85Is there only one truth?
readx; I don't know if it's because Fang Cai and Junya Xu He don't get along very happily, Zhuang Hua doesn't have much disgust with Qi Jin's arrival, maybe it's also because he gets used to it, if Qi Jin doesn't come one day, Zhuang Hua will feel strange. Pen ~ fun ~ pavilion www.biquge.info
Qi Jin saw the silver wine jug in Zhuang Hua's hand at a glance, which was the wine he sent over from Yasukuni a few days ago as a tribute to King Jing, Ice Burning Cloud, a very special name, the wine quality is clear, slightly translucent blue, the entrance is mellow, the throat is clear, but the abdomen is like a fire burning, but it is not scorching, warm, and makes people unconsciously slightly drunk.
Zhuang Hua likes this feeling very much, and it will ease her chaotic thoughts to a certain extent. And she remembered that at the birthday banquet of King Shaoguangzhao, the life and death wine used by the Yasukuni envoys to embarrass the ministers was this. As soon as he drank the ice burning clouds, Zhuang Hua would have the illusion that the fighting spirit returned to his body.
"Sir likes ice clouds?" Qi Jin approached Zhuang Hua and sat next to her, with a cautious flattery in his tone.
Zhuang Hua looked at Qi Jin with his voice and said, "I like it." ”
Qi Jin didn't expect Zhuang Hua to take care of him, since Zhuang Hua broke up with him on the day he returned home from the palace, Zhuang Hua has never taken care of him again, no matter what he does or says, he turns a blind eye, compared to the initial avoidance, the feeling of standing in front of "him" but still being regarded as non-existent is really annoying and anxious.
Qi Jin seemed to have received great encouragement, and said, "Mr. likes it, and I will bring all the ice burning clouds tomorrow." ”
Zhuang Hua poured the last bit of wine in the wine bottle into the wine bottle, put it on the table, and then gently poured it, the wine bottle fell on the stone table and made a sound, and the wine was scattered on the table in the direction of the wine bottle poured on the table, and finally dripped to the ground and invaded the soil.
Qi Jin's heart suddenly tightened, and the corners of his mouth curved a slight arc, as if he had practiced hundreds of times in advance, so that people would not feel disgusted, "Except for Yasukuni's tribute wine ......"
"You've stayed in Hikozawa for too long." Zhuang Hua said lightly, a little carelessly, but the next words made Qi Jin change, "No matter what you have to do, if you don't leave, you won't be able to leave." I can see the oddity, how long do you think you can hide it from him? ”
Who this he is, it is self-explanatory.
"Sir, who can see through me so quickly." Qi Jin's slightly humble expression gradually dissipated, and she was calm, and Zhuang Hua suddenly had a feeling that Tang Qi was sitting in front of her.
Tang Qi said that it should be a projection of different worlds. So does it mean that Qi Jin and Tang Qi are still related?
"You're looking up to me." Zhuang Hua's gloved left hand played with the wine spilled on the table, and looked at the table seriously, "You can hear me say this, you are already in his sight." ”
"Is the gentleman reminding me or warning me?" Qi Jin also watched with interest as Zhuang Hua's fingers fiddled on the table.
"Think whatever you want." Zhuang Hua once again identified a problem, he and Qi Jin really couldn't communicate, and I didn't know if it was because of the generation gap over age.
Qi Jin smiled and looked at Zhuang Hua, "I will leave in November." Will you come with me, sir? ”
Zhuang Hua shook his head and took off the gloves on his left hand that were dirty from playing with wine, and the vacancy in the position of his little finger made Qi Jin's eyes narrow.
"I still have Yanrong and Huan, they are all here, and they don't want to drift anymore."
"Don't you want to see your relatives again?" Qi Jin asked curiously, like all those who knew Zhuang Hua, he had never heard Zhuang Hua talk about the past, "his" home, "his" relatives.
"I have no relatives in this world." Zhuang Hua's tone was still light, as if he was saying something inconsequential. In fact, Zhuang Hua really felt that these didn't matter, her relatives were all in the original world, and she didn't need to worry about it, or even need her to care.
Qi Jin suddenly realized, "I'm sorry, I didn't know that Mr.'s relatives were no longer there." Because they are gone, he is reluctant to mention them, just as he does not want to mention with others the time when his family was in the past, which is the most unforgettable memory and the most painful wound after it is opened.
Zhuang Hua looked at the empathetic expression on Qi Jin's face, and knew how he understood her answer.
"It's my absence anymore."
Zhuang Hua's words were inexplicable, Qi Jin naturally didn't understand what they meant, but he didn't ask again, it was not good to rub salt on other people's wounds.
For a moment, the two were speechless.
It was already late autumn weather, the autumn wind blew from time to time, bringing a chill, the two sat quietly in the bleak begonia garden, the branches of the dead leaves were swaying by the wind.
"Sir really doesn't want to go with me." Qi Jin asked again.
Zhuang Hua turned his head to look at Qi Jin, who now looked like a young and melancholy young man who had not seen the young and melancholy of the day, and did not answer again, but said irrelevant words, "Do you still remember, you and I made the original agreement?" ”
“…… After serving for a year for my husband, he set me free. After Qi Jin finished speaking, all the scenes of seeing Zhuang Hua for the first time that day came to mind.
He thought that "he" was no different from the people he had met before, and wanted to confuse "him" with his beauty, and then run away, but he didn't expect that "he" had already recognized himself, stopped him in anger, and gave him a choice.
It was the first person who gave him a choice after the tribulation, and no matter which way he chose, he was the way to live. He is glad to have chosen the second path and stayed by "him", if he missed "him" may be another regret in his life.
Perhaps from that time on, "he" was different in his own heart, whether he won or lost, and reached out to him, even if it was insignificant to "him", it was just a gesture.
Qi Jin's gaze deepened as he watched Zhuang Hua, as thick as a bottomless well, wanting to attract people's hearts and minds.
Zhuang Hua has been able to automatically block all kinds of gaze with god-level skills (...... Unaffected at all, he looked at Qi Jin's gaze and said, "You have long been free." ”
Zhuang Hua said firmly, leaving no room for maneuver: "From the beginning, I didn't underestimate you. But then I forgot. Zhuang Hua touched the mutilated scar on the little finger of his left hand with his right hand, "Am I negligent, or are you camouflaging too well?" Well? ”
At this time, Zhuang Hua made Qi Jin feel strange, this was not the person who was as indifferent as water in the past, but a-for-tat that made people have to avoid its edge, that kind of indifferent gaze, without any temperature, people couldn't help but feel chills.
"Shibei three days, since you should be impressed, why do I still regard you as a young man who is new to the world? It was my mistake. Mess with my mind and make me lose my normal judgment, you are actually no different from him, I can guard against him but forget to guard against you......" Zhuang Hua said, his heart was sullen, "Because I didn't think about it in the first place, you will calculate me." ”
Zhuang Hua thought of Tang Qi again, it is undeniable that he is a sinister and cunning person, but he is really good to her, and it cannot be ruled out that because the two have no entanglement of interests. Later, when she crossed over, she knew that she and Tang Qi still had such an entanglement, Zhuang Hua didn't fully believe in the old-fashioned and bloody story, but there was one thing she believed, sure enough, no one would be good to a person for no reason, either asking for something or indebted.
She thought that even if she was unkind to Qi Jin, she still had a friendship.
Unlike her and Bai Ti, who used it clearly from the beginning, it was not Bai Ti's unilateral use of Zhuang Hua, she also used Bai Ti to protect herself, although the benefits obtained by the two parties were unfair and equal, but who made her feel guilty and blamed herself for Shanting, and she was passive from the beginning.
Recently, she calmed down and thought about everything, from the beginning of the crossing one by one.
The transaction between Qi Jin and Bai Ti used her as a bargaining chip, and she knew that this was not a matter, anyway, it was not a trivial matter. Then there was Qi Jin's slightly crazy and humble attachment to Yan Ze this time, because Bai Ti showed her a different mind in front of her, so she didn't pay much attention to Qi Jin's wrongness, but by calming down, she could piece together a general truth.
Would Qi Jin not know about his risk in Yanze? Do you not know where she is in Hikozawa now? Will he be a man who will give up everything for the sake of his children's affection?
Thanks to Xu He and Junya suddenly reminding her today, who will pay attention to people who have no use value, since they pay attention to it, they will be useful. Everything suddenly became clear after mentioning Bai Ti's temptation in the first sentence, it turned out that it was really as he felt, this was another use of calculations, thanks to Qi Jin's high opinion of her, otherwise she would not be able to verify the conjecture so easily.
Zhuang Hua did not feel disheartened except for some depression, but relaxed, and unloaded a burden, there is nothing in this world that is more difficult to calculate than human affection, and human affection is the easiest to destroy, as long as it is mixed with other things.
What can be calculated is not a matter here in Zhuang Hua. Don't forget what she used to do, and she didn't bother her in complex programming.
"Mr. doesn't want to be a minister of Zhangliang anymore, why can he help King Zhangliang at any cost in Shaoguang?" Qi Jin finally pierced the person who the two had been avoiding talking. He was only a little unwilling, obviously, it was Zhuang Hua he met first, and he had no resentment.
Zhuang Hua paused as he touched the smooth wound on his severed finger, and said slowly: "I owe a person a life and a love." ”
Qi Jin also noticed Zhuang Hua's small action, "Something to do with Mr.'s severed finger?" ”
Zhuang Hua nodded, she didn't mind telling him something inconsequential, "If it weren't for him, I'm afraid I'd lose more than a finger." Recalling the enchanting and chilling face in her memory, as if the pain of a broken finger was just now, if Shanting didn't come, she would lose her life, she had no doubt.
It's really scary to be so dead.
"Yes...... Mountain Garden? Qi Jin hesitated to say this Zhuang Hua's former name, he only vaguely felt that Shanting would not be an unwarranted person, nor was it a fake name that Zhuang Hua came up with temporarily, he had also checked that Shaoguang did have a family surnamed Shan more than 20 years ago, and then it fell to the end because of some unknown reasons.
"Not bad." Zhuang Hua admitted it simply, and everyone guessed that he would still play tricks, and he would inevitably fall behind.