【025】 Drunk all night
I opened my mouth in a panic: Xiaoxin, don't listen to her nonsense, it's nothing, really.
Xiao Xin pushed me away, and I sat down on the ground, and she gradually stood up, and then looked at Mary: Go on.
What is there to say? You are...... Hey, aren't you the ex-partner of Brother Da Tian? I'm telling you, sister, don't break up, don't cry. Mary's humble opening.
Xiaoxin turned to look at me and sneered: Sure enough, men don't have a good thing, Da God, aren't you going to break up? Okay, but even if you break up, it's up to me to say, God, let's break up, that's all.
After saying that, Xiaoxin turned around and left, I looked at her back, and suddenly felt that I was powerless to chase, my brain was already blank, I blamed myself, I hated myself, I hated myself for why I wanted to experience the feeling of stealing, I hated why I couldn't treat Xiaoxin as single-mindedly as before.
However, it seems that everything is late, and time cannot be reversed, and even if it can be reversed, I think I will still do it, and no one can change what is destined.
I didn't even know what I thought, but I stood up and beat Mary in front of everyone.
It's ridiculous for a man to hit a woman, but I don't know why, I just can't suppress the anger in my heart.
I wanted to chase in the direction that Xiaoxin left, but I didn't do that after all, what qualifications do I have to chase others? No!
I {}{small} said 3w.ybdu turned around and walked step by step, I don't know Xiaoxin's mood at the moment, but my heart hurts so much at the moment, it hurts so much that I want to cry, sure enough, I really shed tears.
My God, I have cried for my loved ones, and now, I have also cried for women, and I have cried for the women I love.
I lowered my head and shed tears, and I didn't want to lose face at the moment, and I cried loudly, like a child.
It's a lot of traffic, it has nothing to do with me, if you can hit me, come on.
It all felt like a play.
An arm wrapped around me, and I looked up, blurred eyes unable to see anything.
Brother Da Tian, are you crying? Really, is it irretrievable? The leopard asked with concern.
I shook my head, smiled reluctantly, and cried again.
I sat on the floor, like a girl and a child at the same time, crying loudly, and they all watched beside me, and none of them moved.
At this time, an obese figure ran in front of me and knelt down: Brother Da Tian, I'm sorry for you, I was wrong.
I didn't pay attention to it, just closed my eyes and cried, when I heard the voice of the leopard roaring: Chen Mengyang! What are you doing? Where have you gone!
Chen Mengyang is the name of the hairball.
I'm really sorry, Summer, Summer said he was going to introduce me to someone, so I delayed it. Furball explained.
 m! Object, object, object! What object do you want to tm! Then I heard a snap.
I cried loudly, I couldn't stop, I didn't know why I was so sad, I once fantasized about what it would be like when I broke up with Xiaoxin, and I imagined me turning around in a chic way, not crying in pain like now.
Brother Datian, I'm sorry!! The furball roared.
Immediately after several snaps, the leopard spoke: I also complain about me, I can't even do things! Brother Da Tian, don't worry, I will definitely help you chase Xiaoxin back! Or I'll chop my head off!"
At this time, the voice of the dun also came out: Don't get excited, leopard, don't get excited.
I looked up at this moment and yelled: Don't make any noise! Let me be quiet!
It was quiet, I could only hear my own crying, and I don't know how long it was, there was a packet of paper in front of me, and my tears were almost dry, and gradually, I couldn't cry anymore.
Feeling depressed, I opened the package, took out pieces of paper, and wiped my nose and tears.
Finally, I stood up and shouted in a hoarse voice: I don't blame anyone, it's all my own sin, what belongs to me will belong to me, and what shouldn't belong to me can't be forced, I'm tired and want to go back to rest.
The leopard stood in front of me: Brother Datian, look away.
I smiled: Don't worry, I'm fine, I won't think about it, you guys go back too, don't forget to return the car to Brother Hong, I'll go first, I'm tired, I want to rest, I wake up, there's nothing left.
No one around moved, the furball was still kneeling on the ground, I walked up to him and patted him on the shoulder: Don't kneel, it's useless, I don't blame you.
Then I left, I don't know what time it is, I walked alone on the dark and silent road, as if abandoned by the whole world, first love, Xiaoxin, my heart hurts when I think of this, and my nose will be sore.
Then I passed by a small supermarket, walked in and shouted, "Get me two bundles of beer."
The supermarket owner obviously knew me, but he looked at me like this, didn't speak, just took out two bundles of beer and put them in front of me.
I pulled out the money and he said he didn't have to.
I didn't say anything and put fifty dollars on the table.
Then he walked out with two bundles of beer.
It's noisy here, I want to find a quiet place, be alone, quietly, get drunk, and don't bother with anything when I'm drunk.
I carried two bundles and walked far away, and there were high-rise buildings in front of me.
I approached a building, got on the elevator and went straight to the top floor, then kicked open the big iron door and walked to the rooftop.
When I looked up, I felt a lot closer to the sky.
I took out both bundles of beer and tried to bite them open with my teeth, but I found that I couldn't bite them, and then I had to knock them with another bottle of beer, and it worked.
Immediately after that, I poured a bottle directly, and after drinking all the bottles, I vomited, it didn't matter, and I continued to drink.
It was very windy on the rooftop and it was cold, but I didn't care, so I lit a cigarette and continued to drink the next bottle.
When I was sad, I felt so happy when I drank and smoked, and the two bundles were gone, and the wine bottle was smashed by me.
The cigarette case was also empty, my head was dizzy, my feet were light, and as soon as I wanted to take a step, I fell to the ground, and I got up and threw up again.
Holding on to the things around me, I walked to the big iron gate, pushed it open, and stumbled and fell again.
At this moment, I really hope that Xiaoxin can come to help me, and I also hope to rest my head on Xiaoxin's chest, but all this is a fantasy.
Before I knew it, tears flowed again.
I can't even imagine how I should live without Xiaoxin in the future, am I so dependent on her?
I gave myself two slaps, my stomach hurt, I endured all kinds of discomfort, took the elevator downstairs, staggered to the store, took two boxes of cigarettes out, I walked out of the community, sat on the side of the road and smoked.
Gradually, I couldn't open my eyes, and I fell asleep on the side.
When I woke up, I couldn't open my eyes from the sun, I sat up with my hands, I knew it was daylight, and when I opened my eyes, I found that I was still in the same place, lying on the side of the road, and people around me would look at me, and some would even laugh at me, but I didn't care. I had a headache and stomach ache, no strength at all, and I was sweating.
I stood up with all my strength and walked forward step by step.
I didn't have the strength to go far, leaned against the wall, took out my mobile phone and looked at it, it was ten o'clock, this broken mobile phone, it was smashed once and it could still be turned on.
I intercepted a taxi, and I didn't know what I thought, so I went directly to No. 8 Middle School and gave the money, hehe, the money was still there.
I was standing at the gate of No. 8 Middle School, and there were very few people around.
I saw through the gate that there were students in PE class on the playground, and from a distance I saw them laughing and laughing, and to be honest, I was envious.
After school, I just want to look at Xiaoxin, one glance is enough, I want to know what Xiaoxin's mood is.
If she is as sad as I am, I will feel better, because then I will know that she loves me.
A lot of students came out, and I didn't stand at the door, but not far away.
I looked carefully for Xiaoxin's figure, but I didn't see her, I was very lost, I watched for a long time, and there were fewer and fewer students, and I still didn't see Xiaoxin, just when I was disappointed and wanted to turn away, there were four more people who walked out of the school gate.
I'm frozen, Xiaoxin, Summer, little fat, and, a tall man.
The four of them were smiling happily, and Xiaoxin and the tall boy walked side by side.
A happy smile appeared on the faces of both of them, and this kind of smile, yesterday, was still a luxury.
Xiaoxin was still limping when she walked, and the tall boy would help her from time to time.
When I saw this, my heart was like a knife, what should I do, go over and beat that boy?
Soon this idea was dispelled, and the only thing I could do was turn away and stop disturbing her life.
But the moment I turned around, I clearly saw Summer pointing at me.
But I still turned around and left, and the car couldn't hit.
The head was very confused, and the eyes were black and black, as if the body was completely disobedient.
I didn't want to faint, I didn't want to be ashamed, but it was too late, I still lost consciousness.