Chapter 165: You've Been Absent for Too Long

"Xiangxiang, do you think I'm bad, when I rejected her viciously, I felt happy when she cried. It seems that I have long been looking forward to the day when she will apologize to me in front of me, and tell me that she regrets abandoning me in the first place and has always ignored me. I imagined that I had to be arrogant and tell her that your regret was too late, that I would never forgive you, that my mother would have died in my life. When Wu Ziyan said this, her tone was cold, as if these words had not only evolved in her heart, but had already found a way to express herself. When I said it, it was as if my mother was standing across from me begging for forgiveness.

"Sister Ziyan, this is too sudden, are you sure she is your mother?" Gu Yuanxiang patted Wu Ziyan's back to soothe her somewhat impatient and unstable mood.

"I look a little like her, and she knows that I have two small moles on my butterfly bones that are almost joined together. I also know my father's name, my grandfather's address and habits, and some information about your grandfather. She knew a lot of information, the taste of the family's meals, and some of the stories I heard from my grandfather. I could feel that she was my mother, even though I didn't remember her at all. Wu Ziyan didn't believe it at first, but as she told her about the past, she had to believe that she was really her mother.

"You don't want your brother to know about it, but if she really wants to recognize you, my brother will definitely know about it in the end." Gu Yuan\ 1\ Ben \ Read \ Novel xstxt Xiang didn't understand that this matter couldn't be covered up, so why did he pretend to be nothing.

"I didn't deliberately keep your brother from knowing, and I don't know why, as if it was a very shameful thing for me that she came to me. I subconsciously didn't want to take the initiative to tell others, if she really came to me, others knew that I didn't think it was okay, but I just didn't want to tell others about her from my mouth. Wu Ziyan's "she" said in a paragraph.

"How did you meet, does she live in Paris now?" Gu Yuanxiang understood that "she" came and "her" went, and since he knew Wu Ziyan's knot in her heart, Gu Yuanxiang still used "her" to refer to her.

"We met at the supermarket, it was the weekend, and I wanted to get something to eat and go to the supermarket to buy ingredients. The first time I met her in the vegetable section, she offered to ask me if I needed help. I didn't feel comfortable here when I first arrived, and even though I didn't know her, I was very kind to meet people who spoke the same language. At that time, I just had a casual conversation with her and thanked her for her kindness. The second time we met was in the snack area, the two of us took the same biscuits, I was very surprised, I thought it was probably fate, when she and I went out of the supermarket at the same time when paying, I really think we really have fate! At that time, I thought she was very kind, and it was very comfortable to talk to her, she was in her forties, but she looked like she was in her thirties. She saw that I had too many things in my hand and said that she could drive me back. I actually got into the car that I had just knew, and I was afraid of my boldness when I thought about it afterwards. Wu Ziyan stopped when she said this, jumped out of bed, took two boxes of yogurt, and handed one box to Gu Yuanxiang.

"But I actually got into her car, and we had a great time talking along the way. She said she had been away from China for nearly two decades and didn't know what was going on in her hometown. I asked her hometown, and it was not far from the city where I lived, and I was very stupid to tell her about her hometown. As she spoke, she asked me a lot about my life, and she should have doubted our relationship at that time. I told a lot about my life and I had so much to say about the first time I met. Wu Ziyan could only attribute her abnormal performance to brain convulsions, or blood connections.

"She's sending you home? Know your address? Gu Yuanxiang drank yogurt, his mouth bulging, and asked.

"Not only does she know my address, but she also knows my school, and I sell myself cleanly." Wu Ziyan said self-deprecatingly.

"She didn't recognize you at the time? Later you got in touch? Gu Yuanxiang continued to ask.

"yes, she probably didn't even dare to think that I was her daughter. It's just that she came to see me often, and every time she brought big bags and small bags of things. She told me that she had a child about my age, and she missed her, and seeing me was like seeing her child, and she thought we were very close together. I also think that the two of us are very close, and I stupidly think that she is so good to me because she misses her children. She asked me to go shopping together, to go shopping together, and she was at my house, and I cooked for her. We are like good girlfriends, and I feel that with her, the city is not so strange, and life is not as lonely as I imagined. If she hadn't told me that she was my mother, I think I would have always regarded her as a good friend and kept it in my heart, and even when she said that she recognized me as my goddaughter, I think I would have agreed without hesitation. Although Wu Ziyan is full of hatred for her now, she can't deny that she did bring gorgeous colors to her life at that time. She was able to integrate into life here so quickly, and she contributed a lot.

"Hmph, I thought I was your only best friend, but I didn't expect to look at you, after going abroad for so long, you have a new love." The key point that Gu Yuanxiang grasped really had a unique angle.

"Yes, this story taught me not to have a new love and forget the old love, otherwise I will be punished, you see I am not punished." Wu Ziyan said jokingly, "You know, when she told me that she was my mother, part of the reason I was so angry was that I felt cheated. I cherished her as a kind of fate given to me by God, and I trusted her so much, but she knew from the beginning that I might be her daughter, and approached me with a purpose, and took my words. I was brushed by her like a fool, and those things that I thought were coincidental fate, taking off their beautiful coats, were actually deliberately created by her, just to get close to me. She abandoned me when I was young, and she deceived me when we met for the first time when I grew up. I don't know how much I owed her in my last life or how much she owed me to make us have these entanglements in this life. Wu Ziyan felt that she was the No. 1 fool in Tianzi, and she was sold and felt that the other party was a good fool.

"She shouldn't be trying to lie to you, and she can't be sure that you are her daughter when they meet at the beginning, so the later meeting should be deliberate. But your first encounter was definitely fate. Later, she may know that you are her daughter, she feels guilty and wants to be nice to you, weren't you happy with her at that time, if it was deliberately to please you, you shouldn't feel so relaxed and comfortable. You are a mother and daughter, and there are a lot of things between mother and daughter, and I don't think I'm lying to you about the things you like and what she likes at the same time. Words can deceive people, mouths can deceive people, but you can't deceive people here. Gu Yuanxiang pointed to the location of his heart.

"So what, I don't know what kind of mentality she has to know that I am her daughter and be a good sister to me. She asked me about my mother, and I told her that I had no impression or affection for my mother, and that she was a symbol to me. I can't put my beak in her pursuit of her love, but she abandoned me, abandoned my daughter to pursue her love, and I can't accept or forgive it. Wu Ziyan said calmly and decisively.

"How nice it would be if she didn't say she was my mom, how nice it would be if she really wasn't my mom. Xiangxiang, you know, I feel sick at the thought that I think of her as a good sister who will allow me to unload all my guards. How stupid am I to trust a stranger so much, do you say that she listens to me and says that she has the pleasure of peeping at other people's **, is she particularly accomplished, my daughter will understand her in the end, know her thoughts, and finally forgive herself. ”

"Sister Ziyan, you're not thinking with your head now, you're venting your resentment. The resentment in your heart is gone, and you can think with your head. It's too early to say anything, but I still think that she doesn't at least subjectively try to lie to you. When she knows that you are her daughter, she should also have a painful conflict about whether she should confess to you. Although she didn't tell you at the first time, she still said in the end, at least in her heart, she didn't want to lie to you, and she couldn't say it if she didn't say it before. After knowing your resentment towards your biological mother, how dare she say that she is your mother, she should also cherish this relationship with you, and the nature of mother and daughter cannot be severed. Gu Yuanxiang analyzed rationally, as a bystander, she didn't have too many subjective emotions in it, and her words were rational and cold.

"I don't know, Xiangxiang, you know what, I don't even know what to believe now. She shattered my most basic trust in self-confidence. I couldn't tell which of her words was sincere and which was deceiving me. I don't trust her, so I can't think with my head rationally. Wu Ziyan leaned on Gu Yuanxiang's shoulder and said in a low voice.

"Since you don't know, let's wait until you know, Sister Ziyan, no matter what you decide, I will firmly stand on your side. Like you said, you've grown up and you're no longer crying for mom. You have so many people who love you, and your mother has been absent for twenty years in your life, and even if this character has never been present, it will only be to maintain the status quo. Gu Yuanxiang touched Wu Ziyan's hair and said comfortingly.