Chapter Seventy-Five: Finding the Feeling of Being Alive
Wang Zhi really rolled his eyes at Jin Zhu's opening statement, he originally thought that he was in such a hurry outside, but now that he suddenly saw Gao Chenwu, he couldn't help but rush up and hug him and cry, but he didn't expect it to be this.
Gao Chenwu smiled happily: "No way, life is good, you can't die if you want to, and there are beautiful women to take care of, unlike you stinky monk, no woman wants to take a serious look at you." ”
The atmosphere was not as sad as Wang Zhi expected, but full of happiness, Jin Zhu lifted the quilt and looked at Gao Chen's arbitrarily severed hands and feet, for a second, the room was silent and silent, no one knew what to say, although Wang Zhi had already told them about the situation, but when he really saw it, who could be completely calm.
It was Jin Zhu who made a fuss first, and then covered the quilt and said: "Damn, you kid made a lot of money this time, not only became a hero, but after you go back, Lao Tzu asked the elder to give you the hands and feet of a golden-bodied Arhat, and when the time comes, I am afraid that you can't help but chop off the rest of your hands and feet!" ”
Gao Chenwu also laughed and said, "Say some, let's talk about these things later, by the way, have you found a way to leave?" ”
"Of course I found it, otherwise we would be embarrassed to meet you!" Jin Zhu's words still seemed to be so polite, but he felt a lot gentle, at least not as rude as he used to be to Gao Chenwu.
Wang Zhi was afraid that if he talked too much, he would eventually leak his mouth, which would make Gao Chenwu unhappy, so he went up and pulled him by the shoulder, asked him to retreat a little, and said to Gao Chenwu: "You don't have to worry about going out, just take care of your injuries, if it goes well, we can go back today." ”
Gao Chenwu nodded, looked at Zhao Wulin and Wang Xiling, and finally couldn't help asking, "Did you reach any agreement with the queen?" I'm caught by them, I'm afraid I'll be used as a bargaining chip to blackmail you, right? ”
Wang Zhi didn't want to say it, but Gao Chenwu himself could guess that Wang Zhi didn't want him to worry too much, and he hadn't figured out how to say it, but Jin Zhu next to him was already talking: "It's not, don't look at that woman is beautiful, she will actually play tricks, she let Wang Zhi marry her sister, or she will leave you as a hostage!" ”
Before Wang Zhi could stop him, his big mouth had already poured out the words, and when he finished speaking, he himself realized that he had said the wrong thing, and quickly corrected: "Oh, don't think about it, we have already discussed, I will stay as a hostage, and you all have to go out!" ”
Gao Chenwu sneered: "What's the use of you discussing it?" How could they possibly agree! ”
Wang Zhi rolled his eyes, he was not interested in stopping Jin Zhu, he simply let him say that he was happy, and when he didn't want to say it, he would deal with it himself, Jin Zhu really didn't bother to think with his brain, and asked directly: "Why?" ”
"Because I am now the best one among us, I am the best to control, just like you as a hostage, I am afraid that within three days, I will escape without a figure!" Gao Chenwu ignored the stunned Jin Zhu, turned his head to look at Zhao Wulin and Wang Xiling, and said, "Boss, aunt, I've been lying here for the past two days, thinking a lot, I think, in fact, it's best for me to stay here." ”
"No way!" Wang Zhi didn't want Gao Chenwu to stay in the half-demon city as a hostage, so he immediately spoke out against it.
Wang Xiling came up and patted him on the shoulder, then sat on the edge of the bed unhurriedly, looking at Gao Chenwu and said, "Why do you think so?" ”
Gao Chenwu's face was calm, and he couldn't see joy or sorrow: "I think it's really good here, isolated from the world, and I don't have to face all kinds of messy things." ”
"But the outside world is wonderful, you look here, out of the yellow sand, there is nothing!" Wang Xiling is a woman after all, and her way of speaking is relatively gentle, at least when facing Gao Chenwu, she is as kind as a mother.
"But for me outside, there is nothing else but pain, Sanlu is gone, Zhou Jie is gone, the drunkard doesn't live like a drunkard, no one needs me anymore, and I have no interest in living for anyone anymore." When he said this, he couldn't help but feel gloomy for a while, it seemed that Chen Sanlu and Zhou Jie still occupied too much weight in his heart after all.
Everyone didn't speak, and Wang Zhi didn't dare to say anything, after all, Chen Sanlu was killed by him, Zhao Wulin's face was unfathomable, Jin Zhu was at a loss, and a few gods were even more difficult to talk about, only Wang Xiling sighed helplessly: "In addition to them, you still have us, do you remember so many happy times we used to?" ”
Gao Chenwu smiled reluctantly: "Of course I remember, but I can't become a character like the boss and grandma after all, I just wanted to find a woman to talk to, and live a peaceful life, but unfortunately Sanlu and I have no fate, and we can't get together until we die, in fact, this time I really want to stay, not for you, but for myself!" ”
No one spoke, everyone looked at him silently, a faint sadness permeated the room, and there was a calm smile on his face: "Here, I have thought a lot, in fact, since I came in, I want to stay, never return to the world, although this place is desolate, at least no one knows me, no one cares about me, and there is no one I care about, if everything goes well, maybe I can find the feeling of being alive again!" ”
Wang Zhi completely understood now, why Gao Chenwu could jump out so calmly and detonate his wine gourd, because after Chen Sanlu died and Zhou Jie left, his heart was actually dead a long time ago, but Wang Zhi was not him, and he couldn't fully feel the sadness, but Wang Zhi could understand him, just like after his adoptive parents and Li Xin were killed last time, his whole person also collapsed, if he didn't insist on avenging his family, I really don't know if he could survive that time.
He didn't say anything anymore, turned around and beckoned his subordinates and walked outside, facing such Gao Chenwu, he couldn't say anything.
Zhao Wulin also followed silently, leaving only Wang Xiling and Jin Zhu to accompany him.
Wang Zhi returned to the front hall, the queen and You Qi were chatting on the throne, the wings of the two women were too big to stand side by side, so they could only sit on their sides.
Wang Zhi was not polite, and said directly: "I agree, take us out immediately!" ”
The queen stood up with a smile: "This is the best, presumably the high priest is ready, if the few immortal elders are okay, this king will give an order." ”
Wang Zhi frowned: "You already knew that he wouldn't leave?" If it weren't for the fact that the queen clearly had no mana, Wang Zhi would even wonder if she had done something to Gao Chenwu.
"This king guessed!" She took her sister's hand and walked over, pushed You Qi to Wang Zhi's side and said, "Now, it's time for you to figure out a way, you can't let others recognize her as my sister, otherwise how can you hide the eyes of the patriarchs, they are not fuel-efficient lamps!" ”