people get along for a long time, and the feelings will slowly fade, until finally become a stranger, God, I don't want you to become the second old turtle, the old turtle has now become a stranger with us, can you not cut off contact with us? ”

As soon as I asked for it, Sister Man spoke again, I will definitely answer Yes, but can you deceive you, you like small faces, this is something that everyone can see......"

I interrupted her directly, yes, I like little faces, but what if I like her? She doesn't like me again, do you want me to go up the pole to play with you and chat with you, am I so cheap? I'm also not tidy, you will appear every time I almost forget, and then let my previous efforts be in vain, I really can't stand the emotional torture, so I want to find a job to relax and spend time by the way, and divert my attention, but you show up again! Still won't let me live? Sister Man, I have always been unwilling in my heart, really unwilling, I always feel that this feeling is right in front of me, but I can't touch it, I feel very uncomfortable! I'll just ask you, you are a good little face, I just want to ask, she, Lu Ziqi, does she like me Zhang Motian! ”

Sister Man was directly stunned by what I said, and looked at me with a very tangled expression, and she didn't say anything for a long time.

I suddenly got a little excited, grabbed her shoulders and shook her twice, you tell me quickly! I've always wanted to! ”

With tears in my eyes, I yelled at Sister Man.

"What the did you say!!"

My voice was unusually loud and attracted a lot of attention, but no one came forward.

"Da God, calm down." Sister Man said.

"I'm calm when you're done!!"

"Okay, I say, I say!" Sister Man directly pushed my two arms away.

I also calmed down and looked at her, but she was about to open her mouth when another voice came; "I don't like it."

I followed the voice, the little face was very relaxed and leisurely, came to me and said with a smile I don't like you, I like who you should. ”

"Little face...... Sister Man's expression was a little weird when she looked at her little face.

"Okay, Sister Man, don't say it, I said I don't like it, I don't like it, God, don't shout here, and I don't want you to show anyone here."

Hearing this, I laughed, a little wickedly, and then bypassed the two of them and walked straight to the ward.

"Oh my God, what are you going to do!" Little Face shouted behind him.

I ignored them and kicked the door of the ward open, and walked directly to Mr. Gao's side, I lowered my head; "Mr. Gao, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I won't make this mistake again next time, please give me a chance, okay?"

Mr. Gao stared at me for a long time, one eye widened, and then he nodded slowly.

"Thank you, take care of yourself."

After saying that, I turned around and left directly, ignoring the little face and Sister Man at the door of the ward.

Walking in the corridor, tears fell uncontrollably.

Damn, I deserve it! To find guilt.

[092] self-inflicted

[092] self-inflicted is beaten by the member's hand,