My name is Yu Jinrui, and my father and queen mother will call me Cheng'er.

To be honest, I was a little scared of my father, but I didn't feel ashamed because everyone was afraid of him.

He's the best guy.

However, he was afraid of the queen mother.

Also, he laughs only in front of his mother and sister.

Therefore, I sometimes feel very sad, so I asked my father why he didn't like me, and my father told me that I was the one who wanted to become the future master of Huaguo, so these emotions were unnecessary.

I didn't understand, so I ran to the queen mother and cried.

The queen mother would make food for me to eat, and then tell me that my father loved me, but he couldn't express it.

Oh, by the way, I forgot to say, my queen mother, is the queen.

I think the queen mother is a very "gentle" person.

But it's strange that when I tell people what I think about it, everyone's expressions are weird, and they feel as if I'm saying something very wrong, and I don't understand.

Like my masters.

I have a lot of teachers, and they are all very good people, and they can teach me all kinds of things, but all the same, I say that my mother is very gentle, and they will say that I have a problem......

I have a younger sister named Yu Jue'an, and she is the happiest person.

I have to take a lot of classes, but my sister doesn't need to, but I don't hate her, I like her very much, and I want to take good classes, and then, become a great person like my father, not afraid of anything, not afraid of anyone.

However, people say that only if you are afraid of one person can you be happy, so I am afraid that my sister will be fine.

Although, she is really confused and cute!

My father and mother deal with a lot of things, they don't hide from me, and they even take me with them, I don't know, whether it's because they think I'm still young, so they think I don't know, or if there's some other reason.

By the way, I forgot to say, I'm six years old.

The father is twenty-eight, and the mother is twenty-five.

For example, I know that my father and the emperor seem to have some crisis to overcome.

There was a man dressed in tatters, who would always come to his father and mother every year or every once in a while.

He was dressed really strangely, unlike anyone I had ever seen, but the queen seemed to like him very much, and my "squeak" liked him too.

I, actually, like him a lot.

As long as he doesn't dress so sloppily.

I heard the queen mother call him a "magic stick", and sometimes, a "madman", so I don't know what his name is.

Today, he came again, just when the queen mother checked my homework, and the queen mother would not let me go out, so I listened with peace of mind.

"Still haven't found it?" The opening remarks of the Queen Mother are the same every time.

The god stick uncle nodded, eating the fruit sent by the palace maids and sisters to himself, he was always polite, and he always called the queen mother "Xiao Lian Lian".

"I said Xiao Lian Lian, don't worry, I will continue to look for things that exist, and things that can be restrained after must exist!"

"God stick, I haven't seen you for a few years, your knowledge is good, you can understand this kind of relativity!"

"What wheel? Xiao Lian Lian, you are still so esoteric in your speech occasionally. ”

"Each other, each other!"

I don't understand what they say anymore, but there are always a few things I don't understand, and I'm used to it.

The queen mother continued, "Actually, I am already prepared in my heart, so I am not in a hurry. Fortunately, this kind of obedience is not automatic, if it is automatically extended to Cheng'er, then I am anxious. ”

Hearing my name, I looked up at the queen mother, who just gestured with her eyes for me to read well.

Uncle Shen has always been very careless, "That's a great luck in misfortune!" ”

"yes." The queen mother doesn't seem to be nervous.

But, I always feel like it's a very important thing, isn't it?

Otherwise, why has the queen mother kept looking for it after so many years?

Is it about the life of my father?

Don't...... Can't my father stay with me all the time?

Why, they are saying this to my face.

I really don't understand, but my father and mother don't explain.

Therefore, I know that my father seems to be sick, and this disease can be transmitted to me, so that my father will be fine.

Knowing this, I thought about it a lot, and spent a lot of time playing to think about these things, because I was still young, so I didn't think about it completely, but I thought I should think about it too.

One day, I finally figured it out, so I rushed to see my father and mother.

The father and the queen mother would often "work" together, with the father at the big table and the queen mother at the small table.

Today too.

When I rushed in, they were both quietly taking care of things.

"Father, mother, father's illness, if it can be transmitted to Cheng'er, then Cheng'er is willing!"

"What nonsense." Apparently upset, he put down his pen and let me come to him.

I was afraid of my father, and I would not disobey my father, so I walked in front of my father.

Although I was afraid, I still wanted to tell my father what I thought in my heart, "Father, I am not reckless, but I think that we haven't found a way yet, but it doesn't mean that we can't find it in thirty years, so if it comes to me, won't we have another thirty years?" ”

I think I'm so smart!

Why didn't they even think of it!

The queen mother looked over, she beckoned me over, I looked at my father, and then at the queen mother.

Well, although my father is the oldest, as long as the queen mother speaks, he will listen, so I decisively went to the queen mother.

"Queen Mother, isn't Cheng'er thinking right?"

The Queen Mother was visibly pleased, and she touched my head and said, "Hmm! My Cheng'er is really smart, and the queen mother didn't even think that Cheng'er could have such an awareness. ”

"Then, the queen mother advises her father!"

"Cheng'er, it's not that simple."

I didn't understand, so I shook my head to indicate I didn't understand.

The queen mother was very patient, she asked me to sit next to her, and then told me, "Cheng'er, the father and the queen mother have not avoided you every time they do things, just to let you know for yourself, what the father and the queen mother are doing, and let you see for yourself, the things around you, although you are still young, this kind of education is a little inappropriate, but the queen mother believes that you can bear it." ”

"The Queen Mother ...... "I don't want to say it, I still don't understand."

However, how could I hide it from my mother, she smiled very beautifully, and often smiled at me, "Cheng'er, remember the words now, you will understand in the future, the relationship between the father and the queen mother, and although it is not the path you choose, you must finish it." ”

No matter how profound it is, I can't understand it even more, and the queen mother will always stop at the point.

"Cheng'er, he knows your feelings for your father, but your father's illness is not so simple, if it can be used according to Cheng'er's method, we won't be so troublesome."

I listened, nodded, and sure enough, was I thinking too well?

However, did he say that I have feelings for my father?

I blushed and lowered my head to peek carefully at my father.

Father, I used to be unhappy that I said that I liked my father, so I was worried, and now my father is not happy either.

However, I think too much, with the queen mother here, and the words spoken by the queen mother, the father will not have any displeasure.

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