When I opened my eyes, I saw Zhu Changle with an anxious face.

"Little mud, you're awake! That's great, eh, handsome white-"

What's going on, what happened to me just now?

The white figure standing by the window turned around when he heard the sound, and the coldness of Bai Ming'an in the backlight seemed to be stained with a layer of warm yellow light, and it no longer looked so cold and unapproachable.

"Bai Ming'an......" I cried out, and then my eyes lit up, and I suddenly remembered: "By the way, we are going to look for it on the hill of the temple—"

I was about to get up in a hurry, but Zhu Changle couldn't stop it: "Eh, little mud, don't move!" ”

An indifferent voice interrupted us: "No need. ”

Zhu Changle's gesture paused, I was stunned, and looked up at him: "What?" ”

He just said, no?

"I said, I'll just go to the place where Song Li hides his body and soul by myself, and you two don't need to follow."

My pupils shrank, and my fingers involuntarily pressed against the bed: "Why?" I said it before—"

My words were cut off mercilessly.

Bai Ming'an raised his eyebrows lightly, and his cold expression was like a layer of frost covering his face, and it made people feel cold at the bottom of his heart when he looked at it more.

I pursed my lips slightly, was silent for a second, and said to Zhu Changle, "You go out for a while." ”

Zhu Changle was stunned for a moment, and nodded tacitly: "Okay." "Didn't ask a word, and carefully helped us open the door after going out.

It was just me and Bai Ming'an in the room.

I took a deep breath and spit it out gently, making sure that my emotions were within a controllable range before I spoke: "Bai Ming'an, I want to know the reason." ”

You can't be okay one second and decide the next second, and we don't have to be involved.

You can't.

Why.

"Reason." Bai Ming's tired dark eyes lifted a moment, and his gaze was directed at me, I used to think that his eyes had the depth of the stars, but today I found that there was even more coldness of the cold stars.

A little, almost invisible, but impossible to ignore.

"You called Song Li to tell the truth, is this reason enough."

My eyes widened all at once, he, he actually knew?

I immediately thought of the scene when he suddenly appeared in the doorway while I was in the room, and he must have heard it at that time—no, not like that.

I hurriedly explained: "No, Bai Ming'an, I'm not informing, I just, I just want to ......"

My words were not yet complete, Bai Ming'an's eyes were cold, and his tone was also cold: "You don't have to explain, I don't blame you." ”

"No, Bai Ming'an, I'm—"

"Ning Huan, don't take me for a fool. Let me tell you clearly, I don't want Song Li to know about the current situation, and you have contacted Song Li on your own regardless of my will - and at this point, you have lost my trust.

I'm not going to go on a road with someone I don't trust, I'm going to go on my own. ”

You have lost my trust.

I'm not going to go on a road with someone you don't trust.

This way.

I'll go on my own.

If words could hurt people, I would have been hurt by Bai Ming'an's words.

He didn't say a word by word, without a hint of reproach, and even his voice didn't fluctuate much, and it was so powerful to hear in his ears.

The destructive force hit me straight to the heart.

After saying that, he turned indifferently and walked towards the door, and I stood there for a while, and when I came back to my senses, I saw that he was leaving, and suddenly a spirit pulled back and chased after him.

I ran out of the door, stopped in front of him, and opened my hands to block his way: "Bai Ming'an! Listen to me! ”

I gasped slightly, and many rhetorical words began to swarm out of my heart, what to say? What to say?

What kind of tone can I keep him from disgusting me?

How much assurance will it take to gain his trust again?

"Bai Ming'an, I-"

After much deliberation, I opened my mouth in a loud tone, and when I spoke again, I clearly saw the man opposite, the depth of his eyes with a touch of determination and detachment.

Purposeful alienation.

My heart was shaken all of a sudden, and I blurted out, "You know! ”

Bai Ming'an's eyes flickered slightly, don't look at it, and go from the side.

"Stop!" I violently intercepted his escape, stood in front of him, stared at each other, and I bit my lower lip and stared into his eyes without blinking.

"Bai Ming'an, you tell the truth, you know, right? You always knew that. ”

As he spoke, he unconsciously choked up, and even his eyes seemed to be in the sand, and he couldn't help blinking a few times, feeling a sour nasal cavity.

"Bai Ming'an, you have always known that I like you." The hardest words have already been spoken, and the rest will be less torturous.

I took a breath: "You've always known my feelings for you, haven't you?" ”

He didn't speak, but just looked at me with that calm and cold look, and I suddenly became angry and yelled at him, "I asked you, didn't I?!" ”

He still didn't answer, and my eyes couldn't stop blinking rapidly, just not wanting tears to fall, and at the same time my mouth muttered almost to myself.

"When did it start? Is it recent, or is it longer? You're immortal and think I'm ridiculous...... Bai Ming'an, you have always known it...... I always thought I was hiding it well......"

It's also self-deception to think about it, a year ago, Mingzhu knew, Song Li knew, and now a year later, even Zhu Changle, who had met again for a short time, could see my feelings.

As smart as Bai Ming'an, I can laugh at him that he doesn't know anything.

Ning Huan, Ning Huan, what are you afraid of? Running away from what?

"I'll go find Ruan Lan."

The name popped up, and I froze in place as if I had been struck by lightning, staring at him in disbelief.

Bai Ming'an's face was cold, but he couldn't hide the firmness of his gaze: "I will find her and save her, no matter how many times." ”

I blinked, opened my mouth, and found myself unable to utter a word, not a word.

"Since the Ruan family was killed overnight and more than a dozen people disappeared, I swore to myself from that time - no matter how far or how long I walked, I would find out and clearly understand whether she was dead or alive, and I would bring her back."

Bai Ming'an rarely spoke in such a large paragraph, but this was the first time, I had a strong desire not to want him to continue.

My lips trembled and I said, "Don't say it." ”

But he ignored it, and continued, "I swore and I kept it." For six years, I collected ghosts on the road while inquiring about what happened to Ruan Lan and the Ruan family back then. Ning Huan, do you think I don't know that the Ruan family is using me? ”

He mentioned my name, and I looked up at him, and his eyes were so deep and beautiful, but I was so cold.

"I knew, I knew it from the beginning. But so what. ”

My body shuddered.

"No matter what, I can't turn my back on Ruan Lan, no matter how many times she falls into the devil, I will save her as many times as I want. How many times I will go to the rescue. ”

How many times I will go to the rescue.

The summer sun is gorgeous, and the summer breeze blows into the house, causing the light gauze curtains to flutter and fly, like a beautiful butterfly flying.

Bai Ming'an's back gradually faded away from me in such a scene.

At first it was a few steps away, and I felt as if I could still touch him and approach him as soon as I reached out.

Then it becomes a few meters, a dozen meters, farther and farther, more and more distant.

My heart began to panic uncontrollably.

No, he is far away, in a resolute manner!

"It's okay-" I didn't care, I chased after it like a burning flame, and Zhu Changle happened to be in the corridor, watching this scene in surprise.

"Bai Ming'an, listen." I gasped and said to him word by word with a kind of determination and firmness that was not inferior to him: "It's okay, you save Ruan Lan, you are willing to do so many times." Then I'll save you, as many times as you want. ”

What's the big deal, you like her, you give everything for her, you go. I will not stand in the way.

I just hope that there is a small place left by your side for me.

Bai Ming'an, please let me save you.

My lips were dry, and I added with difficulty: "Just like at the altar a year ago, I will save you if something happens to you." You believe me, I could a year ago, and I can do a year from now! Bai Ming's peace with me—"

"No need. I don't need it, you don't deserve it. ”

Boom, something slammed into the atrium, and the painful, long-lasting voice slowly spread out in the depths of the heart.

Not necessarily.

No, you don't.

It's not worth it.

At this moment, time stopped.

Betrayed by the death penalty, I stood there, my breath forgotten.

Bai Ming'an left, not even looking back.

"Little mud." Zhu Changle witnessed all this and walked towards me with a little caution.

I was stunned for a long time, and my eyes finally focused, looking at Zhu Changle in front of me, but what appeared in front of me was Bai Ming'an's cold and indifferent face.

My heart tingled very much, I moved my lips and asked, "You, you tell me, what happened before I woke up?" ”

I have to know that I am not reconciled.

Zhu Changle stared at me tightly: "Little mud, are you okay, your face is very bad, why don't I help you in first-"

"Say it quickly!" I closed my eyes and screamed.

Zhu Changle was stunned for a moment, stabilized his mind, and said to me: "I only remember that you went to find the handsome guy Bai, and then you talked, and you just fainted when I passed." ”

She said this and asked, "Do you have an impression of this?" ”

I blinked, as if for a moment, "Don't stop, keep talking." ”

"You fainted, I was anxious, and I was about to call 120 for first aid, but I was stopped by the handsome white guy. He—" Zhu Changle's narration stopped, and his face became indescribable.

I heard a key interruption and was very annoyed: "What's wrong with him?" Say it quickly. ”

Zhu Changle moved his mouth with some difficulty, and said: "He stopped me and asked me to close the door, I thought he knew a little medical knowledge to save you, so I did so, and when I came back from closing the door, I saw him...... I made a cut on my hand and fed you blood......"

She lowered her head and her expression was inexplicable: "He gave you to drink his own blood." ”

What the?!

"Say it again!"

Zhu Changle raised his head and looked at me with mixed emotions in his eyes, but at this moment, I didn't have the heart to distinguish it, I only cared about the answer that came out of her mouth.

"He fed you his blood to save you."

Word by word, fall into the ear.

My pupils dilated, and in my mind it was as if thousands of fireworks exploded, blooming with an invincible brilliance in the night sky.

Bai Ming'an fed me his blood.

Yes, it is.

My eyes lit up, a year ago he had almost run out of blood due to the curse of the death contract, and I kept transfusing blood to save him.

In this way, the blood in his body should be mixed with my blood, so to a certain extent, it also contains the special ability of my blood - the healing ability.

Yes, my blood was special when I discovered it shortly after my first encounter with Bai Ming'an, the ghosts were afraid of my blood, and Bai Ming'an, who woke up early after being disturbed from dormancy, kept his body functioning normally by sucking my blood.

Bai Ming'an, who has always been indifferent in my eyes, is willing to do this for me......

I couldn't close my eyes for a long time, and after a while, a smile appeared on my lips, and I turned to leave.

Zhu Changle couldn't stop it, so he could only follow me: "Wow, if you don't want to say this, just run...... What are you going to do! ”

"I'm going to chase him, Pig Toule, he has me in his heart! Hee-hee, I'm sure he cares about me! I couldn't help but talk.

If it's completely ruthless, why bother so hard. After the soul transfer, his body was not good, Qi Nanzhou's physical body and his own soul could not really merge, and there would inevitably be problems in the long run.

But in this case, he saved me.

Doesn't that mean anything?

I think that's enough.

"Yo, where did you see that?" Zhu Changle showed a hint of contempt: "Sister, I listened to the whole process on the side, that handsome white guy was ruthless to the end, rejecting you from beginning to end, and wanted to save that eldest sister Ruan...... Why do you think he cares about you? ”

I was stunned for a moment and retorted: "No, how can ordinary people use their own blood to save people." ”

I didn't notice that Zhu Changle's face stiffened for a moment when he heard the word "blood", but he quickly replied to me in a more contemptuous tone: "You idiot, didn't you just say it yourself, you saved the handsome white guy a year ago, and a year later, if you have an accident, you are not allowed to report it back and save you once." ”

The pace of running slowed down, and I finally stopped and looked back at her: "Is what you said true?" ”

Zhu Changle crossed his arms and said to me calmly: "I didn't say it, these are all facts that you said personally, and you know it in your own heart, right?" ”

I blinked and began to ask myself. yes, why isn't that the case? Bai Ming'an is repaying the favor......

How could I do this with wishful thinking that he really cared about me......

The flame of hope that had just been ignited was extinguished, and I was like a flower under the scorching sun, without nourishment and rain, and quickly wilted.

"Alas, man, just look for it again, you don't have to give up a forest for a grass." Zhu Changle patted me on the shoulder like a confidant elder sister and comforted me: "Little mud, you listen to my sister, you should-"

Before she finished speaking, I had to stand up and rush out, Zhu Changle shouted after him: "Hey, what are you doing-"

"I don't care, I have to die to understand!"

What if you don't care, he doesn't care about me, I don't care about him.

Instead of staying up and down like this, it is better to find Bai Ming'an and die happily! (To be continued.) )