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"Welcome back, here is the monthly news review - we have seen the 'Xi whirlwind' that swept the United States, this Valentine's Day date is of great significance to both countries, for me, I think the biggest significance of this Xi Olympics is its freshness, get rid of the heaviness and rigidity of previous political meetings, we can feel that China has changed in political style, light, modern, and even a little modern-"

"Hahaha, I wouldn't use that word, but I can understand your thoughts, Tim, now let's take a look at the economic highlights, the property transaction market seems to have hit its lowest point this month, this is the worst month since 2008......"

"It seems that the significance of Xi Cyclone has become even more significant, and under the fourth round of quantitative easing, does the delay in the recovery of the housing market mean that the US economy needs more active state intervention? What does this mean for the presidential election at the end of this year......"

"With an economic review, let's look at the big news in entertainment – the most important news in the past month has probably been the Golden Globe awards. Pen? Interesting? Pavilion wWw. ｂiquge。 ｉｎfo”

"Yes, Jack, and of course Jennifer is firmly in the headlines. Jefferson and her recent situation, the legendary actress is currently recuperating at San Francisco General Hospital, and her injuries remain very secret, all we know is that she is recovering. ”

"And that's a very comforting piece of news."

"Yes, it's very comforting, but until now, she hasn't appeared in the public media, including her PR, we only know the news that she has come to her senses at the Golden Globes, but there has been no more progress since then, and she didn't attend the Oscar nomination luncheon, will she be there at the Oscars? At present, neither spokesperson has given an answer, and the award ceremony is tonight, and the suspense may remain until the last minute. ”

"This is also one of the most searched questions on Yahoo and Google in the past month. Jefferson's injury, the American people really love her. ”

"Of course, I love it too, Jack, don't you love it?"

"Hahaha, Tim, I love her very much, 'The Journey of Life' got me to the cinema four times, what do you think? -- In fact, here's a copy of the latest statement this morning: Judy. Ackerman said it was possible that Jennifer would show up at the Oscars in some special way, but it was only a possibility. ”

"But she's still in San Francisco."

"Yes, the suspense is getting more and more fascinating, isn't it? Now let's take a look at the next summary of the news, "The Avengers" recently released the latest trailer, officially becoming the most anticipated movie in the world this year......"

Jenny raised her hand to tone down the TV a little bit, making it a cozy and misty background noise, and she looked away at the hospital hallway outside the blinds—Dr. Waltz and his assistant were talking to Cesare, and they took out a CT picture and pointed at it, and Judy was walking around the end of the hallway, and she could barely see her holding the phone in her hand, talking. Jim curled up in his chair, his fingers darling across the screen...... She couldn't help but smile slightly: Jim must be playing a game again, and he likes to do it when he's nervous as a way to force himself to distract.

Mary kept answering the phone in the reception room, Jenny could hear the continuous 'yes, thank you so much for the relationship, this is really a minor operation, yes, not too dangerous, but Jennifer is asleep ...... now', her soft voice was like a lullaby, so that her eyes were really a little foggy, in the days before the operation, Dr. Vanetz strictly enforced the rules of visiting and rest time, which also made Jenny literally idle for days, made her somewhat accustomed to the current lazy pace of life, and even cultivated a luxurious habit such as napping.

Squinting slightly, her consciousness floated upward, and a happy sleepiness embraced her - just as Jenny was about to fall asleep, Mary's voice suddenly stopped, and she looked into the room with the sound of soft footsteps, and when she was about to fall asleep, she was more sensitive to changes in the outside world than usual, and this slight movement made her open her eyes again, "Is there any call I have to answer?" ”

"It's Joanna. Tate. Mary said hesitantly, pressing her phone to her shoulder and looking out the window at Cesare, "I know Cesare doesn't want you to visit you today, but she's downstairs in the hospital right now, and ...... You know, she's ...... after all I thought maybe I should ask your opinion. ”

Joanna. Tate? Jenny could barely remember the name for a moment, the unpleasant night had almost faded for her, but now it was flashing through her mind: screams, gunshots, and the low, excited voice in her ear—a bit of a mockery indeed, as she had said when she provoked Zade, she had almost been killed by him, but she couldn't even remember his face, all that was imprinted in her mind was Cesare's calm expression that suppressed the negativity, and the horror, wavering, and betrayal of the three fans... …

"Let her in." She said, half-sitting up, adjusting the angle of the back of the bed, touching her hair again, and making a joke, "It's okay, if she had come two hours late, I really wouldn't have had the courage to see her." ”

"The wigs have all been delivered to Los Angeles, and it's not like your bald head is going to look bad - Natalie. Portman even shaved one. Mary gave Jenny a roll of the eyes, she was a little more agitated than usual, but she could see that she was trying to suppress it - although the doctor had already said that this was a very successful operation, but on the eve of the operation, the air pressure on the whole floor was still a little low, and I am afraid that only Jenny herself was good, as if nothing happened. Then I'll pick her up at the elevator door. ”

Jenny watched her figure cross the hallway like a bird crashing into the rippling waters, much to the surprise of both Cesare and Dr. Waltz, who turned to look at her, and Jeanne smiled and nodded at him.

Through a layer of glass, she could also hear a silent sigh on Cesare's lips, and he shook his head and said something to Mary - Jenny withdrew her eyes and looked back at the TV, where the warm-up video and promotional video of the Oscars were playing, and Coke, dressed in shabby clothes but with a fresh and simple smile, was walking with Mantos in the sun-soaked woods, on the TV, the picture was particularly beautiful and beautiful, and there was a touch of surreal feeling, This made Jenny, who had seen the finished film many times, feel a little fresh again, and she smiled appreciatively: Salvi's films are always so beautiful, but unfortunately his next film is not for her, God knows when they will be able to work together again?

As this year's Oscar nominee for Best Actor, the video of Heath's attendance at the event flashed in the news, along with the familiar Jennifer Murphy. Bale, she wore a Valentino on last night's Oscar night, well, her figure and face have fully recovered, God knows if there is any help from Botox here, you know, she has seen what Bale looks like after giving birth, but then again, the face that can be saved by Botox is still not hopeless, unlike Kate. Hudson......

It's been almost too long since I've been immersed in Hollywood's vanity fair, return on investment, equity, corporate debt, and personnel system reforms...... After being surrounded by these words for too long, Jenny almost regained her fascination with the drunken, vanity and glitz of the image - she thought of "The Great Gatsby" again, where Daisy had fun in Gatsby's mansion, and what a jovial flappygirl she wore with Tiffany's feather and diamond tiara......

Soft footsteps interrupted her thoughts roaming and Jenny looked up at Joanna. Tate smiled, "Hey. ”

"Hey." Joanna said, biting her lower lip in embarrassment and raising her hand to say hello.

Mary retreated from Joanna's back with amusement, leaving her alone in the door—but she didn't close it, it was her little trick, like Cesare's eyes through the blinds, intentionally or unintentionally. Jenny glanced at him and reached out to close the electric blinds, but did not beckon Joanna to close the door: don't over-irritate them.

"Thank you for coming to see me." She said, "Are you going to sit down?" ”

Joanna hesitantly found a seat a little farther away, she looked paler and thinner than before, but it was perhaps Jenny's delusion, after all, she had only seen Joanna once - Jenny frowned a little unbearably at the thought of her collapse in the video, she wanted to ask 'is that okay?', but Joanna got ahead of her.

"Are you okay?" She asked, glancing at the door with some trepidation, "I heard them talking about 'prep for surgery' when I came in just now......"

Jenny looked at her and laughed, Joanna paused, and she couldn't help but smile genuinely: it was her first smile after entering the door.

"Well," she admitted, "I heard from Charles that you're going to have an operation." ”

"A very safe and simple operation to drain the blood clot out of the brain." Jenny said, "You don't have to worry about me, the success rate is close to 100 percent." ”

Even with her assurances, Joanna was visibly affected by the news, and she looked more restless and anxious, which almost made Jenny feel a little unbearable, "Really, don't worry, you see, Jon, I'm the one who is going to have the surgery, but I'm not the slightest bit nervous, am I?" ”

Jon barely smiled, wiped her eyes, and shook her head.

"No fan can rest assured about an idol's surgery." "Isn't it?" she said. You are destined to be an ineffective appeasement. ”

"I didn't think I could be your idol." Jenny admitted, "Look, after all, Charles and--Harry? They didn't come to see me today—"

"Don't blame them," Jon said, her excitement calming down a little, she picked up the tissue and carefully wiped the tears from the corners of her eyes, "I know Charles and Harry actually like you, it's just...... It was a real shock that day, and of course, I don't need to explain our position - but they need a little time to digest that fact. ”

"I know." Jenny whispered, looking deeply at Jon—it didn't take a mind reader to see what she had struggled with before she came here. "And I'm sorry, Jon."

"Don't." Jon shook her head, she took a deep breath with a shudder, and pulled a laugh away, "I think Charles will say he owes you an apology, but he hasn't mustered up the courage to see you yet, so - that's the main problem bothering him, you know, it's his failure to do a good job of security—"

"No one expected this to happen." Jenny said, opening her mouth, pausing for a moment, and thinking for a moment before continuing, "You know, actually, I'm glad it happened in such a form -- relieving stress, one way or another, that at least it was stronger than using this connection in a more radical and hurtful way, didn't it?" At least it doesn't do much harm to unrelated people. So I just have to be sorry for the three of you - sorry for ruining your idol......"

Although it was also relieved in a way, it gave her a sense of the end of her past, everything that happened, the media, the police, her career, her relationship with Cesare...... All of them have a result by mistake. She no longer had to worry about the decisions of the past, which had become a secret that everyone had sealed, like a mission, a phase that had finally come to an end - but when she faced Jon and looked at her gray face, Jenny still felt the unease of being forced to say everything in the mansion again, like smashing her favorite Barbie doll in front of a little girl, the beauty was ruined, and something might never come back.

"Perhaps," Jon seemed to have caught her meaning without much effort, and instead of expressing surprise at Jenny's words, she muttered, "Maybe you need to apologize to Charles and Harry - you may have really broken Harry's heart......"

As if thinking of something, she chuckled a few times and shook her head again, "But you don't need to apologize to me......"

As if she had made up her mind, she looked up at Jenny, her expression settling for the first time, "It's me who needs to apologize to you." ”

Jenny was slightly stunned, she browsed Jon's expression - it wasn't that she couldn't understand what Jon meant, but it was hard to believe that she would have such an idea, Jenny really didn't expect it, she really understood her determination and desire at that time. Hope, realizing her intentions, yes, at that moment, to make everything public, and never to lie again, this is her most direct demand, and she is willing to pay for everything she has done, and this will not defeat her-

But Jon didn't comply with her needs, she understood her, understood her, but she didn't turn in the memory card, she posted videos to back her up, and after her shocked contempt and ostracism that night, she blatantly lied to everyone to defend her idol. - Maybe Charles and Harry didn't understand Jenny's thoughts at all, so they didn't need to apologize for hiding it, but Jon found out and turned his back on her discovery, her worldview.

Faced with this low, melancholy face, Jenny had a feeling of coldness in her heart, in GE, Disney...... After all that glitzy money and power, she seemed to be at the top of the ladder again, facing endless cameras and gazes, only this time there was no Zade, no Cesare, she was just standing there alone, wearing a whole body of lies, facing the world and her truest self.

She should remember this moment, she thought, she should always remember Jon - the apologies really came up from the deepest part of her heart, she and her aftermath really destroyed a small part of Jon, ruined a part of her perception of reality, which should not have been borne by her, she could have suffered these setbacks from life, from her career, from love, but it should not have been up to her, it was not her duty, she did not have such power.

"You never need to apologize to anyone." Jenny said that she was looking deeply at Jon, and that they were so close in this moment - even though she knew almost nothing about her, but they were so close in their hearts, how much she wished she could pour her thoughts into her heart, and share her apologies and feelings about the world with her - yes, it must have felt bad to turn your back on a part of herself, but it would pass, all she needed was time, "Don't blame yourself, don't be too yourself." ”

Jon looked at her as if she had received the nourishment wordlessly from Jenny's eyes, from her expression, she must have seen something in her, from Jenny's sincere self, from her unspeakable past, from the countless frustrations, hesitations, tears, and countless steps to wipe away her tears and take a new step - her expression gradually softened, her shoulders that had been tense slowly relaxed, and she even tentatively bent her eyes, I really smiled out of my eyes, like a small animal poking its head out after a storm, and I was still a little uncertain, but this realization slowly became certain: the storm has passed, and life can start again.

"Well, since you say so." Jon said in a hoarse voice, she lowered her head and played with the tissue, "OK...... I'll try to be easy with myself. ”

Jenny laughed heartily, and she looked softly at this beautiful and young girl—perhaps she was not a few years younger, but in her eyes she was indeed a young girl, still so pure and lovely, and this purity was worthy of admiration and pity. "And I have to show that I'm flattered - I didn't expect you to be my fan after all this."

With tears in her eyes, Jon rolled her eyes upwards and rolled her eyes playfully, laughing at the same time, "Actually, I say this to everybody - after all this, I like her more." ”

"Really?" Jenny asked.

"Of course it's true," said Jon, quipping in her tone—it's all in the past and can be used as talking point, "otherwise how am I going to deal with the last nine years of my life?" ”

Jenny was amused by her, too, by her witty and light-hearted self-deprecation, and by its multiple meanings—she solemnly said, "Yes, that's a very strong reason. ”

She and Jon looked at each other and smiled, Jon's posture became more and more relaxed - she leaned back on the cushion and said casually, "Will you be attending the Oscars?" ”

"According to Judy, I'm going to come back in a very new way," Jenny said, "yes, I'm going to the Oscars, and that's a good opportunity to come back – I'm always going to be back in the public eye." ”

"So......" Jon hesitated, then asked, "have you decided Best Actress again?" ”

Without waiting for Jenny to reply, she cried out again, "No-no-don't tell me!" ”

The smile on Jenny's lips widened, and Jon smiled sheepishly, she spread her hands, "It's just—or keep me in suspense, the party will be more fun." ”

"It looks like you're starting to know how to enjoy the benefits of the entertainment industry," Jenny said, "and that's a good thing." ”

"Yes, that's a good thing." Jon said, hugging her knees and smiling at her, "I'm learning to adjust my mindset—"

She was about to go on, but there was a soft knock at the door, and Mary looked apologetically at the two of them, and retracted again.

Jon quickly stood up. "Sorry for the delay - I wish you a smooth operation."

"Thank you." Jenny said, "Anytime, if you need an autograph, a group photo -- or a ticket to a show --

"Thank you." Jon raised her eyebrows in surprise, but quickly accepted her kindness, and she smiled lightly, showing her teeth. "I'll know who to call - it's time for Charles to envy me, and the person with the ticket has finally become me, not him."

Jenny laughed at her, and Jon got up and walked to the door—and she stopped again when her hand was on the door frame.

"You ask me if it's true," she said, turning her head, "--do I like her more after all this-"

Jenny raised an eyebrow at her, and Jon pursed her lips, she looked a little more dignified. "It's another lie - yes, I won't like her anymore, and after all this, my idol is shattered."

“ugh。” Jenny said.

"But I'm confident in myself, and I know I'm going to like you," Jon continued, a shy smile gradually blooming, "Actually, I'm starting to like you." ”

Jenny couldn't help but smile with her, and Jon whispered, "Don't let me down—"

Halfway through, she shook her head again, "But I know you won't--I'm just still sorry that the rest of you can't like me and like you more deservingly, just--I thought it would be better for them to keep that image of her-"

"I guess sometimes life is not perfect." Jenny shook her head, "That's what we have to accept, isn't it?" - Besides, I'm not without fans, aren't you? ”

"yes, I'm the one." Jon said, her head hanging and snickering, giving her a thumbs up again, "Fan number one." ”

"Fan number one." Jenny said.

"The operation must go well."

"It's going to go well." She promised.

Jon waved at her, turned and walked briskly out of the room, Mary catching up with her, and the two of them headed for the elevator together—and then Cesare walked in, looking back slightly warily in the direction Jon had left.

"What did you all say?" He said, with a hint of dissatisfaction in his tone, "She really shouldn't have stayed so long—"

"Don't you think you're being too her?" Jenny said that she couldn't help but shrink her neck and her face became bitter when she saw the nurse walk into the room with a clipper, "Oh, is it time-"

"Yes, she's been waiting five minutes, so, it's not a bias, it's a practical consideration." Cesare said with a grimace, working with the caregiver to help Jenny adjust to a position suitable for shaving her hair. "- What did you say?"

"It's just a regular fan meeting." Jenny said she wanted to shrug her shoulders, but she held back when she heard the sound of the faders, but her face continued to grow bitter and the urge to shrink her neck became more pronounced. - Cesare's vivid expression clearly pleased Cesare, and for a moment the low pressure that had been entrenched since this morning finally left his face, and an affectionate smile flashed across his face.

"Don't worry." Holding her shoulders so that the nurse could □□ her hair, he said, "If you unfortunately have a very rough head, there's always a wig there." ”

"you!" Jenny cried softly, "Is that your sweet talk, Mr. Vijeri?" ”

With a slight buzz, the first strands of blonde hair fell, falling down the air, falling—