Chapter 106: No, don't let Gushan know
Thinking a little far, let's go back to the god of song, in the eyes of outsiders, Fengyi goddess is noble, graceful, virtuous, and also a very good god with governance talents, but in fact, only a few people know that Fengyi has nothing, even the small Xuanyin Mountain is lost to the song to manage.
In the past five years, the god of singing has to go back to Xuanyin Mountain every day before dawn to arrange and deal with big and small things, and then return to Qingpu Garden when the sun rises.
Walking into the tea garden, it was not surprising to see Fengyi and Gushan sitting together leisurely playing chess.
From a distance, I looked at them, I only felt a little powerless, five years, no matter what I did, Gushan was always faint, he treated me very well, but not my lover's good, now he looks at me, and often shows a good-looking smile, but not the kind I want.
"Emperor, goddess." Walking a few steps, I greeted them with a smile.
The corners of his mouth hooked up a beautiful arc, Gu Shan looked at me, and said gently: "How much have you collected today?" β
Hearing this, I raised the jade bottle in my hand with some joy and showed him my harvest today.
At this time, the second brother has been ordered to the lower realm for a while, and as for the second brother's task, it seems that he is going to assist the end of the sky to deal with the Blood Demon King together.
I made a pot of tea for Gu Shan with Tianling water, and I sat down casually against the big tree, while Gu Shan was idle [δΈ_ζ¬_ read] novel xstxt lying on his beauty chair and looking at the reading book in his hand, and there was a good-looking parrot on the branch not far away.
Turning my head sideways, I looked at Gu Shan's attentive appearance, and couldn't help but be distracted, what is so good about him, turning my head, I moved the realization away from him, and looked at the sky in the distance with some blankness, white clouds, it does exist, but there is nothingness, you can see it and can't grasp it.
I feel that the ancient mountains are like white clouds in the sky to me, beautiful and dreamy, when you feel that he is very close to you, in fact, he is far away from you, but when you feel that he is far away from you, you will find that he is actually very close to you.
After thinking about it, I feel that Gu Shan is in love with Feng Yi after all, and in the past five years, every time I see Gu Shan and Feng Yi together, the curvature of the corners of his mouth is different from ours after all.
But Feng Yi likes to sing.
Furuyama likes Fengyi and can even allow her to live on her own turf and pursue another man. I think Gu Shan must be in love with Feng Yi. After all, what kind of measure does a respected emperor like him have to put down his dignity and heart, and watch his sweetheart chase other men, and be happy and sad for other men.
Time passes quickly, sometimes slowly, but no matter how fast or slow you feel, it always moves forward little by little at an inherent pace.
Most of the morning passed, and I turned my head sideways to look at the ancient mountain that was still immersed in the reading book, and sighed softly in my heart before I stood up and went to prepare refreshments.
Because every noon, Gu Shan used to sit with Feng Yi and play chess for a while.
There is a place in the divine realm in Bangkok, which is not very far from Cheongpo Garden, and I often leave Cheongpo Garden to collect ingredients for refreshments.
Familiar with the way to the location, I looked down at the wild vegetable fairy plants on the ground, I was slightly happy, and I was about to squat down to pick, when I felt a wave of spiritual power behind me.
Instinctively, I took a few quick steps back, flipped around, and stared warily at the comer.
The person who came was dressed in black, with a big black cloak on his head, frowning, I was a little speechless in my heart, this person, this dress, really makes people speechless, okay.
vigilantly accumulating aura, but just when I couldn't help but want to take the lead, the other party suddenly fell.
The corners of my mouth twitched, and I looked at the black object that fell to the ground motionless in a little daze, this, what is going on? Who's going to tell me what's going on?
After observing for a while, and making sure that this person was indeed fainted, I stepped forward to check it out with some doubts.
It's okay not to check this, it's amazing to see it, and the hearts shrank together, brother, brother, how could he appear here!
Busy taking two steps forward, trembling and helping my brother up, my conscious eyes unconsciously sour, brother, shouldn't my brother be cultivating in the sea of blood at this moment? How so! How so! Looking at my brother scarred under the black cloak, I only felt like my heart was dripping blood.
"No, don't, don't let it, let Gu, Gushan know, know." I tried my best to open my eyes, and my brother looked at me weakly, and said intermittently.
Worried, uneasy, anxious and worried, looking at my brother, I forcibly let myself not be bitter, and quietly found a safe place in the Bangkok Divine Realm to recuperate my brother's injuries.
Thinking of what my brother said before he fainted, I had to forcibly restrain my emotions, my face remained unchanged, and I went in and out of Qingpu Garden as usual, the only difference was that compared to before, I always accompanied Gu Shan, sat quietly on the side, and watched him read the book, and now, after making him Tianling tea, I left quietly.
Originally, I was worried that I would be discovered by Gushan, but I was quietly relieved, and I was extremely disappointed that Gushan didn't seem to notice my departure at all.
"He probably really doesn't have me in his heart." Leaning under the tree, looking at Gu Shan's side face intently looking at the reading book, I only felt a little drunk, really a little drunk, and the corners of my eyes were pantothenic acid for no reason.
After a long time, I sighed softly, looked at Gu Shan, and said softly: "Emperor." β
No response.
"Emperor." After being silent for a while, looking at Gu Shan, I opened my mouth and asked again.
Without taking his eyes off the reader, or even speaking, Furuyama said softly, "Hmm." "Kind of in response to me.
Looking at Gu Shan, I raised my hand and pretended to block the strong light, wiped the tears from the corners of my eyes without a trace, hooked the corners of my mouth, bent a slight arc, I tried not to look low, and said, "Emperor, I want to go home and see." β
When I said this, I felt a heavy sigh of relief in my heart, and the decision that I had always felt extremely difficult in my heart became easy the moment I mustered up the courage to take the first step.
Life is always like this, when you step out, you will find that the truth is not as difficult as you imagined.
Hearing this, Gu Shan glanced at me in surprise, and then pondered for a while before he opened his mouth and wondered: "But you feel bored again?" β
Looking at Gu Shan, I only felt more bitter in my heart, didn't he know at all? I'm sad only because of his indifference.
Looking at Gu Shan's eyes and looking at him, I slowly shook my head, for a moment, Fu smiled softly, and then moved the realization away from him, looking at the white clouds in the distance, for a long time, Fang sighed softly, and finally turned his head again, looked at Gu Shan's eyes and said: "It's been five years, I haven't seen Daddy and Auntie for a long time, I want to go back and see them." β
Hearing this, Gu Shan frowned slightly, but only in an instant, he stretched out again, looked at me and said, "Do you want me to accompany you?" β
My heart warmed at once, but it was only an instant, and I looked at Gu Shan's faint, unslight, and unemotional eyes, and the warm and sweet heart quickly cooled, looking at Gu Shan, I slowly shook my head, smiled slightly, and said softly to him: "No need, I'll just go by myself." β
Looking at me, Gu Shan didn't speak, just been silent for a long time, and then nodded and said, "Since that's the case, then you can go." β
The heart breathed a sigh of relief, I don't know why, at this moment, looking at this sky, I suddenly felt that he was so far away from me, so far, so far away, no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't fly to his side.