"I'm not asking you to sing, I'm calling you Brother Chang!!" I'm on the first floor of Brother Chang's shoulder.

"Roll !!" Brother Chang scolded.

"You're paralyzed." I scolded him too.

The table was already full of leftovers and some empty wine bottles, Brother Chang looked like he had drunk too much, in fact, I couldn't understand it, why did I have to kill the old turtle so well, why some things always happened so suddenly, why didn't I give people a little psychological preparation, why there were so many whys, in fact, I also wanted to ask myself why, but I couldn't answer myself.

It's a feeling that gives you a punch unintentionally.

Brother Chang and I seem to feel this way, and I think of Sister Man, I hope that she will not know the news of the turtle in this life, and I also hope that she can never remember the turtle, and I hope that nothing has happened to the turtle at all, I think this is what our brothers want.

And I know that paper can't keep the fire after all, there are some things, what you should know will always know, no matter how hard you try to hide it, no matter how many lies you use to cover it up, it is temporary, and what should happen will always happen suddenly.

When I mixed this road, I just wanted to eat at first, and it wasn't until now that I realized how afraid I was of life and death, I hope this kind of thing will not happen a second time, never, but God does not allow it, this is fate.

%One %Ben %Read-Novel xstxt "Come on, drink!!!" Brother Hong, I told you that the big heaven mentioned you, saying that you are good and good, I have never believed it, because my brother, the old turtle, the woman he likes likes you, so I am a little prejudiced against you, but when I really see it, I feel like I see my brother, this feeling is very wonderful, forget nothing, drink! ”

Brother Chang raised his glass, and Brother Hong smiled: "You are the brother of the Great Heaven, that is, my brother, if something happens, brother will take care of you." ”

After that, a toast.

Brother Hong is such a person, free and easy, straightforward, he will not say flattering words at all, just a word if he is good to you, take care of you if something happens, you if he is bad, who he loves, this is Brother Hong's character, there is a blood in his chest, but his mind is still very calm and sober.

In fact, I really want to be a person like Brother Hong, I feel that anything can be solved, and nothing is called a problem in his eyes, instead of tossing and turning all night like me because of a little thing, from today on, I also have to learn to be free and easy, learn to look down on everything.

Thinking of this, I smiled at Brother Hong with relief, Brother Hong raised his glass, as if he had seen through me, the smile gave people a very warm feeling, Brother Hong didn't seem to have smiled at me for a long time, a toast, they are all brothers.

Brother Chang vomited and I vomited, standing on the side of the road and holding on to the big tree, he began to vomit, regardless of the traffic around him, regardless of the strange eyes of the people around him.

I'm just being myself, and other people's eyes are all bullshit!

Sending Brother Chang home, I sat in the car and hiccuped.

Brother Hong suddenly asked, "The girl that your dead brother liked likes me?" Who is it? ”

I looked at him tiredly: "Just ...... It's Sister Man! ”

"Oman?" Brother Hong was a little surprised.

"How?"

"Who is Aman...... "Brother Hong made a thoughtful look.

"I'm grass, big brother, Sister Man, you forgot, it's the object who followed me when you came last time, oh no, which one was with Xiaomian, you also gave her the phone number."

"Ao~!" Brother Hong seemed to remember, "Just her, she likes me?" It's been so long, it's impossible. ”

I smiled helplessly: "She still likes you." ”

"She likes me? You can't just make a short message and a phone call. ”

"She's probably just like that, not falling in love with the pole."

Brother Hong thought for a while: "It's not okay to like it, brother has Qiqi, brother is the happiest man." ”

I looked at him with disdain: "That sex? ”

", I haven't seen you for so long, do you want me to beat you?"

"Get out." I scolded him.

The big dragon driving in front of him suddenly laughed: "You two are like children together." ”

"Drive your car well, so much to say." Brother Hong scolded Dalong.

Dalong shook his head, and continued to concentrate on driving.

"Brother Hong, my brother is gone, I feel uncomfortable." I say.

Brother Hong was on my shoulder on the first floor at this time: "It's okay, the past will always pass, I tell you that there is no scar that time can't heal, unless it's a surgical scar, haha~ You see your brother I'm still as happy as I am." ”

Brother Hong has experienced it, and he must understand it.

"Brother Hong, in fact, I envy you so chic and handsome, you do everything so happily without procrastination, I am very envious."

Brother Hong suddenly smiled, I took a closer look and found that Brother Hong still has some vicissitudes, after all, he has been mixed with society for so many years.

"You don't understand, men, there will always be pressure to walk this road, but there is pressure and you must resist it, who made you a man."

"That's right." I hiccup again.

Dalong sent me home, and then went out with Brother Hong, I know that they must go to investigate the murderer of the old turtle, if I can really catch it, if I don't cut him with a thousand knives, I will cut myself with a thousand knives, let him know what to call out and always have to pay back, and the debts are still owed, and the murder pays for his life.

Thinking of the old turtle, I accidentally cried out again, and at the moment I don't know why my heart is so empty, and I am a little afraid of the future, I really want to find someone to comfort me.

So, I thought of Xiaoxin, but after thinking about it carefully, forget it, don't fight, so I thought of Xiaoxin again.

Sometimes when faced with two choices, I would rather choose neither of them, I'd rather get hurt than hurt one of them, but think about it carefully, who will hurt me, which onion am I?

Hehe, but which one should I choose, one is the past, the other is the present, in fact, sometimes it is better to look at the future than to recall the past, so I think the present is what I want to choose.

So I called Little Face.

After a long time, I said, "Hey." ”

I wiped my tears: "Hey, little face. ”

"What's the matter, is the old turtle awake?"

I smiled: "Yes, wake up, it's okay, Brother Chang takes care of him, I'll come back to rest and rest, and call you." ”

"Did you drink?" She asked.

"yes, drink some, it's quite comfortable."

"Then what do you want to say?" She said

I thought about it for a moment and organized the language: "Little face, I want to ask if you still like your former partner." ”

The little face was silent for a moment: "Can I not answer." ”

"I can't." I was resolute.

"I like it, I miss it."

Suddenly, like lightning and thunder, I thought about it, hehe, some people may look forward to a better future, but I didn't expect that some people will still be very attached to their past.

I knew I was wrong, so I was ready to put down the phone.

"Do you like me, then?" The little face suddenly spoke.

I thought about it: "It's okay. ”

There was silence again.

Whether I like it or not, I don't even know.

"It's okay, I just like it a little?" Little Face said.

I nodded, and then when I thought about nodding, she couldn't see it, so I said yes.

"Then why do you like me? Is it because of what happened when we first met? ”

"I always thought it was, but after such a long time together, I seem to really like you, I know I'm a jerk, sometimes I think about my ex, sometimes I think about you, sometimes because I think of her indifference to you, but I always feel that you still like your ex, so I want to ask, sure enough, hey, this is also the purpose of calling, and you have already answered, then I won't bother, I'm sleepy, I'm sleepy, I'm sleepy, good night."

After that, I hung up the phone and threw it on the couch, but I sat on the floor, with my neck tilted, and suddenly I wanted her to call again, and then tell me that she liked me too, and if she wanted to be with me, then I would definitely be happy to die.

But after waiting for a long time and not ringing again, I picked up a cigarette and prepared to forget what had just happened, but it was too hard to forget.

Sometimes, the more disappointed you are, the more hopeful it will give you hope, and the more hopeful you are, the more hopeless it will often give you.

I don't remember who said a word, it was very good, hoping for the best and preparing for the worst.

Whether it was Shakespeare or Gorky or Einstein, I forgot.

Leaning his neck, his whole body relaxed, only his heart was beating faster, he was sleepy, he didn't want to move, and he fell asleep like this.

When I woke up in the morning, I found myself lying on the bed, and I didn't know if it was Brother Hong or Brother Long who put it on me.

I don't want to get out of bed with a headache, but I can't get out of bed.

When I got out of the bedroom, I didn't even bother to wash my face and brush my teeth.

sat directly on the sofa and looked at Brother Hong: "Do you know who killed the old turtle?" ”

Brother Hong looked at me: "Brush your teeth and wash your face first, I don't like to talk to a stupid person." ”

"Hurry up, I can't wait."

"I'll tell you to brush your teeth and wash your face quickly, or I'll beat you?"

In desperation, I reluctantly brushed my teeth and washed my face, but when I came out, my face was not wiped clean.

sat next to Brother Hong: "Did you find it, don't make trouble, hurry up." ”

I'm in a hurry.

But Brother Hong looked at me with a smile: "Guess." ”

I'm done angry, but I don't dare to get angry, I'm really afraid that he will beat me.

"Brother Hong, really, I really want to catch the murderer who killed the old turtle, I'm going to tear him apart."

Brother Hong smiled: "If you don't tear him apart, don't say that you know Lao Tzu." ”

"I ...... I dare to dismember him. ”

"Bart again." Brother Hong said

Okay, I'll admit it, but it's a bit annoying that he doesn't talk like that.

So I prepared to coerce a confession through a criminal case: "If I beg you, tell me, Brother Hong." ”

"Fuck off, I'll tell you then, don't ink, I don't know now, I didn't lie to you." Brother Hong spread his hands.

It seems that he is not lying, I am suddenly very lost, I really don't know when I can help the old turtle to avenge, I estimate that Brother Chang is definitely much more than my mood, he must be impatient.

In desperation, I approached the room and looked at my phone, but I didn't answer a single text message, and I didn't know how this little face felt about me.