"Sister, can I ask you to listen to me? Please, okay? "I almost don't have the strength to speak.

Sister Ah Zi's tears kept flowing down her cheeks, but she was smiling: "How should I listen to it?" ”

"Let's beat the child out, and then I'll kill Li Yongkang, even if it is worthy of my worthless life, I'll break his body into thousands of pieces."

Sister Ah Zi shook her head slowly, and then wiped her tears: "How can it be so simple, I am four months pregnant, if I get rid of it, it will have a great impact on my body, maybe I won't be able to conceive a child in the future, so I can't do this, and if I really beat the child, you will definitely make mistakes again, and in that case, there will be more people to repay all this for you, God, obedient, sister is fine, it's just to give birth to a child." ”

"It's just to have a child......" I said helplessly, and then sneered, Sister A Zi said this sentence so lightly, it's just giving birth to a child.

"God, don't shed tears for men, I haven't seen my sister for so long, will you knock if you don't talk to your sister well?" Sister Ah Zi wiped the tears that I had just snatched out of my eyes.

"Good chat%%u597dGood chatter......" I have no strength to speak, and my body has no strength.

"Chestnut, Ah Hong, why is Datian's face so bad?"

Brother Hong took a puff of cigarette and said slowly: "When I heard the news of you and Dunzi, I vomited blood......

"Ah......" Sister Ah Zi covered her mouth and hurriedly hugged me: "Da God, don't be so angry!" Ah Hong, how did you tell him about it? Didn't you say you would hide it for the rest of your life? ”

"I didn't say that."

"Who's that?"

"I don't know, you ask Datian." Brother Hong lowered his head.

Sister Ah Zi didn't ask me who told me, but just patted me on the back twice: "Sister doesn't smoke or drink now, eats well every day, and her life is not bad, Da Tian, how long have you been back, and also, how good was your life during the time when you ran away?" ”

"It's been two months since I came back, and I've been looking for you again, but they all say that you are busy with work, and during the time when you ran away, I had a good life, a group of brothers took care of me, and a group of brothers."

"That's good, when will you find me a brother and sister?" Sister Zi said teasingly.

"Already." I smiled, "It's just that it's not from our side, it's what I found when I ran away, it's beautiful, but there are a lot of things in the middle, and finally we were together, and we've been together for two months, and I call every day, and I can't meet, and she still has to go to school, and they're in two different cities, so aggrieved, damn." ”

Immediately afterwards, I began to talk about Sister Zi one by one, Sister Zi had a smile on her face and no tears, looking optimistic and happy.

And in my eyes and heart, I feel very sorry for her, I made the mistake alone, why should the two people closest to me pay it back? Dunzi, Sister Azi.

The more I thought about it, the more sad I became, but I didn't show it, so I pretended to be happy and chatted with Sister Azi.

Brother Hong and Sister Qi were sitting on the sofa next to them, sitting very quietly, Brother Hong smoked cigarettes one after another, looking quite in a bad mood.

I only stayed at Sister Zi's house for an hour, we left, got in the car, I lit a cigarette, then tilted my head, leaned against the window on the side, and then, I slowly spoke: "Brother Hong, I'll tell you in advance." ”

"Say what?" Brother Hong looked at me.

"In any case, I can't let Sister A Zi bear so much alone, Li Yongkang is not a handful, why did Sister A Zi give him a son? Although she is pregnant, I still want her to get rid of the baby, even if she can't pay it back in the future, I will support her for the rest of her life! ”

"And then? What did you decide to do? ”

I took a puff of my cigarette: "I'm going to kill Li Yongkang!" ”

"Hehe, when you're impulsive, you never have a brain." Brother Hong smiled helplessly, "Do you know how many bad consequences will happen if you really do this?" Have you thought about it? Will I tell you them one by one? ”

I didn't speak, but what I still thought in my heart was that I was going to kill Li Yongkang.

And Brother Hong continued to speak at this time: "Speak, why don't you speak?" So you're acquiescing? Okay, I'll tell you one by one, if you really kill Li Yongkang, you will be relieved, but what should you do if you let Ah Zi? Although she is pregnant with Li Yongkang's flesh and blood, which child also bleeds her own blood, the only thing that will not change is which child's mother Ah Zi is, do you want a newborn child to have no father? Can you imagine what he will become in the future when he grows up without his father's love? Yes, you think very beautifully, let Ah Zi kill the child, a woman's greatest wish is to have a child of her own, if she really took the risk of killing the child, suffered so many crimes, and finally the doctor told her that she could not get pregnant again in the future, then do you think she still has a goal and motivation to live? Yes, she is young now, and even if she can't have children, she can be just as chic, go to nightclubs, drink, dance, smoke, and go to bed, but what about her age? What about fifty, sixty, and seventy? At that time, you couldn't even take care of yourself, how could you support her? Let's put these aside, if you really kill Li Yongkang, then needless to say, the mayor will definitely point the finger at us, we are now afraid of wolves and tigers, He Lao Er and Dong Xiao will make us very hurt by any attack, and if you kill Li Yongkang, then our enemy will have one more mayor, since ancient times, the people do not fight with officials, no matter how big the underworld is, as long as the mayor wants to get rid of it, then this underworld force will not survive in the city for a second longer, and there is no backstage for the evil master, He's just himself, just us, only a bunch of brothers, so if the mayor really wants to destroy us, it's too simple, have you considered the consequences? It's not that you won't be killed, it's that it's not the time for a gentleman to take revenge, ten years is not too late, there will always be a day when you will take revenge, you will relieve your anger, but not now, you have to learn to endure, otherwise you won't be a big thing in your life. ”

After Brother Hong finished speaking, I was also silent, indeed, I didn't think about these carefully, and now, I also understand that Brother Hong's last few words are the most useful to me, that is, learn to endure.

Brother Hong drove the car downstairs to his house, and then got out of the car with Sister Qi, and before getting out of the car, he said to me: "Brother and your sister-in-law are about to get married, get ready for the money, and, which 20,000 yuan, when are you going to pay me back?" ”

"Hey, I forgot, I'll go to the bank and give you the whole thing." I smiled, "Happy newlywed!" ”

"Stinky boy." Brother Hong slapped me with a smile, and then turned around and walked into the corridor with Sister Qi and the two of them around their waists.

Watching them leave, the smile on my face disappeared in an instant.

After smoking a cigarette, he left, found a bank nearby, and put 20,000 yuan on Brother Hong's card.

After I went out, I didn't go home, but ran to 36th Street, and when I got to the entrance of the cemetery, I carried a few bottles of beer and walked in.

It was empty, very empty.

And this cemetery, not too big and not too small, I also looked for a long time, only to see the tombstone of the pier, from the tombstone of the hairball, not far away, I knelt in front of the tombstone of the pier, looked at his photo, and the words engraved on the tombstone: Brother Xiang Tianchen's tomb.

Dunzi has no father and mother, only our group of brothers, when he leaves, I don't know if he will be reluctant and will have concerns.

I bit the cap of the wine bottle with my teeth, and then hit the tombstone of the pier: "Brother, I haven't seen you for a long time, I'm looking for you to catch up with the old days, I'm sorry for you, so I'll do it first." ”

With that, I poured a bottle of beer in one go, then threw the empty bottle back, and without holding back, I stood up and vomited, all the wine I had just drunk.

After vomiting, my throat and stomach were very uncomfortable, but it didn't matter, and then I opened the second bottle: "Brother, die for me, you are not worth it, my brother treated you so much, you are still willing to help me, my brother is so guilty!" Think about it carefully, I found that your current ending was caused by me at the beginning, if I had changed my decision a little, maybe you wouldn't have appeared in this file, but, there is no regret medicine to take, let's be brothers in the next life, in the next life, you will be my boss, I will pay for your life! ”

Then, I poured a second beer.

Then, I opened the third bottle: "Brother, the hairball has gone down to accompany you, it is estimated that you two are looking at me now, you should both be able to hear these words, both of you are my brothers, the enmity of the two of you, I will personally report it, let those people, all go down to make cattle and horses for you, rest assured, Lao Tzu's hands have been stained with a lot of blood, I don't care about one more or less, but now is not the time, brothers, don't worry about both of you, this day will not be far away, you can rest assured, Brother counts when he talks! Cheers! ”

Then, I drank a third beer, which was so uncomfortable that I drank so quickly that I vomited again.

"People are doing it!! The sky is watching!! I'm going to draw up a Dongxiao meeting! Draft mother's Li Yongkang! It's all waiting for Lao Tzu! Lao Tzu will dismember you with his own hands! I'm sketching mom! I shouted at the sky.

Then he lay down on the ground.

From day to night, I lay down, squinting, and I don't know how many times the phone rang, but I just didn't answer.

I've been whispering to the two of them, I've known each other for so long, maybe I haven't said so much to them, hey, Dunzi, Maoqiu, you two little fat people, without you, I'm really lonely.