When drunk, whether happy or sad, indulgent or depraved, they all act in that moment of dizziness, regardless of the consequences. Pen % fun % Pavilion www.biquge.info

After returning to Beijing from Yangzhou, Qiu Yingyan got drunk all day long and lived in a daze.

Heart, completely broken.

People, wounded.

He could see the tenderness in Shu Shi's eyes. He can also see that the girl he loves loves others.

I know that I can't belittle myself like this, and I know that I can't be obsessed with her anymore.

However, I can't suppress the love for that person and the kindness to that person from the bottom of my heart.

She is so good, she is so beautiful, she should be loved and cared for by others.

She's so weak, she's so strong. Alone, bear the wind and rain, and never talk to anyone.

But he knew that she was very hard and tired. He wanted to take care of her, he wanted to be nice to her.

But so what?

In her eyes, in her heart, there is no herself.

fell in love with someone he shouldn't love, but he couldn't control his emotions and was infatuated with her all the time. Regardless of the pay, regardless of the pain, no regrets.

Of all the bitter fruits, only one of them hid in a no-man's corner and swallowed bitterly.

In the unmanned box, the messy table is full of messy wine.

Qiu Yingyan poured bottle after bottle of wine, listened to the noisy music in the box, and was alone in this small space, forgetting the whole world and anesthetizing himself.

Beside him, a girl quietly accompanies him.

The girl's temperament is very quiet, not the charm and charm of Shu Shi.

She is like a lotus flower, elegant and dusty, lonely and long snow cliff.

Her name is Liu Jiao, she met Qiu Yingyan when she was seventeen years old, and she has always been a good friend, silently by his side.

She silently liked Qiu Yingyan, but she never said it.

He knows. She liked him as much as he liked Shu Shi.

She also knew that he understood everything, but pretended not to know.

He was deeply hurt by that woman this time.

He was drunk, he hugged himself drunk, revealing his intimacy.

She knew that he was drunk and indulged. He didn't like her, he just used her as a substitute.

There is anger, there is distress. There is pity.

Helping him to get drunk, he came to the hotel.

He ripped off his clothes in a bit of confusion and rudeness, hugged himself, kissed indiscriminately, and talked drunk.

Nervously clutching the messy clothes, he looked at the injured man with complicated eyes.

He was sometimes gentle, sometimes rough......

Bursting into tears, he looked at the man beside him and let him do whatever he wanted.

He didn't know how much he loved him. He didn't know that he was willing to do anything for him.

Body, it hurts.

Heart, more painful.

looked at the drunk, tired and sleepy man lovingly. Gently leave a kiss on his forehead.

Enduring the pain of his body, looking for messy and scattered clothes.

Holding his clothes, covering his body, he turned around and looked at the man he loved again.

Tears flowed long. Quietly, depart.

It's as if nothing happened today.

……

Drunk people. Drunk eyes.

Everything in front of me looks very different from what it usually looks like on a regular day.

The surrounding scenery seems to be spinning and shaking. The light is blurry.

The girl next to her, with her red lips, is seductive and moving.

Her eyes are like spring water, and her eyes are like silk.

The music, I don't know when it stopped.

Shu Shi and Chu Feng's gazes, I don't know when they met in the air, stopped.

In the silence of the room, the atmosphere is a little charming.

The girl in front of her seemed to be shy and charming.

Her red lips are slightly open, bright and seductive. Slightly bent long eyelashes, slightly trembling and restless.

At some point, the distance between the two was slowly approaching.

I don't know when, I felt that it was close at hand, and the other party was a little panting and breathing.

Her eyes closed nervously with a slight tremble.

She exhaled like an orchid, as if she was panting nervously, and as if she was holding her breath.

The fragrance on her body can be smelled at hand.

She, up and down, exudes an irresistible temptation.

She is a thousand beautiful bodies, she has fallen into the country and the city, and countless people have fallen under her pomegranate skirt.

Her lips were so moist.

Her sweetness is so smooth and timid.

Her breath is so charming.

Unconsciously approached her, unconsciously kissed her lips, and unconsciously hugged her hot delicate body.

Her skin is as smooth as silk, warm and smooth, and people can't bear to let go.

Her body is bumpy and bumpy. Two jade peaks, plump and full. The slender waist makes people love it.

Chu Feng's breathing was a little confused. His movements were a little hurried.

At some point, the wine glass on the table was knocked over, but no one cared about it.

At some point, he came to the bedside in disheveled clothes.

I don't know when, the person next to me is defenseless.

Greedily kissed this perfect body, greedily exploring every inch of Shu Shi's skin.

At this time, she was lying under her, her eyes closed, and her long eyelashes trembling slightly, like a frightened little lamb.

She is so white and charming, she is so shy and touching.

Drunken admired the beautiful woman under him, caressed her body, and stroked her long black hair, which was slightly cool like silk.

A man's nature is stimulated by all the excitement at this moment.

Everything has been forgotten, and there is only this charming woman in sight.

Her pair of jade legs are slender and smooth, plump and warm.

She pressed her legs together, but she didn't encounter much resistance when she parted them.

But at the last moment, Chu Feng paused on the spot, staring blankly at the girl below him.

She's so beautiful, she's so good, she's so considerate.

She should have a happy family like ordinary people.

instead of being like Su Wan'er and Wu Xiaoqian, who left a lifetime of regrets......

I can't give her happiness and can't take care of her......

Well, the girl shouldn't be hurt.

There was a look of struggle and hesitation in his eyes, and finally turned into a silent bitter smile and sigh.

Maybe every man has done the most sb things.

Lonely men and widows spend the night together, and in the end, nothing happens.

Man. Either it's a beast.

Either that, or it's inferior.

But a man, restraining his natural desires, would rather be inferior to a beast.

So, how does he pity and love this girl around him?

You're so good, I don't deserve you.

I only want you, and live a better life in the future.

Let the person you are destined to cherish and care about you.

You deserve better happiness than me......

Forcibly restraining the desire impulse of his body, Chu Feng exhaled deeply and lightly. Carefully lay down beside Shu Shi and covered her perfect body with a quilt.

He can't resist Shu Shi's charm.

Gently leaving a kiss on Shu Shi's forehead, Chu Feng carefully covered the quilt for her, lay quietly beside her, and fell asleep after a while.

In my heart, nervous, panicked, uneasy.

But the wait has been long. What I imagined didn't happen.

The drunk man next to him, his breathing slowly changed from rapid to smooth, and then gradually low and long.

He was already drunk and fell asleep.

She. Finally dared to open his eyes, and through the hazy moonlight, he looked at the man lying on the pillow with complicated eyes.

"You idiot...... You're just going to make me even more crazy. Like you. Why are you so good, why are you so hated and loved? ”

Hold your head. With her long and silky hair falling down, Shu Shi looked down at the man next to her pillow.

In his eyes, there were tears, which slowly flowed down.

On the face, slowly, a smile bloomed.

Happy, satisfied, touched.

How many men do everything possible to get her and want to kiss Fangze.

If they had such an opportunity, they would not be as stupid as him.

But it's his stupidity, and the good thing he thinks about himself, that makes him more in love and obsessed with him......

Men, who want to get a woman, will think of all kinds of ways.

Well, the woman, wants to get a man.

What should I do?

Quietly looking at Chu Feng, who was already drunk and asleep, the corners of Shu Shi's mouth slowly revealed a wicked smile like a little fox.

tentatively touched his face with his hand, and seeing that he didn't react at all and was already asleep, Shu Shi cautiously approached and gently left a kiss on Chu Feng's face.

The quilt was lifted and carefully covered for Chu Feng, Shu Shi hugged Chu Feng's solid body tightly and gradually fell asleep.

This night, I slept very soundly and peacefully.

But Shu Shi woke up very early.

When he woke up in the early morning and saw Chu Feng still frowning a little when he was drunk and asleep, Shu Shi carefully smoothed his brows for him, and then got up gently and put away the scattered clothes on the ground.

Shu Shi knew that after Chu Feng woke up, if she was still lying in his arms, the two of them were still in the same bed.

Chu Feng, a stupid and shy man, will definitely feel very embarrassed, and he will also be a little embarrassed.

Therefore, when Chu Feng woke up, Shu Shi had already cleaned up and brought a breakfast and put it at the head of Chu Feng's bed.

"The sun is all drying your buttocks, why don't you get up to eat......"

Because she was in the room, Shu Shi, who hadn't woken up for a long time, was not as elaborate as she was outside on weekdays.

Her hair, a little fluffy, was casually draped over her shoulders, making her whole person look a kind of lazy beauty.

Chu Feng lay on the bed and woke up in a daze, feeling some headache after a hangover.

Shu Shi gently pinched his nose and said in a playful voice, smiling, softly urging him to get up.

Outside the window, the morning sun slowly reflects in.

The girl in front of the bed next to him is plated with a golden glow of the warm sun.

Her smile is so sweet and moving, and her words are so beautiful.

The whole world, a new day, is full of sunshine and hope because of her.

The satisfaction, tranquility, and faint happiness that I have never had were filled in Chu Feng's body and heart.

Rubbing his eyes, Chu Feng smiled at Shu Shi, then sat up and prepared to get up.

But as soon as he sat up straight from the bed, Chu Feng realized that something was wrong, and hurriedly pulled the quilt over and wrapped his body tightly.

Because he found that he was naked, and he didn't even wear underwear......

In an instant, Chu Feng's old face was slightly red, and he looked at Shu Shi with some embarrassment, his eyes were anxious, and he wanted to urge Shu Shi to go out first to avoid it.

"What's wrong? Do you want to eat in bed? Alas, I'm also one of the heroines in the advertisement of the beautiful chef, who would have thought that today I really became a beautiful chef, and I have to serve your uncle to eat in bed......"

Seeing that Chu Feng, who couldn't speak, was wrapped in a quilt, sitting on the bed like a frightened little daughter-in-law, looking at herself with an anxious and nervous face, Shu Shi couldn't help but smile in her heart, pretending not to know what Chu Feng meant, and teasingly.

Hearing Shu Shi's words, Chu Feng felt hot on his face, and hurriedly searched around, wanting to find a mobile phone or a pen and paper to explain the situation to Shu Shi and let her go out to avoid it.

"Okay, I'm in a hurry...... Your clothes are all on the chair next to the bed. It's not like I've never seen it, it's really ......."

Seeing Chu Feng's embarrassed appearance of being tightly wrapped in the quilt and blushing with shame, Shu Shi couldn't bear it anymore and laughed heartily.

Meimu glared at Chu Feng with disgust, Shu Shi twisted her waist and walked out of the room, closing the door for Chu Feng.

After Shu Shi left, Chu Feng hurriedly jumped out of bed wrapped in a quilt like a mouse burning his feet, rummaging through his clothes and putting them on.

After getting dressed, after running to the bathroom to wash, Chu Feng looked at himself in the mirror, trying to recall what happened last night.

Shu Shi's reaction this morning was very unpredictable, and I don't know what she was thinking. Was it because of what happened last night, or because of his own face, why didn't he say anything to expose it?

Chu Feng was very concerned about Shu Shi's reaction to his thoughts, lest he would be drunk and do something abruptly wrong, so that the relationship between the two would be completely broken and far away.

Fortunately, what made him feel a little at ease.

After he washed up, when he went out to have breakfast with Shu Shi, Shu Shi didn't say a word about last night.

Between his expressions, he didn't seem to be angry and minded, as if nothing had happened last night.

Seeing Shu Shi's reaction, Chu Feng's heart, which had been hanging in mid-air, slowly put it back.

At this time, Chu Feng was a little glad that he had aphasia and couldn't speak.

Otherwise, he really didn't know how to face Shu Shi.

On the way back to Sioux City with Chu Feng in the car, Shu Shi couldn't help but laugh in her heart when she saw Chu Feng's expression and reaction secretly looking at her from time to time.

"Even if you have a little conscience, you know that you ate my mother's tofu last night? Do you think that's all right? When we get back to Sioux City, we'll settle the accounts slowly......"

His face was as usual, pretending to be calm and looking at the road in the distance and concentrating on driving.

Shu Shi whispered in his heart, he had already thought about what method he should use to strengthen Chu Feng after returning to Su City!

Who says only men can find ways to get women's?

Don't women have this right?

……

The same drunkenness, the same solitary nights for men and women.

The things you do are different, and the problems you face are different when you wake up.

After Qiu Yingyan woke up, he watched the plum blossoms on the white sheets fall red, tried to recall the events of last night, and couldn't help but regret it very much, and beat his head in pain.

Before I did anything wrong, I had a very good relationship with the people around me.

But now that they have done something wrong, when the two meet again, there will be a lot of embarrassment and more estrangement.

This, what kind of face do you have to face the woman next to you?

How can I make up for the guilt and apology I feel for her? (To be continued.) )