I woke up at three o'clock in the morning, and I couldn't sleep anymore, so I took out the folding knife that Brother Hong gave me and stroked it.

The smooth and cold knife surface, I don't know what I thought, cut my fingers, raised my hand high, and let my blood drip into my mouth drop by drop.

The fresh, fishy sweet taste was a little uncomfortable at first, but then I got used to it.

At that time, I wondered, what would other people's blood taste like?

In the end, the blood flowed a little too much, so I washed it with water.

The next morning, I sat at home, only smoking, did not eat, in the evening, I went downstairs to eat, seven or eight o'clock, it was already dark, I still walked to the stall of Sister Bing in the vegetable market, and looked at her coldly: "Join us, the boss's position, you come to sit." ”

She still looked cold, stuck the knife into the board and said without raising her head, "Leave three fingers." ”

"Sister Bing, why do you have to leave three fingers?" I say.

"Don't explain, you go, don't come later." After that, she ignored me.

I was a little helpless, I walked out of the vegetable market, I will not give up.

When I passed by No. 8 Middle School, it was just in time for the end of school, and I didn't even look back.

Went directly, I don't know what's wrong with me, disgusting Xiaoxin? Or do you hate her too much?

As soon as I entered the corridor, I saw several people squatting and smoking cigarettes in it (one-book) reading > novel xstxt.

Seeing me coming, the leopard stood up: "Brother Datian, we finally saw you, you haven't contacted us for two days, and you are not at home when you come to look for you, I am afraid that you will not be able to open it." ”

I smiled and shook my head: "Don't worry, I can't die." ”

"Why is your phone turned off, old." The furball came over.

I took out my phone and looked at it, after the last fall, it can still turn on, and now, it seems that I can't even turn on the phone.

I took the card off and smashed my phone to the ground.

"I still have a mobile phone at home that is exactly the same as mine, do you want it, big brother? I'll get it for you tomorrow. Hairball said.

I nodded, "Thank you." ”

"It's all brothers, you're welcome." Hairball said.

"What are you looking for me in a hurry?" I asked.

The leopard spoke: "There's another person on 36th Street, and I haven't heard of it before. ”

I turned to look at him, "Who?" ”

"Bangs pillar." He said.

I was stunned for a moment: "Bangs Zhu? ”

The leopard smiled: "Don't get me wrong, it's not the bangs pillar, this person is called the pillar, because the bangs are relatively long, so the nickname is bangs ~ pillar, and the two words are separate." ”

I was confused: "Okay, if people don't offend me, I won't offend people, as long as he doesn't make trouble on 36th Street." ”

"Well, got it, Brother Da Tian, can you hang out with us?" Dunzi asked.

I shook my head: "I'm tired and want to rest." ”

I wanted to go upstairs.

As soon as he turned around, the leopard spoke again: "Brother Da Tian, you can't do this." ”

"That's right, Brother Da Tian, don't let yourself fall because of a woman." Hairball said.

Then, except for Sheng Zi, they began to talk one by one.

"You don't understand." I interrupted them, "I just want to calm myself for two days, after these two days I will recover, I know you are worried about me, but there is no need, go back, slow down." With that, I turned around and was about to leave.

At this time, Sheng Zi, who had always been silent, suddenly said: "I and Xia are separated." ”

Because of that slap? I asked.

"Because of that slap." He replied.

I smiled helplessly and lit a cigarette: "Uncomfortable, right? Actually, you don't have to, don't let me ruin the good things of the two of you, go and talk to her. ”

"No, she mentioned it to me, so let's divide it." Sheng Zi said.

I nodded: "That's okay, I'm tired, I really want to go back, don't stop me, when I'm in a better mood, I'll definitely ask you to come out for a drink." ”

At this time, Maoqiu spoke: "Brother Datian, I'll send you a mobile phone tomorrow." ”

I thought about it, nodded, and then turned and went upstairs, they didn't follow. I opened the door and walked in, it was pitch black inside, there was no electricity without electricity, in fact, I didn't need it.

I deliberately closed the curtains, and it was even darker, so to speak, and I couldn't see my fingers.

I smoked a cigarette, and the only thing that lit up was this little bit of red light throughout the night.

I sat on the couch with a blank brain and didn't know what to do.

I got up and went to the bathroom, thought about sleeping, and skimmed the cigarette butt.

Lying in bed, tossing and turning, not sleeping for a long time.

I've had insomnia, I've really had insomnia, in fact, since I mixed with Dongge, I haven't slept a few good nights until now.

I don't know why, but the next day, I will see blood again, and I will inevitably be nervous.

Tossing and turning, the moonlight shines through the curtains, and the eyes swell.

Come to think of it, it's been a long time since I've heard my dad's snoring.

It's been a long time since I've hugged my mother.

In the past, although I was strong outside, I would still be coquettish with my parents when I came back.

Thinking about it now, I really miss that happy time, and now that I think about it, seventeen years have really passed in the blink of an eye.

This night reminded me of many things.

It seems that I really can't sleep, so I simply don't sleep, light a cigarette and smoke.

Then he found his pants, pulled out the dagger, cut another finger, and drank his own blood.

I'm really perverted right now.

I leaned against the head of the bed and smoked half a pack of cigarettes in a few hours.

It was still not dawn, and I was a little depressed.

I have a lot of worries in my head, but Xiaoxin is still in the first place, whether I hate her or love her, I can't figure it out myself.

Actually, it's really sad to think about it, I think I chased her for half a year when I was in junior high school, and I was still chasing her after mixing society.

After going through so much, I finally succeeded, but I didn't expect the time together to be so short.

And she and that rich and handsome man have been together for only one night, maybe two nights.

I'm sure I'm going to pay back the wound on my head.

In second place, it is Sister Bing's business, this task given to me by Jin Ye, I am afraid that it will not be completed well, three fingers? If you change, is it really worth it?

In third place is which bangs ~ pillar, just beat away an iron ghost, and a bangs pillar appeared, I can't help but feel a little annoyed.

I was upset and wanted to smoke, and when I touched the cigarette case, it was already empty. I didn't really know how to calm down, but gradually, I came up with a solution.

Does jerking off really work? Maybe it only makes it easy for me for a while, but what about afterward?

Forget it, I don't want to think about it, I will be comfortable for a while.

As soon as I took off my pants, Xiaoxin came to mind.

I feel disgusting like this now, and I'm afraid that Xiaoxin will also find me disgusting.

But then again, the two of us don't have to do anything now.

So I took off my pants again.

Over and over again, I still gave up.

Eventually, I couldn't calm myself down, so I got dressed and pushed the door open and walked out.

It's quiet outside, so to speak, there is no one, only a few sparse cars.

I found a 36524, bought a pack of cigarettes, rose diamonds, and after thinking about it, bought another box of gold leaves.

In fact, there is not much money left in my pocket and bank card, and the money that Jin Ye gave me, if it were changed to the days when my parents were there before, would be enough to spend more than half a year, but now, I have squandered it so much.

Squatting on the road and smoking, he said that the scene at this moment was something that he had often fantasized about.

At that time, I would think how cool and chic it would be to squat on the road without anyone by myself.

But now I know that it's not cool or chic, but lonely.

When I got tired of squatting, I sat down, my butt hurt, and I continued to squat.

I don't know what's wrong with me, I'm so lonely.

It was still a little cold outside in the early morning, and my cold hair stood on end.

Just as I was about to get up and go home, I saw a girl staggering down the middle of the road.

It looked like she was drunk, but there were cars around, and out of kindness, I ran over and grabbed her by the arm to lead her aside.

Who knew that when I clawed her, she threw her away, and said in a drunken tone, "Don't worry about me, I'm fine!" Hey~"

I glanced back, this girl, she looks okay, her figure is inside, she is a very ordinary girl, white and clean, and her body exudes youth and vitality.

After she shook me off, she staggered past me and began to giggle: "Hehe, you don't want me, hehe, you'll regret it." ”

I didn't even look back, a little helpless, anyway, she has nothing to do with me.

Then he turned around and walked to the side of the road and walked home.

At that moment, there was a sudden braking thud.

I looked back and saw a van parked in the middle of the road.

I rushed over to the side of the van, and the driver got out of it.

Walking to the front, I saw the girl lying on the ground with a grin on her lips.

The driver walked over and squatted down: "Oh, why is Miss so drunk?" ”

Seeing that she was fine, I thought about going straight home, but unfortunately, I saw the driver uncle scratch some on the girl's chest.

And let out a lewd laugh. I touched him on tiptoe and he turned around and looked disgusting.

He looked at me with an unnatural expression, but he still said arrogantly, "What are you doing? ”

I pointed to the girl in his arms, "Let go of her, my sister, don't think I didn't see what you did to her." ”

"Your sister?" He looked at me suspiciously, "Is there any evidence?" ”

I kicked him in the cheek, then took out the folding knife given by Brother Hong, and I didn't know what I thought, and stabbed him in the thigh.

He howled in pain.

I looked at him: "Here's the proof. ”

"Murder! It hurts me! He began to howl, loudly.

Several cars drove in the distance.

I saw that the situation was wrong, ignored him, picked up the girl and trotted all the way across the street.

Far away, I could still hear the uncle's howl, and as for it, it was just a knife.

Thinking of the knife, I forgot that the knife hadn't been pulled out yet, and in desperation, I put this girl on the ground.

Then he ran back, and there were other cars parked on the main road, and three or four onlookers came down.

I squeezed straight in: "I'm a doctor." ”

Then he pressed the uncle's thigh and pulled the knife out directly.

"Ah!!!h He howled.

I ignored him, turned around and ran back.