Chapter 45: The Ecstasy Is Farewell
The winter vacation passed quickly in the lively sound of firecrackers, knowing that Kan Zi was also going to take the college entrance examination in the second half of the semester, Gu Yuanxiang was very entangled for a few days, she understood the reason why Kan Zi also made this decision, but this matter was too sudden for her to accept it for a while.
Kan Zi was also expressing his determination with his practical actions throughout the winter vacation, and Gu Yuanxiang was studying every time he went to see him. He decided a little late, he hadn't learned the courses in the third year of high school, and he had to take the college entrance examination in less than half a year, so he had to seize every minute and every second, and since he had already made a decision, he had to do the decision seriously.
As soon as the school started, the students had not yet recovered from the state of the holiday, and the teacher began to recite the mantra, Gu Yuanxiang became the fragrant glutton in the class, not to be precise, her homework became the fragrant glutton in the class. The winter vacation time is already short, and there is a Chinese New Year that is crazy, and many students are about to start school when they remember that there is still winter vacation homework, and they can't finish it in a hurry. On the first day of school, Gu Yuanxiang's homework kept coming and going in the class, the time was tight and the task was heavy, and the class was in full swing with a learning scene.
Xiaopang's homework was unexpectedly not completed, since Gu Yuanxiang graduated, his homework has become a big problem, and he doesn't know what homework the teacher has assigned! really went through a period of dire times, and later he found a new scholar, Feng Xiaoxiao. She and Gu Yuanxiang have always been out of harmony with him, and the poor are not subject to the food that comes from him, but he feels that he is not a poor person who reads the novel xstxt, and the food that comes can be used can be done, so relying on his super thick skin, although Feng Xiaoxiao is not as responsive as Gu Yuanxiang, he can mostly fool him. After being promoted to junior high school, Xiaopang was pleasantly surprised to find that the two were classmates again, although one grade was in the front of the car and the other was in the back of the trailer, anyway, they were also old classmates, and the unfinished winter vacation homework had fallen.
After Feng Xiaoxiao lent her homework to Xiaopang, she happened to see Gu Yuanxiang passing by the class, although it was a group of people, she still saw her at a glance. She didn't know what her attitude was towards Gu Yuanxiang, when they were classmates in elementary school, her light overshadowed everyone, she was young, her grades were good, she was versatile, she looked cute, etc., etc., so that she was always pressed by her. She used to want to surpass her so much, every failure is used as the motivation to surpass her next time, the more frustrated she is, the more courageous she believes that things are man-made, but she suddenly participated in the junior high school exam, and the test is gone, she is finally no longer the obstacle in front, she won the first, but her heart is empty. She felt that she should hate her, but she felt that when she faced things, she couldn't help but want to think about what she would do if it was her, because it was involuntarily, and she didn't even know who to hate. Jin Zhenyu used to be her little follower, and after she left, she didn't know why she took more care of Xiaopang's studies, in fact, she looked down on people who were loved by her parents but didn't know how to work hard.
Not long after she entered junior high school, she heard about Gu Yuanxiang's various scandals, which is completely different from the low-key in elementary school, she is a popular figure in junior high school, she has to admit that she is really good, and she can keep her excellent self down. Not in the same grade, but she feels that she is still in her shadow, but it is a little different from when she was in elementary school, she knows that the students in the class say that she is arrogant, but now Jin Zhenyu is no longer always around her, and there are people who are willing to be good to herself, although he has a purpose, and one day he can get what he wants with his own efforts.
Feng Xiaoxiao went to junior high school and was in the same school as herself, Gu Yuanxiang didn't pay attention to it at all, Gu Yuanxiang's impression of her was that of a proud peacock, she now cherishes the time before the summer vacation, as if the things in her hand are passing every day, but she is powerless to keep it, she can only watch it disappear in the end.
Since Gu Yuanxiang knew that Kan Ziyi took the college entrance examination this year, she intellectually understood Kan Ziyi's approach, but she couldn't accept it emotionally, she had been pampered for so many years, and she couldn't accept the grievances of parting and not accepting a little grievance. She knew that she was wrong to do this, she needed to calm down and think about it, her heart had not changed, but she couldn't accept that it happened suddenly without the slightest warning beforehand, and it was concealed before and even after this decision was made. This kind of concealment fills him with a sense of insecurity, and even a feeling of abandonment, doesn't he say that it is because of distrust? How much more can a long separation leave of the already thin trust?
Gu Yuanxiang was very unhappy when she thought of this, she knew that she should cherish the remaining days, but she didn't want to let this matter go so lightly. The embankment of a thousand miles was destroyed in the anthill, the distance was far away in the future, the communication was not timely, all the trust was slowly eroded away with time, and the rest was suspicion and suspicion, it was like a devil who finally swallowed everything! She can't watch this devil grow up, and she can't even give it the possibility of growing!
After two days of careful consideration, Gu Yuanxiang decided to talk to Kan Ziyi, she deliberately found a sunny afternoon, interrupted Kan Ziyi, who was studying hard, and told him to talk with a serious face.
Kan Zi also put down the pen, looked at Gu Yuanxiang seriously and nodded that it was okay. Gu Yuanxiang said a lot of the reasons that he had already thought of, starting from trust, and then to the fact that he decided to take the college entrance examination in advance, and finally summarized that his behavior hurt each other's trust and must be resolutely abandoned. After Gu Yuanxiang finished speaking, he waited for Kan Zi to refute or ask questions, but he only answered two words, okay. Gu Yuanxiang was ready to hold back the stomach for reason, and almost suffocated into internal injuries. Is this attitude perfunctory or perfunctory? Gu Yuanxiang wanted to find perfunctory clues from his expression, but she found that his facial paralysis was so confusing, she couldn't find a trace of perfunctory, this is not scientific!
Gu Yuanxiang felt that everything she had to say had been said, and Kan Zi had also agreed, although she felt that his promise was very hasty, she still regarded it as if they had reached a consensus. After that, Gu Yuanxiang used all the available time to find Kan Ziyi, because the old house was lively during the winter vacation, Gu Yuanxiang took the books to Kan's house under the pretext of studying, and studied with Kan Ziyi in the study, she felt that she was very satisfied to be together like this, even if she didn't speak.
After the winter vacation, Gu Yuanxiang began to count the days, Kan Ziyi's studies were busier than usual, he used to go to rest after lunch and returned to the classroom more than ten minutes before class, but now he returned to the classroom to study after lunch. Gu Yuanxiang seemed to be very distressed when he saw him working so hard, and when he went home, he told his mother and grandmother how hard Brother Ziyi worked, how late he studied every day, his body didn't pay attention, and he didn't know if he would get sick or something. Grandma Gu was very distressed after hearing this, she has always liked Kan Ziyi, she has been very stable since she was a child, although she is one year older than Gu Yuanfeng, she is much more reassuring than him, and her own good granddaughter has been handed over to him since she was a child.
As soon as I heard my good granddaughter say it, I remembered that he had been a strong person since he was a child, and his grandparents were not young, so it was estimated that his grandmother would not be able to control him for a long time. This diligence and self-motivation is naturally excellent, but the child's body is equally important, Grandma Gu couldn't sit still after knowing that Kan Zi had only slept for two hours last night and had a little lunch at school, so she went to Grandma Kan to discuss the child's nutrition. Her own good granddaughter is also going to take the college entrance examination in the third semester of junior high school, but she can't be tired of studying for the sake of studying, she has long wanted to find an opportunity to let her good granddaughter not go to the cafeteria, and this time it happens to be solved together.
Within a few days, the results were discussed, and Kan Zi also went to the apartment with the Gu family brothers and sisters to eat at noon every day, of course, Wu Feng and the others could come to eat if they wanted to. The Gu family's old house eats early at noon every day, Aunt Zhao takes the ingredients to the apartment to cook when the meal is ready, basically Gu Yuanxiang and they come back from school, after lunch, they clean up and clean the table by themselves, Aunt Zhao goes back after cooking, and the only request that Old Man Gu put forward for Grandma Gu's behavior is that they clean up by themselves. Kan Zi also returned at noon and was forced by Gu Yuanxiang to rest for 20 minutes before returning to class.
Kan Zi also knew in his heart that this was probably done by Gu Yuanxiang at the instigation of Grandma Gu, and his grandmother would not be able to control his affairs for a long time. In fact, this kind of learning intensity is nothing to him, his daily spirit is very sufficient, and not resting at noon has no effect on him, I don't know how much he has done in the past than this condition, but seeing that Gu Yuanxiang is so attentive to himself, he is still a little happy in his heart, and he really can't say a word to her when he thinks that it won't be long before he has to say nothing to her. Thinking of what she said to herself during the winter vacation, he didn't expect her to care so much, she already understood her worries as soon as she said it, this was her own carelessness, and she didn't say anything after she agreed, it was so cute.
No matter how much she doesn't want to count the days, time still flies, sometimes the more she doesn't want to do it, the easier it is, she doesn't want the semester to end, but the college entrance examination still comes as promised.
On the days of the college entrance examination, Gu Yuanxiang was reluctant to go out at home under the pretext that he was about to take the high school entrance examination, and the atmosphere in the third year of junior high school was very tense, but he didn't feel it at all. Although he didn't discuss his ideal university, Gu Yuanxiang knew the school he was going to, this was his dream since he was a child, and Gu Yuanxiang didn't go to see him for two days after the college entrance examination, the college entrance examination was a clarion call, a signal that he was leaving.
Kan Zi didn't have as much thought as Gu Yuanxiang's little daughter, he took a deep breath after the last exam, he already knew the results of this exam, and his ideal school should not be a problem. During this time, I didn't have time to think about many things in serious study, but now everything is almost the same, and some things have to be done well before leaving.
I finally got it out before five o'clock, and it shouldn't be changed at night, Ah Nian's words are in the comments.