Chapter 371: Even if it's my life

Feeling the bed behind him sink slightly, Su Ziran's already straight nerves tightened even more, for fear that the man would make some bad moves.

She found out that she was really a failure, and she had already vowed never to love again, but she would still shake her heart because of some strange behavior of this man.

Maybe that's not wavering, it's about changing some of your original minds. For example, in the more than three years since she returned to him, she obviously hated him to death, and she wanted him to die like this, but today, if she asks her again, she will still feel that he deserves to endure a lifetime of pain, but she doesn't have the kind of psychology that wants him to die anymore.

It seems that she still has to leave him quickly, otherwise she will really be shaken by him, and it will be over.

After being silent for a long, long time, Jun Luohan didn't speak, and Su Ziran's tense body finally slowly relaxed, and he breathed a sigh of relief almost inaudibly.

Behind him, Jun Luohan stared at her back with complicated eyes, and the palm on his side moved several times.

"Dye, are you asleep?"

Su Ziran didn't fall asleep, but she didn't pay attention to him, she didn't know what he wanted to do, but her intuition told her that this man was dangerous, so she couldn't pay attention to him now.

"Dye, I know you didn't sleep."

Although Su Ziran was lying on the bed, her straight body still stiffened slightly.

He actually used "I".

This is a word that belonged to her four years ago, and now, when he mentions it again, is it just because he opened his heart to another person, or because he ...... Does he really know who she is?

Why has it been so strange tonight, and what the hell is he trying to do now?

"Don't be afraid, I won't do anything to you." The man behind him moved slightly, and at the moment when Su Ziran's shoulders tightened, his warm body came up from behind, and then slowly hugged her, "I just want to hold you like this." ”

Su Ziran took a deep breath, but her tense body just couldn't relax, she found that this was really not something she could control, just like when facing this man, she always couldn't control her emotions.

After a long time, just after Jun Luohan thought that she had acquiesced to his move, she suddenly said: "Your Majesty, if you hold your concubine like this, your concubine will not be able to sleep." ”

Jun Luohan smiled lowly: "Really? ”

Su Ziran rolled her eyes, what is really fake? How can this be fake?

"Of course it'......"

Before he finished speaking, he was interrupted by a man in a low voice: "If we really can't sleep, we can do something else." ”

"Fake!" Su Ziran's eyelids jumped twice suddenly, "The concubine is very sleepy now, very sleepy, as long as she closes her eyes, she can fall asleep!" ”

Damn stinky man!

To say such ambiguous things to her in such a tone, when she didn't know what he was talking about "something else"?

Hmph, little look, even if my aunt can't sleep all night, she won't let you fish and meat!

But Su Ziran obviously thought too much, in this man's arms, she had never been unable to sleep, and tonight was the same.

There was a sound of even and fine breathing in her ears, Jun Luo Hanlou's hands on her body tightened slightly, trembling and trying to integrate her into the bone marrow, but he couldn't use force, as long as he used force, she would wake up, and then push away his embrace, eager to go as far as possible.

He had never asked her that question before, and even if he had suspected that she was dyed, he had never expressed any intention of doing that with her, because he was also afraid that she was not, and that he would be sorry for Dye and betray Dye in such a wrong temptation.

But when he asked, he found that she was also resistant and unwilling.

In light of what had happened over the years, if she really loved him as she said she did, then why did she resist his closeness so much?

Clearly, something went wrong.

From the first day she entered the palace, from her nine days of dancing with the phoenix, to later, she wanted the title of "Dyeing Concubine", she wanted the palace of Fengyi Palace, she wanted everything related to dyeing, and she tried her best to get close to him.

But the purpose of getting closer is not because of love as she said.

Her attitude towards Xixuan is very strange, obviously a woman who can't fight with her, and she can be disgusted by her at the beginning.

Her attitude towards Cheng'er is also very strange, obviously she is just a concubine in the palace who has been out of favor for many years, but she can mention it in front of him again and again, as if she believes that Cheng'er is the person in his heart, no matter how he explains, in the end she still doesn't believe it.

Her relationship with Ji Xueyan and her relationship with Emperor Moyuan are all very strange.

These people are all related to dyeing.

If it is really as she said, she and Ji Xueyan are friends who grew up together, and she treats Ji Xueyan as a brother, then Ji Xueyan should also treat her as a sister. However, the time in the Jinluan Palace, the time in the Fengyi Palace, he clearly noticed the way Ji Xueyan looked at her - it was definitely not the affection that an elder brother should have for his younger sister.

He knew very well that Ji Xueyan was in love with Dye, and that love was not even less than him-although he didn't want to admit it, he had to admit it. And although he and Ji Xueyan are not very familiar with each other, and they have met very few times, Ji Xueyan's eyes are exactly the same as looking at her now.

Could it be that these four years are enough for Ji Xueyan to empathize and say goodbye?

He didn't believe it.

There is also this Emperor of the Desert Abyss, although he doesn't know what the relationship between this person and Dye Dye is, after all, the meeting four years ago, he hasn't had time to figure out what happened between Dye and this person, but how could the Emperor of the Desert Abyss know two people at the same time by such coincidence?

These things, one by one, can be said to be coincidences, but when all the coincidences are pieced together, where can it be said that these are all coincidences?

"I know you hate me, but can you tell me what you want?"

"Whatever you want, as long as I have, I can give it to you."

"Even if it's my life, you can take it ......"

"But I'm afraid that you're staying with me in such a way...... I'm afraid that one day you get what you want, you will leave me again......"

"I can't afford your second departure, you know?"

******

Early the next morning, when Jun Luohan woke up, he subconsciously touched the side of the bed, but Su Ziran's figure was gone.

With a chill in his heart, he came to his senses almost instantly, tore off the moon-white robe and draped it on his body, and strode out.